I'm sick of the universe. · 9:01pm Dec 16th, 2014
I am so tired of this universe. In all honesty, right now, I'm the most pissed I have been in my entire life. I'm also very depressed, and confused, nearly suicidal, as well as homicidal. I'm going to explain this here, and hope someone takes the time to read this. Just about ten minutes ago, I started talking to a good friend of mine. His name will not be posted here for obvious reasons, but he told me, much to his, his families, and my own confusion, that his doctor told him that he has two weeks to live. He was told this yesterday. That basically gives him thirteen days to live. I'm one of the two people outside his family that he has trusted with this information, and it honestly has me in such a bad mood, I have to share it. As said before, I will not be giving out any of his personal information, to anyone. For those of you who might think you have experienced loss, some of you have suffered nothing. There are the legitimate losses, and there are petty ones, but this is anything but petty. If you're wondering, and this being the information I'll be giving you to show you just how unfair this is, this kid is 15 years old. He has lived for 15 years, and had too much BS thrown his way. It feels like this is the planet's last big "F*** YOU!", you know? As I write this, I'm shaking. I'm shaking in rage, and sadness. This is going to keep my mood down for some time. With this in mind, as one of the last things I can do, I'm going to dedicate a story to him. This story won't be like my normal stories. For those who don't know, I published stories on other sites, and my stories are generally centered around an action theme. This story is going to have action, but of a different kind. This story will be heart wrenching, and it will be my child. It won't be my normal "Write n' post," no, this story will be thought over for a long time. Spread this blog post around, help me get the message out there.
Strad is here,
Strad is pissed,
and Strad will do what he feels needs to be done.
I would go to prison for this young man. Him and I have been friends for years, and I can honestly say that right now, if he told me to kill, I'd do it just to please him. I'm talking to my therapist about this one...
But the story will be written. That is my goal. I am going to drop EVERYTHING, and do this one last thing for him.
Thanks for your support,
Strad
I'm very sorry about your friend.
2657825 Thank you, Faustin.
2657830 No problem.
Well, I'm sorry to hear that. I'm not sure what your friend has, but what always gets me is shitty doctors. There are just so damned many of them, it's really hard to find those few jewels in a mountain of stone. So write your story, write it well. And be there for your buddy. Keep his spirits up. because if there's anything that'll end him quicker than the disease, it's defeat.