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Element of Malice


One day my heart felt heavy so I set it down. Then I lost it, someone stole it because it was made of gold. Yours looks heavy, can I borrow a piece? I'll return it when I find mine.

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  • 51 weeks
    I just want this to be preserve. A document of my most "fun" weeks.

    On Monday, May 8th the entire week was a freaking joyride:pinkiecrazy:. It began when I took an unscheduled flying lesson and kissed the pavement winning me a free ambulance ride... (actually, a few hours before that a customer's car at my internship had a poorly torqued tire that fell off on the freeway and my coworker broke a wheel stud torquing a different costumers tire) and as a bonus prize, I received a fractured and dislocated shoulder and an additional fracture on my nose.

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  • 119 weeks
    Seeing this makes me happy. Hope it continues happening.

    7/8 months ago to date of posting.

    1day ago to date of posting.

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  • 170 weeks
    My inkwell is running dry

    I’m getting the sense that my time left on this site is limited before I cap my pen and this becomes a dead account. However, I also hate leaving things unfinished. With my two incomplete stories (and a couple unpublished/unwritten ones) I would like to pass them over to someone else if possible so they have the opportunity to become one with the fandom.

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To ease your concerns it took a few days but I convinced myself to go to the walk in instead of trying again.

Please don't. So much more hurt will happen if you succeed... someone may even choose to follow you as consequence.

I only ask you try to think beyond the immediate catharsis you believe you will get. Tunnel vision tends to set in with such situations and one tends to overlook far better solutions to an issue.

I know you haven't heard of me before, but I heard about what happened. I've also been there before. Try to off myself in a pretty nasty manner.

That was before my health improved, I met some of the friends I have, got my work on track, and got serious with the woman I intend to share my life with.

I know we can seem hopeless, and that this will make things better and maybe even get back at those who hurt you. It won't. It never does. It's just whispers of want for wish fulfillment , either to get something or to feed the self-loathing.

There are things to help. One of the biggest ones you can do for yourself is give someone you trust your contact so they can have a wellness check organized when needed. We are our own worst critics and moderators for what is needed. We don't know what we need at times and so help is always good.

After all, there are resources to help with these sort of things for a reason. Even if we don't know about them.

https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/

Please take care of yourself. By making sure there's a yourself to take care of.

Pls don't unalive yourself,

Pls contact a trusty person such as a parent or a friend, or a therapist

Or call the ambulance

PLS DON"T DO THIS

Heres the hotline if you need one: 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline

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