Heimo

Finally settling down, for a bit. I have a lot of things getting situated in college and my real life on that end is becoming less stressful. I've been hiding behind a mask of calm and simplicity, when behind it lies a exhausted, brain-melting mare, dirty and scratched up from the facade she played on the stage for her audience.

Now, everything is beginning to relax. Let's start with this, shall we: college has been stressful (obvious). But I only had a stressful time there due to my disability. I have a learning disability (that's the only thing truly personal you'll get out of me) and my pride and ignorance gets in the way most of the time, preventing me from telling my professors of this. Finally, I pushed aside that prideful bravado, and told my English teacher about it. She was very kind enough to point me to the right person to accommodate and give her permission to give me extra time and help on my work.

That saves me a lot of stress (did I mention it was English and I love writing a lot?). I do plan on alerting my teacher for my communication class about it, but not now. I have some things to settled.

Now, it is not much to read, honestly, anypony who posts a blog of their personal problem or real life calamity has their reasons. Take this any way you please, just felt like releasing this amount of relaxation to you all. It feels good now, every time I come home and rest on my bed with a laptop to use or Xbox controller. It feels good, knowing I'm not going to be as stressed as I was back in High school for so many phasing and torturous mental problems that continued off from when I finally got out of my Middle school years.

I wish you all a safe day and study hard to achieve your dreams. Life is full of many things, I'm sure you already know that by now.

I am Home.

Takk, dears.