Near Suicide realy is a good writers block · 4:33am Mar 20th, 2012
K so earlier I was walking with this song playing on repeat on my phone throught the walk. And as I reached the end of the pier I sat down and felt so serene that I was just sitting there thinking if I leaned forward just enough all I'd have to do is let gravity take hold and go limp and then all my trobules would go away. In fact the only thing that I feel stopped me was the fact that my mind felt to die then and leave so many people and my few but verry close friends and so I simply sat there for about 45 minutes with this song replaying contemplating life and philosphy and all that has happened to me because of this fandom. How I can freeliy admit to being bi and having many failed suicide attempts such as a hanging and many drownings, I've become a co-author of a fic I can feel proud of, I found something I thought was worth living for, I found something that helped me come over many dificultes in my life and many other things have happend as well and yet again being a brony has saved my life and I just can't stop thinking of it so I'm hopping this blog will help me get back to writing todays been a long day. And I excpect it to be a long night as well.
Kid...You'll aways have ponys
don't give up cause we care
37472 I know that and that's why I'm still here I actually view this as more of a thank you blog then I wanna die blog because it's because of mlp that I can truthfally say this has been the closses thing I've had to a suicide attempt in about 5-6 months or so
dude, if you ever need support, we are here for you. and we always will be.
37528 nah I'm fine man realy I just couldn't stop thinking of it so I blogged it simple as that nothings wrong I'm fine just had a realy peacfull and serene expierence earlier.
i'll stand by you lunadash, better or for worse you'll be my friend and that will never change.