Once again, one more time. · 4:14pm Mar 15th, 2014
And once again I found need to express my thoughts in writing and for some reason right now it feels way more fun than playing games.
I'm about to draw my own world. I thought booting up laptop right now with a big grin on my face.
For some reason pacing is horrible. 12 thousand words in a week and characters didn't progress past chapter one (including prologue).
Descriptions are horrible.
Talking is awkward and doesn't flow.
Scene layout is stupid.
But even knowing it all, I can't stop. It's like playing a Descent Freespace, but feels better. There was possibility to fly in any direction and it was one of first space simulators I played.
Writing gives something else. Not just joy of the process, but feeling of completing something if broken into segments.
Each scene is an accomplishment.
Each word is an achievement.
Each step is a step further.
No matter how long the road will be, it will be fun to travel it.
That's what I'm thinking while writing. While I was thinking differently, I always stopped myself.
Writing. But it feels same way as I feel when I was playing a game when I was younger.