Of depression and writer's block · 3:59pm Jun 25th, 2012
Well, for a while I've been trying to write, every time failing horribly. And every time I went on fimfiction looking at other writer I can't seem to understand how can I call myself a writer. This summer I really hope that I can reach an average level, good enough so I can call myself a writer. I also announced on my page a ton of projects. Delete them all. I will work on three: "Queen of Fools", "Mares in Black: The Lost Past" and a fic, featuring Scootaloo.
Today, I tried to look trough "Monochrome Promise". I remember that I was very proud of it. But after giving it a short read, I realized that it is so rushed that... well, it lacks too many things.
I don't want to annoy people with my blog posts for nothing. It's just that it makes me feel better if I say what bothers me. With some good luck, I might be able to get back up and running.
Well, this is Aydn,
Stay cool! 
Well, if you don't like "Monochrome Promise" because it lacks a few things, then fix it. It'd be better for the Block since you'd have a decent idea of what you'd like to do, and you'd have already written material to work with. Why not start there?
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First of all, I don't think I can write again "Monochrome Promise". Second, I have too many random ideas. I think that a lot of them are great it's just. I lack all the skills I need.
195388
Well then, you know what you need to do? You need to find yourself a team: a ragtag group of your friend who are willing to collaborate with you on this. How many friends have you got that could help?
195396
That's the idea. I have only ezio as a writer. The rest are editors. Though, I think I will do a weird request to a friend of mine. I think I will ask him the weirdest thing ever. To teach me how to write properly if he has time.
195400
Your comrades will find time, Mate. If they're busy today, they'll do it tomorrow. And if they're busy tomorrow, too, they'll do it the next day.
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Well, the good news it that my personality is kind of post-depressive. I can get depressed so out of the sudden. But you're right. Well, after the exams I really need someone to teach me how to write properly (praying that my friend will accept my odd request).
Also, thanks a lot for your help. i think I'm better now. I'd give this depression two or three more days, after these I'm over with.
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Always ready to help, Mate.