Oct
25th
2014
So, I swear on my sister's life that the new chapter should be out tomorrow. · 10:06am Oct 25th, 2014
HOW-FUCKING-EVER
I hate myself for writing it. It's bad. Really bad. Like I-Hate-Myself-And-Want-To-Die bad. Which is what happens when you try to get back into writing after 3 months. But I can't fucking stand this chapter any more. I hate looking at it, just kinda like "Bitch, you haven't completed me, stupid piece of shit, can't get anything done."
I'm twenty and never been in a relationship and I feel sorry for YOU!
Seriously, get your shit straight and quit hating yourself.
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Unless you're drunk too, in which case you're allowed to.
2554724 Well, the "I-Hate-Myself-And-Want-To-Die" was actually a reference to something Kurt Cobain said during an interview, so Yay dead people references. Nevertheless, I really hate this chapter. It's really bad, the dialogue feels clunky, but I can't stand looking at it anymore.
Honestly, being in a relationship isn't that great. I mean, the two relationships that I was in I was trying to have a nice relationship while they were lusting after me, so I can't really say much in that aspect.