Yeah, I'm not going · 1:00am May 30th, 2014
Going where? To the Bronycon.
Well, since a good friend of mine told me about it (Thanks, Midashguy), I became obsessed with that con. I watched a thousand videos on it, talked for hours with Mida about it, had monologues about what I would do if I went. That only fed my wish to go.
Recently, I realized that quite a few friends would go too, and I continued to dream repeatedly about meeting them in very ridiculous daydreams. During the past weeks, I have realized that I can't go. Reasons below:
Firstly, it would be way too expensive. I don't know how a flight from São Paulo/Baltimore would cost. Probably way too much, considering that the prices are going up after the World Cup (Country will probably go into an economical crisis, but that's not the subject.). I made some calculations, and the cheapest nearby hotel I found nearby the convention was 129$. The 3-day ticket is 70$. Sum those, and you'll have to pay 199$ (Excluding the flight and stuff). In Brazil's currency, it would be nearly 524$, a quantity of money that I DON'T have. Yeah, the calculation seems wrong for those who pay attention. Why? Because I added another ticket there. Since I'm 13 years old, I ain't allowed to take a flight on my own, so I added my father's ticket there. Well, I would need even MORE money. Financial problems sucks.
Secondly... I ain't much of a brony. Like, I have to admit that I wouldn't feel comfortable around those pretty crazy people I've seen in videos. My wish was to at least meet very close friends (Starlight Shadow, Patient X and Midashguy), or even some followers. I wouldn't enjoy myself, in the end. I'm not very outgoing and my face turns red like a tomato whenever attention is thrown at me.
Meh. Listen to me being a whinny bitch. There's the slight chance that I might be there next year, but I don't know if I can carry my love for ponies so long. People my age usually lost interest in things quickly. Just don't expect to see me there.
SteelxPaladin
Whaaaaat!?
2157570 My mind can't become fixated to something for too long. My bronydom was an exception.
2157579 We do can not even begin conceive this mindset. We can not imagine our life without these ponies. (Oh nu, I'm talking like Luna again!)
2157590 Well. Only time will tell that
Damn! And I would've wanted to see my favorite Paladin in person. Oh well have a good one!
2157657 Hope you have a good time, friend
2157660 I don't even know if I can go I mean I am not good with money and I don't know of any cheap hotels close to the convention center. Oh well, who knows, maybe I might knowing how much I will be getting paid working with my dad.
If I could send you enough money I would.
Too bad...
... not that I was going, anyway.
This year.