I am depressed

My dad and I had a talk today... he kept saying that I should do something. Build a robot, created a fusion generator. Anything that I could. I told him. "But aren't we in some kinda financial crisis right now?" This was his reply. "No, when did you get that idea?"

I got that idea at least since I was 3 and started to go to school because I wasn't allowed to get gifts from my parents unless it was Christmas or my birthday. So instead I downloaded free games off the computer and played those until I was old enough to get a job. In the mean time I would also study as hard as I could so I could get a well paying job. After that then I would pick up the slack and build entire buildings worth of inventions. I even got a notebook to write down my ideas in.

But we always had the money to make a submarine, robotic eyes, and biometals. There was no financial problem holding me back.

So it turns out the one thing that dictated the course of my life never existed. Isn't that great?

On a bloody rampage,
Pax