Notice/Warning for People that come to me · 9:08pm Mar 3rd, 2014
I cry at everything. Not a day goes by without a tear on my face. I'm a bit nuts in that, every time I do cry I get successively happier. Misery makes me happy...or at least my misery. I think I got the two confused at some point....
Tangent aside, it's normal to see me sad/depressed/morally flexible...Etc. etc. etc. I've done a lot of 'things' in my short life on this Earth and that has made me....questionably sane. So don't worry about me. It's disturbing...It weirds me out when people are suddenly concerned for my wellbeing. It's not normal.
Here are some of the things I will NEVER do...intentionally...
1. Kill Myself. (Not that I don't want to die, as eternal peace and nonexistence sounds lovely, but I'd rather die at a ripe old age...Somewhere around 24, due to Heath concerns. I'm not liable to take knife to my skin, or take a long fall off a short cliff. I tend to think of that as cowardly behavior...Not sure when though.)
2. Take complete mental leave. (I like a bit of quiet to mix in with my insanity....so complete and total abscess of the mind isn't something I look forward to unless it is called sleep.)
3. Give unfair criticism to a story/Be grammatically incorrect. (I hate to have to give completely negative criticism, and though I may ramble occasionally, I tend to get physically sick at the idea of grammar being improperly handled. If there's anything that will kill me, it'll probably be that. I've always loved literature from a young age, though I admittedly had trouble when I first started reading somewhere around five or so. Stories and dreams and poems were my places of escape from bullies who would try to hunt me down and bully me because I was fat. That all changed when the fire nation attacked.
Heh. But really, I grew bigger than everyone in my class, and with my intellect, brawn, and upbringing of the stories of heroes...I tried to protect others from what I saw as bullying. That...got me in trouble. The only true benefit was that all the sycophants started leaving me alone. I could finally read my books in peace...though few would truly approach me. I made friends...they just didn't last. I could never hang out for too long after school...for reasons... Anyways, I read more and more and more, until I had to start buying my own books. The school library didn't have enough to sate me. It's been relatively the same throughout my life, and books and stories have been a little paradise for me to relax and reflect. I would never try to completely destroy another persons expression when that expression is what got me through most of my years of schooling.)
Anyways, that's really all I can say right now. The keys on my keyboard are starting to feel like hard pillow plushes. I need to go to sleep before more weird stuff happens...and I start telling people that horrors of my high-school......cafeteria....
So it disturbs you when people worry about you? What are your thoughts about internet cuddles?
1953440 ...I don't mind them so much.
1953539
*cuddles*
1953635 *CUDDLE RETURN!* *Fierce Cuddling*
1953640
*The cuddle police break through the door*
THIS IS THE CUDDLE POLICE! HANDS OFF AND AGAINST TEH WALL!
1953668 Oh noes! *Wall Cuddle Fiercely*
1953722
STOP CUDDLING THAT WALL!
*They hit you repeatedly with rolled up pillow covers.*
1953746 FOR THE CUDDLE RESISTANCE! *Fiercely cuddle the Cuddle Police and their pillows of cuddliness*
"...because I was fat"
Let's see some photos there, chubs. Nudes, preferably. Get that booty clappin'. Mmmm...
2355004 Was/Am/Absolutely not.
2356280
Unacceptable. Those glorious mounds of booty biscuit must be revealed to the world. You can't hide these treasures from us forever, man. They're a part of us just as much as they're a part of yourself.
2356493 ...I don't appreciate being talked to like that...or that music...it's...uncomfortable.
2356551
So...you refuse to "holla' for a dolla'?" Very well. How about we dance the "poop-chute boogie" instead?
2356653 How 'bout you drown that antagonistic male pride of yours and pursue a non-religious moral piety.
The horrors of the high school cafeteria? Shit's fucking gay as fuck, money.
2637956 You obviously haven't had 'mystery' meat yet.
2638005
Dear...GOD....call Chris Hansen.
2638092 Nah. I've long since gotten past that. Anyways, why did you decide to follow me? Slaphappy have anything to do with it?
2638096
Pretty much, man. MOTHERFUCKER, YOU AIN'T THAT INTERESTING!! I only iterate points in yelling by the way.
2638100 I don't have to be 'interesting' here. Haah, I doubt you even know me yet. You seem...bland enough... I do admit, I don't know why you feel the need to yell.
2638119
Learn to humor.
2638184 I'm already 'humor'ing you by allowing to yell; is an explanation that hard to offer? I mean, we all let our irrationalities lie from time to time, I'm just trying to make sure this is one of them.
2638223
Damn, nigga'. You just killed it.
2638238 ...I'm sorry, no. I don't tolerate that ridiculous slur. Hitting the nail on the head aside, I really wish you would refrain from using that disgusting pile of verbiage drivel around me in the future.
2638257
Oh, great. Social justice warrior. Good luck with growing up and all that. Peace.
2638258 No, simply one of my born hatreds. I personally don't care about the word...I just don't tolerate its use in that manner in my presence. You have a nice night and good luck in your future endeavors.