I still have no idea why these exist or what most people do with them, so here goes.

Lately I've been wanting to write again but it's tough. When I was writing my first fic it was so easy. The story just happened before my eyes. The second one was a total fiasco and by the second chapter I realized I no longer knew how to go on. I miss the days when I could just wait for the moon and write away.

Now anything I write just seems like a way to get attention. I loved it when someone wrote a comment or tracked my fics. But I don't know if I should try hard because I want my work to be read. I DO love reading and also want to make other people happy by reading my fanfics, but should I even be writing for anyone other than my own?

I have been writing other things I don't publish, usually things really small. I just don't know how to fill the void anymore.