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The Conflicted Writer


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  • 505 weeks
    When you don't want to write?

    What do you do when writing becomes a chore? What happens if you've spent 8+ years writing and then, all of a sudden, the desire is gone? What do you do when someone suggests that you should write and your groan because you feel like you're about to go wash dishes?

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  • 528 weeks
    Now taking Commissions!

    With this journal and the posting of my latest story, I am happy to announce that commissions are finally open to the public! I hope to make enough money from this to help support myself and my dad while having enough left over to afford a few gifts for friends and save up for a good computer, all the while writing you a story you’ll love! As to how that will work, commissions begin at 5000 words

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  • 537 weeks
    I'm going to delete Pinkie Dinky Pie, I swear...

    Okay, everyone, I'm getting sick and tired of this. I write a padded pony story for a friend using their character, and what do I get? A few comments and notes complaining that I didn't use one of the mane 6 AND asking for more Dinky Pie.

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  • 541 weeks
    Self Confidence issues

    I'm doing a lot more writing lately. I've got some stories just waiting for coverart all lined of to be posted. And, yes, more of the padded pony variety. sorry Celestia's Daughter fans... I just don't know if I have it in me to continue it. I'm still trying to muster up the energy, but it wanes everytime I try.

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  • 551 weeks
    Stream once more

    https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Svrbk1UlOZVg2oI9e4rXYUkGE-rpJhDJrCQHYH1hY6Y/edit

    Let's try this again. I have to do some cleaning, but let's all join in and talk.

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Dec
14th
2012

My Chistmas suddenly isn't so bad · 7:21pm Dec 14th, 2012

And suddenly, my birthday and Christmas are the best ones ever had in my life. You are all sweet, you are angels, and you've overwhelmed me with your kindness. I made the last journal thinking I'd get to vent. Instead, I got more love than I've had in a long while.

From a friend who goes by Ryan7251 I've received not just recommendations for great games for emulation and free to play on Steam, but also and amazing friend willing to help me in my time of need at his own expense. He has recently given me a copy of Terraria with which I can relax my nerves. Thank you so much!

From Gluttonvinyl, someone with which I have become close as we've played around in a long going RP session, and the one who got his friend to send me a laptop when mine was stolen, has also just recently bought me a copy of Minecraft (which is totally different from Terraria, by the way). I've heavily modded it, of course making sure to add ponies to it. I'm so happy!

From some friends named Knails87 and Hooligans87, whom I've had the pleasure of meeting in person, I was taken on a trip to a Mexican restaurant (I love Mexican food!)and given some My Little Pony clothing. I love my new Flutteryay shirt. :yay:

From a fine fellow who goes by Capnsqueaks, I have been made a promise of not just a lovely little comic using his amazing cut and paste skill starring Twilight and an OC of mine, but he said he'd be willing to buy a 3DS game for me. True, I lost my 3DS when I was mugged, but its relative cheapness compared to everything doesn't make that a problem since I now have a job. Not just that, but he's getting me a My Little Pony Trixie toy! Hooray!

From a Friend on Steam I made while playing TF2 (who wishes to remain anonymous), I've received multiple little things like keys, rare guns, a Balloonicorn I've named "Rarity's Cousin, Shingle" (all for TF2), and a copy of Doom 2. He's a nice guy, if not constantly torturing me by having me watch the worst of the worst when it comes to movies (Star Wars Holiday special... ugh). I'd tell you to smother him with love, but then he'd make me watch Garbage Pail Kids: The Movie.

From another friend on Steam named Miss Milk, who I met through another friend on Steam called Alucard, I've received a copy for Left4Dead2 so that we can play together. She needs a friend, as she has few, and I'm happy that I can be the friend that she needs. It fills me with joy that I can do something for someone, at least.

Finally, from someone who know me thanks to my massive Sonic the Hedgehog fanfiction on Fanfiction.net starring Metal Sonic, who is often Strobelightmaster or something to that affect, I'm not just getting a fantastic comic made with her amazing art skills, but I was told "I love you". I'm sure you can understand what that means, and why it fills my heart with warmth and my eyes with tears.

Thank you, thank you all. Even those not mentioned here, there are so many other amazing things people have done for me. The Brony Writer has been a dear friend, picking me up once in a while when I need it. Crushric checks on me once in a while to make sure I'm okay, and that touches me deeply. A friend named ARBPW has been encouraging me to write when I needed it, and he's been a good friend in many ways. I just want to use my entire first paycheck to make you all feel as special as you've all made me. I... I love you all so much, thank you for being my friend. Please, tell each other how great you are, and spread the joy you've given me.

Merry Christmas, and Happy Holidays to you all!

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Comments ( 4 )

Well, since I'm here, those folks sure are great. Glad to see your Christmas is doing so fine!
Stay cool and auf wiedersehen – Crushric

Merry Christmas/Happy Birthday!

What did I tell you brother? :ajsmug:

Merry Christmas and Happy Birthday!

Have a Fluttershy!

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I'm glad things turned out well for you. Shame I can't help make it any better.

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