But then that'd contradict the fact I am a lazy writer. I get ideas, I just outlined one, then I just don't feel motivated to continue it. If anything schooling has taught me writing is boring if I needed to psychoanalyze it. But also when my stories get rejected for being rather petty stories, then if I come up with an actually decent story I still feel I shouldn't waste effort on it, and fear I might make it poorly. What about you guys?