Bad news · 1:30am May 13th, 2014
Sunday night I got mad
I got really mad and stabbed some holes into the wall
My dad found them and started yelling at me
I started tearing up and got a little scared
He then said that "I should punch you right now but I would kill you if I do"
They asked me why I did it and I said I was mad
They asked me why and I started telling them why
I started spilling my heart out to them
I started spilling my heart out to them
I started crying and I just started telling them all the things I was mad about
They just yelled at me more and said I was an asshole to them
I told them I was going to go stay with my mom
And I told them "give me a phone"
When I said that
My dad grabbed me by my head
And threw me on the bed
And put his hand around my neck
My step mom told him to stop but he pushed her out the door and slammed it
I got into a ball and started shaking and crying my eyes out
I was scared to death
He sorta calmed down but they still yelled at me
They started talking about how I was an asshole to them
And the fact was I am
I felt like shit
I thought about killing myself so I won't be an asshole to everyone
I stayed in that ball shaking and crying for an hour and a half
They finnally left and I cried myself asleep
On the way to school my mom said
Dad won't lose his temper if I didn't make him lose
When I got to school
I was quiet till second block
I didn't say a word
After all of this I descided to go live with my mom
I'm going yo live with her till july
Then we will swap out every week again
This is what happened not this Sunday night but the other Sunday night.
*huggles*
Do you want to talk...
2107613 No I'm fine now. I just wanted to let everyone to know what has been happening.
2107191 *huggles back*
2111146
Ok, but if you ever want to ah'm always open.