A True Friend

My name is Cameron. I'm fourteen years old and I want to put this blog up for someone important in my life. Everyone who's read my stories already know that But that's not the main reason why i'm putting up this blog. You see. I met this guy on fimfiction and his username was 'rarityxspike'. He read one of my stories and read the authors note where it said "I want to kill myself". The truth is I really did. The night I first met him. I swallowed a bottle of painkillers and was going to finally kill myself. I was on my laptop and I finally put up my 'Derpy's last chance' story. I finished swallowing the pills and then I got a message. I viewed it and it said "I know what you're going through. Trust me I've been there. If you ever want to talk to anyone. I'll be here." So I decided to start talking to him. After about half an hour of talking to him. I started drinking a shit ton of vodka. I finally fell asleep with the thoughts of someone caring about me. Unfortunately for me I woke up the next morning next to the toilet. I looked in the toilet and saw that I threw up the painkillers. Later on that night I talked with him some more and I had more painkillers with me. I was done. I had water instead of alcohol. I told him I was going to kill myself and I told him thank you for listening. I opened up the bottle and he instantly replied back to my message. "Please don't kill yourself. I know that things are rough now but. Things have to get worst in order for things to get better." It said. I fell down to my knees and started to cry. Later I put the painkillers back in the kitchen and went upstairs. I told him that I changed my mind. He tried to apologize but I told him it was fine. After that night we started talking every night and day. One night he told me that he was going to kill himself. I tried convincing him and luckily it worked. One day he asked me why I convinced him. I told him "You're the first person in my life who actually listens. You're the first person to care. You're not just some random person on the internet to me. You're my friend." He told me that I was his only friend. I do have friends where I live. But they never listened like he did. It takes time for me to tell them events in my life. But rarityxspike listened to every word I said. Days later he told me bad news. His parents were getting rid of internet because they couldn't afford it. I made a story in his name. I called it 'Derpy meets Film Maker' It's supposed to be about Derpy who found a colt and decided to help him. Film Maker is supposed to be me because I make films and post them on YouTube. rarityxspike is supposed to be Derpy because he listened and cared. Days later I told him that I've been wanting to ask a girl out for several months but never had the courage to confront her about it because I was afraid of rejection. He gave me enough courage to finally ask her out. I asked her out and she said 'yes'. I was so happy that day. In fact it'll be a week since I've asked her out starting tomorrow. Sep. 6th 2013 is when I asked her out. Our first date will be Sep. 15th 2013. I'm putting up this blog because I made a promise. 10:15 he sent me a message. "My parents are cutting off the internet now. You were my true and only friend I've ever had and I'll never forget you." I sent a message back saying. "Before your gone. I want to say thank you for listening and caring about me. I finally found someone who cared about me and I'll make a promise. I promise not to kill myself so that if you ever get internet back. I'll be here in case if you need to talk to someone." I won't break that promise. This is for him. This is for rarityxspike. I won't forget you. You were my true friend. Thank you. It's been six days since I've had any alcohol. I'm trying to break the habit for my girlfriend. It's working out fine but we'll see how long it goes. I'll keep on writing stories about events in my life and some more Derpy stories. Thank you for reading. Have a good day or night.

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