Chapter 1

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-C1-
"Can we go over that last scene one more time?" Chrystal Heart asked as she pulled herself back up on stage from her supposed fall to her death.

Cadance Mi Amore stared at the mare who was her supporting actress before sighing. Chrystal could be such a slave driver thought the beautiful mare. But in their line of work, the best performance was all that mattered and the mare pushed everypony around her to give more. Sometimes it was endearing, sometimes not.

Tonight it was not so endearing.

The Manehattan theatre scene was top brass in Equestria. Only the brightest stars occupied its venues. It spoke a lot about a pony's ability if they got the chance to work in this city.

Grand Manehattan Theatre had rich history that was as old as the city itself. It was one of the great show houses with a reputation as colorful as its performances. It was a luxurious place and no pony wanted to tarnish its legacy with a mediocre show.

With audible groans, the cast and crew readied themselves for what they hoped to be the last practice of the evening.

Later in the dressing room...

"Cadance, could you pass me the makeup remover pads?" Asked Chartreuse a pony with a pale golden coat and eyes as her namesake.

"Sure thing," said the starlet as she floated the item over.

"Are you coming with us for drinks tonight?"

"Not tonight..." The mare grinned as she brushed the curls out of her hair.

"Cadance has a date." Came the voice of Chrystal Heart, born Chrysalis Black, as she flopped down at the vanity on the free side of Cadance. "What is this? The third date this week?"

"Ooo..." Chartreuse wiggled her eyebrows at the mare, who shared a knowing look with Chrystal before the trio dissolved into a fit of laughter. Cadance liked to keep her options open. Plus the mare loved meeting new ponies, most if all her dates were strictly casual. The mare liked to flirt, so three dates in one week was a record for the same pony.

"It's not like that," Cadance defended. "This one's-"

"Different?" The other two sounded before falling into giggles again at the expression on the mare's face.

"Why do I even bother?" Cadance complained with smiling eyes.

The trio continued to remove remnants of their characters from themselves as they chatted about random topics.

"Are you still considering Stone's play- I read the script and it’s pretty amazing."

"Hmm. He hasn't contacted me. You know he and I don't mesh well."

The relationship between Chrystal Heart and Cadance Mi Amore was one built of mutual respect. While Chrystal was slightly envious of the younger mare, she was in no way hateful towards her. If she were honest, it was actually really hard to hate the other as Cadance really was a nice pony. A fact that annoyed Chrysalis to no end.

None of the three were 'friends,' but they were friendly enough that they could joke and talk to each other after work. It was customary that after a Friday night rehearsal everypony go out for drinks.

"Well I bid you ladies adieu." Cadance sang cheerfully as she secured her coat and headed for the exit.

"Night, Cadie!" Chartreuse called.

"Bye Princess!" Chrysalis called using the nickname she'd given the other years ago.

"Are you coming with us?" Chartreuse asked as she checked her complexion one more time. Pale blonde curls swung over her shoulder as she regarded her co-worker.

"No, you guys go on ahead. I'll meet you there."

"Chrystal... It’s 11 o'clock- Manehattan isn't all that safe at this time of night."

The darker mare rolled her eyes. "I'm a big girl. Besides, Delia's is barely a ten minute walk down the street."

"Are you sure?" Asked the other worriedly.

"What's the worst that could happen?"

*-*-*-*-*

"Give me your purse, bitch!"

"No!" Chrystal struggled wildly against the stallion who pulled on her purse strings. "Help!" She screamed as she struggled tirelessly against the other. "Somepony- Help!"

She'd only been walking for about five minutes when some grey colored stallion had bum rushed her and pulled her down an alleyway in an attempt to take the designer bag that rested comfortably against her side. There was no way she was letting somepony run over her like that. Especially when she'd just gotten that bag.

Chrysalis' bright eyes couldn't make out the features of the mugger as the shadows of the alleyway obscured her vision. She could hear other ponies hurrying by trying to avoid the scene. "Let it go, you creep!" She grunted, incensed at the spinelessness of the ponies around her.

With a growl, her attacker shoved her hard causing her to trip backwards into the rough brick wall behind her. Chrystal grunted as she hit hard bouncing forward only to receive a hard right that rocked the side of her face as a haze of pain draped over her. The world around her was spinning as she lost her balance and crumpled to the ground completely disoriented. She was faintly aware of her Dior bag being torn away as her jeweled pendant was yanked from her neck.

Just as her vision was fading, she saw a new set of hoofs, cerulean in color, as the sound of a scuffle lulled her into unconsciousness.

*-*-*-*-*

Early Dawn Elementary was a nice private school located closer to Uptown Manehattan. Shining Armor had been working at the school for about six months now. Though teaching was very different from the last job he had as an Equestrian soldier, it had its own benefits.

After an unfortunate event that resulted in an honorable discharge, the former soldier found himself lost with no job.

Every day he looked in the mirror he was reminded of the accident that scarred the left side of his face and claimed the life of the pony who had been like a brother to him. Blue eyes followed the pale pink scar that crawled across his left cheek, jumping over his eye as it snaked into his hairline.

After his discharge it took him a little while to find himself and piece together some kind of life. Now here he was eighteen months later starting all over again as an elementary teacher.

Straightening his blue sweater, and matching striped tie, the stallion was satisfied with his appearance as he moved to leave his tiny apartment. He didn't mind his scars so much nowadays.

His trot to school took less than twenty minutes. He nodded at the passerbys as he mentally prepared himself for another class with the foals that were starting to worm their way into his heart.

When he arrived to the school, Shining Armor took his time to his classroom as he casually spoke with other teachers that lingered about in the hallway. Most of the school's faculty arrived about an hour early.

What he wasn't prepared to find was a dark siren comfortably seated in his empty classroom.

A dark mare with teal colored hair and bright green eyes stared at him with a smirk that was as calculating as it was curious.

Chrysalis was immediately intrigued by the male in front of her. He was snow white, with eyes like the sea. His scarred face only interested her more. It brought him down to the level of his fellow mortals. He was handsome she decided, despite the gaping look on his face.

She could tell that he recognized her by the way he stared.

"It's... you..."

"Imagine my surprise when I find out my mysterious knight in shining armor turned out to be a mild mannered school teacher."

“Uh... I-I...”

“Are you always this articulate,” she asked with a mischievous glint in her eye.

“I was just passing by...” He managed as nonchalantly as he could. Slowly he walked by her to his desk, somewhat unnerved by her presence and stare.

When he'd been making his way through the streets that night, he'd been in a blue mood and was hoping to find peace. Instead he found a mare getting robbed, something he couldn't walk away from.

“And modest to boot. I can guarantee you two or three others were passing by and none of them so much as yelled for help," she flipped her hair as she rolled her eyes disgusted with the actions of her fellow ponies. “You saved my life,” she said with a crooked smile.

Not knowing what else to say, he nodded with a tight smile. A silence fell over the two.

“Well,” she breathed deciding to stand. “This is yours.” She presented a handcrafted black leather messenger’s bag.

“What’s this?” He asked taking a step forward to examine the presented item.

“You dropped it in your haste to keep your identity a secret.” He raised a cyan colored brow as he chanced a look into her eyes. The bag she placed on the table was worth more than what he made in a month. She rolled her eyes as a small smile graced her features. “Well, maybe not that one. But no good deed should go unpunished. And don’t even think about not accepting it.” He looked back down at the high end bag running a hoof over the material as he continued to inspect it.

“I… I don’t know what to say,” He admitted sheepishly scratching the back of his head with a hoof after taking a step back.

“A ‘thank-you’ never hurt anypony,” she said smartly.

“Thanks…” he trailed not knowing her name.

“Chrystal…” She supplied with a knowing expression on her striking features. “Chrystal Heart.”

His eyes widened as he put a name with the face.

“It was nice meeting you.” She winked before making an exit his eyes couldn’t help but follow.

*-*-*-*-*

The rest of the week had passed by with little noise. The stallion found his mind wander to the dark haired mare every so often as the days danced by quietly. She seemed nice enough despite her high perception of self.

He was lost in thoughts of bright green eyes and lesson plans when a flash of pink, blonde and violet caught his attention.

He paused.

Only one mare had a mane like that. And he briefly recalled that she did in fact reside in this city.

"Cadance?"

A beautiful mare paused in her movement and looked around her. Classical features were confused until an air of realization settled over them. That voice was familiar and as the idea sunk in, lively eyes darted around until they landed on the stallion from her youth.

The teacher and the lady easily gravitated to the other, navigating the crowd passing around and through it.

"Shining!" Her voice was just as he remembered. The two were all smiles and laughter as they greeted each other.

It had been years since they had seen each other. Childhood friends turned sweethearts, Shining Armor hadn't wanted their relationship to end. He hoped now that they were in the same city things could be different. He had been meaning to look her up. But it looked as if fate decided to help him out.

"How have you been?" Cadance gushed kissing him on his unblemished cheek.

“I’ve been okay. Hey- have you eaten, yet?” He asked.

“Actually, lunch would be nice. I know the perfect place.” Fifteen minutes later, the two were at local spot a few blocks away from the stallion’s school.

“So… How are you? Or did I already ask that?” The stallion chuckled at her anxiousness. “It’s not every day you run into old friends like this.”

"It’s fine. I know what you mean. I've been alright, making ends meet I guess." The two took their time taking their seats and getting situated. After their waiter took their order, they continued their re-acquaintance with the one another.

"Your sister told me you're a teacher now?"

"Yeah, it's weird right."

"What's up with that? I never would've imagined you stuck in some old school." She wrinkled her nose in jest. Plates were set in front of the duo prompting them to thank their waiter as they continued talking.

"I know what you mean." He rolled his eyes before taking a sip of water. "But the kids are great. They can be a handful sometimes, but it’s actually not that bad. So what about you? Big time actress- that’s gotta be exciting." Shining Armor took a bite of his meal as he listened to her response.

"It is..." She groaned after washing down a bite of food with crisp white wine. "I've met so many ponies and been so many places- It's great. It’s everything I thought it'd be."

"Congratulations, I'm happy for you." He gave her the brightest smile he could as her words crushed the hope he had for the two of them reconciling. Though he had accepted their breakup years ago, he still held a torch for the mare and had one day hoped to pick up where they left off.

"No you're not," Cadance took another sip of wine as she studied him. "But I'll pretend you are. I'm really good at that. What's that?" She noticed a light colored bruise under his eye and along his hairline and moved to poke at it.

"What- Ouch!"

"That on your face... Did you get in a fight?" Her violet eyes narrowed with worry.

A light went off in his head as he'd almost forgotten. "The craziest thing happened the other night..."

He began to tell her the story of Chrystal's mugging and how the mare had paid her thanks.

"You saved Chrystal Heart from getting robbed?" Cadance's eyes were as wide as saucers.

He shrugged. "She came by my class and thanked me, even got a gift."

"She said, 'thank you'?"

"Yeah..." Shining Armor tilted his head as he stared at her oddly. "That’s usually how people show gratitude."

"I'm just shocked she was nice to you." Cadance blinked as she looked to be struggling with the concept.

"Is... she not nice?" Now Shining Armor was confused.

"Well she's not, not nice..." The mare was struggling with how to say what she wanted to say without sounding judgmental. "If I could describe Chrystal in one word... it'd be diva. Diva all the way."

"I thought you two were friends."

"Please..." She huffed as she rolled her eyes. "More like 'frenemies...' I'm being overdramatic. It's just..."

"What?"

"I'd watch out for that one if I were you...." She laughed and took a bite out of her meal. "She's a little high maintenance."

"Like you weren't..." Shining Armor rolled his eyes.

"Fair enough... but don’t say I didn’t warn you."

Chapter 2

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“Chrystal?” It was the second time he'd found her in his classroom.

“Don’t mind me, I just came to officially repay my debt.” Was her coy response.

It’d been two weeks since he last seen her. He figured she had pushed their meeting and the circumstances surrounding it out of her mind.

The stallion could feel a migraine coming on. After the fight he just had with his parents, he didn’t think he was up to play any games today. He was so tired of ponies telling him how to think and feel. Manipulating him into making choices.

He had just seen them off before he made his way to work. His parents had been at odds with many of his decisions lately. From breaking Cadance’s heart and joining the royal guard to leaving Canterlot to make a new life for himself in Manehattan.

Today they’d been trying to convince him to move back to Canterlot.

“What’re you talking about?” Already in a foul mood, the stallion tried to keep his tone neutral as he didn’t want to come off rude. Chrystal hadn’t done anything to warrant his attitude.

“Well… I’m offering you an alternative to your current plans.” Shining Armor gave her a skeptical look. “Why spend the night with a cold stack of papers, when you could be entertained by a successful, attractive mare?” She gave him a look that spoke of mischievousness and for reasons beyond him it annoyed him.

“Arrogant…”

“Excuse me?” Confusion bloomed overshadowing her confidence.

“You forgot arrogant and vain.” The words were out before he could stop them.

Bright eyes narrowed. She opened her mouth to speak, but found that her indignation had been replaced by something much more bitter and resigned. “I see…”

'Oh yeah, we had dinner last night. He asked about you....' Cadance had smiled so sweetly.

‘Oh yeah? What did you tell him?’

‘That you weren’t his type.’

Shining Armor blinked, feeling oddly disappointed. “No witty comeback?”

“Why bother?” She asked icily, “I’m obviously not your type.” She hastily stuffed an envelope back in her bag. “Enjoy your evening, and thanks for saving my life once again. I wish you well.” With that, she strode out the room with all the regality associated with a queen.

She was so angry she almost didn’t notice the filly in front of her, bumping into the younger pony.

“No running in the halls.” She scowled at the wide-eyed filly who’d been knocked onto her haunches.

“S-Sorry,” the younger pony stuttered with a sniffle. Chrysalis tilted her head as her countenance softened. Just because Shining Armor had been insulting to her it didn’t mean she had to be same to the obviously upset creature before her.

She sat down beside the shaking filly. “It’s okay,” she sighed. “What’s your name?”

“Sienna… Sienna Marley.”

“That’s a pretty name for a pretty girl.” With a peach toned coat and soft blonde hair, the small filly would definitely grow up to be a heartbreaker. With spotted hips, hazel eyes and freckles she was adorable.

“Eve don’t seem to think so. She’s always making fun of me ‘cause of my accent.”

“That’s not very nice…”

“No it ain’t, but Eve ain’t really a nice filly. She always manages to find a reason to mock me. Ah wish Ah didn’t sound so hick-ish. That’d be one less thang.”

“Hick-ish?”

“Well, Eve says-“

“You’re not a hick. Don’t say that about yourself. Forget this Eve. She’s obviously jealous of you.”

“But why? Her Pa owns half of Manehattan and my Poppa can barely afford to send me here since mama went away to the great pastures.”

“Well for starters, you’re beautiful.” Chrysalis said matter-of-factly to which Sienna gave her a look. “Look at you and that spotted coat of yours. You’re gorgeous and with a kind heart. She’s probably upset because of how ponies naturally gravitate towards you without your even trying.”

“You think so?” There was hint of hope in her childish tone.

“I know so. You pulled me in didn’t you?” Chrysalis nudged her with a smirk.

“Ah guess…” Sienna blushed at the compliment. “But who are you?”

“If I tell you, will you promise not to tell?”

Sienna nodded, entranced by the pony’s attitude. “My name’s Chrystal Heart.” Hazel eyes widened.

“The famous actress?! You were the Snow Queen in the ‘Snow Queen!’” Chrysalis gave her a tight smile. Cadance had won an award for her performance as Gerda while she had only been nominated for a supporting actress, ultimately losing to Cadance’s performance in another play. “You should’ve won by the way.” Chrysalis looked surprised. “Cadance Mi Amore was good, but your character was more interesting. Or at least Ah thought so. That role fit you more n’ the others.”

“That’s an incredibly insightful thing for you to say.” The actress said touched by this pony’s simple sincerity. Sienna smiled shyly. Chrysalis was thoughtful before her eyes brightened in decision. “I actually have an upcoming show this weekend maybe you’d like to come as my personal guest?”

“Can my poppa come too?” The delight on equine features made her chuckle. Such an innocent young mare deserved to have her perception of self-upgraded.

“Of course,” she laughed. “You can bring whoever you like Miss Marley.”

*-*-*-*-*

“Here she is!” Rarity announced breathlessly. “Unfortunately, her father had to work, but you made it crystal clear how important her support was.” The fashionable unicorn rolled her eyes as she thought of her employer’s instructions from earlier: ‘Rarity, get her here or you’re fired.’

“You can’t treat Rarity that way!” Spike, an accomplished photographer, had cried out in her defense.

“Oh no? Well say goodbye to that weeklong vacation in Mawaii…”

“Rarity, get her here!” He immediately changed his tune for the sake of his girlfriend’s dream vacation.

Fortunately, Chrysalis paid her well and always fronted the bill for her end-of-the-year vacations, so she didn’t mind the abuse too much. Mawaii was going to be sweet!

“Miss Marley! I’m so glad you could make it! I trust your trip here was satisfactory.” The theatre was packed, buzzing with the elite of Manehattan as well as other citizens. Chrystal looked beautiful in a simple white robe. The trio stood in the aisle smiling and chatting before the show started.

“You sent a noble carriage! And I got my picture taken for tomorrow’s paper!”

Chrysalis chuckled as she tilted her head. “I’ll take that as a yes… Well you two take a seat, the show will be starting soon!” She made a mental note to thank Spike for taking the young filly’s picture.

Rarity nodded as her employer hurried off. “C’mon Sienna. Let’s grab our seats!”

*-*-*-*-*

Champagne glasses clinked as ponies laughed and congratulated each other on a show well done. Cameras flashed as cliques posed for pictures and caught up with one another.

Sienna’s bright eyes took everything in as she, Chrysalis and Rarity were shown a table. “This is amazing!” The filly gushed her innocent face alit with joy. She’d never been to such a fancy place before.

Chrysalis smiled, pleased that the younger was enjoying herself. “Food’s not half bad either,” she smiled at her tiny companion.

“Ah can have what Ah want?”

“Everything except the alcohol anyway…”

Sienna rolled her eyes before she grabbed a menu exclaiming at all the options. The older mare laughed until her eyes caught sight of something. Her heart skipped a beat as a dull expression overcame her.

Rarity groaned as she caught sight of her employer’s target. “Chrystal,” she reminded, “it’s a school night and don’t be a ‘you-know-what…’”

Chrystal snorted as she excused herself to which Sienna barely acknowledged. “Good luck,” she heard Rarity mutter. Pasting a winning smile on her face she approached a table of ponies in a casual manner.

Chrysalis' eyes darkened, but the smile on her muzzle never faltered. “Flawless performance Princess, I can’t wait to see what the papers have to say about their city’s golden girl.” Her cerise counterpart looked up from her ‘date,’ Chrysalis assumed as the other acknowledged her presence.

Cadance smiled graciously at the compliment. “Greatness inspires greatness. Your roles seem so much more fun than mine. I always have a blast playing alongside you.”

“I’ve always done wicked best…” Chrysalis shrugged nonchalantly as her eyes caught Shining Armor's. “I guess hubris will always be my character’s downfall. That and vanity.” Shining Armor wanted to roll his eyes but refrained. In her defense he had been a major ass, but for whatever reason he had saw something in her provocation that annoyed him. “Anyway! I have a guest to entertain, but you two enjoy your meal.”

Chrysalis walked back to her table with a giant grin on her dark features, Sienna mirrored her expression as the accomplished actress took a seat. Rarity had excused herself to enjoy the rest of her evening with her own friends. Now it was just the two of them and Chrysalis was determined for the girl to enjoy herself.

Who cared if Shining Armor preferred Cadance to her? It seemed everypony else did too. Except for maybe this one…

*-*-*-*-*

The next morning a giant bouquet of white and yellow daffodils sat on Shining Armor’s desk.

Since he was a little late arriving most of his students had already arrived and were whispering curiously about the bouquet.

He narrowed his eyes at the flowers, certain he knew who they were from.

“Well, aren’t you going to see who they’re from?” Asked one student.

“Yeah!” The rest of the class chimed in excited about who could be interested in their beloved teacher.

With a sigh of resignation, he magically apprehended the card attached and carefully read its message aloud:

“Miss Marley,

Your presence was the highlight of my night. I hope to see you again at my next show. Remember what I said and never change who you are to suit anypony’s needs but yourself. See you soon,

Signed, Chrystal Heart”

The whole class turned to the wide eyed pony who sat there with a stunned expression on her maw. Even Eve, a Kelly green pony with mint colored hair and pink eyes, stared at her in surprise. Much to Sienna’s surprise everypony asked her what it was like and who she got to meet. As the other foals were interested in his shyest student, Shining Armor took the time to ponder this new development.

He was certain those flowers were for him and from Chrystal. He narrowed his eyes as he came to the conclusion that the mare had to be using his student to get to him. He decided he’d have a word with both her and Sienna before the week was out.

No pony took advantage of his students.

*-*-*-*-*

Shining Armor didn’t know what actors did when they weren’t onstage, but he never thought he’d be making an appointment to see one. When he knocked and peered into Chrysalis’ office he was shocked to see that she worked the same way most ponies did.

“Shining Armor…” She drawled looking only mildly surprised when he let himself into her office. She turned her attention back to the script laid out on her desk as she continued to read. “What’re you doing here?”

“I wanted to talk to you about Sienna.” He said in earnest.

Chrystal raised a teal colored brow as her features portrayed her curiousness though her attention did not leave her desk. When his words clicked she finally looked up from her reading as she realized he probably thought the worst and was looking to chastise her. “Can we talk about this over lunch?” She never liked handling accusations on an empty stomach.

Shining Armor pursed his lips at the request looking ready to decline. “It’s not a date,” She huffed. “It’s lunchtime and I haven’t eaten. You don’t have to eat but I’m going to.” With that she stood and magically gathered papers as she went about putting them in their proper place. If he wanted to be an ass that was his prerogative.

“Why did you send Sienna flowers?”

“Because she’s a sweet filly.” Was Chrystal’s obvious reply. She began straightening her desk now that her papers were put away.

“Somehow I don’t think that’s the whole story,” Said Shining Armor skeptically as he shifted his weight around.

Chrystal halted her movements and leveled a glare at the other. “After I left your class, I bumped into Sienna in the hallway. She was upset over some other girl teasing her and we ended up talking. I had some tickets lying in my purse and I gave them to her. We had a real nice time and I figured it’d help her be more social.” She gave him a look that challenged him to think otherwise. “Contrary to your chauvinistic beliefs, I don’t scheme for stallions.” His eyes narrowed as the mare coolly defended herself.

At that moment an attractive red roan colored stallion peeked in through her door. “Hey, Chrystal, you mind me tagging along with you for lunch? I got some papers I need your- Oh! Am I interrupting?”

“Not at all Ember,” she smiled kindly at her colleague. “Was that all?” Her countenance was frost again as she turned her attention back to her guest.

The stallion almost looked apologetic. “No… I just thought…”

“I know what you thought… Enjoy the rest of your day.”

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The last few weeks had been very relaxed, much to a certain teacher’s delight. After the last conversation he’d had with Chrystal, he hadn’t seen the mare for a while. Out of sight out of mind. He had, however, been spending a great deal of time with Cadance. Catching up with his former flame had brightened his days considerably.

Shining Armor had a bouquet of red roses in his magical grasp as he made his way to the theatre he knew Cadance was working. So far they’d been on three dates and he was hoping to talk to the mare about something a little more serious.

He could tell by the way she acted she still had feelings for him. If the kiss they’d shared last night was no invocation of how she felt, then he didn’t know what was. His cerulean eyes were bright, as was the grin he had on his face. Cadance had begged him not to go all those years ago, and when he came back she told him flat out she didn’t want to spend her days pining for a stallion chasing a legacy that didn’t involve her.

He was always saddened by the note they ended on, but now he was willing to do whatever it took. Even if he had to pine for a little while to prove how serious he was.

Everything was perfect until he saw her laughing with another stallion, leaning closely over the table with a coquettish smirk on her lovely features. The lobby was semi-full and ponies passed by him as if he weren’t even there. The smile he wore melted into a frown as his magical grasp waned on the blood red blossoms.

The stallion locked in his vision chuckled off handedly and brushed a stray lock out of Cadance’s face. The way her gaze softened made him wary. Violet irises flooded with warmth and longing for the dusky grey pegasus.

“Don’t take it to heart… she’s just irresistible that way,” came a familiar voice. He looked to his right to see Chrystal Heart staring at the scene with a thoughtful expression on her face. When he turned back to watch the object of his affection, he really wished he hadn’t.

The stallion didn’t know how he felt about seeing the Cadance locking lips with the older stallion who was just as famous.

Faust was one of the best screenwriter’s in the business. With origins shrouded in mystery, the accomplished stallion kept his distance to most everyone. Everyone except Mi Amore it seemed.

Chrysalis was used to ponies ignoring her talent in light of Cadance and it bothered her. How could one mare be so lucky? Granted she didn’t exude an air of romantic innocence but she still thought she was no pony to sneeze at. She worked hard for the scraps she did get and it was starting to wear on her confidence.

Her eyes fell to the roses on the ground and her eyes softened. ‘Poor guy…’ she thought feeling a twinge of smugness. Cadance and Faust were an odd couple. The way they danced around each other was quite the show. If the stallion thought he could cut in on ‘that,’ he was crazy. Faust was a compassionate tortured soul, and Cadance was the kind of mare who liked to exorcise compassionate tortured stallions.

When she glanced at Shining Armor she was surprised to see him staring at her.

“Are you doing anything later?”

If having a bottle by herself as she beat herself up over her lack of opportunity counted as plans… “I have plans, yes.”

“Mind breaking them?”

She eyed him skeptically and answered scathingly. “Sure you want to be seen with me?”

His expression softened and he looked ready to apologize. “I’ve been a-“

“An ass? A jerk… a pig... an idiot- Or how about Spike’s fav: ‘douchebag?’”

He chuckled, “I get it… I get it!”

She grinned, “What did you have in mind?”

*-*-*-*-*

Everything about the stallion was modest, so it was no surprise that his small apartment was too. True to bachelor style, not a lot occupied the space and yet it still felt cozy. Books were scattered here and there giving the place the appearance of a giant study.

“This is nice,” She commented offhandedly admiring hardwood floors.

“Thanks,” the stallion smiled sheepishly. “It’s not much, but it’s affordable.”

She nodded with a tight smile of her own. Making her way to the living room, she took a seat and absently studied the material on his coffee table. A finely arched brow was raised as curiousness overtook her.

Manehattan Police Department Officer Application Form

Shining Armor busied himself around in the kitchen cleaning and organizing when Chrysalis finally decided to speak. “So,” she drawled, making herself comfortable. “What’s your story?”

A grin made his scar dance from the pull of muscle. “My story?”

“Yeah. How long have you been a teacher?”

“Not long actually.”

“What did you do before?”

He gave her a laugh as he focused on cleaning some last minute dishes. “I was a soldier actually.”

“Oh? Do continue…”

“That’s a story for when I’m drunk.”

Chrysalis appeared thoughtful. “Well… let’s get you drunk.” She grinned producing a bottle of wine from her bag.

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-C4-
“If I’m arrogant it’s because I have a right to be. Everything I have I worked for. I sacrificed everything to be where I am today. Cadenza Mi Amore will never understand that.”

When he asked her for dinner, this was definitely not what he had in mind. “I think you’re being unfair.” Was his tired response. Everything started off well enough but once the mare had a bottle of wine in her system all that repressed resentment seemed to bubble out of her.

She was spazzing and the stallion found all he could do was laugh and listen in a resigned kind of way.

“And you’re still defending her!”

“No I’m not! Cadance is-“

“Yes, yes, Cadance is beautiful and talented- we all know that! There’s no denying that, but she’s always had the moon on a silver string. Even after she led you on you’d still rather have her by your side and all I did was show a genuine interest in you.”

He pursed his lips as he realized she was right. With a nod he took a swig of what was only his second glass. He wouldn’t argue with that he decided with lidded eyes.

“I had to claw my way to get here. I’m not ashamed to say it, but I’ve used everything I have to my advantage that didn’t compromise my dignity. I took the roles nopony wanted, became the bad mare Manehattan had no choice but to recognize. I like attention, that’s no secret. I want the crowd to love me and I refuse to apologize for it.

“That doesn’t make you better than her.”

“I never said I was… It just means I want it more.”

“For what-to be the best?” She was already successful and beautiful to boot, what more did she want? Shining Armor didn’t understand. However, he noted almost lazily, she was a terrible cook. ‘That pot is going to burn,’ he thought idly to himself watching tiny tendrils of smoke curl.

“For ponies to love me…” Came Chrystal’s passionate proclamation. All her anger seemed to dissipate as she deflated. Her next words were spoken softly. “And they never will if I have to stand in her shadow. I’m done playing princess.”

"Chrystal..." ‘Yep… And it’s burning…’

"What?" She barked annoyed with his interruption of her alcohol-infused epiphany.

"Spaghetti's on fire..."

It took a second or two for the stallion’s words to click, but once they did the mare sprang into action. "Shit!"

Suddenly he found the whole thing hilarious. Here they were arguing over how 'lucky' one pony had it, ruining their dinner over somepony who was not concerned about them in the least.

"Shining Armor, do something! Don't just laugh- No, no, no, no, no!" She panicked as she magically threw the thing in the sink before dousing it with water. "Sweet Celestia! That was horrible." Her eyes widened as Shining Armor made a big show of checking out the pot in the sink. "How bad is it?" She asked with the utmost concern.

The stallion chuckled as he stared at the burnt mess. "It’s pretty bad..."

Chrysalis moaned as the loss of dinner sounded like the worst thing ever in that moment. She bet Cadance didn’t burn spaghetti.

"Chryssie," He grinned as he stared her, "We can just go out for dinner..."

"We can?"

He nodded still thoroughly entertained by all that happened. "Where to?"

"I have a friend who has a place."

*-*-*-*-*

Over the next few weeks the two saw each other regularly enough. It was nice to have a friend outside of work that you didn’t have to posture for. Shining Armor was capable of being a good friend when he wasn’t being an ass.

Today was no different from any other day as the two found themselves arguing outside a restaurant.

“I saw the application on your coffee table.”

“You were snooping through my things?”

Chrysalis rolled her eyes. “Following coffee table etiquette hardly counts as snooping.” The Police Pony application had been on his table for weeks. Chrysalis grew tired of looking at it and a week later the application found its way into the hooves of a pony who had the power to do something about it.

“That’s not the point.” He groaned. “Why… why is he here?”

A dark stallion with eyes the color of ice sat at a table looking as formidable as any pony Shining Armor had ever seen.

“You filled out the application. Blackburn’s the commissioner of Police here…” Not to mention a distant uncle of hers.

“Chrystal… that time in my life is over.”

“Shining… you’re a great teacher but that’s not where your heart is.” When he decided to open up to her about his past that night, he never thought her interest in the story he told would manifest this way. He pursed his lips as a sigh exited his mouth. “When you were telling me about your military career I could hear the longing in your voice. You miss that life… you miss your old job. Maybe you feel continuing your military career would be a betrayal to the memory of your friend but there are other ways to serve. Other ways to protect ponies.”

She smiled softly at the dark expression on his face. His scar made him look even more foreboding if possible.

“Do you know how dangerous it is being a policepony here?” He recycled what other ponies had convinced him of.

“Yes…”

“And you don’t care?”

“Of course I care… I just know that some things are worth the risk. If you weren’t interested why take the time to get an application and fill it out?”

“My family…” Was his lame excuse to which Chrystal rolled her eyes.

“Your family will understand.”

“And if they don’t?” He looked so unsure of his self, she gave a giggle before painting a more encouraging expression on her face.

“They’ll come around. BB is tough, but he’s fair. He won’t give you anything he doesn’t think you’ve earned.” His countenance softened but she could tell he needed a little bit more convincing. “It’s just to talk… You don’t have to accept anything he offers.”

“If he offers something…”

She gave him a look but bit the inside of her cheek to keep from being sarcastic. “After you, Capt.”

*-*-*-*-*

Blackburn made more than an offer. He promised a position on the spot, provided the stallion pass a one month training course that would also help him tie up loose ends with his teaching job.

“What do you have to lose?”

“How about my job?”

“Puh-lease! It’s over the summer months. If you fail, big deal. You’ll just resume teaching in the August. If you make it, it gives the school a month to find a replacement. Anything else you need me to shoot down?”

He gave her a blank stare. “You’re not going to let me say no, are you?”

“Not when it’s obvious you want to say yes…” Green eyes twinkled in the light as she stared up at him from lidded eyes. “You’re just as excited as I am. Admit it!”

The stallion blushed. “I’ll think about it.”

“Promise?”

“Of course.”

“Any word from Mi Amore?”

He blinked, thrown off by her quick change of subject. “No… not since that day…” He sounded so blue.

“She asked about you…”

“Oh…” His ears perked much to her annoyance. “What did you tell her?”

She looked bitter as she looked away. Shining Armor was confused. Chrystal sighed before turning to look him in the eye. “I told her I wasn’t your type.”

*-*-*-*-*

At Chrysalis’ urging, the stallion accepted.

It was a good thing the training program didn’t start till summer, because it was exhausting.

Shining Armor winced as he half walked, half dragged himself into his apartment. Chrystal most definitely was not lying when she said Blackburn was tough. It was a good way to train and an even better way to ease the brunt of his heartbreak.

The training program was as challenging as any of the training he had as a soldier. He groaned as he pushed through the door and stumbled over to his couch.

Expecting to fall onto the soft cushions of an old worn couch, he instead collided with another warm body.

"What the- Hey!"

"Holy halibut!"

"Shining, get off me!" The body cried out.

"Chrystal?" He winced as he wrestled against her trying to keep her more sharper parts from digging into his tender flesh.

"Yes?" She grumbled pushing against him.

The two ended up rolling to the floor with a thud.

“Mmmm,” he winced, face drawn in agitation. “How did you get in here?

“Life Skills 101, there was a lock picking lesson." Somehow the darker unicorn was able to untangle herself from the stallion and was now leaning a small ways away from him.

Her eyes stared at him despite the darkness in the room. "Are ... you okay?" She asked moving to lean over his slow moving form.

"So I guess we're ignoring the part about you breaking and entering my home?" He managed.

She shrugged in the darkness. "I wanted to see how your first week went. Do you need some help?"

Before he could answer, she was nudging him over on his side and helping him to stand so he could successfully fall onto the couch.

"Thanks," he sighed as he sunk into worn leather cushions.

"What's BB done to you?" She breathed making out dark blemishes on his coat from bruises and dirt.

"Anything he can think of."

Moving to flick on a nearby lamp, she couldn't help but gasp at the sight before her. He looked as if he'd gotten his ass kicked a couple of times over.

Disappearing into the bath, she ran a tub of water and fussed and pulled the protesting stallion until she could push him inside the bathroom.

She knew her uncle was tough, but she actually felt a little bad for the guy now. Leaving him to clean himself up, she went inside his kitchen grabbed a butterbeer from the icebox and waited for his return.

She briefly recalled that stallions liked these kinds of things after a long hard day.

She could hear him making a mess in the bathroom as he dried himself and giggled at the image of him all wet and soapy. So what if she found him attractive? And while she somewhat believed in being 'nice' she wasn't ashamed to admit that the reason she was being so 'nice' was because she found herself drawn to the scarred pony.

When Shining Armor finished up in the bathroom, he wandered back into his living room to see the mare lost in thought with a dark grin on her face. He stood there studying her as he thought of Cadance's warning against her.

He knew she wasn't the most guile-less pony, but he also realized she certainly wasn’t the most self-serving either.

Blinking, she’d finally pulled herself out of her reverie to find she was rewarded with a less haggard looking Shining Armor standing across the room from her. Such a beautiful stallion she thought entranced by the softness of his eyes in contrast to the jagged flesh of his face.

"Nice and clean" she grinned. "Sit."

A second later Shining Armor was face up on the couch. She floated over the cold butterbeer as she went and joined him.

"Blackburn is a sadist," he grumbled draining half his beer in a gulp. She raised a brow and laughed.

"He only wants the best..." she mused. Shining Armor snorted. "But you love it." Was her gloating remark.

He looked at her out of the corner of his eye. "I do..." he relented after a while, smiling when she laughed.

"How’re you feeling?"

"Sore..."

She was quiet. "Maybe I can help..."

"How?" She hopped off the couch and flicked off the lights. "What’re you-"

"Lay down."

He gave her an odd look before complying with her command. Kneeling down beside him, she closed her eyes and focused.

"What are you-"

"Shh!" Was her harsh revocation. Bright green magic surrounded her horn and slowly leaked forward surrounding his body in a soft glow.

Shining Armor peeked at his friend curious of her intention. It was an eerily beautiful scene to see her deep in concentration alit with the soft hue of magic. He was about to vocalize his curiousness when a surge of warmth came upon him.

He could feel her magic working the soreness out his muscles and it felt amazing. "Chrys..." he slurred with a moan. "What’re... you doing?"

"Just relax..." she whispered focusing.

She continued the spell until his breathing slowed to a more restful state.

Blinking once she disconnected her magic, she felt a little woozy as it’d been some time since she’d performed a spell like that. The stallion moaned lightly after the sensation faded.

“Where’d you learn that?” He breathed half asleep.

She chuckled as she drained the rest of his butterbeer. “Advanced Healing 101… I actually failed that class.”

“That’s too bad…” He slurred.

Chrysalis snorted. “Goodnight, Shining Armor.”

“Night Chryssie.” And with that, the mare was gone.

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Sienna smiled as she twirled around in her seat as she stared up at the older mare. “I’m leaving and I’m taking Iris with me. I’m saving her from this place and these people.”

“And what about me?” Chrysalis demanded with eyes like burning coals. “What about the love you promised me? Or were those words empty too?”

“Iris is different.” Sienna shrugged. “She is pure and innocent. Her hooves are clean as snow.
You, my dear Delilah, your heart is too dark and your hooves have been stained with the blood of others.”

“My hooves were stained for you!” Her outrage was heartbreaking. “It was I who made you a prince, I who helped you conquer this city. Not your white Iris, but me... your Black Delilah....” Tears fell from emerald eyes.

“That was good!” Sienna practically bounced from her seat she was so excited. “Can Ah see this one too?”

Chrysalis rose a brow as she chuckled. “You have strange interest for a young filly.”

“Ah think its romantic...”

“I bet. What time does your papa turn in?”

“Tryin’ to get rid of me?” Sienna grinned knowingly. “Or is Shining Armor home from training?”

Chrysalis scowled to which Sienna giggled. “Ah know you're sweet on him... our entire class knows. He told us he might not be our teacher next year ‘cause a friend of his pushed him to take another chance at his dreams.”

The darker mare tried to stop herself from smiling, but failed miserably when her mouth twitched into a soft pull of muscle. “He said that?” Was her absent reply as she attempted to look busy and organize the papers they were reading from.

“Mmhm,” came sienna's smug reply.

Chrysalis glared at the giggling filly who slid from her spot and came to stand next to her. "Papa should be home now, but can we eat something first?"

"What about the stew..."

Sienna blanched as she thought of the other's cooking. "No offense..."

Chrysalis wanted to be mad but she had to admit that her cooking was lacking.

"... and I'm right..." Sienna sang playfully.

Chrysalis frowned. She’d created a monster with the teasing filly. “Touché.” And with that, the duo was on their way out.

It was a beautiful sunny day in the city and the two basked in the warm glow of the sun. “You want to stop at Applejack’s Apple Barn?” Chrysalis asked as they strolled down the street.

Sienna nodded eagerly as she missed home cooked meals since her mother passed. “Heck yeah!” She grinned. Chrysalis shook her head, amused by her smaller companion.

“And just so you know, I have to stop by the office today- so I’ve no time for your beloved teacher.”

Sienna gave her a look out the corner of her eye, before rolling her eyes. “If you say so…” she trailed not convinced.

“Besides,” she emphasized, “he took leave to see his family this weekend.”

*-*-*-*-*

After running Sienna by the City’s freshest market, she’d dropped the young filly off and headed to her office where she sat buried behind a table of scripts. She was starting to really get into one when a loud rapping cut through the story her imagination was raptly creating.

She tried to ignore the person, but whoever wanted to speak with her was annoyingly persistent as the knocking continued.

“Yes!” She groaned not wanting to stop.

“Hey.” Cadance peeked her head in the other’s office.

“Princess…” Chrystal breathed in greeting.

Cadance glanced down with a coy smile. “Shining used to call me that…”

Chrysalis fought the urge to roll her eyes. “Is there a reason you stopped by? I’m actually working on something.” She gestured absently at the scripts that littered her desk. Her manager was working on introducing her to aspiring writers with less conventional story ideas.

Cadance blushed as she looked away. “Actually… there is.” She squared her shoulders and puffed out her chest as she gathered herself.

“Well…” Chrystal prompted with the barest hints of impatience.

“I came to warn you about Shining Armor.” All traces of shyness were gone from the well-to-do mare

*-*-*-*-*

“Big Brother!” Twilight Sparkle stared up at her brother with bright eyes.

The Canterlot station was crowded as usual, but after living in the city for a while, Shining Armor found it didn’t bother him as much as it used to. With a lopsided smile, he returned is sister’s greeting as he pushed through the crowd to meet her.

“Twiley!” The two embraced. While it hadn’t been long since he’d seen his parents, his sister was a different story. Despite living only as far as Ponyville, the gifted unicorn was always busy with her party’s cause. Promoting Friendship was Twilight’s life ever since she graduated about a year and a half ago.

“It’s so good to have you home for a bit.” The activist gushed as she squeezed him before leaning back to really take him in.

He grinned. “How’s work?”

“Exhausting…” She huffed blowing her bangs out of her eyes.

“But you like it that way.” He teased, shoving her playfully as the two began their journey to their parents’ home.

“No…” She corrected genially. “I just like crossing my ‘t’s and dotting all my ‘i’s.”

“Still a teacher’s pet, I see.”

“Seriously…” The younger Sparkle couldn’t help roll her eyes as her features betrayed her annoyance. Her brother was still a good baiter, she found. “Do you not know how prestigious of a position I have? How lucky I am to be working for one of Equestria’s greatest champions of justice?”

“Do enlighten me ‘Oh Superior One…’” Somethings never changed, he supposed looking somewhat amused. Both his sister and the city he’d grown up in were still the same.

“That’s not what I meant jerk…” She punched him in the shoulder, making him snicker despite falling away and wincing. “You know how much of an idol Celestia is to me. She’s one of the greatest peace talkers Equestria has ever seen. I mean it’s been a century since anyone’s come remotely close to being so progressively inclined to undertake, let alone propose-“

The sound of snoring halted her from going any further.

“Are you serious right now?” Twilight could feel her eye twitching as she looked to stallion who’d been her best friend growing up.

“Oh, what’s that?” Shining Armor pretended to rouse from sleep despite never missing a step as they continued down familiar streets. “Did you already pass the ‘progressively inclined’ part?”

“Shining! I’m serious!” She whined making him laugh. Gods, he’d missed her.

“I know little sister,” was his sobering reply as he threw a foreleg around her shoulder pulling her close in an embrace despite her pouting. “You’re proud of your job and you should be. You worked really hard to be where you are promoting the friendship philosophy you believe in. I’m your biggest supporter and the proudest big brother on the planet.”

“I know, I know.” She relented trying her hardest not to smile. Having her brother’s support truly meant a lot to the ambitious unicorn. “It’s just Celestia could’ve picked anyone to be her protégé, but she picked me! Ordinary, run of the mill me. I’m just happy to have a job that I love with a mare I admire.”

“I’m happy for you Twilight. Really I am.” His eyes were honest as he smiled down at her.

“I believe you. So what’s been up with you? How’s Manehattan?” Was her bright change of subject.

“It’s nice. I actually really like it even if it’s a little loud and crowded.” She giggled as he winced at the words ‘little loud and crowded.’

“Only a little?” She stressed teasingly.

“So a lot ‘loud and crowded.’” He conceded wryly. “There’s never a dull moment.”

“Good. I’m glad.” She expressed before broaching her next subject as casually as she could. “Doesn’t Cadanc-“

“Don’t even Twilight!”

“Oh C’mon!” She teased playfully. “You were so in-love with her when you both lived here. Don’t tell me you just forgot all that.”

“Of course I haven’t.” Shining Armor defended. “It’s just things are different now.” He hadn’t really spoken to Cadance since he saw her kissing that other stallion. Chrystal had done a fantastic job of distracting him from his inner turmoil involving his childhood sweetheart.

“Different how?” Twilight weaseled, nudging him in the shoulder.

“Like I don’t want to talk about it different.” He sulked as his ears flattened against his skull.

“Fine. Fine. Testy are we?” She relented only to slyly infer something else. “I think you still love her- BUT! That’s none of my business.” She laughed at the expression on his scarred face.

The elder sparkle rolled his eyes. “You’re impossible…” He groaned in annoyance.

“That’s why you love me, right?” She skipped as she preened hoping to make him smile.

“And who told you that?” Was his cool response as he stared at her from the corner of his eye.

She halted as a look of offense blossomed over her face. Only his laughter and apologetic smile prompted her to catch back up once he waited for her. “So what’s the big news?” It’d been a while since they’d all gotten together for dinner as a family. Only heaven knew what he needed to say that involved the entire family.

The stallion sighed knowing the topic of dinner conversation would be explosive at best.

“Let’s save that for dinner, shall we?”

*-*-*-*-*

For most of his life, Shining Armor had always done what was expected of him. Even though his parents weren’t the happiest about him joining the Guard, he’d always had their blessing. When he first began to notice mares, they dropped him hints that he had unknowingly followed leading him to the beautiful mare next door he still had feelings for. Despite their lack of enthusiasm for his going to Manehattan, it was actually his father’s connections that helped him land his job.

True, his parents had tried to dissuade him from things over the years, but honestly, they’d never had any real qualms about his life decisions. Shining Armor was their first born son, and like most older children, he was reliable and obedient to a fault.

If the stallion was honest, he had never experienced true disappointment until this moment. The silence that engulfed the room after he announced his desire to serve was as harsh as the coldest tundra. The explosion that followed was a spectacle he’d never forget.

“What do you mean you’re trying to be a policepony?” Astral Sparkle narrowed his eyes as he managed to regurgitate his son’s words in a voice as low as it was fierce.

Shining Armor felt a sense of helplessness as his fears were in the process of being confirmed.

Skylight Sparkle was no better as tears sprang from her soft blue eyes. “You swore you’d never put yourself in a position to get hurt like that again! Please tell me you’re joking!”

Twilight took in the scene with wide eyes. Here they all sat at the family’s dinner table as the scent of butternut squash stew stained the air with its warm hints of spice. It truly would’ve been a nice dish if any pony bothered to eat it. But no pony was thinking about stew as Shining Armor had uttered words the family had hoped to never hear again.

“Mom, Dad, this isn’t like being a soldier.” The stallion tried to placate. “I mean its city streets, not a war zone.” He laughed shakily hoping to downplay his announcement with humor. The members of his family continued to stare at him with a multitude of emotions. None of them were pleasant as the stallion realized maybe he should not have said anything at all.

“I can’t believe this,” his mother whispered in a daze. “Is this really happening right now?”

“I can’t be something I’m not!” Shining Armor pleaded with the mare who raised him. “I like teaching, I care about my students… But that’s not where my heart is! That’s not who I am.” His voice was apologetic. “Twiley, remember how happy you said you were working with Celestia? Well police work is like that for me.” He looked to Twilight for backup but his sister simply stared back with the same disbelieving eyes.

“Are you serious right now?! Astral do you hear your son?”

“I hear him! Shining don’t be stupid. Really think about what you’re doing.“ Despite the anger and disappointment etched on his features, his father’s voice was pleading as well.

“For once I am thinking clearly! I love protecting ponies- it’s what I’m good at!”

“That’s rich!” His mother mocked now openly crying as she loomed over the dinner table. “Protecting?! The way you protected that poor boy of August’s?

“Mother don’t!” Finally, Twilight had snapped out of her stupor, jumping out of her seat in defense of her brother. Why, oh why did he have to do this? Their mother would be out to maim and despite her brother’s strength, his heart was fragile right now. There was much he still felt responsible for.

“Skylight!” Their Father hissed offended for his son, despite his own anger.

“No! Look at his face!” His wife screeched pointing her hoof towards her eldest. “Look at his face!

“Mom-“ He whispered as his being filled with hurt.

“Look at your face! Look at it!” Clenching his jaw as he pushed through his distress, he turned to look at the mirror that hung in their dining room. Raw blue eyes stared back at him with a scar that still made his mother wince on occasion.

“Mother! Shining’s an adult now! He can make his own decisions.” He was absently aware of Twilight defending him as he continued to stare at his reflection.

“What about your family?” His mother continued to rage yanking his attention away from his greatest shame. “You want me to bury you the way Spring buried her son?” Her light blue eyes softened. “Is that what you want? To hurt us? Do you want me to beg? Because I’ll beg! Shining, please don’t do this!” She fell to her knees as she pleaded.

“Mom stop that! Please… This isn’t about hurting ponies. It’s about helping them. “ His voice lost some if its strength as he tried to reason with the upset matriarch. “Preventing others from feeling loss.”

“Twilight helps ponies! You’re just wanting to play hero!”

“Daddy, make her stop!” Twilight begged as she shot a pleading look to her father who seemed frozen by the hate her mother spewed.

“And look at what playing ‘hero’ got you?” Skylight continued. “A disfigured face and a guilty conscience! This isn’t a fairy-tale!”

“Skylight, Enough!” Astral roared, but the damage had been done as the air in the house was now deathly still. Every pony in the room had tears in their eyes. Whether from hurt, anger, or despair it was all mixed up at this point.

“Shiny…”

Shining Armor growled as he magically flung the mirror off the wall and stared hatefully at his mother who stared back with a different emotion.

Without another word, he immediately vacated the home leaving a distraught and tearful mess.

“That’s not fair!” Came a low and upset voice.

“Twilight….” Skylight deflated as she sank back into her chair.

“It’s his life and if this is what he wants to do, you have to accept it! I don’t like it either, but what you did was cruel and unforgivable. It would serve you right if he never spoke to you again!” With that the youngest ran after her brother.

“Shining! Shiny wait!” The elder hadn’t made it far at all. He seemed rooted to his spot in the middle of the yard. “Mother was out of line…” She said softly as she carefully approached him. “She didn’t mean those things. You just caught her by surprise is all. Please, don’t leave! Not like this!”

The stallion was shaking as he tried to calm himself. Tired blue eyes found her gaze. “Thanks for having my back.” He managed with a weak smile.

“Yea….” Twilight looked away unable to hold his gaze. “Don’t thank me yet.” She muttered.

“What?”

“Just because I took up for you back there… That doesn’t mean I’m on your side either.” Her expression was serious.

“But-“

“You promised you wouldn’t get hurt anymore. Manehattan is the most dangerous city in Equestria. The most dangerous!” She emphasized with all the emotion she could muster. “What I don’t understand is where this is all coming from?” Tears came to her eyes as she tried to push through her emotions. “What made you think any of us would be thrilled about you putting yourself in the line of duty again?”

“This isn’t about you guys!” He exploded making her jump. “Shit!” Shining Armor took a deep breath before continuing in a much calmer voice. “It’s about me and what I want. There’s this mare named Chrystal who’s absolutely in-love with what she does. A little like you, and if you saw the way her eyes burned in regards to her craft you’d understand. She showed me that it’s not enough to just ‘like’ what you do. You have to love it and sometimes you have to make the jump even if the people around you don’t understand.” His expression softened. “I can’t pretend what happened didn’t happen. It happened. Justyx died… I have to live with that… but… just because I couldn’t help him…” His throat burned as he talked about it. “That doesn’t mean I can’t try and help others. Do you understand that, Twilight?”

“What?!” No she couldn’t process that right now. “Chrystal who? You let some pretty face talk you into making a decision like this?!” What was he thinking? Her mind raged. Was he thinking? Her stubborn mind supplied.

“She didn’t talk me into anything!” Was his angry response. Did she not hear a word he just said? “It’s like you said, I’m an adult capable of making my own decisions.” The two siblings stared at each other for a long time. Both too upset to concede to the other. “Twilight say something.” He sighed after a while.

“Why bother? It’s obvious my opinion doesn’t account for anything.” She was genuinely offended.

“Twiley… Don’t.”

The younger wiped roughly at her eyes before squaring her shoulders and swallowing her emotions. There was nothing else to say in her opinion. “You should wait a bit before coming back inside, Mother’s probably still upset and there’s no telling what she’s willing to say to make you reconsider.” She turned to leave, when his broken words stopped her dead in her tracks.

“Twilight… Just… Do you think it’s my fault too?”

Her heart broke at the words as she spun around to reassure him. “Of course not.” She watched in horror as tears fell from his eyes. “Oh Big Brother!” Twilight rushed to throw her forelegs around the shaking stallion who now openly cried. “Momma didn’t mean it,” She soothed. “We know you moved heaven and earth for him. I know you did.”

As the two hugged it out on the lawn, Mother and Father hesitantly joined embracing their children as they cried into their manes. While Skylight still didn’t accept his decision, no more would be said about it as she begged her firstborn’s forgiveness.

“You did the best you could,” she assured. “More than anyone could’ve asked for.”

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-C6-
Despite the demanding nature of Blackburn’s training regime, this summer was actually one of the best he’d had in a while. While his family chose to ignore his announcement, his visit was somewhat salvaged as the Sparkles managed to spend the next day together with strained smiles and uneasy conversation.

The relief he felt as he boarded a train back to Manehattan was unheard of.

Chrystal’s was the first genuinely happy face he’d seen in two days since giving the news when he’d arrived back in the city Sunday night.

“How’d it go?” She had asked.

“Horrible.” The look he gave her said more than any words.

Her gaze had filled with concern but she didn’t mention it again. Instead she took him drinking and helped him forget by introducing him to joys of being blackout drunk.

When Chrystal wasn’t busy with work or Sienna, she would stop in on him and chat. She really was an interesting mare, the more he spoke with her the more he liked her. And Sienna had seemingly blossomed under her wing. He’d never seen her laugh so much before and it made him immensely happy to know that one of his favorite students was finally coming out of her shell.

Though his relationship with Chrystal was something that brightened his days considerably, he still was holding onto the idea that he and Cadance could reconcile. To say he was pleasantly surprised by her invitation to dinner one night was an understatement.

Studying himself in the mirror, he really hoped she’d reconsider giving them another shot.

*-*-*-*-*

Jedzia eyed the mare who was like a sister to her as they settled into their seats. This was the first dinner date they'd had in weeks. Chrystal had become increasingly difficult to get in contact with as of late. Between her career related advances and her newest projects, the darker colored unicorn had been staying busy.

Harlequin eyes twinkled as her face shone with something else her friend was cautious to name. All work her ass, Jedzia mentally huffed despite her curiousness.

After placing their order and falling through the small talk, the pregnant mare pounced.

“Sooo....” Jedzia trailed expectantly. “Does that look have anything to do with that stallion you've been bringing around as of late?”

Dark lips were pulled in a genial smile as Chrysalis’ eyes crinkled with curiousness

Jedzia rolled her eyes as her friend had the audacity to play dumb.

“Cut the innocent act. You know that stuff doesn't work on me.”

“Maybe…” Was the mare's coy response.

“Looks like a yes to me...”

Chrysalis chuckled. “So when do I get to meet my god daughter?” She quickly changed the subject hoping to thwart the blush she knew was coming.

“Soon I hope. Ugh. This pregnancy is-“ Jedzia stopped mid-sentence as her eyes widened. Oh... no... Of all the restaurants in Manehattan...

“What? What is it?“

“Chryssie don't....” Jedzia tried to tear her eyes away from the scene.

Chrysalis’ concern died on her tongue as searching eyes locked onto the image of Shining Armor and Cadance staring intently at the other as they talked about things she couldn’t hear from across the room.

“I told you not to look,” her friend scolded as a tired expression came over her face.

One watched with dread while the other stared on in anxiousness.

“Maybe... Maybe they're just having dinner...” Chrysalis managed as her heart began to sink. She was actually supposed to be having this dinner with Shining Armor, but he had been ‘busy.’ Obviously not busy enough for Cadance though. She thought about the night they’d spent together when he’d come back from Canterlot. Recalling the way he’d talked about her rival as they sat in her home talking and musing to the other.

“So much of being with Cadance was wanting something I thought was too good for me.” His eyes were glassy as he drained the rest of his rum. “When I was with the Guard the thought of coming home to her kept me going most of the time.”

“I can see why you’re still hung up on her then if that’s how you felt. You make her sound like a goddess.” She took another shot as she scowled. “Doesn’t mean I like it though.”

“Don’t do that…” He said with narrowed eyes.

“Do what…” She asked caught off guard by the expression on his face.

“Sell yourself short by comparing yourself to her.” Shining Armor abandoned his drink and pulled her closer to himself tucking her head beneath his chin.

“What?” Chrysalis blushed shocked by his response. Her body fit into his almost perfectly. It was safe, being in his arms.

“You’re just as beautiful if not more so… You have a fire she lacks… She’s a pearl… and you’re a diamond…” His words her simple as he stared out of her apartment window lost in thought as he admired the view.

“What are you saying?” She whispered as her heart sounded loudly in her ear. She shivered when he held her tighter.

“I… I’m not really sure…” He laughed drunkenly. “I think I’ve drank too much.”

“Yea…” She agreed as she pulled back to stare at him fully. “Would you think lowly of me if I said I didn’t care?”

“Not at all…” Shining Armor smiled down on her with a tenderness that made her swoon.

Chrysalis blushed at the thought of the kiss they’d shared in the quiet dark of her hi-rise apartment. It had been curious and soft, ending much more sooner than she’d like. “They are friends I mean...” She stammered as her mind drifted to another recent memory.

A heavy silence descended and the darker mare found herself taking a deep breath. “Excuse me?”

Cadance rushed ahead as she practically fell into her office. “I didn’t mean to make it sound so ominous! I’m sorry! Oh dear! I’m horrible at this! As if this wasn’t terribly awkward before… Chrystal… I… Shoot!”

A teal colored brow rose in a mix of shock and amusement. “Mi Amore, calm down. Just say what’s on your mind. I can handle it.” She wanted to be annoyed, she really did, but watching the other dig herself in this verbal hole was actually quite entertaining.

Cadance took a deep breath and smiled tightly. “What I mean to say is… watch your heart with Shining Armor.”

“Cadance, what are you-“

“No! Hear me out… Please.” Chrysalis shrugged as she leaned back in her seat, allowing the other mare the floor. “It’s just when he left me I was heartbroken. I waited for him for a long time, and then I got sick of waiting. I don’t love him that way anymore, but I do still care about him as a friend. With that being said, I know that he still wants to be with me.” Chrysalis glared as her face heated from a mix of embarrassment and anger. The disdain she felt towards Cadance was more than she’d ever felt before.
The princess must’ve sensed her murderous mindset as she was rushing forward to explain herself.

“Look I’m not trying to rub it in your face or anything.” Cadance winced at her own wording. Shaking her head she tried to think of another way to say what was bothering her. “I know how much you like Shining Armor… It’s just that he’s never gone against expectation and his family always wanted the two of us to be together.” She mentally groaned at her choice of words. “I just don’t want you to get disappointed if he can’t commit to you in the way you deserve.”

She knew the stallion saw her speaking with Faust. She hadn’t meant to kiss him that night he walked her home, but some feelings were harder to forget than others she supposed. She truly had been swept away by the moment and her childhood beau had pulled out all the stops that night. After thinking on it long and hard, Cadance knew she was in-love with Faust and 99 percent over her first love. However, she also knew how much she needed her space. Faust understood that and was completely okay with her needing to make things right between herself and her old lover. “I won’t encourage him, but I’m not going to stop being his friend either. I know I hurt him, but I also know that I can make things right between us. I just don’t want you caught in the crosshairs.”

Chrystal was quiet despite the choice words she wanted to unleash on her counterpart. She took a moment to compose herself before coldly and cordially replying. “I get it… Is this your way of telling me that I’m not good enough for him?”

“What?! NO! You’re an amazing actress and a beautiful mare!” Cadance was offended she had taken her words as such. “It’s just…”

“What, Princess?! Say it!” Green eyes were cold as her face twisted as if there was a stench in the room. The stench being Cadance’s audacity to keep this bullshit ‘good girl routine.’ “I’m not you? Is that what it is? I’m not you so that automatically makes me not good enough?”

“I didn’t say that! I’m not saying that!” Faust had warned her that the other probably wouldn’t understand where she was coming from. That he barely understood.

“Then, pray tell, what the hell are you saying?” This mare has some nerve, Chrysalis thought laughing bitterly to herself.

“That he’s not going to pick you!” Cadance shouted making her blink in confusion. They were yelling?
The fairer colored mare sounded tired and annoyed at her own outburst. “I’m sorry… I didn’t- I didn’t mean it like that.” Faust was right. This had been a horrible idea.

“Oh no, you meant it.” Chrystal was quiet as she let the words sink in. Cadance meant it, and a part of her was scared that it might be true.

“Chrystal… I… Nevermind. I think I should go.” Never had someone sounded so regretful. Why couldn’t she say what she needed in a way that didn’t make her sound like spoiled-brat? Why did everything get lost in translation?

“I think that’s for the best.” Cadance was dumbly aware of the others words as she shuffled out the office with her eyes cast down.

What a mess, they both muttered to themselves.

A frown marred her playful features. Those two were something else, she thought icily. Between the two of them, they were giving her whiplash.

“Maybe...” Jedzia agreed trying her hardest to hide her skepticism. Here they were having dinner and neither mirrored that kind of closeness despite knowing each other for years. She could see the antagonism filling the others gaze. “Don’t.” She warned magically holding the other in place. “I really like this place.”

Darkened eyes snapped onto Jedzia who stared back with a stern expression on her face.

*-*-*-*-*

“Why didn't you tell me you were seeing someone else? I would have understood.“

Cadance sighed just because they needed to have this conversation it didn’t mean she wanted to have this conversation. “It wasn't like that. My relationship with Faust is... complicated.”

“Complicated?” Shining Armor echoed skeptically.

“Yes. I... love him...” The other admitted.

“And you couldn’t be honest? What on earth is complicated about that?” Even if they weren’t together, he had honestly thought that they were better friends than this.

“Shining... I didn’t want to hurt you.” She pleaded. Besides, her relationship had only just recently taken a more serious turn with the writer.

Shining Armor snorted somewhat disdainfully. “Well you sure did a lousy job of that.”

“You left me!” She exclaimed. How dare he try to guilt her for having a relationship or keeping him up to date with her romantic life.

“Cadance I-“

“You left me after telling me you loved me. I waited for you... and then I got tired of waiting. I care about you... I do... but I can't do this with you. I really am sorry for not telling you about Faust sooner, but I'm not apologizing for being unavailable to you.”

He nodded as a sullen look came over his face. This had been a mistake, he realized. Gently taking a hoof, he pressed a kiss to the inside of her foreleg. Cadance's expression softened at the display of tenderness.

“I'm sorry, Shiny.” He leaned over the table and kissed her on the cheek lingering just long enough to convey his apology and disappointment.

Without another word the stallion rose from his seat and left through the back exit.

The chilly air hit him head on as he stepped into the alley.

Cadance was right... he had no right to be cross at her for moving on.

His thoughts turned away from the love of his youth as he thought of someone else. Chrystal was a good friend to him. While most of the night they’d spent together was foggy, he still remembered the kiss they’d shared. Her lips had been soft as they contoured to his own perfectly. She had tasted like the fire whiskey she’d been drinking and Shining Armor had found that he’d loved every minute of it.

She was smart, funny and spirited in a way that made his blood rush. Maybe it was time for him to let go of the past. How could he love another if he was still hung up on the way life used to be? He stood in the alleyway as a strange mix of relief and depression settled over him. He actually blew her off to spend tonight with Cadance. An action he now regretted.

He was pulled from his musings as feather soft hoof prints caught his attention.

Cadance... It was time to officially close this chapter of his life.

“I'll always love you Mi Amore...” He said honestly. She was such an easy spirit to care about, even when she was stepping on his heart. “No one could ever replace you.” Shining Armor sighed as he forced himself to walk away without a backwards glance. With every step, he felt lighter and lighter. Bright blue eyes stared ahead as something told him he'd be okay.

Chrystal Heart stared after him with tears in her eyes.

*-*-*-*-*

BAM! BAM! BAM!

“What the…” Cadance lurched from her sleep as the ferocious sound of pounding roused her from slumber. Violet eyes blinked in confusion as the mare tried to orient herself.

The harsh pounding continued as she stumbled out of bed. Who on earth could be banging on her door at- she squinted as she made out the time from the clock across her room- 3 a.m.?

“Cadance!” Came the distressed voice of a familiar sounding pony. “Cadance!” BAM! BAM! BAM!

With concern burning in her eyes, Cadance quickly made her way to the front door. Was that…. She ripped open the front door to find Chrystal Heart on the other side. Her concern turned to shock.

“Chrystal?”

“You win!” The other mare snarled on unsteady hooves.

Cadance’s heart sunk as the faint scent of cinnamon drifted to her nostrils.

“Chrystal… What are you-“

“I saw you two together!” Chrystal interrupted with fire in her murky eyes. The fire whiskey she’d consumed left her bold and numb at the same time. Everything hurt and yet the mare honestly could care less at the moment.

“Oh… It was never a competition.” I didn’t want to ‘win,’ thought Cadance horribly.

“But wasn’t it?” Chrystal’s eyes were bright with tears as a depreciating laugh bubbled from her lips. “You were right! He’s still in love with you.”

“I’m sorry…” Cadance’s voice was feather soft as she dropped her gaze to the ground.

“No you’re not…” Chrysalis shook her head, as her glare bore into the other mare. “And that’s the best part- you aren’t the least bit sorry!” Her face twisted into a sneer.

“Chrys-“

“You’re a conniving, two-faced, snake!” She spat. “You can’t have your cake and eat it too! You don’t want him, but you don’t want anyone else to have him either…” With every declaration she stepped closer until she was right in Cadance’s face. “And to think… I actually thought you were better than me!” Chrysalis’ laughter was scathing until she dropped her voice into a cold whisper. “You can hide behind those pretty pink looks all you want.” Cadance shivered against the other’s hostility. “But I know the truth!” Chrysalis said in a low voice against her ear. She pulled away to stare into wide violet eyes. “I know that on the inside you’re a selfish little wench that gets off on-“

Cadance’s slap had her seeing stars. She stumbled and fell away, laughing. “The truth too bitter to swallow?”

The Canterlot-born actress looked terribly haunted as she stared down her companion with a shaky hoof. “I think you should go…” Cadance managed. Without waiting for the other’s response she quickly shut her door hoping to escape the judgmental eyes of the heartbroken mare.

*-*-*-*-*

Rarity smiled after her boyfriend released her from his arms. “You work too much,” he whined after he indulged himself in another kiss.

The fashionista giggled. “I’ll be quick, I promise.” She needed to grab some contracts that she’d later had to go over with some potential entrepreneurs interested in using Chrystal as a model for their products. By no means was she a lawyer, but she was expected to sit in on the meeting and these things always went better when everyone knew what was being offered and where there was room to negotiate. Plus, she also had to drop these off to Rainbow Dash, Chrystal’s manager, who would then forward them to her company’s legal team.

Much to her dismay, she‘d realized she’d forgotten them earlier in her hurry to spend time with her boyfriend.

Spike groaned, despite the anxiousness shining in his reptilian eyes. “Fine! But be quick.” He said in a voice that was as playful as it was stern.

Rarity rolled her eyes. “Yes sir!” She saluted with sparkling eyes.

Her boyfriend shook his head as he watched her turn to walk away. With a glimmer of mischief, he reached out and sharply smacked her rump making her jump and squeal at the sting.

“Spike!” She yelped as she stopped to look over her shoulder with a mischievous grin of her own.

The dragon smirked before sobering. “Well…. Get going!” His eyes burned with an emotion she couldn’t wait to explore later.

Rarity’s grin turned sly. Adding a saucy sway to her hips, she gave him a show before she disappeared into her boss’ office.

“Damn…” Spike muttered, marveling at the feminine specimen that was his marefriend.

Once inside, Rarity took the elevator to the third story office spaces. As she neared Chrystal’s office, she couldn’t help but notice the lights were already on. ‘What on earth…’ She knew she’d turned them off earlier.

“Chrystal… You in here?” She called cautiously as she poked her head in. She was the only other pony with a key to this office. Her ears twitched as a faint shuffling could be heard. She wished Spike was with her now. Pushing away her unease, Rarity fully stepped into the office and gently closed the door.

She heard a sniffle.

Who was that? She looked around the main room and saw nothing amiss except an empty bottle rolling atop her desk. Carefully traversing the space, she sniffed at the discarded bottle rolling around.

Fire Whiskey? Rarity frowned. Looking towards the door that led to Chrystal’s private office, she stared hard at the oak barrier before just deciding to open it.

“Chrystal?” She pushed the door open and gasped at the sight. “Oh dear… are you alright?” There was her boss sprawled out on the floor with tears in her eyes. Rarity immediately went to her side deeply concerned.

She’d never seen the proud and fierce Chrystal Heart this way before. Eyes were wounded and upset. She could hear the other groan in what she assumed was irritation.

“Shouldn’t you be home?” Chrystal scolded as she forced herself to rollover and sit up. With a moan she leaned back against the solid wood of her desk hoping to clear the fog that clouded her thoughts and the dull haze of rejection she was still experiencing.

“I could say the same to you!” Rarity shot back reaching a hoof out to push through wild tresses. “What on earth happened?” She’d never seen the other so unsure and pitiful. It felt wrong.

“Go away… I don’t want to talk about it.” Chrysalis defiantly turned away from her default friend. Not only did she feel horrible, but now she had a witness to her strife and it that made everything feel worse than what it was.

“Well that’s too bad…” Rarity stated unimpressed as she forced her employer’s gaze back to hers. She was partly relieved for the other’s stubbornness.

“I’m serious.” Chrystal could feel her eyes and ears burn as more tears threatened to fall. How embarrassing!

“So am I.”

“You’re fired!” She croaked with no real conviction.

“Pffft. Yea right, as if you could survive without my amazing organizational skills.” Rarity had laughed at the challenge. She knew what she was worth.

The darker mare groaned. Unfortunately, Rarity was absolutely correct in that aspect.

“Please, darling?” Rarity coaxed, “You’re scaring me.”

“It’s stupid…” Chrystal sniffed as her resolve to sulk in silence was fleeing.

“Not if you’re this upset about it…”

The tears she tried so hard to stifle bean to fall. “He picked her…” She whispered after a while.

“What?” Rarity leaned forward, unsure about what the other’s words meant.

“Cadance.” She grounded out hating the taste of the other’s name on her tongue.

“Oh! Oh… “ Silence stretched between the two.

“I don’t understand,” Chrystal continued shakily trying desperately to keep her composure.

“Understand what?” The fashionista encouraged softly.

“Why… Why did he pick her?” And somehow Rarity knew this was more than a broken heart talking. “Why does everyone pick her over me?”

Her teal colored head bowed as her shoulders shook and her breath hitched with quiet sobs. Rarity frowned as she slowly wrapped her arms around the older mare. “There… there…” She shushed as her indigo eyes locked onto the concerned orbs of her boyfriend who stood gaping at the sight. “That’s not true…” She tried to reassure. “No mare’s that lucky.”

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“You wanted a more serious role! Who delivered?” Bragged a smug Rainbow Dash. A former circuit racer, she was now one of the more well-known talent managers in Manehattan. Aggressive and tenacious, she was one of the best and knew it.

“Dash!” Rarity grinned as she tabled the script a courier had delivered to her apartment the day before. “This is bloody brilliant! Chrystal’s going to love it!”

“It’s a good script and the character fits our girl well.”

“You’re right about that.” The unicorn studied the pegasus pony a little more with a shrewd expression on her defined features. “But there’s a catch… isn’t there?”

“It’s a Las Pegasus production. You’d have to move.” The multicolored maned pegasus looked apologetic.

Rarity sighed as she leaned against the table with a tired expression on her face. “Somehow I doubt she’ll care.”

*-*-*-*-*

As the summer drew to an end, Shining Armor found himself standing in formation as the names of those accepted into the Manehattan police ranks were being spouted off by Commissioner Blackburn.

When the eldest Sparkle heard that he’d been accepted to actively start training as a police pony, he thought he’d died. The last month had been more than challenging. Filled with changing feelings and broken hearts, he was happy to have something to show for his struggle.

The only thing he wanted to do now was share his good news with the mare whom he had begun to consider a best friend and more.

Oddly enough, he hadn’t seen said mare since he’d said goodbye to his romantic desires for Cadance. In his defense, the last few training exercises had been ridiculously time consuming leaving him exhausted with little time for really anything else.

Ironically enough, the pony he’d finally let go was the first that he ran into.

Shining Armor really did try to brush aside her inquiries, but Cadance had been persistent in getting him to spill his good news.

“This is amazing!” She gushed bouncing with excitement.

“I know.” He grinned not at all unkind.

“Congratulations!” She squealed throwing her forelegs around him and squeezing him tight.

“Thanks… But have you seen Chrystal? I couldn’t have done it without her.” His eyes spoke of something more than that of a mere friend’s gratitude. It made Cadance feel horrible.

“As a matter fact I haven’t…” Her smile was bright despite the churning of her stomach. She knew that he wasn’t going to see the mare anytime soon. Said mare had relocated with a different production company only a week ago. “Hmmm… Well let me take you out! This isn’t an everyday kind of accomplishment.”

“I really wanted Chry-“

“Please! As your oldest friend in the city, you have to!” There was no sense in ruining his day with something neither could fix at the moment.

“Cadance…” He groaned.

She pouted with crocodile tears making him feel bad for being so dismissive. She was only trying to be nice.

“Sure…” he relented with a heavy sigh to which she squealed.

“I know just the place!”

“Thanks Cadance…”

“Of course. I love you, Shining.” The words were spoken casually but she meant them in her way. Shining Armor had been her first everything. Later, she knew, he’d be furious in her part to play. But for right now, she wanted her best and oldest friend to enjoy his accomplishment before she broke his heart again.

He smiled half-heartedly.

“On to dinner, Knight.”

“Lead the way Princess.”

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12 months later

In a crowded Manehattan train station, a police pony stood in uniform waiting for an old friend to arrive on one of the arriving trains. Shining Armor Sparkle leaned back against a post and folded his forelegs across his chest as he casually scanned his environment for a familiar flash of onyx and teal.

The stallion pulled at his collar feeling a bit constricted by the navy blue uniform he wore signaling his employment. Despite only being a cop for about a year, Shining Armor had already been promoted a time or two. His dedication to the job as well as his special abilities spoke loudly and there was no way Commissioner Blackburn was going to ignore that.

The only reason he wore his dress blues today was because of a last minute award ceremony for a departing member of the force. As a detective, Shining Armor wasn’t required to wear this uniform every day. But because he hadn’t wanted to miss a particular pony’s arrival he hi-tailed it straight to the station after his latest shift. As much as he wanted to see the mare, he wished the circumstances were different. His chest still ached at the news he’d received only a day ago.

He was about to go check the departure boards again when a ghost from his past emerged from the crowd seemingly short-circuiting his mental process for a second or two.

“It’s been a while…” He managed nonchalantly. Blue eyes darkened as Shining Armor took in the standing figure of the polished actress. She gave off the air of an ice nymph despite her dark edgy looks. There was a frostiness that had settled over her since last he’d seen her. It made the stallion both sad and excited.

She’d changed or maybe she still hadn’t forgiven him.

“Yes it has. The uniform looks good on you.” Chrysalis’ lips pulled into a smirk. She still found him every bit as attractive as she did before. Shining Armor blushed at the compliment.

“Uh yeah, thanks. You too.” She raised a brow. “I mean you look good too.”

An awkward silence settled over the two. “So when’s the memorial?” Chrysalis softened at the tragedy that had brought her back to the city.

“Tomorrow…” For a while Shining Armor had been unsuccessful in trying to contact the mare, by the time he’d figured out where she was and how to get in contact with her, things had taken a turn for the worst. For the past six months, Sienna had been having heart complications. One morning she had slipped in a coma and never woke up.

Despite her leaving the city, Chrysalis still stayed in contact with the young pony. Even though, never once had the mare mentioned her medical complications. A fact that had angered her greatly. How could Sienna not tell her? And yet how could she have left the way she had? Her anger was just a front for her guilt and sadness. She nodded. “Her father, how is he?” Apparently Sienna’s mother had died much the same way.

“Not too good.” The stallion looked sad. Sienna had been so young.

“I’d like to see him.”

“Of course.” He always thought she was using Sienna to soften him up towards her, but when she saw her interact with Sienna’s father he knew he had been the arrogant one. He’d seen her in a play or two and her character never seemed genuine. For the longest time, he thought she was like that too, but now he knew better. She had loved Sienna and now Sienna was gone.

From what she had shared with him he realized she didn’t really have any family now.

She left the apartment with her confidence in check and an aloof expression on her striking features. “Thanks for escorting me. I think I can manage from here. You never were fond of my company.”

He flushed in shame at the words as he realized he did initially treat her like an ass when she had lived here. “That’s not true…” He scrambled lamely. “I thought we moved past that.”

She smirked as she brought up the one thing he really needed to assure her against, “How’s Cadance?”

“I wouldn’t know. We don’t talk much nowadays.” Shining Armor was still sour with her even though months had passed since she’d confessed her conversation with the mare.

“Shame. I remember you really ‘liking’ her.”

“Yeah… well she wasn’t who I thought she was.”

“That’s too bad.”

“Neither are you.” Was his bold reply as he took a step towards her.

She sighed. “Goodbye Shining Armor.”

“Chrystal… Stop it… Please.”

“What?” Was her impatient response.

“I didn’t pick her.” His eyes flashed a stormy grey as he thought of the confession Cadance presented to him some months ago. “She had no right to do what she did.”

“What...” The intense emotion gave her a thrill despite the heaviness of her thoughts.

“I just wanted you to know…” He gave a frustrated sigh before locking her in his tumult gaze. “That night…. I didn’t pick her. I wanted it to be you. I realized I wanted it to be you.”

*-3333-*

One the ways she was able to convince her boss to allow her time in Manehattan was setting up their final venue with her latest play in the city’s theatre’s house. Now here she was with her cast mates doing the last show of the season back at her old stomping grounds.

In addition to her circumstance of being here the whole thing was surreal, but that didn’t distract the actress. Seeing her youngest friend so devoid of life, despite her serene expression was heartbreaking. But tonight wasn’t the time to dwell- her ever-changing feelings didn’t belong here right now.

Jezebel was the story of a young mare who spent much of her life struggling and begging. Blessed with great beauty she traded her innocence for power and her life on the streets for a life of luxury. The play was based off the song “Jezebel” by the famous “Sade.”

Chrysalis’ character stared deeply into her vanity mirror tilting her head allowing teal tresses to fall over her shoulders. She traded her tight fitting dark robe for a dress of pristine ivory. She pulled her hair back into an exotic bun and faced the crowd with a faraway expression on her face. Puffing out her chest and taming her mane absently with her hooves, she whispered aloud. “Just like a princess.” And she did look like a princess, but the audience still shook their head, saddened over the price paid for such a delusion.

The stage set door opened and in walked her brother. He let his eyes rake over her body, lingering in shock. His expression darkened at the expensive dress and gold accessories. “Jezebel… How did you get that?”

Chrysalis turned to her brother with a dull expression on her face. She sauntered up to him as a coy expression blossomed on her face whispering in his ear on the way by. “Do you really want to know?” She was on her way out when her brother’s emotive voice stopped her asking her what she purposely chose not to consider.

“It was worth it…” Bright eyes cut to the floor. “If I reach for the top the sun is going to shine... You can’t blame me for my beauty,” her voice cracked ever so slightly. Finn turned to regard his sister with a look of loathing. Chrysalis’ character shook away the slim fingers of regret and squared her shoulders as her mind was already made up. “I want to get what’s mine.” And with that the dark colored mare exited the scene leaving behind a broken sibling, racked with guilt over the life his younger had chosen.

*-3333-*

Backstage, ponies were toasting it up and congratulating each other on a show well done as they went about cleaning themselves up and changing out of their costumes. The dressing rooms were decorated with flowers and trinkets from admirers.

Chrystal set amongst her cast mates with a jubilant expression on her face. It’d been a while since she’d performed in Manehattan. It seemed its denizens missed her more than she thought. The support and love she received was the way she had always hoped for but never believed it to happen. Everyone was on a cloud and the dark haired mare had no qualms about enjoying the fruits of their labor. Besides, there was liquor waiting for her back home.

“Chrystal!” One pony gushed. “You were fantastic tonight- enchanting- whatever!” Her grin split into a full-fledged smile. “You have to come back here! You have to!”

The other’s words hit her full on and only a fraction of her smile dulled. She was about to comment when somepony shoved her a glass of champagne.

“Oh! Thanks!”

“Well are you?”

“I don’-“

“Chrystal!” Somepony else called. The starlet blinked and turned as another co-worker handed her a telegram. There was question in her eyes as she went to open the envelope.

“Not here!” They urged. “Outside.” Chyrsalis’ brow furrowed and at the look on their face, she found herself following their advice.

“Excuse me,” she smiled tightly at her chattering cast mate.

Once outside the dressing room and in the less crowded hall, she opened the note and read its contents.

Green eyes filled with tears as the telegram fell to the floor.

“Chrystal?” Somepony peeked out the door. But Chrystal was gone.

*-3333-*

“Rarity? “ Shining Armor groaned with bleary eyes. It was 2 a.m. and he had a shift later in the day that made sleep a top priority. “What’re you doing here?”

Rarity had shown up at his door with a concerned expression on her features. Rain poured from the sky continuing to soak the already drenched mare.

“It’s Chrystal… I didn’t know who else to talk to! I’m sorry!”

Some of the sleep left him at the mention of the dark mare. “No it’s fine… what’s wrong?””

*-3333-*

"Imaga Black died today."

“The famous lawyer?” The Shining Armor and Chrysalis were sitting in the mare’s living room with nothing but the light from the windows to illuminate the dark space. Rain continued to pour as lightening flashed splitting the heavens and striking the earth. An empty bottled rolled around on the coffee table as the upset mare continued to stare at the morning’s paper.

She nodded with bleary eyes, sniffling. “She’s my mother.”

“That’s your mother?!”

She nodded her head.

“But your family is loaded… with both money and respect.”

“She wanted me to be a lawyer and I wanted to be an actress. Odonata Black is my sister… I went to school with both Luna and Celestia.”

“The Alicorn sisters running for the throne?” Every four years an election took place as the country’s royal families fought for the right to rule the land. The Alicorn sisters of Sol and Moon were one of, if not, the most prestigious families.

“Yea. That’s what my mother wanted for me. When she found out how serious I was about my acting, she refused to speak to me. So I dropped her name and she cut me off. ”

“Oh…” Even on his worst day, his family would never disown him. Shining Armor watched her expression change as she continued to speak.

“The last time we talked… She came to visit me for the first time in years when I was living in Las Pegasus. I was so upset and she ended up leaving. I accused her of never wanting me and I called her a self-righteous wench.” She choked back a sob as she dropped her head in shame. Her slender frame shook with grief as her heart burned with regret. “I remember feeling so justified in my treatment of her. Those were my last words to my mother.”

Shining Armor felt his heart sink for the young mare. He wasn’t sure about the status of her familial relationships, but he had known it was terse at best. “You… were angry when you said those things. You couldn’t have known that would be the last conversation you would have with her.”

She shook her head, resistant to his comforting words. “She was dying that’s why she came but I wouldn’t listen. The papers know more about her condition than I do.” She seethed.

“You can’t keep doing this to yourself…” He tried to appeal to her sense of professionalism. “You’ve worked so hard to get where you are.”

“I deserve it…” She maintained bitterly. “All I do is run… I ran away from my mother… Gods- Sienna… you…” He kissed the top of her head as he pulled her closer only to have her lean away and stare up at him with tearful eyes. “I used to send her tickets to my shows… and she never came! Not to one and I thought she hated me. That she was ashamed of me.”

“Don’t do that.” Shining Armor’s expression was deathly serious. “Being a victim doesn’t suit you,” Harlequin eyes widened at his reprimand.

She burst into tears overwhelmed and exhausted by her situation. He swallowed her shaking frame in a comforting embrace wordlessly encouraging her breakdown.

Hours later, the two lay silently in her king sized bed with his muscular frame shielding hers.

“You really meant what you said earlier,” She murmured half asleep.

He nuzzled her with tired eyes, he didn’t think he’d make it to work today. “Of course. You’re unlike anypony else I know and that’s not a bad thing. I couldn’t see your mother holding something like that against you.”

“But how do you know? How can you say that?”

“Because I know you. You’re… special… I’m sure your mother was aware of that.”

She exhaled with lidded eyes too exhausted to even consider his words. “Don’t leave…” she whispered instead.

“I won’t,” he promised as no more words were spoken.

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“So we’re meeting your sister?”

“Yes… There are things that need to be taken care of as far as my mother’s estate is concerned.” The mare had woken up to a telegram requesting her presence at a local hotel. It seemed her sister was in town wanting to settle some old family debts as well as dividing the matriarch’s estate. Chrysalis had not wanted to go alone.

“Oh… And you’re sure it’s okay for me to come? I mean it feels like I’m invading…” The two were on their way now.

“Nonsense. I trust you…” She stopped walking to look him in the eye. “I need you here with me,” She admitted shyly. “I don’t think I can do this alone anymore.” Eyes that usually held such confidence were tired and vulnerable.

The two stared at each other as her words hung in the air between them drawing them closer to the other. Shining Armor wanted to lean in and kiss her, and by the look of anxiousness on her coal colored features he could tell she wanted him to, too. But now was not the time or place.

“Okay,” He swallowed willing himself to be the friend she needed and not give into his more ardent desires. Chrysalis gave him a strained smile in response. “And you don’t have to be alone as long as I can help it.”

Her disappointment at not being kissed faded away as his words touched her heart. “Okay, let’s go.”

The two finally made it to the café of the hotel Chrysalis’ sister stayed in. He immediately picked the older sibling out of the crowd. The two favored greatly. It seemed aloofness ran in the family as the older held herself with a confidence that made him feel self-conscious.

“Chrysalis…” Odonata greeted in a voice that wasn’t as rich as her sister’s but was just as entrancing and unique as she stood to greet them. If she looked surprised by her sister’s plus one, she didn’t show it.

“Odonata.” Chrysalis returned as they kissed each other’s cheeks out of habit.

“You look well.” Odo observed.

“So do you.”

“This is my friend Shining Armor. I hope you don’t mind.”

“Of course not,” Odonata smiled genially at the stallion who returned a timid smile of his own. He sat between the two mares who were seated across from each other. The two favored, but where Chrysalis was all coquettish, there was a refined kind of strength to her sister’s build. She was a bit more masculine but her looks were as classical as ever. Her hair was a much darker hue of teal while her eyes were a clear cool turquoise.

“About the funeral, she didn’t want to interrupt your life with it. That’s why you weren’t invited.” Odonata said the words nonchalantly despite their cutting nature.

“Excuse me?” Came Chrysalis’ offended tone. “She was my mother, what do you mean she didn’t want to interrupt my life?”

Shining Armor just looked between the two hoping that the actress could keep her temper in check.

“Now she’s your mother?” Odo rolled her eyes. “That’s rich…” He could see that scathing observation ran in the family as well.

“Are you serious?”

“Chryssie, you cut us out your life… what were we supposed to think?”

“I cut her out?! She disowned me!”

“You dropped her name for heaven’s sake.”

Their voices rose with each reply and before long both ponies were leaning over the table glaring at the other. Shining Armor loudly cleared his throat prompting both parties to look at him with stony faces before ultimately ignoring him.

“Don’t play the hurt family card. If I meant that much to the two of you you could’ve at least tried to contact me!”

“She did! She sent you letter after letter and you never once wrote back! You’ve always been your own pony. If the great Chrystal Heart wants something, she goes out of her way to get it! You never did that with us. So we left you be! She thought you’d come around and forgive her but you wouldn’t! And when she finally took matters into her own hooves you turned her away! Yes she made a mistake, but you wouldn’t let her fix it!” Odonata couldn’t help but think how childish the two of them sounded to the wide-eyed stallion sitting between them. Her chest heaved lightly after she’d spoken her piece. It seemed after all these years, her sister still had a knack for getting under her skin.

“And what about you? You were supposed to be my big sister.”

“Chrystal...” Shining Armor warned her of a potential scene as well as well as trying to calm her behavior. He’d never seen her so wound up before. Chrystal’s response were usually calculated. Today it seemed she was swinging wild.

“I was… I am. Dammit Chryssie! We all made mistakes and I’m taking responsibility for my actions. But I’ll be damned if I shoulder all the blame. When you’re ready to meet me halfway, you know where you can find me.” Her sister stood tall as her voice shook with reproach. Odonata knew how her sister ticked and was no longer rising to the bait. “I’m sorry we hurt you, but I lost a mother too and the only thing I want now is my sister.”

*-3333-*

While the stallion had his own place, it seemed most of his time was spent at Chrystal’s place. As he quietly made his way from the guest room to the kitchen, he looked to the living room to the other sitting and staring at a medium-sized box on her coffee table.

“What is it?” He asked more curious than concerned as he grabbed himself a glass of orange juice.

The teal haired mare continued to stare at the package in front of her.

“My… my sister sent it. It came in the mail this morning.”

He swallowed as the words sunk in. The orange juice magically in his grasp remained suspended in the air. “Aren’t you going to open it?”

“I don’t know… After that fight that we had I’m not sure I want to.” She chuckled humorlessly.

“Your sister made some valid points.” She whipped a glare at him, which he was unfazed by. Shrugging he continued. “You all made mistakes, Chrystal… Maybe it’s time the two of you started looking forward. You’re all the other has now.”

She frowned. “What about you?”

“Me?”

“Do I have you?

“Of course. I don’t mind being your knight in shining armor.” He grinned after finally taking a big gulp of orange juice.

“Chrysalis…” He tilted his head in confusion as the name came from her mouth. “That’s my birth name. Chrysalis.”

He repeated the name tasting the melding of consonants and vowels. “Chrysalis… It suits you.”

She took a deep breath and reached for the package with shaky hooves.

When she finally opened it her heart broke all over again. The pictures, tickets and clippings…

It seemed her mother had kept track of her acting career after all.

*-3333-*

“So what’s the verdict?” He asked in regards to her and her sister.

She eyed him oddly as they continued down the street.

“Sorry,” He grinned sheepishly. “I had court this morning….”

She nodded with a grin. “Well, we’ve both decided to work on our relationship. She’s moving to Manehattan…” He was genuinely surprised. “And… so am I.” He stopped walking.

“What about your work in Las Pegasus?”

“What about it? I think this city could benefit from my charm.” Her expression was playful before she sobered. “And maybe we… maybe we could try again.” Her expression was uncharacteristically shy as she stood in front of him. “I thought that with all the time we’ve bee-“ before she could finish her statement he’d cut her off with a play of lips that contoured perfectly to her own.

The electricity that ran through her system was an interesting contrast to the light-headedness that made her swoon as she leaned into the stallion greatly accepting his affection. Slowly, the kiss drew to an end and Chrysalis felt her face flush as her mind struggled to concentrate after such an experience.

“I thought the stallion was supposed to ask…” He breathed in the space between them after they’d broken a part for air.

"O-okay," She stuttered with his logic. This wasn’t her first kiss, but man did it feel like it. He laughed as it was rare to see her so speechless.

He continued walking forcing her to keep up. "I'm leaving next week," he said seriously.

"Oh." Was that disappointment he heard, he thought with a smile. "Why?" She asked after a while.

"They've asked me to help out with a case."

She nodded and stared at him with a big grin of her own. "I'll be here waiting for you."

*-3333-*

Rarity,
You’ve been an amazing assistant and an even better friend to me. I know sometimes it may seem like I take you for granted, but I promise I see what you do for me. Enjoy this two week vacation- you’ve more than earned it!

Also, expect a raise when you’ve returned. You truly are the best at what you do and I am forever grateful for your talent.

-Chrystal

So far Mawaii had been amazing. Chrystal had really hooked her up this time putting her in a beautiful hotel with the perfect view of the beach. She even paid for her to bring along her most trusted friends and boyfriend.

Now if only Twilight could chill out…

“I can’t believe your boss is dating my brother?!”

“Honestly, Twilight your brother’s an adult and I think he’s capable of making his own decisions.”

“Like the decision he made to join the police force after he promised us he wouldn’t risk his life anymore?”

A sigh. Why oh why did she have to mention her boss’ name? “Look, the only thing Chrystal did was hand his application to the Chief of Police, your brother did everything else.”

“Why are you defending her?” Twilight exclaimed unbelieving.

“Why are you trying to tear her down?” Was Rarity’s amused reply.

“You complain about her every time I see you…” Twilight threw her hooves in the air before plopping back down in her lounge. “Even Spike says she’s scary!”

“Twilight who doesn’t complain about their boss?” The lavender colored mare opened her mouth. “And you don’t count.” Rarity deadpanned. “You worship yours. She’s ambitious, so what? You are too. Chrystal really isn’t that bad. You’re just upset that he’s with her instead of Cadance, who turned him down by the way.”

“Rarity…”

“Twilight…” The unicorn groaned in exasperation. “Let it go. I want to enjoy my vacation with my friends not plot against my boss. If I were you, I’d leave it alone before you do something you’ll regret. Besides she paid for everything- including you. Who looks a gift pony in the mouth?”

“Here you go, Rare.” Spike had returned with drinks in hand.

*-3333-*

“Sunstreaker, what are you doing?!” Rainbow Dash groaned as she watched one of her favorites drop down two places.

This year’s semi-final’s for the Sugar Bowl cup was hosted by the island of Mawaii. A former champion herself, it was no surprise to anypony that Rainbow Dash was going to be there. Racing had been a challenge the mare had accepted, conquered and moved on from. Despite her current job, she still had great love for the sport and there was no way she wasn’t going to attend and not bring her best friends along for the ride.

The group had frontline seats of the action and everypony had been enjoying themselves thus far.

“Rainbow Dash… did you know my brother and your ‘client’ are dating?”

Until now that is.

Rarity and Spike traded glances before rolling their eyes. Twilight could be such a meddler, the duo thought to themselves somewhat annoyed by their friend’s behavior.

“Let’s go find Applejack,” Rarity whispered to her beau.

“Yea…” The two stood and quietly slipped away confident that they’d find the store owner at the bar.

“Yea… yea… You can take him Sunstreaker!”Rainbow Dash screamed only half listening to the other mare. “Go supersonic! It’s one of the best things she could do for herself.”

“What do you mean?” Twilight leaned forward with wide eyes.

“Now that’s what I’m talking about!”

“Rainbow Dash!” Twilight groaned annoyed with the lack of attention to what she thought was a pressing matter.

The pegasus groaned in annoyance. “Image-wise, he can only make her look good. Manehattan likes their mares youthful and committed.” Maroon eyes never left the track. “Boring… Plus he’s a better look than those other guys she openly dated. It always ended horribly and publically… Especially that one time with that director who turned out to be a polygamist.” Rainbow Dash made a face at the thought of the arrogant stallion her client had dated earlier on.

“What?! So she’s using him?” Twilight shook her head. “Unbelievable…”

“Watch out, they’re trying to double team! I wish she’d go public with this one... Twilight? Where’d she- Holy cow!” She exclaimed to the pony beside her. “Did you see that?! Go Sunstreaker!”

If Chrystal thought she could get away with using her brother, she had another thing coming. If there was one thing Twilight Sparkle couldn't stand, it was a liar. She remembered when her brother initially told her how vain and arrogant the mare was. Twilight tried to give the mare the benefit of doubt but when her brother joined the city's police force at 'her' urging, she knew the other had way too much power over him.

As soon as they got back to the mainland Twilight would be sure to make the other sorry.

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Something told the fashionista today would be a horrible day. She attributed it to being her first day back to work after such an amazing vacation. It would take her a few days to get used to not waking up to the scent of the beach and the lull of the ocean. Of course today would pale in comparison, but when she stopped at her favorite magazine truck after getting a latte, she saw she was horribly mistaken.

Wasting no time, Rarity arrived to her boss’s office in record time to find said mare in a frenzy.

“’Manehattan Actress Plays Streetwalker after the Curtain Closes...’ ‘Chrystal Heart Manehattan’s Darker Daughter with Darker Intentions...’ ‘Jezebel Based On Actress’ Actual Childhood’- ‘Why Cadenza Is The Better Choice All Around?!’ Rarity!" The panic in her boss' voice made her wince.

“I’m sorry, Chrystal… They’re all over the newsstands.” Her wide eyes watched as the darker mare tried to comprehend what she was seeing.

“I can’t believe this is happening- ‘My Night with the Dark Siren of Las Pegasus’- I think I’m going to be sick.” Chrystal moaned.

*-3333-*

Ever since those horrible stories had started popping up, companies were hesitant to offer the actress any roles. It was like all the progress she’d made within the last year was now naught as no pony wanted to give her the time of day.

Five minutes into her latest meeting and she was already being blacklisted.

“In light of the rumors going around, we’re sorry but we can’t have your name associated with our production.” Said the playhouse manager as the director of the venue nodded.

“I can assure you those are just that, rumors.” Chrysalis defended confidently despite the unfairness of her situation.

“Be that as it may, Mrs. Heartily doesn’t do notoriety. I’m sorry, Chrystal, but you’re out.”

The two rose expectantly causing the other to mentally roll her eyes.

“Thank you for your time,” she muttered stalking towards the exit with no further acknowledgements.

*-3333-*

Chrysalis stood outside Blossom Park’s gates as so many emotions swirled around inside of her. She missed Sienna, she felt horrible still about her mother and now all this. She may be selfish and rude sometimes, but she was no one’s dirty secret.

Chrystal Heart had nothing to be ashamed about. If only the ponies here would believe that.

Her friends were doing their best in trying to cheer her up, but they had lives of their own, it wasn’t their job to babysit her.

She wished Shining Armor was back from his case, but it would be a week or two before he came back home. Had he seen or heard any of these things? She wondered. Would he leave her if he did?

She felt so alone.

With a deep sigh, she entered the park and wandered around for a bit as she waited for her sister.

“Chrystal Heart?” Came a female voice.

Chrysalis cautiously turned around to find herself staring at a purple mare with a determined expression on her young face. Who was she?

“Can I help you?” Was her even reply despite the wariness she felt.

“You certainly can.” The mare stated boldly. Chrysalis furrowed her brow in silent question. “Now that the world knows what kind of ‘Jezebel’ you really are, you can stay away from Shining Armor.”

Dark eyes slowly morphed into a fierce glare. “And just who do you think you are? And how do you know Shining Armor?”

“I’m his sister. And as his Little Sister Best Friend Forever, it’s my job to protect him from trash like you!”

Dark features flushed in a terrible mix of anger and embarrassment.

Trash?! Who did this uppity unicorn think she was talking to? Chrysalis mentally seethed. She opened her mouth to tell her off when a horrible idea flashed through her mind. “Pro…tect him?”

“That’s right! By exposing the truth, you’ve lost all credibility!” The smugness of the mare that stared her down in open challenge was enough to make her horn spark in desperate want of violence.

“You did this!” Righteous fury faltered with hurt. “Why?! Do you know what you’ve done?”

“Saved my brother from a leech like you?”

“You stupid girl! You slandered my name and ruined my career because you were upset that Shining Armor was my coltfriend?” She took a faltering step forward.

“It’s not slander if it’s the truth. I know you’re using my brother to boost your career and make the public’s good graces. Rainbow Dash told me everything!”

Before Chrystal knew it, she’d stalked across the distance between them with one thought on her mind. The fuming mare raised a hoof ready to strike her. Indigo eyes widened as Twilight’s bravado shrunk away in the face of violence. Bright eyes shone with white-hot loathing as the older mare’s body shook with ire. Just as Chrysalis was about to shoot rockets to her face another pony intervened. “Don’t Chryssie…. She’s not worth the criminal charge.”

“Odo?” She stuttered.

“It won’t look good for you at this point…”

“And who are you?” Twilight stuttered out feeling relieved.

“Her lawyer. You won’t get away with this Twilight Sparkle. As a matter fact, I’m going to make sure Ms. Heart sues you for everything you’re worth.”

Twilight watched as the older mare drug the younger away. Her indigo eyes followed the duo as a pang of regret hit her head on. She was expecting for the other to be upset and to spit curses, but she wasn’t expecting was the look of pure hurt that flashed on the other mare’s face. She looked genuinely upset.

At first she had felt good about what she’d done. Now she wasn’t so sure.

*-3333-*

Fluttershy sat back and listened as her friend told her what she'd done and how the other had reacted. Twilight Sparkle was one of the nicest ponies she knew, but she was also stubborn to a fault. A fact that her newest mishap had only proved. Spectacularly, at that.

Naturally an empathetic and compassionate pony, no one batted an eye when Fluttershy had taken up psychiatry as a profession. It made absolute sense as the shy and timid mare was one of the best listeners around. She understood ponies in a way that didn’t require words. A feat that was constantly proved by her uncanny ability of taking care of woodland creatures. Again, no surprise as everyone knew her true passion was the happiness and well-being of animals. So with that being stated, none of her friends were surprised when the pegasus pursued her license as a veterinarian. Now officially recognized as both a shrink and a vet, Fluttershy gladly divided her time in the city as a mental health provider and the other half back in her hometown as the local expert on woodland creatures.

Normally the peace loving mare was the epitome of neutrality, but today was a bit of a struggle. Before she could respond, her door burst open to reveal a steaming Rainbow Dash and a solemn looking Rarity.

"You just couldn't leave well enough alone, could you?" The Rainbow haired pegasus exploded as she stomped forward.

Twilight’s eyes shot wide open, as her hooves flew up in a placatory manner. "Dash I-"

"Save it! Not only was it jacked up what you did, but do you not care that I could lose my job for this little stunt you pulled?" Rainbow Dash stared daggers at the mare she considered her friend.

"She's right Twilight." Rarity nodded with a serious expression on her face as she flanked the former circuit racer. "Chrystal was devastated."

"I was trying to protect my brother!" Twilight defended.

"Your brother's a grown ass stallion! He does not need your protecting. If Chrystal was shit I'd be the first to tell you. You know this, so what I don't understand is why you'd take it to papers of all places? This goes beyond 'protecting,' what you did was fucked up... "

Twilight winced as her friends came down on her. "I'm sorry..." Her ears flattened against her skull as she dropped her head. "I-"

Fluttershy took pity on her friend despite the rotten thing she'd done. "Twilight is obviously sorry about what she's done. Berating her like this isn't going to fix anything."

Rainbow Dash grunted as she folded her arms across her chest. "You're an idiot Twilight. You're still one of my best friends but I'm too upset to talk to you without ‘berating’ you so I'm leaving."

"Me too." Rarity sighed. "The leaving part, anyway. I'm going to check on Chrystal."

"Aren't you going to leave too?" Twilight sniffled as the other two left as quickly as they came.

"No, Twilight. I know you've seen the error of your ways. The question now is how can you make it right? Besides, this is my house."

"I don't know how,” Twilight admitted pathetically. “I didn't tell them to write all that stuff Fluttershy. I never called her a streetwalker or any of those things that they said in the paper. I just told them what Dash told me and that she was a manipulator."

"The media likes to exaggerate.” Fluttery shrugged with a comforting smile on her face. “You know that. Today she's Jezebel next week she'll be Mother Theresa. You'll figure it out Twilight, you always do."

The youngest Sparkle sighed as she realized she had her work cut out for her. “I guess I should go.” She said trudging towards the door.

“Goodnight Twilight,” Was Fluttershy’s soft farewell. “You’ll make this right, I’m sure of it.”

The unicorn managed a timid smile of her own as she turned to properly say goodbye as well. “Thanks.”

After Twilight had left her friend’s home, she wandered around the city until her hooves took her to where she remembered Cadance Mi Amore lived.

Figuring what the heck, she knocked on the mare's door and waited to be received.

The solid oak door opened to reveal the beautiful mare.

"Twilight?"

"Cadance."

"What're you doing here?"

"I'm not really sure... Uh... can I come in?"

"Of course. Of course." The two went inside to take seats in Cadance’s parlor.

"I messed up, Cadance. I messed up bad."

The cerise colored mare listened carefully to the story only interrupting once or twice for clarification. "What're you going to do?" She asked after her friend had finished.

"I don't know if there's anything I can do..."

"I thought those stories were a bit odd." She looked thoughtful. "No such thing as bad publicity, but I have a couple of interviews coming up and I could always drop some positive input about Chrystal. I don't know how much it'll help though."

Twilight smiled at her friend appreciative of her efforts. "Thanks Cadance." Cadance beamed in return making the other ask her something that she'd been burning to ask. "How come you never picked things back up with my brother?"

"Twilight," the mare sighed. "It's complicated."

"Cadance..."

"Okay so not really... but... Promise not to laugh?"

Twilight nodded genuinely wanting to know. "Being with your brother was wonderful when I was younger... but it was also very safe... and, forgive me, but boring. I want more than that. Life is too short. I want passion and whirlwind adventure. I don't want to be coddled or kept in some gilded cage. I want rendezvouses in Prance, weekend getaways to Germaney and so much more. I never want to know what's going to happen next- Does that make any sense to you?"

"You want to have an affair?!"

"No, Twilight." Laughed the mare. "I want excitement. Your brother likes to be needed and I'm over that. I don't need the stability he seems so intent on me having. But! Other mares do..." She gave a mysterious smile. "He really is a great catch. Just not for me."

Twilight nodded, somewhat understanding her old babysitter’s side of things.

“Speaking of excitement,” Cadance chattered, “I hear ‘Frivolously Pink’ will be doing a show here in a couple days.”

“Yea Pinkie Pie is just as crazy as you remember.” Was Twilight’s absent reply.

Cadance giggled, “Maybe but her interviews are always the beezneez! She’s so funny-”

And that was when Twilight’s brain hatched an idea.

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Pinkie Pie may have been a small town girl at one point of time in her life, but not anymore. The sweetheart pony was all grown up now travelling the world and making ponies laugh. Her show was much like her personality. Wild and warm with lots of pink.

Pinkie Pie smiled conspiratorially as she welcomed her guest to Frivolously Pink.

At first Chrysalis had been hesitant to trust anything from Twilight Sparkle. After all how did she know this wasn’t another ploy to hurt her? But after talking to her sister, her manager and assistant, they’d all convinced her that Pinkie Pie wasn’t that kind of pony and that this was a good idea. Even she had to admit that Pinkie Pie could do no wrong in public’s eye and her interviews were some of the most entertaining.

So after swallowing her pride and hurt, she asked Twilight what to do. A week later, she found herself sitting in front of studio audience trying to play the part of an unconcerned actress. She swallowed as her interview began.

“Chrystal Heart… the mare everypony has been gossiping about is today’s special guest, folks. Whether it’s her exotic looks, nontraditional roles or rumored affairs,” Pinkie wriggled her eyebrows suggestively. “This starlet has had her share of spotlight.”

Despite her anxiousness, Chrysalis gave her trademark smirk at Pinkie Pie’s introduction

“For those of you who don’t know Chrystal Heart was a heavy player on the Manehattan scene until she found a more comfortable niche in Las Pegasus. She’s played in productions such as Snow White, The Snow Queen, The Mare from the Crystal City, and most recently, the salaciously gritty Jezebel.”

The audience cheered.

“So Chrystal,” she purred excitedly, “You’ve been getting a lot of publicity lately?”

“Yes I have…”

“And in showbiz there’s no such thing as bad publicity.”

The two laughed. “Normally I would agree, but I have to say that what’s been out lately has been a bit much even for me.”

“They say fortune favors the bold but do you think your choice of roles might have anything to do with some of the notoriety you’ve been receiving?”

“I’ll admit that the roles I like are a lot less traditional. But I’ve never been a traditional mare. When I started here the kinds of role I went after were pageant-like princess types and every time I fell short because my performances were lacking. It wasn’t until I went to Prance for a production company that a good friend told me maybe romanticized mares of youth weren’t for me. But with that being said, just because I play bad girls or femme fatales it doesn’t make me a manipulator. Those are just roles I play and I’d like to think that the public would recognize that.”

“And play them you do! It’s so easy to root against your characters because there is an edge you bring to them that just livens up the show. But it seem s since you moved to Las Pegasus your roles have gained more depth.”

“And they have, before it was because it seemed it was all I could get, but now the ladies I portray are more than just wicked because that’s what’s expected of the archetype. They’re jagged because they’ve been broken and they only had themselves to count on. Does it make them cold? Yes. Indulgent? Most definitely. But are they evil? “

“The million dollar question it seems… But let’s get down to the real nitty gritty. Ex. boyfriends.” Pinkie Pie wriggled her eyebrows suggestively as a sly expression hatched onto her girlish features. The crowd ooo’ed as a couple of wolf whistles filtered through.

“Oh! I have something for you!” Chrysalis signaled a producer who brought to her a pink gift bag. Pinkie Pie’s blue eyes twinkled in pleasant surprise. As the darker mare received the bag and walked it over to her.

“For me?!” She gushed brightly accepting the gift with barely controlled zeal. “Chrystal, you shouldn’t have!”

Chrystal turned to the audience with a big grin on her face. “When she first contacted me about this interview, her exacts words were: Okay, bring me a soda a snickers and all the photos of your ex-boyfriends!**” The pink pony tore open the bag squealing at the items inside.

“OMG! She did!” Showcasing the items. She quickly popped open the soda to take a swig. “Strawberry!” She moaned setting it down and then tearing into the snickers bar. “Chrystal...” she munched and swallowed. “Best gift of the day!” Everyone laughed and cheered as the pink pony’s trademark cannon sounded raining chocolate kisses and confetti.

Chrysalis eyed the host with a look of puzzled amusement as brightly colored pieces of paper swirled around the studio room. Pinkie Pie was strange, but she was definitely interesting.

After everypony calmed down, the vibrant host continued her interview. “Chocolate bliss attained!” She intoned with a smile and closed eyes. “Now!” Baby blues popped open. “Onto these ex-boyfriends.” She pulled out the pictures waving them around before zeroing in on her guest. The lights dimmed as a bright spotlight shined down on Chrysalis.

“Chrystal Heart you’re in trouble.” Pinkie Pie’s whole demeanor turned grave making Chrysalis stiffen in alarm. “J/k… j/k!” Pinkie Pie laughed waving a hoof. Her audience shook their heads with grins used to the mare’s antics. The lights came back on and the spot light faded. “Seriously though, let’s talk colts!” She looked through the three pictures with appraising eyes. “Not bad, not bad. Let’s start with this one- Regal Royale… Tell us about him!” She turned the picture of the smarmy director to the audience.

Chrysalis shook her head before rolling her eyes. “Not much to tell,” She huffed hooving her mane with a look of disdain.

“Don’t be that way!” Pinkie playfully swiped at the air. “For those of you who don’t know Royale is a big time Manehattan director.” Pinkie Pie said to the audience before turning back to her guest with a grin. “We want deets!”

Regal Royale was a chestnut colored pony with a white blanket on his hips. Charming and arrogant, Regal was the type to spit a good game, but ultimately only cared about himself. A lesson Chrystal found out the hard way. All that glitters was most definitely not gold. “I started noticing Regal at the tail end of Snow White, but we didn’t get together till after my contract was up. He was so confident and at the time I didn’t know any better. It ended after I found out how in-love he was with himself and the other three mares he was dating at the time.”

“Oooo…” Pinkie Pie’s face twisted with shock and sympathy causing the audience to boo the picture of the director. “What a louse! But! I’m sure the next colt more than makes up for it. So tell us about the devilishly sexy, Brazen Fuego.” Pinkie Pie drooled at the hunk of pony on the paper before showcasing it to the audience with both hooves!

Brazen was a golden colored stallion with dark socks, face and mane.

“While I did talk to Regal because of his prestige, Brazen was like playing with fire.” Harlequin eyes brightened as Chrysalis thought back to the crazy relationship she had with the stallion. “He was exciting and aggressive. At the time I found him utterly irresistible.”

“Sounds yummy…” The pink pony stated dreamily.

“He played hard and with a nickname like the Brazen Bronco, a girl could hope to expect nothing less.”

“So what happened?”

“At the time Brazen was at the top of his racing career so ‘no’ wasn’t a word he used to hearing. Ponies bent over backwards to accommodate him and you know what that does to a colt.” Was the actress’ dry critique.

“Do I,” Pinkie Pie rolled her eyes in agreement.

“We dated for a few months, but I broke up with him after realizing he really was addicted to the fast life in ways I wasn’t comfortable. I guess he was too much to handle.”

Pinkie Pie frowned. “It’s always the sexy ones…” She griped before finally showcasing the third picture. “Now! Who is this serious looking gent?” She tried her best to imitate the stallion in the picture by pursing lips and furrowing her brow. “So… serious…” She muttered.

Chrystal just chuckled at the Frivolously Pink’s host. She stared at the picture of her ex with a serene expression on her face. Yuri Palomino was a blue roan with soft grey eyes.

“It seemed you were very sweet on him.” Pinkie Pie gushed causing the audience to ‘awww’ in sync.

“Not at first.” Chrysalis chuckled. “Yuri was a play critic that I met the first time I left Manehattan for Prance. He critiqued a play I was in and ripped my performance to shreds! Like I’d had critics badmouth me before, but Yuri made me want to me quit acting. So after my shock turned to anger I met up with him and demanded to know why he felt so strongly. He told me what I told you earlier.”

“And…”

“At first I was furious but there was something about Yuri that I couldn’t stay too mad at. So we met up again... and again… and next thing I know we’re hitting a yearlong anniversary.”

“And there was no biasness in his work?”

“I wish,” she huffed crossing her forelegs across her chest. “Yuri had a soft heart, but an honest tongue dipped in acid. If he sent me flowers after a show, I knew he had something bad to say. A flower for every critique. And I remember getting lots of bouquets!”

“That’s… twisted…” Despite a furrowed brow, Pinkie Pie was sporting a crooked grin. “How did you know you were good if flowers were bad?”

“If he wanted me home immediately afterwards, I knew it was ‘superb’ and that he was looking to reward me with his ‘undivided attention.’” Chrysalis placed her hooves behind her head and leaned back with a smug expression on her face.

“What does that mean?” The pink pony leaned forward as if wanting to be in on a secret.

“I think you know…”

Pinkie Pie gave her a questioning look.

To which Chrystal pursed her lips with a look of her own.

Blue eyes narrowed.

Chrystal grinned.

“No way…”

“C’mon!” She mock whined rolling her eyes. “It’s exactly what you’re thinking!”

“Ho, ho, ho…” She chortled. “You naughty, naughty mare!”

“I don’t care much for apples, but his fritters were to die for! I mean it should be crime that something so unhealthy should be so delicious!”

“What happened?” Eyes were wide as the host's features reflected their eagerness.

“He said he cared me but we weren’t meant to be.” Was the unicorn’s serene reply. “I guess I had too much to prove at the time.”

“Awww...” Blue eyes watered at the tale as Pinkie’s bottom lip trembled. The audience ‘awww’d at the story and their beloved host.

“At the time it was, but he’s now happily married to a mare who doesn’t demand every second of his attention. And I’m happier with where I am as well.”

Pinky Pie sniffled. “Still, that’s a sad ending!” Chrysalis laughed as she shrugged. The pony immediately sobered. “Well! Not to sound… rude… I’m surprised there are only three pictures here. I mean you’re a beautiful mare why so few coltfriends?”

“There were some dates here and there but I never really had time, and these three were the most serious. They all helped mold me into the mare I am now in some ways. I learned about boundaries, self-respect, and how to genuinely care for another.”

“So where do you think these rumors came from?”

She could pay Twilight back right here and now, but she wouldn’t hurt Shining Armor like that. Plus as much as she hated to give the mare any credit, she knew Twilight hadn’t meant for this to go this far. “I’m not sure but I hope ponies realize that they have no merit. I’m sure whoever started them didn’t realize it’d take a life of its own like this."

“Me too… Uh-oh! We’re almost out of time folks, but last question: Is there a leading colt in your life now?”

Chrysalis tilted her head as a thoughtful air overcame her features. She hadn’t talked to Shining Armor since this whole thing went down. She didn’t know what to make of the status of her relationship with him. “Well-“

“She does.” Everypony turned to where a member of the audience stood shedding a coat, hat, and fake mustache. Chrysalis’ eyes widened as the disguised pony was revealed to be Shining Armor. “And he doesn’t care what any pony has to say about it. He trusts her with his heart and he wants to be with her if she’ll let him. He’s sorry he wasn’t here to protect her from all this and he hopes she can forgive him.”

“And who are you?” Pinkie Pie asked not sure what to make of what was going on.

“Just a nobody.” The stallion grinned as his attention rested on the dark colored mare onstage.

“No…” Chrysalis returned his smile. “He’s… he’s my coltfriend. Pinkie Pie meet Shining Armor.”

**Intro from Summer Camp’s ‘Probably Right’

Chapter 12

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“Hey Armor,” a fellow police pony called. “You got a guest up front waiting for you.”

Shining Armor nodded in acknowledgement as he went about squaring away his desk. Two minutes later he was on his way out the door. When he finally exited the police station he took in the lone figure of an embarrassed looking Twilight.

“Hey,” she greeted with a tight smile.

The older sibling groaned before rolling his eyes and proceeded to walk right by her.

“How many times do I have to apologize?” Twilight whined as Shining Armor continued to ignore her. “I said I was sorry!” She awkwardly fell into step with the annoyed stallion.

“That’s not the point Twilight.” The eldest stated with a scowl on his face. “You really hurt her when you said those things.”

“With all due respect I don’t even ‘know’ her!” Her face scrunched into disbelief at his defense of the other.

“Which makes it worse!” He exclaimed, pausing only to showcase a bewildered expression that said ‘are you crazy.’ “I can’t believe you! What you did was not only childish and irresponsible, but it was completely uncalled for!”

“What was I supposed to do?!” Twilight cried out feeling annoyed herself. “I don’t hear from you in weeks, and then when I do it’s to tell our family that you’re doing something you promised you’d never do again! What did you think would happen?”

“Certainly not for my sister to badmouth the mare I’m in-love with to the local paper of all places.”

Twilight halted in mid thought. ‘Wait. What?’ Her brain short circuited. “You love her?“ She sounded so offended that Shining Armor chose to roll his eyes instead of responding. An action that coupled with his previous statement only seemed to incite more antagonism from his beloved sister. “You barely even know her! She’s got you fooled, I know it. You’ve never gone against our family like this before.”

“ She’s not some villainess mind controlling me to want her. This isn’t some weird Saturday morning cartoon. I’m a policepony because ‘I’ want to be. She gains absolutely nothing from it. In fact it keeps me away from her sometimes. I’ve waited for a while to make things right with Chrystal. These past few weeks have been hard enough for her and then ’you’ happen in the worst possible way!”

“Hey!”

“I love you Twilight. More than anything. You’re my only sister, my best friend forever, but I won’t stand for even you hurting her the way you did. Do you understand?”

“What are you saying? You want me to leave?”

Shining Armor shook his head ‘no.’ “I’m saying, I love you and I want to be able to share all my brightest news with you.”

“You can!” Twilight argued with glassy eyes.

“And I can’t do that if you can’t accept and support my decisions. You don’t have to like them. It’d be silly for me to expect you to. I just need to know that I can come to you no matter what and you’ll still be there for me.”

“Okay…” She croaked choosing to concede for the moment.

“Do you mean it?”

She nodded with a grimace. She still didn’t like any of this, but it wasn’t worth her brother’s anger.

“Then I forgive you.” He yanked her into his side in a one-armed hug. Twilight looked up at him to see him staring back with a soft smile she grudgingly returned. “What’re you doing here anyway?” He asked all of a sudden.

“Friendship is magic apparently, ponies are really starting to respond to Celestia’s campaign. I’m here to help organize-“

The stallion promptly tuned out confident his sister would leave well-enough alone at least for now.

*-3333-*

It took a few months but, much to everypony's relief, Twilight's idea pulled through as the public's opinion swayed in Chrysalis' favor. It also helped that Rainbow Dash was a genius when it came to publicity and image control. With a few key events and charitable appearances thrown in for good measures the roles were starting to come in again. Even Cadance had pitched in with positive remarks in her interviews.

Despite Twilight’s help, she was still distrustful of the younger mare. A sentiment that Twilight obviously shared as both kept their distance from the other.

Her relationship with her formerly estranged sister was getting better and better and Shining Armor had moved in with her as the two settled into a life that was pleasantly domesticated.

So much was changing and the Canterlot-borne actress was happier than she'd ever been. She had true friends, a job she loved and a stallion that was everything she wanted.

Life was good.

That night she planned a grand supper for her colt-friend. Jedzia came over with her daughter in tow to help her cook.

Chrysalis was supposed to help, but she ended up watching as her best friend whisked around her kitchen while her daughter mimicked her actions. "Help me with the sauce Zendaya?" The little filly sprang into action making the other smile at the interaction.

"Kirai will be stopping by next week if you wanna grab lunch," Jedzia offered as she took a small break in her movements.

"Sounds good," Chrysalis said absently as she watched Zendaya with a soft smile.

Jedzia couldn't help but snicker. She'd never thought of her friend as maternal or domestic, but here she was looking to be both.

It seemed that somepony was in want of a family.

*-3333-*

The dinner she planned for herself and Shining Armor was supposed to be a joyous affair. Jedzia cooked so she knew the meal was flawless, Rarity setup the dining room so presentation was a plus as well. She’d even donned a new dress and tried a new hairstyle, not that Shining Armor was vain, but change could be interesting.

Despite all these things her colt-friend seemed not to notice as he sat opposite of her with a dark expression on his face. She watched him with a mix of agitation and concern. She talked about Jedzia and Zendaya and how they’d spent the afternoon together. The more she prattled, the more tense Shining Armor became. She was about to ask him if he was alright when the stallion abruptly stood and excused himself from the table. Moments later she heard the front door slam causing her to jump.

“What just happened?” She vocalized to herself with a bewildered expression on her face.

It took a few hours for him to come back home, but when he did she wasted no time jumping in his face.

“What’s going on with you?” She demanded feeling both upset and concerned. She’d never seen him so detached before. “You’ve been weird all day and then you just leave without a word!”

“I want a family, Chryssie…”

“What?” She’d prepared herself for a fight, but this was the last thing she expected. Chrysalis took a step back as she stared up at him with a furrowed brow. “Shining?” Her voice much more subdued.

Cerulean eyes darkened as a he thought back on the scene he’d left hours ago. “A filly died tonight…” He breathed haggardly. Chrysalis’s chest constricted in a painful pulse of muscle as the news cut her deeply. While she wouldn’t describe herself as maternal she had a soft spot for foals. That’s why he was so tense, she thought wishing he’d told her earlier. Hearing about Zendaya must’ve taken him back to the scene of a crime. “All I could think about was her family. They probably thought they had all the time in the world. She hadn’t even got a chance at life yet.” Chrysalis blinked as she thought of Sienna. She had been young too.

Storm cloud eyes locked on her. “I don’t want that to happen to us.” He towered over her as he advanced on her with a serious expression on his scarred face. “I want a life with you,” Shining Armor murmured the words in her ear before pressing feather-light kisses down the curve of her jaw. Chrysalis closed her eyes trembling when his lips brushed over hers. “A little girl…” He smiled absently against her lips. “With your attitude.” He kissed her softly on the mouth before engaging her in a deeper caress of lips. “Somewhere that isn’t this soulless city… Tell me you don’t think about us having that.” Chrysalis absently murmured his name as he painted a picture perfect family for the two of them.

Gemma… she’d always liked that name.

A little filly. Their filly. She could see them at her shows waving and smiling in the crowd, or at an important promotion at Shining Armor’s station. Her filly cheering for her father…

“Marry me?”

Harlequin eyes snapped open besieged by shimmering orbs of cerulean as she leaned back to read her coltfriend. His snow white features were unwavering as longing and urgency stained his visage.

Her family.

Her husband.

“With my ‘charm’ she’d have to have your coloring…” She grinned up at him with a shyness that was uncharacteristic of her nature. Without another word he fused their lips together in a kiss that tattooed its mark upon her heart.

It was nothing short of bliss this melding of lips.

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Being an actress was tough.

It was such a critical job. Everything about a pony was on display for the public to judge. Their body, their voice, their demeanor- everything was up for the entertainment of ponies who didn’t really know or care about the artist as an individual. Ponies passed their judgements for the most frivolous of reasons and as a starlet all one could do was smile and try to appeal to them in whatever way they could.

Chrysalis liked attention but she hated preening.

There was so much of her life that she couldn’t keep private, that when she could hold onto something she held it with a vice-grip. Her marrying Shining Armor would be one of these things.

In a small church on the outskirts of the city, the mare sat at a plain bathroom vanity as she tried her best to style her hair with limited supplies. Chrysalis studied her features in the mirror deciding against makeup. The only embellishment she had allowed was a simple white cotton dress that snugly fit her slim physique.

Never in a million years did she see herself tying the knot. Not that there was anything wrong with a pony that wanted to commit such an act, but not only was she getting married, but she was marrying for love instead of convenience. She didn't recall much of her sire, but from what she could, she didn't think her mother loved him. Having a family with a history like hers didn't prepare you for things like this.

She could feel her face heat up as she thought over the whole thing. In an hour or two she’d be a married mare. A thought that not only made her grin, but it also made her giggle, a sound that embarrassed and thrilled her all at once. Fillies giggled and yet Chrysalis could not help herself. She was entwining her life with one of the most loyal and loving stallions the world had to offer.

Shining Armor would be hers in every way that mattered, and she would be his. Her smile grew and grew until her eyes locked with the mirror’s image of an old friend she hadn’t spoken to in a while.

“Chrystal…” Came the soft voice of Cadenza Mi Amore.

“Cadance.” She acknowledged as an uncomfortable air draped itself over the room. There was no way she could miss the other mare’s hopeful eyes and expression, but still the bride was on edge.

“You look beautiful.” The other mare’s face held a tender smile as she spoke genuinely to her old friend. “May I?” She pressed gesturing at teal hair.

Chrysalis nodded cautiously accepting of the other’s geniality. What on earth was Cadance doing here? But more importantly, what could she possibly have to say? How had she found out?

“Twilight told me.” Was Cadance's nervous reply as she moved her hooves through soft tresses. “And no I’m not here to cause problems.” She assured. “It’s been a while since we talked mare-to-mare.”

Chrysalis narrowed her eyes as she felt her heckles rise. She glared at other through the mirror. “If you think-“

“No! Please let me finish.” Cadance rushed ahead apologetically. Stilling her hooves, she peaked around delicate shoulders to look at Chrysalis with bright determined eyes. “I‘m sorry about what happened between us that night. You don’t know how much I regret opening my mouth.” Cadance was serious as her face took a more somber expression and her gaze faltered. “It’s just Shining Armor was my first love, my first everything… Despite us no longer being together there’s still a soft spot in my heart for him. I guess that’ll never go away, but I’ve spent a lot of time with you as well.” She perked back up as a smile blossomed on her face. She spoke with firmness and yet her tone held so much kindness and pride. “You’re a wonderful mare and I’m glad he chose you to spend the rest of his life with. I know you’ll love him and take care of him. He deserves it… And so do you. You don’t have to be strong all the time and I’m glad you found him to lean on. He won’t ever let you down.”

Chrysalis could feel her face flush as she blinked, overwhelmed and completely disarmed by the other’s sincerity. She wanted to be suspicious of the mare, but how could she when she said things like that? She could feel delicate hooves move through her mane, before firm brushstrokes began.

“Cadance… I… thank you.” She managed almost breathlessly.

The mare of love smiled warmly as she worked on brushing Chrysalis’ hair. A comfortable silence settled over the two as both relaxed. All was well until another pony entered the small powder room.

“Chryssie, you need help getting ready?” The elder Black paused in the doorway to take in the scene. She and her sister were a lot closer nowadays, so she knew all about Chrysalis’ arch nemesis. So why were the two seeming to actual enjoy the other’s presence? She rose a brow, but despite knowing what she knew, she still kept her cool waiting to pounce at the smallest hint of discomfort.

“Odo!“ Chrysalis beeped feeling like a child caught stealing cookies.

“Chrysalis… Cadenza.”

“Hello,” Cadance chuckled nervously in greeting. “I should probably get going, anyway.” She spoke to Chrystal now. “I just wanted to congratulate you beforehand.”

“Please, stay?” Chrysalis interjected sounding oddly hopeful.

“I’ll be outside with everyone else.” Cadance excused herself as Odonata took her place behind her sister who still sat staring wide-eyed in the vanity mirror.

“What was that about?” Odonata asked as picked up the brush and continued brushing her sister’s hair until it shone in the light.

“Cadance?” Her sister deadpanned as if to say ‘who else.’ “She… She was just congratulating me.”

Odonata hummed in acceptance.

An hour later, Chrysalis stood in front of her husband to be with a shy smile on her coal features. Her sister, Twilight, Rarity, Jedzia and Cadance served as witnesses to her union on this special day.

Shining Armor couldn’t help the goofy smile that graced his face. Chrysalis stood before him in a simple white dress. A single white rose graced her mane as it was secured in loose waves. She looked so innocent and yet her sensuality shone through prompting all kinds of desirous thoughts in his mind.

This mare was offering herself to him in a way that swore forever. She would have his heart, take his name and bear his children. Despite the plainness of the church and the simplicity of the ceremony, the two only had eyes for each other, repeating the words of the soft spoken official.

“I, Shining Armor Sparkle take Chrysalis Black, for my lawful wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and health, until death do us part."

“I, Chrysalis Black take Shining Armor Sparkle, for my lawful husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and health, until death do us part."

“I now declare you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride.”

The two grinned at each other before leaning in and meeting in a kiss.

Seconds later the two broke apart and were smothered with congratulations as their friends and family fell in on them offering well wishes and support. The only pony who offered empty words was Twilight Sparkle. As much as she wanted to be happy for her brother she couldn’t shake away her jealousy. Shining Armor had a new favorite girl now and the thought crushed her.

“Now what?” Chrysalis grinned at her husband delirious that she call him that.

“Now I introduce you to my parents.”

Silence.

“Your… parents?” She repeated.

“Are you serious?” Odonata groaned quietly with a shake of her head. Rarity hoof-faced as Jedzia stifled a snicker. “His parents don’t know?!”

“Mom’s going to kill him.” Twilight muttered to Cadance as the two showcased uncomfortable smiles.

“Yeah,” The stallion tried to assure. “They’re going to love you.”

*-3333-*

“Mom, Dad… We’re here!” The trio stood outside the Sparkle home in Canterlot. Shining Armor smiled as he turned to reassure his sister and wife. Neither were fans of this gathering. For once the two mares were in agreeance. Shining Armor was an oaf.

The trio steeled themselves for a greeting as movement from the other side alerted them to a pony’s approach.

The door opened to reveal an older mare with a light pink coat and a magnificent white mane. Her indigo eyes widened in pleasant surprise before confusion took over as she noticed a third pony.

“Shining, Twilight- Oh! And…. Who is this?” Skylight Sparkle faltered at the sight of Chrysalis who stood with an awkward smile on her face.

“Hi.” Was her nervous greeting.

“Meet my wife, Chrysalis Black.” Shining Armor plowed ahead despite everyone’s discomfort.

Twilight looked sick as she rushed inside as discreetly as possible. “Daddy!” She moaned.

“W-wife?” Skylight repeated quietly with a dazed expression on her features.

“It’s nice to finally meet you,” Chrysalis offered, cursing Shining Armor for such an awkward meeting.

“Astral!” Skylight yelled. “Astral get out here, please!”

“What is it? Are the kids- Oh! And who is this?” The patriarch was clearly confused. A pale dusty blue colored stallion with a white cropped mane and mustache stared back at the mare. His sky blue eyes shone with question.

“It’s Shining’s wife. Our son’s gotten himself married.” She blinked furiously as she spoke to her husband with a strained smile.

“Oh… Well… please, come inside.”

The group shuffled inside each couple whispering furiously amongst themselves.

“What the heck?!”

“Your son is something else… Honestly a surprise daughter-in-law! I didn't know he was seeing someone...”

“He’s your son too!”

“This is a horrible idea! They hate me!”

“That’s not true! Give them a chance!”

“To poison me?!”

Shining Armor rolled his eyes. "Just relax..."

“Follow us to the dining room, please! Dinner’s just about ready!” Skylight turned to inform the newlyweds as she led them to the table.

After everyone took a seat, Twilight and her mother took to serving plates. At first no one dared look at the other as they ate in silence. It wasn’t till the silence became unbearable that the patriarch of the family finally decided to break the ice.

“So… Chrysalis… please… tell us about yourself?”

“Well my family originated from the Badlands before the great migration brought them to Equestria. The Black herd has lived here for quite some generations now.”

“Really?” That actually piqued her farther-in-law’s interest.

“Yes… Ever since those days my family’s been obsessed with country policy and law.” Chrysalis appeared lost in a memory. Shining Armor nudged her softly, prompting her to blink and turn to him. He smiled and kissed her softly on the neck. She blushed and continued. Skylight raised a brow but otherwise said nothing. “I’m the only exception even though I did study to be a lawyer before I became an actress. Me and Luna Alicorn were actually filly-hood friends.”

“You know Luna?” Twilight inquired interestedly.

Chrysalis chuckled, “That was years ago though.”

“Wait… are you the mare the papers were talking about?” A light seemed to go off in the mare’s mind.

“Mom, they recanted that stuff.” Shining Armor stated with a disapproving note in his voice. “It wasn’t true. Some pony lied.”

Twilight flushed in her seat but remained quiet.

“Right.” Skylight backed off but continued to study her new daughter-in-law.

“Ugh… so how did you two meet?” Astral rushed ahead hoping to avoid another fit of unbearable silence.

“Shining Armor actually saved me from a mugger on my way home from work one night.” Chrysalis smirked as she caught his attention from the corner of his eye. He looked embarrassed to which she giggled. “The whole thing was pretty daring, mortal danger aside.” He rolled eyes as she kissed his scar.

“You were unconscious for most of it,” he teased.

“Oh my!” Indigo eyes widened. “And what were you doing out so late?”

“Mom!” Twilight whined feeling embarrassed. “You’re insinuating things about her honor.” She didn't care much for Chrystal, but even she thought calling her a 'hoe,' lowkey, was a bit much. Her mother was as stubborn as they came. It was a trait she denied sharing.

“It’s fine.” Chrysalis took a sip of water to compose herself. Despite her offense, this was now her new family, monster mother-in-law included. “Late rehearsals.”

“Do you know Cadance Mi Amore?” Skylight’s expression was unreadable. “She’s an actress too.”

“Yes ma’am I do. We’re friends of sorts. She actually came to our wedding to wish us luck.”

“Did you know she and Shining Armor almost married years ago?”

“Mother!” Shining Armor glared at his mother as his father just looked up to the ceiling torn between acting and watching things play out.

“No I didn’t, but that was a long time ago I imagine. They’ve both moved on and Shining Armor is with me now. We're both really happy together.”

“Yes I am. And I’m honored to call her my wife.” His eyes darkened and Chrysalis couldn’t help but lay a hoof on his shoulder hoping he’d calm down. He relaxed if only a little. Skylight’s lips twitched.

“So I see. So how do you feel about Shining’s being a police pony?”

“I support my husband in whatever he does. I’m glad he took a chance and found something he loves.” Chrysalis spoke clear and confidently. She was still so proud of him for finding a new dream and holding tight to it. He made a great cop.

“I bet, you do. Chrystal could you help me in the kitchen, dear?”

Shining Armor stood rather abruptly. “Mom! There’s no way-“

“Shining,” His father spoke suddenly. “Let the women handle whatever they need to in the kitchen.” His wife may have been stubborn and blunt at times, but he knew it was from good place no matter how embarrassing.

Chrysalis looked to her husband. “It’s fine.” Despite being on the receiving end of the matriarch’s third-degree, she understood the other’s reservations. She was practically a stranger.

Placing a kiss on her love’s forehead, she followed the other mare into the family’s kitchen.

Skylight’s face was unreadable as she busied around the kitchen washing her hooves and pulling things out of the fridge. Once she’d placed a strawberry cheesecake on the counter she began to speak grabbing a knife and cutting the pie as she did so. “About a year or so ago, I said some unforgivable things to my son that I am most ashamed of.” Chrysalis stood awkwardly as her mother-in-law spoke. “You must understand, I love my children with everything I am. I carried them both for nine months and I pushed them out into the world with all I could give them.” The cake was perfectly cut. She placed the knife in the sink and moved to grab plates. “We raised them as best we could protecting them from all we could. But even with all the sacrifices and all the lectures and late nights, suffering still managed to find them.” She paused to lock eyes with the mare after placing plates. “My baby boy has suffered more than most and as his mother you don’t know what that does to me. I don’t know you, but Shining Armor seems to love you. I won’t hurt my son again, so I’m going to trust his judgement.” Chrysalis swallowed unsure where this conversation was going. “I’m going to trust that you won’t break his heart or hurt him in any way.” She blinked. “Hurt my son,” Skylight paused and stepped closer to the mare and grasped her new daughter’s hooves. “And I’ll hurt you. Understand?” The matriarch was deadly serious.

Chrysalis smirked, even though she was mildly annoyed by the mare’s border-line crazy over-protectiveness. “Yes ma’am.” She loved that her husband had ponies who cared so deeply for him. Maybe they would come to care for her that much too.

“Now…” Skylight’s expression changed into something genuinely excited. Her son was married! “Would you like some pie?”

“Yes please.”

“So you really weren’t a streetwalker?”

“Nope… but I’ve played one in a play or two...”

“Oh… That must make for kinky ‘alone time.’”

“Ms. Skylight,” she groaned.

The older mare chuckled. “Please, call me ‘Mom.’”

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6 MONTHS LATER

"So... What’s the news?" Twilight asked sliding into the seat across from the mare in front of her. To her credit, she tried to hide her discomfort. While she'd come to terms with her brother's relationship, she and Chrysalis were barely friends. Her parents liked her well enough, a fact that still surprised her every time they visited.

Life was getting along quite well for most everyone. Twilight’s work kept her busy as she now resided in the city. Shining Armor had gotten another promotion and Chrysalis was taking a small break from acting. She was due to start another production in about two weeks. It was during this time the two decided to piece together some kind of relationship.

Jedzia's had a small lunch crowd today. And while she knew how much her sister-in-law enjoyed the place and its owner, she wondered why the older mare had picked a spot tucked away in a corner.

Chrysalis stared at the younger with an unsure expression on her face. She told her husband she'd make more of an effort with his over protective sister, but today she really wanted to cancel. The manila envelope that sat on the table was wreaking havoc on her mind.

She remembered the first time she'd gotten such 'wonderful' news. Her then fiancé had been ecstatic! A baby! When she later had to tell him she lost it, it had been devastating. The second time even more so. She had convinced herself that there was something wrong with her. Granted with her first unborn child she had been working hard with a new venue. But she never thought- Shining Armor hadn't blamed her for anything either time but he did give her a lot of space. Which in her mind felt like a silent accusation.

"Twilight... maybe we should do this another day." Thinking about it made her really want to speak with her sister.

Twilight narrowed her eyes. She opened her mouth to say something.

"And what would you ladies like to drink?"

"Oh! Water please. Actually, I’m going to head to the ladies room!" A sudden bout of nausea fell over her and Chrysalis felt like she couldn’t get up fast enough.

"Water?" Twilight mused aloud after the waiter had left with their drink orders. Chrystal always enjoyed a glass of wine.

Indigo colored eyes fell on the folder that the other had semi tucked away. Perhaps it was the script for a new show, she didn't think much of it. Moments later the waiter had returned with their drinks. Chrystal was still in the restroom. The pony was placing down their drinks when he accidently knocked the other mare's coat and folder off the table.

Twilight immediately moved to assist when she gasped at the watermark and business information on the folder:

Coatlicue Jade, OB/GYN

*-*-*-*-*-*

When she had initially made her doctor's appointment, Chrysalis had honestly thought she'd just been sick. Pregnancy was the furthest from her mind. Before she'd been excited about trying for a baby. Now... she didn't know how to feel. After rinsing her mouth out with water, Chrysalis studied her complexion in the mirror before returning to her table with Twilight. What she saw, stopped her in her tracks.

The folder that had been under her coat now sat in the middle of the table with an anxious looking Twilight.

By the time she made it back to the table she was already on the defensive.

"Are you pregnant?" Twilight asked with wide eyes.

"Twilight..." She fell into her seat anticipating a migraine.

"Does my brother know?"

"No..." Was her flat response. That surprised the younger.

"Chrystal- I mean Chrysalis, why aren’t you excited? I thought this is what you wanted."

"It is..."

"Then why do you not look like a happy expectant mother?"

"I can't get his hopes up only to disappoint him again."

"What're you talking about? Wait..." The other's words were beginning to sink in. "You were pregnant before?!"

"Yes..." Suddenly she felt embarrassed. "Twice, actually."

"Oh..." Twilight sank back into her seat dropping her eyes to the ground. "I'm sorry."

"You should have seen him, Twilight. I'd never seen anypony so happy before. And then I collapsed at work and... he wouldn't look at me, he wouldn't touch me for weeks. I felt so horrible." Chrysalis stared at her water as she talked about it. Even now it still bothered her. Normally she would never be so candid in conversation with Twilight, but once she started talking it seemed she couldn't stop.

"He blamed you?" Chrysalis couldn't help but smile at the slight outrage in her sister-in-law's voice. She never thought Twilight would be offended on her behalf.

"No... He never said the words but it’s hard to not feel like maybe he does." She looked up to study the other.

"You think he does?"

"I think that there's something wrong with me. Obviously everything else works... just not me."

"Have you talked to anypony about this?" Twilight frowned at the bitterness in the other's voice.

"No..." Chrysalis sulked.

"I think that you should."

"I'm talking to you."

Twilight smiled at the quip. "Yes but I'm not a professional." Just because they weren't bff's it didn't mean she liked to see the older mare so at upset with herself. It bothered her more than she cared to admit. But it also touched her that Chrysalis would share this with her. "I think you should stop worrying about how Shining Armor feels about the situation and worry about yourself." At the confused expression on charcoal features she continued. "None of what you said focused on your feelings of lost. All I've heard is how much you think it’s your fault and how my brother will cope."

"You sound like a professional..." Chrysalis grumbled taking a sip of her water.

Twilight grinned, "I have a friend who's a professional. Let me take you to her?" Chrysalis looked unsure. "I promise Fluttershy is the best." Twilight assured. "Trust me, please."

"What will I tell your brother?"

"Let me deal with him."

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If Shining Armor was surprised to find his sister waiting for him on his steps, he didn't show it. "Twiley!" He greeted with a giant grin on his scarred face.

"Big Brother!" She greeted with a grin of her own. "How was work?" She asked making small talk as they filed into the modest home he and his wife had purchased a few months after being married.

"It was dull." He grimaced, "lots of court." The two continued catching up as the older put his things away. After he'd excused himself and showered, he flopped down in a seat across from his sister. "How was lunch?" Much to his surprise his sister and wife had started having lunch every Wednesday. It’d been three weeks since the duo started and so far the stallion hadn’t heard about any arguments or fights breaking out between the two.

What he was expecting was not what he heard. "Your wife is pregnant." Twilight deadpanned.

"Pregnant?!" He sputtered with eyes like saucers as he jerked forward. "What?! How do you know that?"

"She told me." Twilight shrugged watching his reaction.

"She told you?! No offense... but she told you?!"

"Yes... after I found the pictures she really had no choice."

"I thought it was just a bad stomach flu." Shining Armor rationalized aloud to himself. "Where is she? I have to talk to her!" He was already on his hooves ready to spring into action. The lavender mare immediately intercepted him blocking the doorway with a determined expression on her face.

"No you don't. You're not supposed to know. She's with Fluttershy."

"Fluttershy? Your therapist?" Twilight nodded. "Why is she there? What's wrong?"

"You."

"Me?" He sounded incredulously.

"Sit." Was her command to which he obeyed. "What're you a parrot today?" She rolled her eyes despite her amusement with his reaction.

"Twilight! Why is she with Fluttershy?" His eyes followed her as she took the seat he had earlier occupied.

"She thinks you blame her for not being able to carry a baby to term."

"What?" He furrowed his brow in confusion as disbelief fell over him. "That's ridiculous- I don't!"

"Did you tell her that?"

"I didn't think I had to."

"Of course you didn't." Twilight rolled her eyes and threw her hooves up in the air. Sometimes her brother was too dense. "What did you do when you found out she had miscarried?"

"I gave her her space. I didn't think she'd want to be reminded..."

"But did you explain that?" She urged.

"I-I didn't.... no."

"So you just stopped interacting with her after she found out she'd lost a baby and didn't think to explain yourself beforehand." At the confused look on her brother's face she hoof-faced and shook her head. "How did you think she'd take it? I'm pretty sure the only thing she needed after being told she couldn't give you something you wanted was to hear you tell her you didn't care and that you loved her anyway. Of course she came to the worst possible conclusion."

"Fuck! I'm such an idiot!" Cerulean eyes widened almost comically as Shining Armor tore his hands through his mane and fell back into the couch.

"Yeah you are... Now what are you going to do about it?"

*-*-*-*-*

When Chrysalis finally arrived home, she came home to a napping stallion on the couch.

She smiled at the sight. Ever since she started seeing Twilight's friend she was beginning to let go of a lot of things that she hadn't even realized she'd been carrying. Her relationships were always based on a need to prove something to somepony else. She realized why she had so soundly fallen in love with Shining Armor.

His love for her wasn't based on anything else but her self. He loved her spirit and her passion. He didn't care about her name or her money. He just loved her. Tonight she was going to tell him about the baby and her therapy sessions.

"Hey..." he yawned waking up to the sound of the front door closing.

"Hey yourself..." Was her timid reply.

"I think we need to talk."

"Okay," she had no idea that he wanted to talk about what she was planning on telling him. She thought nothing of his stare as she went about hanging up her coat and scarf.

"Twiley told me about the baby...."

That caught her attention. "Did she?" She managed as she halted in her actions.

"You don't understand how much this means to me."

Slowly she turned to face him. "I do."

"But do you understand how much you mean to me?" Harlequin eyes were confused as she tilted her head to regard him. At this point, Chrysalis didn't know what to expect, but she didn't expect him to say that.

"I want a baby with you, Chryssie." He took his time reaching out to her as he guided her back to the couch. "But I want a baby because it’s you." He kissed her forehead. "I want to have this life with you." Next her nose. "God you're so beautiful." She closed her eyes as he placed kisses on both corners of her mouth. "Do you know that? Somethings aren't meant to be..." A soft kiss to the neck. "But I never blamed you for anything..." She offered him her throat as he continued to speak to her in a low tone kissing her all the while. "I never thought there was anything wrong with you. I just didn't want to make you anymore upset than I knew you were." He placed a tender kiss on her mouth as he looked into her eyes. "I'm sorry if I ever made you think that I did."

Tears pooled in her eyes and she turned to let them fall only for him to redirect her gaze to his with a flick of his hoof. Without warning his mouth covered hers and he kissed her like he'd never see her again. Like if he didn't give his all in this moment then she'd disappear from him for forever. She whimpered against his lips as she let his crimson wave of emotion wash over her drowning her in love and support.

"You're amazing, you know that," He mumbled against her flesh. "I want you all for myself all the time. My wife is perfect."

Somehow, they stumbled into their bedroom and she cried as he made love to her. With her hormones on edge, it was one of the most intense experiences she'd ever had. It stole her breath and soothed the aching in her heart that had taken root since this whole baby ordeal started.

"I love you," She murmured later as she lay breathless in his grasp. Physically and mentally exhausted, she curled into his body as his voice filled her ears. "I love you too, Chryssie. He placed kisses along her neck and shoulders. "I love you, baby or no baby."

"But this time we will..." she moaned at the attention he lavished her with. She believed it.

"You're sure, baby?" Was his absent reply as he kissed her stomach and sides moving down to the place between her legs. She nodded with heavy eyelids. "Mmm hmm." She felt his lips and tongue and didn't have the strength or the voice to make him stop. The only sound she could manage was his name as the rest of the world faded away in a hazy screen of pleasure.

*-*-*-*-*

"I hate you travelling like this while you're pregnant." The two were walking to the main train station as Chrysalis had a meeting to attend in Las Pegasus. Shining Armor requested the day off so he could see his wife off.

"Thank you for the concern, daddy." She said with a hint of annoyance.

He rolled his eyes. "I'm serious. I worry about you." He wanted foals, but he wanted his wife more, and this pregnancy had its own set of risks.

"I know. I'll be fine. Everything'll be fine." She kissed him playfully when they had finally made it to her tier. Grand Central Station was always full of sights and ponies. Today was no different. The two stood in front of her entrance point as they said their goodbyes.

"I just don't want you to overdo it, I know how much your work still means to you, but you mean so much more to me. You know that, right?"

Chrysalis grinned at the words that had come from her husband's mouth. "I know..." She had given him a kiss and boarded her train. "I love you too!" She'd shouted from a window as the locomotive pulled away. He'd smiled and watched as the machinery departed. Everything was going to be fine.

But everything wasn't fine. The train experienced engine failure running too fast around a curve and jumping the track. There had been too much internal bleeding as the blunt force trauma the mare had experienced had been too much. She could feel herself grow weaker as the pain tried to swallow the world around her.

As the mare lay dying an apparition of buttercream, plum and corals cocooned her being in warmth. "Chrysalis... My sweet, sweet daughter."

Chrysalis felt as if she were floating

"What's going on?"

"You're dying..."

"What... but my baby... Shining Armor." She protested weakly. "They can't- I can't..."

"Shhh... but there is something you can do."

"What? Please..."

"I can give you more time, but know you will be different. You will be yourself and completely unlike yourself." Elytra could tell the other had questions. "When the time comes for this part of yourself to return, there will be nothing more I can do for you and what was supposed to be, will be."

"Will my daughter get to meet her father?"

"Yes. She will."

"I'll do it."

And before she could say anything else, a multitude of emotions and memories assaulted her changing her while fading into obscurity. Slowly, she felt herself merging with an achingly familiar being who was painfully incomplete. Just when she thought she'd lose herself completely to these overwhelming sensations her world faded to black.

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Chrysalis awoke with a scream as her reclined form shot forward into an upright position.

Everything was twisted and her chest burned as she found herself gasping for breath. Suddenly there were voices and hooves and this whole situation felt like something she’d already had happen to herself.

“Calm down Chrystal! You were involved in an accident… You don’t remember?”

The changeling blinked several times before she could focus her attention on the pony speaking to her. “Wha….”

A beautiful mare with a name that read 'Elytra,' stared down at her with concerned eyes. “Be at ease. You’re safe here…”

Before the doctor could say anymore another mare entered the room and it was as if the sins of her past were forgotten.

"Odo? Maker!"

The dark colored unicorn raised a brow at the greeting. Her baby sister hadn’t greeted her like that in years. Granted they were a lot closer now than what they’d ever been, but their relationship still wasn’t where she wanted it.

"Chrysalis... you were involved in an accident. I came as soon as I could."

"She beat me..."

"What?"

"Cadance... She beat us... me."

The light haired unicorn tilted her head in confusion. "The doctor said you sustained head injuries so I’m not even going to ask."

It was in that moment that the changeling queen actually took in her surroundings.

A hospital?

She took the time to really look at the healer... She looked like a normal unicorn. And now that she looked down at herself, she realized so did she. No chitin, no holes, no wings or fangs. She was…. A pony?

What the hell was going on? She was so lost in her thoughts she didn't even notice her room door open with the addition of another pony.

"Chrysalis?"

She stared at him with wide eyes pushing back into her bedding. She’d never seen him so unkempt before and it only added to her fear. Surely he was there to kill her. And while confusion ruled her mind fear was quickly taking root making her frail frame tremble. She somehow managed to stutter out his name, “Sh-shining Armor…”

“Chryssie… How’re you feeling?” He looked so relieved and anxious. Not at all what she was expecting.

“Confused…”

“Well you hit your head pretty hard. But the Doctor said you should be fine in a few days.”

“My head?”

"Haven't we been over this, Chrystal?" Said her snarky sister.

“You don’t remember.” It was a statement. ”Chryssie, you were in a train wreck.”

“A train wreck?”

“Yea…”

A mix between a sob and a gasp came from her. What was going on? “I just feel so overwhelmed.”

“Shh… it’s okay." He stroked her mane with a familiarity that scared her as much as it comforted her. "Its been a rough few days. You’ve been unconscious for almost a week.”

“Maker…”

“I was so afraid of losing you. You and the baby are all I care about.”

“Baby?! What baby?” She couldn't carry a baby.

“Chrysalis… you’re pregnant.”

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Slowly, the mare known as Queen Chrysalis found herself sinking into a routine. Her days were riddled with uncertainties and headaches. There was so much that didn’t make sense and yet it felt so… outlandishly normal. Like a constant déjà vu.

Her ‘friends’ and ‘family’ were unnaturally patient with her she decided one day when her ‘sister’ stared at her unblinkingly for an entire three minutes before laughing at whatever she had said, attributing it to her head injury.

Chrysalis had never been a clingy personality, but much to everyone’s surprise she spent most of her free time with Odonata. It was one of the most amazing reprieves she’d ever been granted. The only pony that seemed disturbed by her behavior was her husband. Sometimes the way he looked at her frightened her. Other times it did quite the opposite. Being anywhere near Shining Armor set her on edge. No matter how much she tried she couldn’t shake the feeling that she’d wronged him terribly and that he was somehow aware of such a fact.

The Queen felt as if she was on an emotional roller coaster.

It wasn’t until the birth of their daughter two months later that everything fell into place.

“What’re you doing?” Odonata sounded distraught.

“I'm sleeping...” Chrysalis had groaned turning over. “How did you get in here?” She asked out of habit despite knowing her sister didn’t believe in privacy bursting into her home on a regular basis.

“Chrysalis get up! We're supposed to be downtown for Shining Armor's award ceremony which starts in…” She glanced around for a clock. “...fifteen minutes!”

“Ugh...” She’d forgotten about that. Why couldn’t she just sleep? This baby was sucking all her energy away.

“He's your husband not mine...” Odo rolled her eyes.

“Speaking of husbands-“

“Don't even! Go take a shower I'll pick out something for you to wear.”

The younger of the two managed to pull herself out of bed as she made her way to the bathroom. She could hear her sister busying around her closet.

“Gosh, you're so big I don't think anything'll fit." Odo snickered as she thought of the heavily pregnant mare. “How about this... no... no... I got it!” She rummaged around a bit more before sighing heavily. The water hadn’t even started up. “Are you done yet? How long does it-“ Odonata stalked to the bathroom door and shoved it open. She halted mid rant when she caught sight of her sister. “Chrissy... are you okay?”

Chrysalis was leaning heavily against the sink as she stood in a giant puddle of clear fluid. “Odo...” she groaned. “I think it’s time.”

Despite Gemma's mundane entrance into the world, the little foal certainly made a ruckus screaming until her face turned red and her mother was able to hold her.

"Chryssie, she's beautiful!" Odo squealed. "I'm going to see if Shining Armor made it here yet. You were wonderful!" She kissed her cheek before leaving to find her brother-in-law.

“Hey baby girl.” The tiny bundle snuggled against Chrysalis' bosom as she quieted. Nurses busied around taking vitals offering encouragement on a job well done. All was quiet enough until another pony loudly made their entrance.

“Chryssie!” Shining Armor exclaimed as he all but fell into the room. The nurse milling about chuckled at the sight as she left to give the new parents privacy. Anxious blue eyes took in the view of mother and daughter.

“Shining!” Chrysalis smiled exhausted and relieved.

“Are you okay?”

“Of course.”

“I’m sorry I wasn’t-“

“It’s okay. I had my sister. Come say hello to your daughter.”

“Daughter?” He stuttered in awe. She nodded with a breathy chuckle.

“Her name is Gemma.” Carefully she offered him the foal which he excitedly coveted as gently as he could. She grinned at the way he studied their bundle, whispering reassurances and offering awkward introductions. She thought she could watch the two forever as exhaustion claimed her and she fell asleep.

*-3333-*

Childbirth was a hell of a thing, but her daughter was one of the most beautiful ponies she’d ever seen. She looked so much like her father a tidbit that warmed her heart considerably. She could stare at her foal for hours.

Right now, Gemma was in the nursery with Shining Armor. The stallion was feeding her for the first time as Chrysalis gladly took a moment to breathe. She was just about sleep when he re-entered her room.

“Hey…” She yawned in greeting as she settled against her pillows.

“We need to talk.” Shining Armor sounded pained.

“Is something the matter with the baby?” She tried to sit up, but he pushed her back down.

“No… Gemma’s fine.”

“Then what is it?” She had asked feeling more comfortable than she ever had. So much had gone away in terms of doubt and fear over the last few weeks. She still felt shy around him, but day by day it was fading. He was her husband after all, and now the father of her child. She loved him, she knew and he would never hurt her. “Shining…” She pressed still weak from labor.

“Who are you?”

“What?!” Her heart stopped. “I’m Chrystal…Chrysalis… I’m your wife.”

“No you’re not…” He shook his head as he studied her. Really studied her. He moved to push a stray lock away from her face. “There’s something different…”

“But I am! Everyone’s said so. I’m your wife, aren’t I?”

“No…” He sounded sad. “You’re not…”

She kept denying him until her emotions got the best of her. Who was she? She wasn’t quite sure… But this… All of this felt too real to be a dream. She had a whole new set of memories. Or maybe they’d always been her memories.

She asked him and it made him mad. And the look on his face as well as his demeanor felt so familiar. That was what she deserved. And the words were out before she could think. “This feels familiar…”

“Why?” He barked angry and brokenhearted. This really wasn’t his wife. “What did you do?”

“I fell in love…” She whispered feeling out of place and yet exactly where she needed to be.

“With who?”

“With you.”

He was crying now and he wanted to know things she couldn’t really answer. Part of her was amazed and then another part of her knew just what to do. There were apologies and hesitant touches. And she kissed him. “I’m her.” She whispered as she stroked his mane. “I love you.” More kisses. “I gave birth to your daughter. My baby… She’s ours.”

He wanted to disagree. “We deserve to be happy.” She comforted. “You deserve to be happy. I can make you happy. Let me make you happy.”

“But who are you?”

And honestly she didn’t know anymore. She was just as much a queen as she was the other. “I’m yours,” she stated simply. “You saved my life and helped me through my darkest moments.” Then and now. “I love you… I’ve always loved you.” She whispered after a while.

“I love you too.” He croaked as he thought of the little foal next door. A tiny ball of fluff with big dark eyes and the toothiest grin. She had given him that. Gemma was someone he’d created with his wife in love. She was a representation of the two of them and she was beautiful.

Blue eyes found green. This was his wife, no matter how different she acted. His Chrystal was here somehow and that’s all he cared about. He smiled and she blushed.

Hesitantly, she leaned forward. The stallion met her halfway. They kissed and it felt like it always did when his lips touched hers.

Bliss.

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That had been a year ago and all of her doctors, except Elytra, had been amazed at her survival. The mare should've died but fate had smiled upon her that day and not a day went by that Chrysalis didn't feel privileged to be with her husband and the beautiful little filly they had created. She barely remembered such a conversation. She was Chrystal Heart. An actress, a wife, a mother. Shining Armor was hers, and Gemma…

Gemma was her pride and joy. The little girl brought so much love into her heart, Chrysalis thought she'd burst.

As she lounged around in her backyard, she watched as her little girl gave chase to a butterfly. Two cups of lemonade rested near her lounge as did a smaller pair of sunglasses that matched the pair she had on.

The sound of knocking from her front door pulled her from whatever reverie she found herself in. With a soft sigh, she pushed her sunglasses off her face

"Gemma, baby, Mama's going to answer the door, okay."

The little girl paused in her trouncing to wave in her mother's direction. With a coat the palest color of clouds and hair more cyan than turquoise, her coloring favored her father more. But the sharpness of her features was very much like her mother's. Even the shape of her eyes. They were dark right now, as all children's were, but as she grew they'd eventually take the color of her father's as well.

Chrysalis wasn't worried about her going anywhere. Their backyard was gated off and there was no way the filly could climb it. Leaving the door open in case Gemma wanted to follow her, she took her time answering her guest.

"Can I help you?" She asked as she opened the oak door. The messenger pony in front of her was jamming out to something as he bobbed his head in rhythm as he retrieved a telegram from his messenger bag wordlessly handing her the item. He unconsciously flexed his wings as he waited to see if she wanted to reply to her message.

With a quick scribble of pen, and a fresh telegram form, she replied, paid a surcharge and handed him back the cards. With a grin, he took the items filed them away and took off. Chrysalis closed her door, and went back to her backyard. She halted in her steps as she saw her daughter and her husband wrestling in the grass.

Gemma was crouched low to the ground making growling sounds that were more cute than scary while Shining Armor pretended to be scared, shaking in his hooves. Just when the filly decided to pounce, the stallion caught her in the air and tossed her up after he spun her around.

Squealing in laughter, the little girl was deliriously happy.

With a small smile, Chrysalis leaned against the door sill and watched as the two laughed and played.

"Hey Chryssie!" She heard her sister Odonata call from inside. "Help me with this?" She shook her head and turned around. She could hear Jedzia as well as Zendaya rushed past her to join her friend outside.

"Gem, Gem!" The little filly shouted. "Uncle Armor!"

"Zendaya!"

Chrysalis briefly cursed herself as she realized she forgot to lock her front door. No quiet evening tonight, she realized as she made her way to the kitchen.

"So, have you heard from Kirai?" Came a familiar voice.

"Kirai!"

"Chryssie!"

Life was perfect, she decided. And for the moment it was.

FIN

A/N: The epilogue that follows, follows the 'Idyllic' storyline

EPILOGUE

Chrysalis couldn't help the smile on her face as she continued to sway around the ballroom with her husband to the sultry voice of Norah Jones.

It was their wedding anniversary and all of their family and friends were there.

“Two years ago if somepony would’ve asked me if I saw myself a wife and a mother, I would’ve laughed in their face.”

Shining Armor smiled. “You’re amazing with kids.”

“Says Daddy dearest…” Chrysalis rolled her eyes despite the mirth shining in their depths. “Gemma adores you…” She stole a quick kiss much to his surprised delight.

“Just like her mom.”

“Conceited much?” Chrysalis teased as they continued to dance to ‘the Nearness of You.’

“You can thank my wife.” He laughed.

“I love you, Shining Armor.” Her dark features were suddenly serious as her eyes locked onto his. “I love my husband… my daughter… our life. I wouldn’t trade this for anything.”

“Not even an Oscar win?”

“Not even…”

He kissed her full on the mouth losing himself in the euphoria that was all her. And just as suddenly as he was kissing her, he pulled away. Telling her all these horrible things about how they weren't real and he was married to Cadenza Mi Amore of all people.

Chrysalis tilted her head in confusion, “What are you talking about?”

“It’s time to go…”

“Go? But…” She stepped away to really study him. Was he sick? He didn’t look- No scar.

He looked like her Shining Armor, but something about him was off… Like she could feel that this was not the stallion she arrived with. “You’re not… my husband.” Her green eyes narrowed.

“No… And you’re not my wife… I married Cadance, not you.”

“Cadance?” Harlequin eyes shone bright with disbelief. “Is this is some kind of joke…”

When he denied their daughter that's when she knew something was horribly wrong. What was going on? And why now was this happening?

“I..uh… I need some air…”

Chrysalis quickly moved away from him, moving as fast as she could without raising alarm. She ignored the various ponies who called for her attention until she was safely outside balcony doors.

Her thoughts took her back to a period of a few years ago. She remembered waking in the hospital confused, upset and pregnant. As she assimilated into her daily routine and lifestyle she’d forgotten the initial feelings and memories she’d awoken with as they were replaced by events that had happened in this time stream. She believed what they had told her- that it had all been a dream induced by a serious lump to the head.

With love and care from her family and friends she found her groove and never looked back as time unfolded. And now years later, here was this stallion she had distant memories of.

“He’s right….”

“Shining Armor?” What the hell was going on? She felt as if her reality was violently clashing with some other.

“You’re not my Chryssie but you and her are one in the same.”

“I don’t understand… This is real isn’t it?” She touched him as she studied the face she'd woken up to everyday for the past few years. This was her husband. Her lover. So why was he denying her?

“Yes… I love you like I love her because you are her. But this is a reality wholly different from your own.” He stilled her searching hooves, pained by their impending farewell. Just that morning he'd made love to her knowing, somehow, that it would be the last time.

“But how can I exist in a world that isn’t mine?” She wanted to cry. This was hers.

“How could you not? Time and space are infinite and who’s to say yours is the only reality in existence?" He wanted to hold her, but knew that if he did he wouldn't be able to let her go. She had to go. That was just the way of things.

She was quiet as it was slowly coming back to her. The infiltration, her engagement… her failure. “So all those things… I… I did that?”

“Yeah, baby you did.” His heart bled for her as they spoke quietly to each other.

“He’s come to…”

“He doesn’t want to kill you love. He might not feel for you back home how I feel for you now, but I feel that he feels deeply for you. He's confused right now.”

“I don’t want to go….” She cried as she began to grasp what he was purposing. “I can’t…” Already she felt herself buckling under the weight of her actions.

“Yes you can…” He nuzzled her comfortingly. “And while things may be hard now, it won’t always be like this.”

“There’s nothing for me there… I have no people… no crown… nothing…”

“There’s Gemma…” His daughter no matter what reality.

“But… I could stay with you and we could still be a family…. I could be her…” She remembered their conversation. “I am her.”

And he wanted her too so desperately, but this had to end. Elytra had given him a gift and now was not the time to be selfish. “It’s time to go… Being a victim never did suit you.”

“Shining…. Please.”

“I love you too.” His kiss was sad. Moments later she went limp in his arms and he felt his heart break. He held her as he sank to the ground crying for the love he had lost.

Somewhere, in an idyllic world, she was with him, but this place was no longer it.

Idyllic Interludes

by lollipopchica

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Chapter 17