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  • 536 weeks
    I'm so confused

    So, I realize that I don't update as much as I probably should, and I could probably comment more too, but there is one thing that keeps happening that always leaves me so lost. What happens is out of nowhere people will favorite stories of mine. Now I know that I'm making this sound like a bad thing, but I just get lost on why people suddenly find my stories, especially Alone in the Night, which

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  • 563 weeks
    So things

    Finally published the new chapter. Other than the normal alert blowup it brings, two things happened. First, it got its first idiot review, which is where someone just posts a pointless message that is meant it be aggravating, or something... I dunno, because I don't care. But the second thing, the actually important and interesting thing, is it made the feature box. Sure even if that is very

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  • 575 weeks
    Howdy

    Hey everyone. I'm back to writing, once again..., after another impromptu hiatus. Writers block can be a big bitch. But I think I've finally got it down as how the next chapter is going to go, so there's that. I'm not gonna make ya'll any promises though, because I am horrible at keeping those. And remember that you can always message me and talk to me about the story, and it the progress that I

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  • 592 weeks
    Ranting

    Yes. I realize most people followed because of my two mildly successful stories, but at this point in time I feel the need to rant a bit. If you find this entertaining, well good for you. Really this is just me expressing some frustrations I have with fanfiction and its writers. Also a quick note before I begin my madman's ramblings, most of these things rarely appear on this site. And without

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  • 593 weeks
    Happy New Year and Stuff

    Hi to anyone who bothers to read my sporadic blog posts. First off, Happy New Year. Next up, info on A Cry Left Unheard. The next update will come eventually but I've hit kind of a snag, because I cannot decide which part I should write next. So for those of you who would like a say in what is happening next, would you rather read what happens to Fluttershy or Rainbow Dash. Because that is going

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Dec
31st
2012

I'm just not sure what to say. · 5:34am Dec 31st, 2012

It's funny. I started writing the stories that I've got on here because I was in a bad place in my life and needed a way to vent the problems I was having. A Cry Left Unheard was actually supposed to be a one-shot, with it ending in Fluttershy's death, but as I was writing it, ending it that way seemed wrong, so it just took on from there. Part of what continuing that story has done for me though is get my head in a semi-better place. I realize that Sad/ Depressed Fluttershy and Homo-phobic Applejack tend to be a bit of a commonplace among fanfiction, so that my story may seem a bit cliche because of the niches within the fandom. But what really struck me was the responses that I got from even the rough drafts of chapters that I posted. I mean it was great to read people say things like 'This is good, I can't wait to read what comes next' and 'MOAR', because it meant that people actually enjoyed the things that I had to say, even in a fictitious setting. But the other day I received a that stood out a bit more than the others. The comment said while the person who had read my story hated the stereo types that I had used for Fluttershy and Applejack, they loved the twists within the story that made them more real. They also said that they read the portion of the story that is out 3 times. This just floored me. The fact of the matter is no matter how well received my writing is, I tend to just say that it is everybody being nice. But the idea that someone would like how I've written things so much that they would read it again and again and again, well that really struck me. I'll be the first to admit that my writing is not the top of the top, and I have many many things that I could fix, both in terms of an author and in terms of a person, but I'm getting better, and I'd like to say thank you to everyone who has given me that little bit of motivation to keep moving forward. Because on bad days being able to come home and read not only great stories published by others, but to read the kind words that everyone has said about the portions of stories I've told helps me stand up straighter and keep marching on forward. So, to make a long ramble short, Thank you all from the very bottom of my heart.

-B.L.

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