Reset the clock · 4:33am Sep 19th, 2013
12 days. Its been twelve days since I've had alcohol. Lets reset that motherfucking clock. Tonight was just shit. 9:24 pm. Wednesday night. Where I live. Its dark outside. I should be in bed. If you were a teacher you would assume that even that one kid in your class who is white and has good grades is sober. Wrong. I'm not sober. In fact even the goodie too shoes can be fucked up. I'm drinking beer right now. My parents ran out of vodka and luckily I didn't get a sip of that shit. But I still drinker alcohol. I don't fucking believe that I did it. After the way my mom acted tonight I could care less. She fucking broke another promise. Mommy looks down at me and says "baby why". I respond with a "baby died". I'm not drunk. I'm just sad. I'm crying. My feelings are hurt. I just want to go to bed with happy thoughts. But I can't go to bed with happy thoughts. Worst comes. How am I going to tell my girlfriend about this. How will I tell my friends. I'll give you the answer right now. My friend Daniel said if you drink I'll hurt you. Well I better get ready to get some bruises. My girlfriend. I don't know how she'll react. She'll probably hug me and cry. I'll probably have to hold her. I put up this blog so I can talk about how I feel and that I broke my sober spree. 12 days. How about we go for 14. 
lets do it. Also if you guys know something that'll cheer me up. Can you leave it in the comments. I really need it right now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kWBhP0EQ1lA HUMP DAY
yes sober for 14 days you can do it !!!
GO BRO GO YOU CAN DO IT
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