Life problems right now · 7:08am Dec 16th, 2013
I know I'm not that known at all, just some random gut who stalks Fimfiction for his dose of pony fanfics, but I wanted to share something that has been going on recently that I think I should get out some way.
.. I might be having slight panic attacks from silence, I recently re-read a story called Off-Rhythm. In it Octavia is diagnosed with Sedatephobia, the fear of silence. I suggest you go read it, it's good. but what really gets me is my similarities to that. I can't go very long without music on, and I have noticed that in situations of prolonged silence, I.E. in the classroom at school during big tests, my hands start shaking really badly.
I know not many people will read this, or even care seeing as how my life is going right now, but I just wanted to get this out there while I could. I wanted to write this down so it will be marked in the internet forever, so just maybe someone will read and I can have a conversation with them.
As a fellow FimFic stalker, I'd just like to say that you are wrong. Someone will read this, and that someone will be great with fixing problems, and they will give you encouragement, and advice that solves everything. Sadly, that is not me.
I'm just the guy who leaves get well soon Pinkies. 
Honestly, I don't know what to say, other than keep yer chin up laddy. I can't say I know what you're going through, tho I do get shakes now and again, I do know that you'll find a way through it. In the words of Chris Kringle, just put one foot in front of the other. It'll work out in the end. If not, there is always us at the Madhouse to rant to. 
Apologies if this two in the morning rant makes no sense, and hopefully brightened you're mood at least a hair.
It did, trust me. I needed a laugh right now. Just gonna be hard these next few days because I have finals this week, and that means silent test after silent test.
and I have not slept well these past few days, so whish me luck right now
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Oh, that's just not fun. I'm waiting for my grades to come back at the moment. Needless to say I'm on the verge of a heart attack every 15 minutes. You'll be just fine. If you have to, focus in on all the noise that is there for a second and see if that helps. Pencils and paper make a lot of noise once you get bored enough.