I'm fucking done...Fuck this... · 4:03pm Jun 25th, 2012
I'm fucking done with all of this. Someone who was once my best friend has shown his true colors because of a little incident involving him, my wife, myself, and alcohol.
I don't want to go into detail here on what happened, but I can tell you that it's not something that you're supposed to go around telling people about, which is exactly what he did. Not just to one person, but FIVE people.
What's worse is that my former best friend is now denying saying anything, and telling me that I was the one who told them, which is bullshit. He's lying.
What really got me angry is how he spoke to my wife in an argument about it, and then goes on to say that it was HER who blabbed. That was the last God damned straw.
Well, I know now that I have to watch myself. I have to pay attention to who my friends REALLY are. I'm currently very hesitant on trusting anybody, even my current friends. I'm just going to avoid socializing online for a few days.
If you happen to know me face-to-face, then you don't have to worry. I'll keep talking to you.
To any online friends, whether on Facebook, deviantART, or Skype, I'm not trying to sound harsh or rude, but my trust has really been shaken by this incident. Please don't feel like it's your fault.
P.S: I'll still be on FiMFiction for these few days.
-- Jack
I said I was sorry, Jack. I was just kidding around, I really don't care that much what you do behind closed doors... Or is this about somepony else? I'm very confused..
195378Carl, I'm not talking about you. You aren't at fault, and I'm not angry at you in any way. To be honest, it's hard to be angry at you. You're such a funny, easy-going person.
No, I might as well tell you that it's about Jude. I know now what he's really like. You actually helped me see that, and I'm grateful.
Thinking about it now, I actually feel bad. I shouldn't take this out on my friends. I should lighten up, I know. It's just that I've had something similar happen a few years back, and it's scarred me, in a way...
I would like to talk to you on Skype, but I just want to stay away for a few days.
Again, Carl. It's not your fault. You're a top-notch friend and I'd never place the blame on you.