My mom is dead, but never forgotten. · 1:11am Feb 11th, 2014
I want to open up with this image that my friend Aki Neko did for me, to celebrate my mother. It's her unicorn oc, and my brother and I's oc. We will miss her dearly..
If you had read my previous blog post, you know what happened.
I now write to let you all know that on Saturday she was declared to no longer be there, and that the machine was keeping her alive, but there was nothing left of her in her brain. We as a family chose to take her off the machine, for she had expressed that to be her wish.
This morning, I had a dream that I was seeing my mom in the hospital, and I was so happy to see her awake! And she told me that the doctors are fucking idiots, and that she felt great and was going to go home.
Then I woke up because I had a phone call. At 7:25 AM, right at shift change for the hospital, she finally died.
By 9:00, my brother, Oma, Dad, and I were at the hospital. I saw my mom, and nearly collapsed in front of everyone. I took her dream catcher, and lay it on her chest, and told her to rest well.
My last words were, Ich kaw fin yao Momma. I'll see you later.
I know I spelled it wrong, but it means I love you. She spoke fluent dutch, and that was one of the few things I could say to her in that language.
So, as of right now, Oma and Dad are going home, my brother and I are just here for the day, listening to my mom's favorite records. Soon, there will be people over to take her hospital bed away, someone else will find use for it.
I won't be gone forever, my mom is the entire reason why I began to write at all, and as such, as my name here indicates, I will rise from this stronger than ever before. My entire writing career that I will peruse, even beyond pony stories, is dedicated entirely to one wonderful woman. My mom, Beatrice Anne Uribe.
I'm going to be looking for work, I have a month to get a job that can let us stay here in our home, or I will have to live with our Oma. Until next time my followers, thank you for your well wishes, and prayers that you had given for my mom over this past week.
I shall return some day soon.
Sincerely yours,
You sir, are the strongest man I've ever seen. I wish you the best of luck in finding a new job, and I hope everything turns out well for you man. We'll all be waiting for your return
My deepest regards, and best of wishes,
-RedStar
You have my deepest condolences. I can only imagine the pain you must be going through, and I sincerely wish you the best of luck in your future endeavors. I wish I could write more, but in these cases I always seem to be at a lack of words. Stay strong, and may your future bring about as much joy in your life as possible. We will await your return with open arms.
~ Illan Rodriguez
Condolences with the loss of your mother. Your last words really hit me (i'm Dutch myself). Let's hope she's in a better place now. Stay strong, and i hope the future will be bright for you
I hope luck turns in your favor, my friend.
My heart goes out to you and yours. Take as long as you need and know you're cared about.
Ik hou van jou.
My condolences, and best wishes in this bleak time. My stepfather died last year, and so I've been very close to what you're going through right now. It will get better with time, I promise.
I take a vacation from this site for while, and I missed this of all things! I feel like a terrible friend. I am very sorry for the loss of your mom, and hope that she will live forever in your heart.
My Condolences to you I too know how it feels to lose a loved one because i lost my brother 2 years ago and i was just in a deep depression although i dont think that you went into a deep depression like i did i know you pain and i can only hope that you begin to feel better soon, a quote a friend told me help me get out of my depresson might be able to help you too 'Life is like a scrap book, full of memories and when a friend or loved one dies the most you can do for them is continue the book in memory of them' hpe you feel better soon and continue the book man.