Well, there goes hope. · 2:45pm Jan 24th, 2014
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So, I've been gearing up to move out of my small town, one that has nothing to do, and a bad reputation from elementary and middle school here basically makes me a social pariah in this town. My friends lost literally all their other friends except me and each other because they hang out with me.
My mother told me last night that, more likely than not, we’re not moving. She claims moving out of this town will be detrimental to my mental health, but what she doesn't get is that staying here is going to drive me to the point of suicide. When I have nothing to do, I get bored. When I get bored, I get depressed, and when I get depressed, I get suicidal. Either she knows and wants to get rid of me, or she doesn't know and doesn't realize that if I’m here for much longer she’ll be short a son.
Well it seems life sucks where you are right now man, I hope wherever you're going is better than staying there.