SO much for that plan... 10/6/13 · 4:29am Oct 7th, 2013
Yeahhhh I honestly did not expect my life to take such a sharp turn in direction: first happy go lucky, then miserable and mentally unstable. Gez, life sure knows how to throw a curve-ball at your face... made of steel... covered in spikes... on fire... with acid. But enough of that, The big question is "How are you man?! You've been away for so long! I missed you so much!" ... ok maybe not THAT sincere, but hopefully there are a couple of you who are curious on my whereabouts. Well, lets just say that it's been a rough ride for me and my family; I'm just trying to adjust to the new swing of things here.
*I take no credit for this image, I just find it surprising accurate to the subject*
1: I am not dead... for the most part. I do want to create stuff, I truly and honestly do! There is just so much pain that comes to me when I write, I can't explain it, but it's a self-consciousness and motivational issue that I can't fully detail. It's deep, dark, and probably uninteresting if you're not into all that sappy sissy horse... umm... manure! Yeah that's it, but I'll keep the focus on my writing and not my petty emotions.
2: What will you do next? Good question, I have no answer for you. Honestly, I really wish it was easier for me to just go "HEY! Here's the work, take it or leave it!", but I am far too self-conscious and feeble to do something like that. Instead, you can hear me moan and whine until I figure out a way to produce work more frequently, I have not been on writer's block however! I have plenty of ideas, they just don't seem to develop in a form I am proud of, and hopefully one that isn't narcissistic or prideful.
3: Will you run off again? Maybe, if the going gets too rough and I loose it again, which I highly doubt. I am honestly hoping I won't, because I love this site and all the fans (5) that keep up with my dead account. I'll try and produce more intelligent and thought provoking pieces, instead of a wizard dancing to a disco song in his pajamas.
Thank you all so much for your curiosity! For your reward, here's a photo of vinyl spinning on a vinyl. 
