Philosophy #7 · 2:36am Mar 16th, 2013
Why is it….
That I can’t concentrate on anything?
Why is it…
That my only friend is often a single voice in my head?
Why is it…
That I keep on asking the question of “Why”?
It seems to me that I can’t focus on a single thing these days. Actually…it’s always been like this.
Whenever I am alone….whenever I’m working on some project….My mind always….
Wanders.
It’s true that I have an active imagination. If I’m not paying attention, it usually makes something incredibly….”strange” let’s say…and sometimes even horrendously scary or vulgar. Tis the life of one’s random imagination I suppose….
Try as I might to suppress it, it always finds a way to meddle with whatever task I’m doing, normally to the point that I give up the project and go do something else. This is an issue with Homework. And you know what? As bad as that is….I don’t rightly care. If I’m fantasizing, then I’m happy.
And what better way to express this feeling than to write stories?
Most, if not all, of my inspiration comes from my fantasies. And having an active imagination helps with this. I love to just….let go….and let my mind wander. I never know what will happen next.
Truthfully….I didn't use to do this. I just let it sit there and do nothing. It ….festered in my head…and had nowhere to go. Writing helped. And so did sketching. And basically ANYTHING CREATIVE let my mind loose. This is why I love books and video games. ESPECIALLY the ones with really eye catching, head pounding, heart wrenching storylines.
I have a crazy and insane imagination, and that’s perfectly OK.
And so….why is it…
That I feel so alone?
Think Freely my Friends
