An Honest Question · 7:13am Apr 7th, 2013
It is 3 in the morning and I can't sleep. I have a conundrum that plagues me. This will start with a bit of a story. Since public school, I have been bullied. I have been made to think that I didn't matter at all. Now that I am older, I find it hard to trust people and sometimes when I am around my friends, I feel I am more of a burden and what I say doesn't actually matter. I don't think any of them made me feel this way and it is totally me, but I have been wrong before. I also, for some reason, can't actually hold conversations or effectively get into one. I either have no idea what they are talking about or, again for some reason, know but can't find the words nor bring myself to speak up when I do. I have literally no idea what is wrong. I know I haven't been back for very long, but you guys give good advice. So...advice please!
Well, to be perfectly honest I was bullied too and still am.
But the only advice I can give you is that you don't always have to trust other people, but always trust your friends. I have problems with talking to people too. You should always keep in mind that you do matter and if you have a problem, tell your friends about it! I`m sure if you tell them what's on your mind they'll be more than understanding.
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