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Plyxe


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  • 465 weeks
    farewell

    if anybody actually ever checks this page, i'll just make sure this is here.

    i'm not coming back.

    it's not that i don't want to; i want to, so very much. the show, the fandom, the commmunity - all of it really helped me when i really needed help.

    i just can't. that fire, spark, whatever you want to call it - it's dead. extinguished, blown out, whatever. i don't have the will.

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  • 560 weeks
    cowardice

    She looked out her window. The storm, even more frightful than before, showed no signs of stopping. It worried her greatly, not just for her own sake, but for those of her friends. Her family. Her eyes returned to the cup of tea before her.

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    1 comments · 562 views
  • 565 weeks
    anniversary.

    It was my birthday today.

    It didn't feel very special.

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  • 567 weeks
    hello again

    I've been gone for a while.

    I've been doing some thinking, during that time. About me.

    About... things.

    About here, the one place I really feel like I'm not so alone. Where there are people I can truly, seriously call friends.

    And... I'm sorry, for being a coward. For just abandoning one of my favorite things with no fanfare, just a blog post and 5 months of silence.

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  • 582 weeks
    I'm sorry

    As of now, all stories are on hiatus. I don't know for how long.

    I just can't do it.

    Maybe I shouldn't have bothered in the first place.

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Mar
25th
2013

Gone (Hello again.) · 1:24am Mar 25th, 2013

Sorry.

I know I haven't been on much in the past few days/week.

That's partially because the new fimfiction is rather slow on my comp, and partially because I've just other places

My life has been a hectic mesh of boredom and insanity over the course of the last week, or month, to be honest. That's not much of an excuse, I guess, but it's the only thing I've got to say for myself.

I'm gonna be straight with you guys - there really wasn't a good reason that I haven't been here. I've been playing around with music creation, and it's fun, but besides that I've been listening to music and watching YouTube videos. Not exactly a great Spring Break.

So, I'm sorry. I'm almost done with a story that needs a bit of revision (here meaning going through and completely changing the perspective of the only character. Joy), so hopefully that will be up soon.

Again, sorry. I can't stress this enough: I love you guys, a lot, and I love writing, and ponies. This should be my paradise, my safe haven for when I feel like crap. And it is, kinda, but that status has been lacking for a while. But I will change that. I want to, and I will.

That's all, guys. One last thing: I've been feeling really down lately, and I remembered something that always makes me feel better. Here it is.

But that pales in comparison to this.

"it's coming up to 3:30 where i am, in the last 12 hours i lost my house, everything i owned, and my girlfriend walked out on me. i'm now sat in a rental van, just me and my dog, using the last of my mobile data to post this before i get cut off. i knew coming onto an AFX track and reading the comments would help me look at the coming days in a more positive light. for that and that alone, i love all of you, no matter how alone you may or may not feel now, even though i don't know you. peace out"

That's the top comment on the video. Over a hundred likes. How dare people be so beautiful.

Until next time, everyone.


-Plyxe

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