I'm kinda sorta back. · 4:33pm March 19th
Truthfully, I never really left. Some may know that.
Just finally finished the final chapter and ending of Pinkie's Fetishy, Fattening Party of Fun.
Just to be transparent, I am working on a large one-shot that is an entirely new story. It's just what I want to finish right now. I do want to go back and finish the three other fics I never did. But, it will be a time consuming challenge, for I hadn't really figured out exactly how I even wanted them to progress in the first place.
Like, I had some ideas for them, but very broad strokes. I just couldn't figure out how to naturally get into them in a way that fits with my personal sense of cohesion I could be satisfied with. Didn't help that my issues and writer's block were getting in the way of finishing chapters I did actually start. Now, it's kinda just hard to engage with them because of the massive amount of time I spent not thinking about them. And, I will admit I am rusty. Not to say that I was 'good' in the first place. Just jumping right back into creative writing after so much time not engaging with it is a bit rough.
But, I simply wanted to let people know, I think I'm back to writing. I've felt good about it for the first time, well ever. I simply want this now. I want to feel good doing it. I just hope I can keep up this spirit I've been suppressing for so long. I'm sorry if I don't. I know it's not that serious. But for me, I would definitely feel extra bad. Continuing to fail to express myself wouldn't do good for my self-esteem.
hell yeah, proud of youuuu