Oh gosh why... I'm scared of myself.

Okay so I MAY HAVE AT ONE POINT mentioned how TOTALLY AWESOME it would be to me if there was a comedy story on here about Tom and Smarty Pants. I've never really thought much in this subject beyond thinking it would be cool, but as I struggle to stay awake and work on trying to learn C# near 4 30 in the morning, I suddenly have an idea on how I can ACTUALLY MAKE A FANFIC ABOUT TOM AND SMARTY PANTS!

I'm really kind of scared though because honestly I'm having a REALLY difficult time writing as it is with just 6 stories (admittedly I have like 10 stories, but I'm only focusing on writing six right now because they strike me as somewhat more important than the others because the others are still more in the idea stage while these six are in the try to write them stage) and while I'm somewhat keeping up my 1000 words a day thing (somewhat because I was doing good til family issues resulted in me crashing at a friend's for three days, which led to four days of no writing, but other than that I've managed 1000 words a day for over two weeks I believe) because of all of the stories I'm working on it usually only equals to like 100 to 300 for each story a day, which isn't bad, but honestly it's not fast enough if I want to get these stories updating before the end of June.

Right now I'm seriously kind of at an impasse, as I'm torn between attempting to actually write the stories I already have, and attempt another ridiculous comedy with my two favorite inanimate objects of the MLP universe.

I mean, I'm working on six stories and this isn't even counting the two serious fanfic ideas I have (one of which is MLP, the other one is Bastion) but that's less because of too many stories at once and more because I'm really not feeling like I'm up to the task of creating a serious fanfic just yet.

ANYWAY, even though it doesn't seem like my blog is read by anyone (well, a few people, but I mean not even like, ten people. Still, thanks a ton for those that read this) I still enjoy typing in here because it helps me to organize my thoughts a bit to just vent them out into the internet.

I still have tons of thinking to do before deciding if I'm going to write another comedy, keep things as they are, try to write a serious fanfic now instead of waiting to feel like a better writer, or if I'll try to write a serious fanfic AND the comedy fanfic and try to go from working on 6 stories at once to 8 or 9 stories. If anyone has any suggestions PLEASE LET ME KNOW! If I've learned anything from my life it's that I SHOULD REALLY SOMETIMES NOT BE IN CHARGE OF MAKING MY OWN DECISIONS BECAUSE I WILL SERIOUSLY ACCIDENTALLY THE WHOLE THING!

Anyway, thank you for your time.