Loneliness · 4:29am Dec 23rd, 2011
Loneliness
Sometimes it feels like the world is out to hurt me.
Why are others allowed happiness, while I am left with sadness?
It seems like there is no one out there for me, no one for me to give my love.
I just sit at home, wondering why I am cursed as I am.
I am too shy to talk to girls, yet I used to be able to.
Now whenever I see women, I see monsters who are out to destroy my heart.
As that is the only thing that has been happening to me.
I have put my heart on the line for so many people.
And it get returns on a silver platter, crushed into dust.
There is a terrible emptyness that is growing within my heart.
A feeling I wish I could fill.
I try to fill it in with other things, but the hole only get's bigger.
I wish someone could understand my cry for help.
I wish someone would understand that I want to love.
The world is out to destroy me.
And, much to my dismay.
I fear it may be working.