Hi everyone.

I know I said a couple weeks ago that I was going to start writing the next chapter, but I haven't been able to yet. I started a new job three weeks ago and it's been giving me so much anxiety that I haven't been able to concentrate much on anything else. Not to mention that I have been given a lot of overtime, so I haven't had as much free time to be able to write - on my days off I just want to sleep!

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Alright, I know, I've done this before. But I'll be honest, this isn't just 'writer's block' or anything. This is... a lot more serious.

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I put Deadly Manners on hiatus a couple weeks ago because of some mental health issues. Those are still going on. I'm sorry. It's been really hard for me to get back into writing. I don't know how long it will be until I can actually write a full page without losing interest. No. That's a wrong way of putting it. I'm interested and I've tried every day to write but my brain is mean and won't let me. This isn't goodbye or farewell. This is just like me going on a vacation for a little bit. I'm

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Hello friends!

So glad you made your way to this blog.

I usually try and do a post with my stories the day they're posted so that they have some explanation. Obviously, I'm a wee bit late on this one, so forgive me

^{WARNING: WILL CONTAIN SPOILERS FOR THE MOVIE BIRD BOX. IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN IT, TURN BACK NOW.}

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So whilst I was watching YouTube I came across a video about Autism, which is something I have. I thought I do my fellow autistics by showing this video to people who don’t understand what Autism is or that they think they know what it is but are not quite sure.

Hopefully this will help in the future guys!:)

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Hey all,

I think I'm over-doing the whole NMM gets salvation shit. I've just been doing it too much, and I don't want all of my stories to follow the same character with the same issues. I've stigmatized mental hospitals and did little research. I apologize.

Now to why I made this post in the first place. Many people on here think that the suicide/dark/sad genre is getting annoying.

I have a few words on that.

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Three days off every week. Sleep through the first day. The next two days I wake in six hour segments before the tiredness kicks in and I go sleep for another eight hours, spend another six hours awake until my energy wears down again, exhausted by nothing, back to bed. The last night/day/morning, whatever I call it, stay awake too long, desperate to accomplish something on my extended weekend. Jujitsu begins two hours before my overnight shift at Good Burger. I miss it, as usual.

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Hi guys,

Just wanted to give a quick explanation as to why it's taking a while for me to upload the next chapter.

Truth is, I haven't actually started writing it yet. I kinda lost inspiration for a little bit, and when I got it back, I decided that I really needed to plan the next chapter in a lot of detail as it's quite an important part of the story and something that I want to get right. It has to perfect because I want it to inform people as well as possibly help others who need it.

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Have you seen this story in the feature box? It's called "A Thousand Words of Noise". It's one of Monochromatic's newest stories, and to be honest, one of her extremely important ones.

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Wasn't expecting to post here again, but I almost offed myself last weekend, and I found some inspiration for an invader zim fic. It's here if you're interested.

Life Beyond Reason

"LIKE YOUR FATHER, YOU WILL GO THROUGH LIFE MAKING MISTAKE AFTER MISTAKE, HOLDING ON TO THINGS THAT DON'T EXIST! MAYBE YOU JUST HAVE TO SAVE YOURSELF FROM HURT! RUN AWAY BECAUSE IT WORKS! NO MORE SAND BETWEEN OUR TOES! NO MORE OCEANS - ONLY THE LONELIEST OF CITYSCAPES AND SOLITUDES FOR YOU TO ROT AWAY!"

1. I moved to Tumblr where I post blogs about Balan, my comfort character. I even made friends there who are also fans of Balan.

2. I'm focusing on writing my 4th fanfiction, Journeys with Balan. 2 chapters are already published, available to read in FFN, Wattpad, and AO3.

3. I'm in the process of healing after going through depression that was worse than I could've ever imagined.

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I know it's a couple days late, but I was seriously in awe about recent events to process everything. Considering what I was originally planning for the Furry Foray Festival Contest, I was honestly really disappointed with myself for only getting three-fifths of my project completed in time. In addition, some personal conflicts regarding my writing motivations and private commissions left me in a really depressed state for

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There are several things I wish to address in this blog post, the first and foremost of which is the reason why I took down my latest story, Let Me Forget.

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Yeah... I'm not gonna lie, I was really hesitant to make this blogpost after being silent for so long. But since I haven't made any updates since last year, it's only fair I explain myself.

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So.. I’ve had a long time EKG on Monday and it showed the quick changes of heart frequency and the tachycardia..

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So I had assumed, like the madman that I am, that I would have SO much more time to write when the school year started and my hours at work would change. Well, without going into tremendous detail about my life, it seems that online learning has greatly impacted me. I currently have less time while I adjust AGAIN to how my daily routines go. So this isn't me saying "I stopped working on my story," but rather to please continue to be patient.

It's coming.

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In view of the recent blog posts that have filled most of your timelines, I think some measures of mental hygiene are warranted. In times of conflicts, low wages, rampant housing insecurity, riots, a global pandemic, and the all-around destitution of the public sphere, it is important to be aware of how discourse is used, meddled with, and even weaponized.

It still needs to be said that black lives matter. It does. There is no question about it. It is not negotiable.

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Hi folks.

This month’s Takka Takka Takka is going to be a little different. Okay, a lot different.

Might as well get the big thing out of the way: I’m going on hiatus for a minimum of a month, maybe longer.

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