GAAAHHHH!!! I feel stupid, and dumb, and angry! · 12:45am May 29th, 2013
Life is such an idiot sometimes. Why do girls have to be so... I don't know, reactive?
Guess you'd like some context. Ok, so I asked this girl to prom because my other friend thought it would be a good idea. I should have realized that I'd be better off without the two, because they now hate my guts. I should have realized that upon the first idea, they'd just ditch me the night of prom and spend the night together while I'm stuck in a corner feeling like an idiot. Would have probably saved me about 2 hours of feeling like a dick and ranting about it here. But here I be.
So, today I decide to tell my friend, before I tell my planned date (who I barely know actually) that I am not taking her. So what does he do... Goes and tells my other friend who came up with the idea. So, I can't really explain later as they pretty much call me a loser and walk off. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Won't even listen! I didn't want to go because I want to actually have fun 3 days after my birthday, not be the random awkward idiot at prom whose date ditched him to go hang out with other friends. Besides, if the group didn't want me in the first place, they'd never even look at me.
So, now I need to go apologize tomorrow, or at least try. And have the rest of the school look at me like I'm a monster. Sure, because me wanting to enjoy my prom night is something to be a monster about. Damn hypocrites, the lot of them. I give myself to everybody else so that they can have a better time at the expense of my own feelings, and they don't even care and think I'm horrible the one time I want to stand up for myself.
Life is such an idiot.
This is why I will not go to prom when I'm older, a perfect example!! And I'm a girl and supposedly we are supposed to go because it is the 'best night ever' or something along the lines of we will never have this day again
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Gah... I'm so over high school
It's kool bruh. My "prom" was just me and a group of friends just hanging around town like a bunch of nicely dressed idiots. And Waffle House... Delicious waffle house. I'm sure you can figure something out.
you don't really have to go to the "dance"