Coffee... COFFEE COFFEE. Coffee, coffee... coffee, coffee. COFFEE! · 2:11pm Sep 8th, 2013

So... my mom got a espresso machine the other day. Oh my sweet Celestia. For some reason, this is the only appliance she is letting me use, to have the devils sweet hot beverage, Coffeezilla, also known as the espresso. Lately I have been having cappuccinos, and when I have them, I just can't sleep! The night before last, I couldn't just fall asleep. I drank one before school that morning, and I was so energetic, focused, and all that crap. So last night... I had a problem. I had a cappuccino that day as well, and I had to watch my sibblings in the morning. But I couldn't fucking sleep! I went to bed at 2:00am (A normal time for me) and stayed up a horrible hour and a half, until 3:30am. Then I wake up at 7:30.... and guess what, I can't fall BACK to sleep! So I got 4 hours of sleep last night, and I wake up somehow still energetic. I must be the dumbest person ever.... I said to myself:

"Hey, I only slept 4 hours last night. Maybe I can help myself by having 2 BUCKING CAPPUCCINOS TO KEEP ME AWAKE"

Why. Just why did I do that? Now I am so hyper, and I guess happy, but I feel... Well restless. I have like, butterflies in my stomach, and can't sit still. I already am off the pill for ADHD, so I am hyper enough. Who thought it would be a good idea to give me super coffee. I guess there is nobody to blame but myself, or I can throw it on my mom for showing me the blasted machine. Tomorrow is Monday, and I have school/football. I probably am going to crash, explode, and burn. When life gives you lemons... I shouldn't have made lemonade.