Girlfriend · 5:42am Sep 20th, 2013
It'll be two weeks since I asked my girlfriend out. Starting September 20th 2013. I haven't confessed everything to her. I want her to know that I want to kill myself. Only because I don't want to hurt her if I do it. I don't want her to feel guilt over my death. I'll let her know. But how will it work out. What will happen between us. Will we be closer and farther apart. Fear runs through my body and hopefully the best will happen. She has accepted me for being a brony and the fact that I'm trying to quit alcohol again. She won't be prepared for what I will say to her. But she has to know. Is this the right decision? I want honest opinions. I don't put up blogs for attention. I put them up for guidance, opinions, options, and most importantly solutions. I may be putting them up at the last second but please. Do you guys think I'm doing the right thing? Is this the best option? Let me know in the comments.
no i kill yourself is not the right thing nor is it not the best option
1362369I meant telling my girlfriend the truth.
1362374 ok
1362375 Is it the right decision to let her know?
1362376 yes
1362376 please don't be mad at me for saying yes
1362385 I'm not mad. I just wanted opinions. All I have to do now is tell her.
1362487 ok
I think you should tell her but you shouldn't kill your self i'm sure your a great person and killing your self wont solve any problems it will just make people sad.
1363991 I gave all my hope away. Is there any left for me? What can the future bring me? My soul is so broken. Can anyone fix me? I've fallen and I can't get up. Is there a hand that's so generous to pull me back up. There was one but now its gone forever. Its forever lost. I can't help but look in the mirror and think of how fucked up I am. I want to break that mirror and get rid of that face.
1364014
there has to be something that you look forward to any thing at all that keeps you living and you just have to remember there are people out there who do care about you.
1364890 The one thing I do look forward to is her. My girlfriend. I guess that's what's left for me.
So I'll put away the pills from the counter drawer and pick my self-esteem off the fucking floor.
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well then think about your girlfriend if she really is the only thing that you look forward to imagine how she would feel if you were gone and what about friends so what if you don't have many think how they would feel if you died.
My opinion is that you are very brave to even consider telling your girlfriend this. If i was your girlfriend, i would like to know this about you, even if it did cause me pain, because then i could be there for you. That's just my 2 cents, so whatever