After a long talk with a few of my friends... · 12:34am Aug 1st, 2014
I have realized how foolish I am. The only thing I don't understand is why I keep subjecting you all to this.
What really made me see this is after this:
You know what? I'm done. I've had it with your excuses AJ. I'm fed up with your sick lies, and don't want to hear any more of them. When you feel like coming back and trying to reclaim the friend you just lost, feel free to message me here. Until then...get out of my fucking sight before I throw up.
After seeing this, I didn't know what else to think. I was on the verge of leaving, but before I did, I talked to this person one last time... I asked them for one reason why i should stay, because I knew that they would be more honest with me than anyone else would...
And this is what they said:
Fine. I'll give this to you out of respect. For the record, our friendship is still ruined. But one good reason: because you're the only person who actually cares about other people's problems in this section of Skype. You're the only one there for anyone who needs it, lending your hand out to everyone even if you don't even know them. There is no one else like you in this section of the community AJ, and if you leave no one will replace you. No one will step up and care enough abotu everyone that they meet. No one will replace the void left by your departure
And that is what made me realize my mistakes...
I am staying, and I can promise you all right now that I will never even consider leaving again.
My only hope is that you all will be able to forgive me for doing this again...
Took you long enough. I'm happy of course. I said my piece on Skype.
Thank you. Now I can fix my mistakes.
Words would have trouble expressing my relief for you. ^~^
You better keep your promise to me AJ. I want YOU to come to me and make it up to me and redeem our friendship. The hardest part there for me AJ was not trying to convince you to change your foolish way of thinking...the hardest part was letting go of such a good friend.
I forgive you, definitely.
I forgive you buddy.
So beautiful
I forgive you even before you ask. You're going through rough patches, bumping your toes into stones on the road, who doesn't? Everyone does. Everyone gets upset; everyone lashes out. We all are adrift in this whelming flood we call life, clinging to our pieces of debris. We are all learning how one greets another in this life. Friends are those who have made each others lot easier: we share our debris and try to make a raft from them. Don't forget that: your friends are here to help and keep you afloat.
I... I'm glad you changed your mind AJ. And of course I forgive you. You're my friend.
Seriously, thank you for returning.
Aaaaah the end of a long journey of course leads to another one. Where shall the roads take you now?
2333078 Okay.
2333084 Heh...
2333103 I will make it up to you, Soarin'... I promise.
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2333259 Thanks.
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2333763 Thanks, bro...
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2334580 I dunno... I guess we'll have to wait and see.
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Isn't that ALL we can ever do?
2337441 Pretty much.
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2339459 Puer
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2339461 Silver Needle Darjeeling
2335933 Good answer
My friend I am proud to call you that for you are one of my best friends that Is outside the military and I can see that you are somewhat sad and or depressed so I suggest the the beta of next gen car game or arma
2341999 I would get them if I had money.
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(Throws hard drives full of bit coins at computer screen)
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*starts punching a banana screaming* why is it not working!!!!
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Wait!!!.....I know *i put the hard drives in a cannon and fire them at my monitor as they bounce around the room they hit me in my head and I fall to the ground screaming absurdity to mature for the internet and must be censored * f$@/$;)73 ;$;)/$ /&-&-:$ :;/&);)/&-$:(-$&:$:-@-$:$;&;)/():$/&@92!;2!.828:$,!$/&!.&!.7492487);!&$;;!$.:/! ;$:$:;/&.!$,&)?/,)?&,;/8?),4/8)?/
2342062 lol
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"Remember kids throwing stuff at computer screens doesn't transport them..."
Shut up billy Harrison and go fuck a paint brush
2342094 You are just hyper tonight, aren't you?
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Yes also are you up for an RP
2342141 Ah, not tonight... most likely tomorrow, though.
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Have more bit coins *throws another hard drive*
2342151 lol, aren't those worth a lot of money right now?
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Nope also unturned is awesome and many semi famous youtubers play it
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Applejack I'm dying I need you to travel across earth and obtain all 7 dragon balls
2342172 wat
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Come on also you ready for some rp
2344069 mebbe
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How about a picture of Luna with my new rifle
Here
I hate this new picture system