When I look back on my days at CPA, I don’t look on them fondly. I was basically the school’s whipping girl. I never tried to be better than anyone, heck, I never saw myself as better than anyone. I know it would sound pertinacious if I said that they were all just jealous of my academic abilities, but, honestly, that’s all it boiled down to. Jealousy.
Crystal Prep fostered a competitive school environment as a way to push the students to do more and achieve more. Not only in athletics but in the field of academics as well. I admired the school for that, focusing on rounding out their students physically and mentally, however, I disliked the way they went about it.
Anyway…
Things have been getting worse with the upcoming Friendship Games, Principal Cinch has been fielding students for positions on the team, and everyone’s trying to show off what they can do. Most of the seniors are eager, despite being a senior myself, I honestly have no interest in the games. I’ve been onto something, a power, an energy source that could change everything, but it’s been slow going. But there was something else hindering me in figuring it out. Something rather…personal.
I try not to let the things everyone says get to me, but sometimes it just won’t stop repeating in my head.
“You’re such a recluse, Sparkle. You’ll never get a boyfriend.”
“Tch, who’d want to tap that? No one, that’s who. You’re a scrawny little nerd girl.”
“The only way someone would date you, let alone sleep with you, is out of pity and because they think you’d be an easy lay.”
I slammed my fists on the desk of my workstation in my room, causing the various nuts, bolts, wires, and circuit boards to jostle and fly up an inch into the air before they clattered back down. I took off my glasses and rubbed the bridge of my nose in frustration, again, I try not to let their words get to me, but it does chip away at me from time to time. It’s not as if I want a relationship, I’m fine being alone…it’s not like there’s anyone here who’s caught my eye, especially when almost every single person here either shuns me, gives me glares, or just outright says they dislike me to my face.
I sighed heavily as I put my glasses back on and turned around in the swivel chair to look about my dorm room. Crystal Prep students were required to live on campus, which meant there was really no escape from all their continued harassment. But, thankfully, due to my excellent grades and contribution to raising the reputation of CPA, Principal Cinch has given me the privilege of having my own dorm room, zero roommates, and all the space in the world to make my own workstation.
While it didn’t help with my image, as it only made the other students believe I was getting special treatment, it did however provide me with at least a place that I could call my own. My own private sanctuary if you will. The walls were reinforced just in case one if my inventions or experiments caused a minor explosion, and to cut down on noise to the adjacent and above dorm rooms. Even my door was reinforced, so no sound was able to exit or enter once I was inside, I was completely isolated.
Which was probably what gave me the courage to…to do what I did.
I admit, even I’m not immune to certain urges. I am a healthy eighteen-year-old girl, and just like any girl, despite what my peers may believe or say, I have needs, too! But…the way I went about satisfying them was less than normal, no, it was very abnormal. You see, while I say I’m alone in this space, I’m not completely alone.
*Bark!*
“Hey, Spike, did I wake you?” I asked.
Spike barked again and came running towards me, once he was close enough, her launched himself up at me. He landed in my lap and began licking my face, which made me giggle. Spike, if it wasn’t for him, I think I would’ve slipped into some kind of depression a long time ago. Dogs don’t judge, they know what’s in a person’s heart, as unscientific as that may sound. You show them love, and they return it in kind. There’s no complicated social ques to look for, no nuances to infer, just simple action and reaction.
Of course, having a dog on school grounds was prohibited, hence why I was grateful for the soundproofing of my room. Spike could make all the noise he wanted, and no one would hear him. And since no one really came to visit me, aside from Dean Cadance, it was easy to keep him hidden. There was another reason why I was thankful for soundproofing of my room, and it involved Spike. I got him to settle down a little bit so that he was just sitting on my lap.
My gaze drifted to my bed, and then back to Spike. I felt so ashamed every time the thought crossed my mind. Every time I give into it, I tell myself, “This is the last time, no more!” But that’s a lie, “no more” only meant about a week or so before I did it again. The knot in my stomach twisted and grew in tandem with the wetness that was starting to form between my legs.
“Hey, boy, do you…do you wanna play our game?”
*Bark! Bark!*
“Okay…so long as you want to,” I said.
I know he can’t understand my words, but he could understand my intentions. You see…over the last couple of years…I’ve…I’ve been having sex with my dog, with Spike. All these jeers and jealous eyes, all the pushing and shoving, it got to me. I don’t know what broke inside me to venture down this path, but ever since, I haven’t been able to put that part of me back together. And deep down, on some masochistic level, I don’t want it to be fixed.
I picked up Spike and held him close to my chest as I walked over to my bed. Each step made my heart rate increase, anticipation, shame, and excitement all boiling inside me at the same time. Once I got to the bed, I set Spike down in the middle. Afterwards, I started to undress myself. I started with my skirt, unbuttoning it, and letting it fall to the floor around my ankles. Once I stepped out of it, I moved onto my panties, slipping them off and putting next to my skirt. Really, I didn’t need to go any further than this, it was not as if Spike cared if I was completely naked, all that was needed was for my vagina to be unobstructed.
But despite knowing that, I continued. Unbuttoning my vest and tossing it to the floor along with my shirt. I reached to the back of my head and undid my bun, letting my hair flow down my back. Spike sat the there and stared at me, his mouth hanging open as he panted. I know it wasn’t because he found me attractive, it was just his body’s natural way of cooling itself down since dogs don’t have sweat glands. Even so, I imagined it that was the reason. I imagined that Spike enjoyed the view of my body.
I didn’t have the hourglass figure like Dean Cadance or Fleur had, nor did I have their ample breast size. I was a B-cup at best, just average sized breasts. I trimmed my pubic hair, I didn’t see the need to wax, as, well, who other than Spike was going to see me in this state of undress? My body was thin, mostly due to my lack of exercise, I was the literal definition of scrawny nerd. But Spike kept staring at me. Like I said, I liked to imagine he found me attractive, and that was the reason for his staring, but logically I knew that was not the case. Again, it didn’t stop me from fantasizing that he did.
“Do you like what you see, boy?” I asked Spike as I cupped my left breast and kneaded it a little.
*Bark!*
I moved my right hand down to my pu-pu-pussy! I moved my hand to my pussy and began playing with myself! I gently rubbed my clitoris, which made me let out a moan. Afterwards and used my index and ring fingers to spread my folds and used my middle finger, pushing it into myself. I kept staring at Spike as I fingered myself, imagining he was boy who was gawking at me, enjoying the view of a girl masturbating in front of him. I knew the act of seeing his owner masturbate wasn’t what did it for him.
I knew that the more I did this, the more my vagina would release its fluids, which would in turn release more of my pheromones into the air. After two years of doing this with Spike, he had learned to recognize my scent, the scent of a girl who wanted to mate. I fingered myself faster when I saw Spike’s member start to come out of its sheath. Knowing that in a moment that canine cock was going to be inside of me only made me more excited. At this point, my sex drive was in full swing, gone was the shame of engaging in bestiality, no more was I concerned with the moral ramifications of allowing a lower animal mate with me. All I wanted next was to be loved, to be needed, to be a source of pleasure to another being and receive back in kind.
I kept fingering myself faster and faster until…AAAAH!!
I came…
I took my hand away from my crotch, it always amazed me how much fluid came out of my discharges. I’ve had sex with Spike more than once, and yet, each time when I did this little pre-mating ritual, it always managed to make me orgasm hard. Perhaps it was because I knew what was coming next was going to be incredible? I moved into the next part of our “game”. After giving Spike a show, I held out my right hand towards him, he sprang to his paws and approached my outstretched hand. He gave it a few sniffs before licking my hand and fingers clean of my fluids.
Once he had finished, I got onto the bed, lying on my back. Spike hadn’t grown up completely, he still had some growing to do, so he couldn’t mount me in the traditional since, but his size made him perfect for missionary. I brought the pillow under my head and spread my legs, I didn’t need to tell him what to do, he knew already.
Spike sniffed the air a bit more, and I could see his member getting harder now that he could smell the source of my pheromones. He approached my pussy and gave it a few sniffs before he stuck out his tongue and began licking me.
“Oh! Yes! Good boy! You’re such a good boy, Spike!” I moaned.
His tongue was rough and wide, covering the full of my vulva, clitoris, and labia. Spike continued to lick me, making me squirm in place, and increasing my anxiousness. The moment he stopped; I knew what was coming next. I watched as my dog rose on his hindlegs, placing his front paws on my stomach as he positioned himself. I felt the tip of his penis poke at my entrance, causing me to spasm involuntarily.
Time always seemed to slow to a crawl at this moment, as if the universe was trying to give me a chance to stop this, to end this degeneracy before I gave another piece of myself over to it. But…like always, I gave in. Time resumed its normal course, at least my perception of it, anyway. And the moment it did, Spike thrust himself into me.
I hissed loudly and grabbed fistfuls of my bed sheets. Despite his body size, Spike was well endowed, and no matter how many times I’ve taken him, it always felt like the first time. I guess that’s part of what drew me back to this. Before now, I had to guide Spike with my hand, aiming his penis at my entrance and pushing it in so that he could start humping. But halfway through the first year, he picked up on where he should be aiming himself and could now penetrate me without any assistance.
Once he was inside me, the mating began. Spike rapidly thrust his dick inside me, making me moan like a bitch in heat. Spike grunted and growled, giving into his primal urge to mate and breed the female he was inside of. That was other thing I loved about this, there was no need to wonder if he liked me or not, there was only the primal urge to mate, to release his seed into the willing female who spread her legs for him!
“Good boy! Oh, fuck, you’re such a good boy, Spike!”
Spurred my encouragement, Spike increased his thrusting, pistoning in and out of me like there was no tomorrow.
“Yes, yes! AAH – Oh! – AAAH – Oh God, yes! Fuck me! Fuck me! Breed me, Spike!”
The third part of what I liked was rapidly approaching. I could feel the knot forming inside of me. Expanding to the point that I could see it bulging outside of me. My own orgasm was quickly approaching, but I held on, because the next part would be so good! Spike gave one more thrust and hilted himself inside me! That’s when I felt a steady stream of hot dog cum pour through my pussy and right into my womb. But it wasn’t over! Spike twisted around until I was staring at his backside, effectively knotting me, and that’s when his cum came rushing with greater force, filling me up to the brim!
“AAAAAAYEESSSSS!!!” I screamed lustfully as I rode the waves of my own orgasm, cumming hard and squirting forcefully all over myself, Spike, and the bedspread.
I panted and huffed, my chest rose with each breath I took, and my body was licked with sweat. The smell of sex was in the air, and it would remain there until I was released and could spray an air freshener. I could still feel Spike cumming as he casually waited for his ejaculation to end. Now the fourth and final part, the best part.
Spike started to move forward, his dick was semi-hard, so it was difficult, but he kept pulling. It felt like someone had stuffed a tennis ball into my vagina and was trying to pull it out. Given the increased sensitivity, this action was only edging me closer towards another release. I gritted my teeth and gripped the sheets hard as I tried to remain still. I panted and moaned, feeling the bulbous knot starting to slip out of me bit by bit, and then, with a savage grunt, Spike tugged hard and popped out his dick from me!
I cummed again, my screams becoming little more than a strained gasp which caused me to arch my back, feeling the stimulation surge up my spine and into the back of my head! Once it was over, I came back down to the bed, panting harder. I could feel some of Spike’s cum leaking out of me, and I could tell just how much he had spread open my vagina. It would return to normal after a few minutes, but I wasn’t going anywhere until then.
Now came the part I liked the least…the regret.
I raised my right arm and rested my forearm against my head as…started crying. I hated myself. I hated that I manipulated my own dog, a creature that depended on me, cared about me, and would give their live to protect me. I used Spike’s love for me, and I taught him this. I knew that if anyone ever saw us, that would be it. He would be taken away from me, I’d be put in jail, and…I don’t know what would happen to him? Would anyone even adopt him? If they knew what I taught him to do, would they even want him around?
No, any reasonable person wouldn’t adopt a dog who was taught how to have sex with a human girl. They’d be too afraid to have him around their children or even female owners in general. Spike would just occupy space in a shelter until they…
Tears streamed down my cheeks as I sniffled. I had no one else to blame but myself for doing this to him, to us. Because…I don’t think I can stop having sex with Spike. As much as I’m loathed to admit it, I’ve come to draw immense pleasure and sexual gratification from the act of bestiality.
Each time we have sex, I run the risk of someone finding out. Thankfully, he doesn’t show any interest in other girls when I take him out for a walk. Sometimes I’m afraid that his penis will unsheathe itself in front of another girl, but that never happens. Only with me, when we’re alone, does that happen. Why? Does he know? Does Spike know that he’s only allowed to be like that with me? Or is it because that it is me, that he gets like that?
*Bark!*
I glance to my left and watch as Spike walks up to me, he notices the tears flowing down my face and became concerned, whimpering as he nuzzled my cheek. I smiled at him, he didn’t know just how much trouble we could be in, of course he doesn’t, he was a dog, his only concern now was for his mate and master.
“I’m okay, Spike.” I tell him, although, it sounded more like I as convincing myself rather than him. I turned, carefully, onto my left side, and drew Spike close to me, hugging him to my chest. “We’ll be alright…”
I don’t know how long I’ll be able to do this for, eventually, something will happen that will force me to stop doing this. My conflicting feelings both pray for the day that happens, and for that day to never come at all.
A few months have passed since the ending of the Friendship Games. I’m no longer enrolled at CPA, deciding to finish my senior year at Canterlot High School. I’m not alone anymore, I have friends, actual friends who care about me and enjoy my company. Aside from Sunset Shimmer, everyone else isn’t as intellectual as I am, but I don’t mind that. I love having them around me and being with them.
Thanks to the events of the Friendship Games, the CPA students turned their whole assumption of me around. I’m sure they would’ve started treating me with respect and kindness if I had gone back, but I felt like I needed a new start. Even though everyone at CHS knew my name and who I was, thanks mostly to my pony counterpart, they still welcomed me despite the fact that I was not “Princess” Twilight.
However, this wasn’t the only big change to come from the Friendship Games. Spike can talk now. Full sentences! He was completely sapient now! I ran some tests on him back at my house – oh yeah, since I no longer have a dorm room I moved back into my mom and dad’s house – and found that there were new neural pathways, and that parts of his brain were more active than a normal dog’s should be. Essentially, he was self-aware, and aside from still doing the occasional dog thing, he was like a person.
……And because of this, I’ve stopped having sex with him.
I’ll admit, part of having sex with Spike, my dog, was to relieve my loneliness, and to feel…wanted. And, back then, Spike was just an animal, sentient, but not sapient. But now that he has intelligence, he’s like a person, and due to his development, I can’t in good conscience continue to have a sexual relationship with him. Even if the degenerate side of me keeps urging me to do so.
A lot of things happened anyway, so I never really had to think about having sex with Spike, it was just a thought in the back of head, easily pushed aside. Having six friends filled my time with slumber parties, hanging out, and other activities, I was busy a lot.
However, one day, the topic was brought up, not by me…but by Spike.
I was in my old room, typing away at my laptop as I prepared a book report, purely out of enjoyment, mind you. My parents had gone to bed, so only Spike and I were awake on that Friday night. Spike was curled up on my bad, napping, or so I thought.
“Hey, Twilight, can I ask you question?”
“Of course, Spike, what is it?” I replied.
“How come we don’t play that game anymore?”
“What game are you talking about?”
“You know, the one where you let me mate with you.”
I lost my concentration; my fingers mistyped several things onto the document as my mind tried to comprehend what Spike had just asked me. I turned around in my chair and asked, “S-Spike, y-you remember that game?”
“Yeah, of course I do.”
I struck my forehead with the heel of my palm. Of course, he didn’t forget! Just because he gained sapiency, doesn’t me his memories of the past were erased! No, part of me hoped that he had forgotten about it. It made forgetting about it much easier.
“So, why don’t we play that game anymore?” he asked.
“S-Spike…I…we…It’s complicated…”
“It didn’t seem that complicated to me. You lie on your back, and I mate with you, seems simple to me,” Spike explained nonchalantly.
I panicked and quickly bolted to my bedroom door, opening it to make sure mom and dad weren’t roaming the halls. Thankfully Shining Armor was staying over with Cadance, so that was a relief. If my brother, the cop, found out I was engaging in bestiality with Spike, he’d throw me in jail! I closed the door carefully and walked over to Spike, kneeling at the edge of the bed so that he didn’t have to talk so loudly and risk having my parents overhear.
“Y-Yes, the premise of mating is simple…”
“Okay, so, then, can we play now? I miss that game!”
My face was burning, Spike wanted to mate with me! No! I thought. Bestiality is akin to abuse! I groomed him into wanting this, I have to be the one to stop this. He’s not just an animal anymore, he has his own thoughts and feelings!
“Spike, listen to me…What I did…What we were doing…It was wrong,” I confessed.
Spike tilted his head in confusion. “What? Why’s mating wrong? I see dogs do it all the time.”
I nodded, agreeing with his last point. “Yes, there’s nothing wrong with mating when it’s between a dog and another dog. A human and a dog…it’s not allowed, it’s against the law, Spike.”
“I don’t really get it…” Spike admitted, confusion evident in his tone.
I was hating myself even more, how was I to explain to an animal who just gained intelligence and self-awareness what human laws were? How do I explain to him that what I taught him to do was considered a form of abuse?
“Spike…I…I know it’s hard to understand, but…humans have made certain laws, or rules if that’s easier to understand, that are meant to protect animals – like yourself – from humans who would treat you and your kind with cruelty,” I explained. “Do you understand so far?”
Spike nodded his head at me.
“Okay, and one of those laws – rules – is that humans are not allowed to ‘mate’ with their pets or any animal.”
“Okay…So there are rules humans have against that…but why is it considered something bad? It felt good when we mated,” he said.
Oh my God, Spike, he’s making this harder than it should be! “Because…Because…! Because it doesn’t serve a purpose!” Yes, maybe this is a better way?! “When humans mate, we can have babies but when humans mate with other animals, we can’t have babies, it serves humans no purpose to mate with other animals, so, therefore, it’s considered a bad thing, and is looked on as hurting that animal.”
Spike shook his head and groaned with frustration. “Okay, again, why is it a bad thing, Twilight?! When we mated, I felt really good! I know you did, too!”
I gulped hard.
“The fact that I liked it or didn’t has no bearing on the fact that it’s considered something bad. Spike, you have to remember, not all animals are like you. You can think and talk like a human now, so you can make the decision whether or not you want to mate with me or anyone. Yes, that’s it! Consent! Most animals are forced into mating, tricked, taught to do those kinds of things with humans because they don’t understand, and because of that, they can’t say yes or no to wanting to mate with humans or have a human mate with them! You, on the other hand, with your gifted magical intelligence, can now say yes or no to wanting to mate with a human!”
A deadpan expression appeared on his face. “Okay, so, what you’re saying is, it’s okay to mate with you if I say I want to, right?”
I tried to argue with that, really, I did, but I was defeated by own argument. “Well…technically…yes.”
“Then, I want to mate with you, Twilight! C’mon, I miss playing with you like that!” Spike whined.
I was growing frustrated; I didn’t know how else to explain it to him that what I did was wrong! That the fact that he wants to mate with me is a byproduct of my teaching him that it was okay to mate with a human, with me specifically!
I furrowed my brow and clenched my hands into fists as I said, “No. We’re not going to play that game anymore, Spike. So, please, don’t ask me again.” I got up and walked back to my desk and started typing again.
“But…”
“I said ‘NO’, Spike!”
I heard him whimper, and my heart ached. It wasn’t his fault, he did nothing wrong. I was to blame; I was the one who corrupted him. And now, it was my duty, my responsibility as his owner, to nip this in the bud now before it became a problem. I don’t need to have sex with Spike anymore, I only did it because I was lonely and sad at CPA. I’m no longer at CPA, I’m surrounded by friends who love and care about me, I’m happy now, I don’t need to have sex with my dog to feel that anymore!
So, why can’t I stop thinking about doing it with him?
A couple of weeks passed since that conversation, and Spike hasn’t brought it up. My mom, dad, and I left town to go on vacation for a three-day weekend. I had asked Fluttershy to look after Spike for me in the meantime, and she said “yes”. However, when Friday came around, Fluttershy asked to talk to me alone, but what was strange was that she wanted me to come and speak with her at the animal shelter later that night.
I found it strange, but I said I would see her there.
I told my mom and dad that I would be going to see Fluttershy, and they were all too happy that I was. I think they were just happy that I had friends I could go and see at all. So, they didn’t ask questions, if any, about why I was going to go see a friend late at night, so long as it wasn’t a boy, I don’t think they minded. Honestly, have they not considered that one of my friends may be bisexual or a lesbian and might make a move on me? Not that I expected them too, although, I have been getting a subtle feeling from Sunset and Rainbow Dash lately…
Anyway, I arrived at the shelter at the time that Fluttershy had requested. I texted her that I was there, and she texted me back to go to the rear entrance. Once I was there, Fluttershy opened the door and…I was surprised to see her, not her specifically, it was what she was wearing that surprised me. It was a bathrobe, a simple, plain white bathrobe.
“I’m glad you came, Twilight,” said Fluttershy.
“Of course, did you need my help with the animals?” I asked.
“No, not specifically. I just need you to watch while I attend to some of the dogs,” she clarified.
“Oh, okay. I can do that.”
Fluttershy smiled at me and directed me inside. We walked down the long hallway, past a few doors that led to the individual rooms for some of the dogs and others that were either offices or medical rooms. After a couple of minutes, we arrived a door around the southside of the shelter. Fluttershy opened the door and walked inside, waving me in. I followed her as she flicked on the lights, showing a room with a glass window that peered into another room filled some medium and large dogs. I was starting to get a little worried about what this was about. Fluttershy was silent the whole time, not once telling me what she was going to do that required someone to watch her.
Unfortunately, I got my answer not a moment later. Fluttershy, who was normally, well, shy, and reserved. Undid the belt of her robe and let it fall to the floor, revealing that she was completely naked underneath. My eyes widened with shock, getting an unobstructed view of Fluttershy’s figure. Her clothes didn’t always show it, but she was the definition of a beautiful girl. She possessed the hourglass figure, wide hips, and large breasts. Any boy who gazed upon her in this state would consider themselves the luckiest in the world, but why was Fluttershy naked at all?
“Just wait here, and watch through the window,” she directed.
Fluttershy didn’t wait for my reply as she opened the door and walked right into the room. The dogs all immediately flocked to her, jumping up and licking her.
“Oh my, aren’t you all excited. Oop!” Fluttershy gasped, and I saw why. One of the large dogs pressed its snout against her vagina. I thought Fluttershy would scream, but instead, she just gave that dog a sultry stare and said, “Don’t worry, you’ll all get your turn. I promise.”
“Your turn”?! W-W-What does she mean by…Oh no! S-She’s not about to…to…?!
Fluttershy got down on her knees in front of the dog who sniffed her pussy. She gave it a kiss on its snout before reaching below it and lightly began jerking off the dog. The animal released a pleasurable grunt upon feeling Fluttershy’s delicate touch. With each rub, more and more of the large dog’s girthy member began to appear until it was fully erect.
“Okay, Dennis, you’re up first,” I heard her say.
The other dogs moved away, allowing Dennis to get behind Fluttershy. I watched as she bent forward and got on all fours, literally in doggy style. Dennis rose on his hindlegs and pierced Fluttershy’s pussy with his dick before pressing his weight against her back. I heard her release a cry of ecstasy, not unlike my own when Spike fucked me. Dennis the dog was already fucking her with all his might, each thrust made Fluttershy’s breasts swing back and forth.
I…I don’t know what to do. I’m watching my friend get fucked by a dog…was this why she called me here? She…She wanted someone to watch her get fucked by a dog?! No, judging from how the other dogs’ members were growing, she was going to have sex with several of them.
Wait, did she call me here to have sex with them?! And why ME specifically unless–! I gasped. “Spike told her…”
It was the only explanation, Spike must’ve told Fluttershy about how I taught him to have sex with me. But still, why was Fluttershy showing me this? Did she have a bestiality fetish and felt comfortable sharing it with me now that she knew?! Is she expecting me to jump in and join her?! There are at least eight dogs in there, split evenly, I could take four – What am I saying?! I’ve never had sex with any other dog but Spike, and as big as he is, some of those are bigger than him!
As I tried to wrap my head around all of this, Dennis finished, knotting inside of Fluttershy as she moaned loudly into the room, her orgasm undoubtedly crashing onto her body and mind from feeling Dennis’ ejaculation. I couldn’t help but gulp, as ashamed of myself I was, I was getting turned on by this. Dennis eventually popped himself out of Fluttershy, her gaping pussy gushing with his cum.
“G-Good boy, Dennis…! O-Okay, Ralphie, y-you’re turn, boy!” Fluttershy called out.
My eyes widened even more, she just got through getting pounded by that large dog, and now she was going to take in another one, just like that?!
I watched as Fluttershy lowered her hips a little, she looked at “Ralphie”, as if telling him something without any words. The white furred dog got behind Fluttershy, but instead of penetrating her gaping vagina, he instead shoved his cock straight into her anus. My panties dampened when I heard Fluttershy release the sexiest squeal I’ve ever heard.
“OOOOOH! Mmmm! Good, Ralphie! Make momma submit to you!”
Ralphie began humping Fluttershy’s anus, he moved forward and brought his jaws around the back of her neck. I couldn’t tell if he was completely biting down hard, or not, but judging from the increased moaning, Fluttershy was enjoying herself. In all the time I’ve done things with Spike, anal was never one of those things. Then I watched as another dog came around to Fluttershy’s front. Fluttershy eagerly moved forward, capturing the third dog’s member around the tip with her lips. The third dog moved forward more, allowing Fluttershy to engage in oral sex with the third.
Unconsciously, I reached under my skirt and took off my panties, letting them slide down my legs. I immediately shoved two of my fingers into my pussy and fucked myself in tandem with the pace of the two dogs that were currently fucking my friend. I’ve never been more turned on than I was right now, I never thought I’d get to see another person get fucked by an animal, much less a girl I knew, and by multiple dogs.
The night drew on like that, finger fucking myself while Fluttershy continued to get bred by one dog after the other. An hour had passed before I knew it, and I was weak kneed from the multiple times I came. I found a chair and plopped down onto it, exhausted. Just then, Fluttershy exited the room, her pussy, ass, face, and breasts were slathered in dog cum, and she had the most satisfied look on her face. Despite having had sex with eight different dogs of various sizes, she was walking casually over to me, something tells me that this was not the first time Fluttershy had had sexual encounters with canines.
Fluttershy took one look at me and giggled. “Did you have fun watching, Twilight?”
I realized that I was sitting spread eagle, my skirt was hiked up to my waist, and my panties were hanging off my left ankle. I was definitely a sight. “Spike told you about us…didn’t he?”
She nodded and said, “He did. He was sad that you didn’t want to have sex with him.”
“I can’t anymore, I shouldn’t!” I argued.
“Why’s that?” Fluttershy asked me.
“Because it’s wrong! I tricked him into having sex with me! I taught him those things, and now if anyone finds out, they might put him down! No one’s going to want a dog like that?!” I yelled in frustration.
Fluttershy, the sweet, lovable, kindest girl in CHS, sauntered over to me, and before I could say anything, she straddled my lap, still naked, and still leaking cum from her orifices. I felt my throat dry up as I looked upon her, she was intimidating, and that’s not a word I’d thought I’d ever associate with Fluttershy. She positioned her crotch above mine, which meant the cum of the eight dogs she had fucked was pouring out over my own pussy and pooling beneath me. I squirmed in guilty delight at feeling the warm, familiar gooey mess now leaking into me from Fluttershy.
She leaned forward and pressed her right breast to my face, which had fresh dog cum on it. “Go on.”
Without hesitation, I wrapped my mouth around Fluttershy’s breast, sucking and lapping up every bit of cum that was on it. Fluttershy wrapped her arms around my head, bringing my head closer as I suckled and licked her breast clean. Fluttershy made me turn my head up to look at her. I felt like I was in the presence of an alpha pack leader, despite being railed by those dogs, not once did I see her lose control of the situation. Despite how it looked, Fluttershy was the one in charge in that room, and right now, she was in charge of me.
“Twilight, you should know. I fuck dogs mostly because I enjoy it, and I get paid to do it,” she confessed.
“W-What?!” I exclaimed.
“This shelter runs a particular side business. And that side business is what I just did. How do you think we’re able to keep so many of these dogs without euthanizing them? It’s because every dog I have sex with is my partner and I love all my partners. I feel having sex with them is a pure form of love, they don’t feel the need to impress me, nor do I feel the need to impress them. I love them and they love me, and mating with them is a more intimate way for me to show that. I still take care of them, and I still work hard to find them good homes. Is that something a degenerate person would do?”
“N-No…”
She smiled at me and said, “When Spike told me about what you went through in Crystal Prep, he was sad. He wished he could’ve helped you more.”
“He…He knew I was sad?” I gasped.
“Of course, dogs are very attuned to their master’s feelings. That’s why, when you two had sex, he could tell how happy you were. And he felt happy that he could make you happy,” she explained.
I turned my gaze away from her, my shame rising again. “But I taught him to do that, he didn’t know any better…”
Fluttershy cupped my chin and forced me to look at her again. “Twilight Sparkle, I would love to have what you have! I wish I could speak to the animals and know what they’re saying! Maybe I could even have a relationship with one or two or many of them! But Spike can think and talk on his own, and he’s already told you his choice. The question is, Twilight, are you going to respect his newfound intelligence, and respect the choices he makes? You are his master, his owner, but now he can think and feel and express himself verbally. You need to take what he wants into consideration, now.”
……
……
She’s right, everything I’ve done so far is because it’s something I’ve wanted. Spike has a mind and voice of his own now, and it was time I listened.
“I will…thank you, Fluttershy.”
The intimidating look in her eyes faded away as the normal, kind expression I was used to reappeared. “I’m glad you do. Once you’ve talked, I know you two will be happy. And don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone. Plus, if I did, you have something on me, too.”
“No, I trust you, Fluttershy.”
“Good, now…” And that look was back again. “Cleaning out all this cum takes a while, so, I want you to get on the floor and eat out all the cum they left in me until I’m cleaned out. And afterwards, we’re both going to take a shower and I’ll clean you out thoroughly. We don’t want Spike getting jealous if he smells more than one dog on you, right?”
Gulp. “Yes.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“Yes, ma’am!”
Another two weeks had passed, and thankfully it was my parents’ anniversary. They were going to go to a resort over the weekend and it would just be me and Spike. Sunset had offered to come over and keep me company, along with Rarity, Rainbow, and Pinkie. But I politely declined, Fluttershy was helpful in getting them to not push the subject any further, I think she understood what I was going to do today. Of course, I took extra precautions to make sure that no one was going to come over, I double checked with Shining Armor that he was going to stay with Cadance and enjoy some time alone as he was off this whole weekend, and he wanted to spend it with her.
Like the good LSBFF I was, I more or less shoved him into Cadance’s arms and told him to have a good time.
After checking that my big brother would be occupied the whole weekend, my friends would not come over, or my parents, I decided now was the time.
It was Saturday afternoon, other than taking Spike out for a walk, we didn’t do much else. I think he was still a little depressed that I didn’t want to mate with him, he must’ve thought it was his fault that I didn’t want to mate with him. But I’m going to remedy that now. I walked to my room and looked at myself in the mirror. Ever since I started hanging out with the girls, I’ve become more physically active, I was lot less scrawny than I was before, but no muscle to speak of like Rainbow, Applejack, or Sunset. I was nervous, I don’t know why.
Oh yeah, I know why. Because now Spike could voice his thoughts and opinions, whereas before he didn’t care and just fucked me. Now, after having intelligence for the last few months, would he have developed a preference?
“Well, only one way to find out.”
I took off my clothes and placed them on my desk, after opening the door, I sat on my bed, crossed legged and naked. “SPIKE, CAN YOU COME UP HERE, PLEASE?!”
I heard the pitter patter of his paws, and the jingling of his tags as he rushed up the stairs. The jingling and soft pattering of his paws slowed as he approached my door, that’s when he stopped and stared at me in surprise.
“T-Twilight? What’s wrong?”
“Come up here, Spike, we need to talk,” I said as I patted the vacant spot next to me.
Spike walked to the bed and then jumped up onto it. He then sat next to me, where I then turned to face him.
“Spike, Fluttershy told me you told her that we’ve mated before.”
He turned his gaze away, he looked guilty, more than likely believing that I was going to scold him for telling her.
“I…I’m sorry, I just…”
“It’s okay, you see, I had a talk with Fluttershy, and she helped me realize how I feel about you.”
Spike’s ears folded as he looked up at me. “And…how do you feel about me?”
I leaned forward slowly, more and more. Spike was noticeably confused, but he didn’t run away. I kept advancing on him until he was on his back, his hindlegs splayed open to me. “I realized that I like mating with you, Spike. That…as strange as it my sound to anyone else, as messed up as it may be, I want to be your mate.”
Spike’s eyes grew wide with shock. “W-Wait, Twi, you…you want to be my mate?!”
“If you want me to. Spike, back at Crystal Prep, before you could think and speak for yourself, I taught you how to mate with me, and I did it out of a selfish need to feel loved and needed. But now, I’m not at Crystal Prep anymore, I have friends who care about me and love me. I’m no longer in that hostile environment. That’s why I didn’t think I needed to continue our game, especially now when you can decide for yourself what it is you want.”
I took a deep breath, steadying my nerves.
“I was being disrespectful to you, Spike. You’re smarter than normal dogs, now. You can feel, think, and talk for yourself. I didn’t take your feelings into consideration, so, I want you to think about it. Because, if you just want to continue our game and mate with me from time to time, that’s fine with me. Just know that no one can know about what we do, aside from Fluttershy. If anyone found out that we were doing these things, they’ll take me away, and they’ll do the same to you.”
I saw fear in his eyes, it seems he understood the consequences.
“As a sign that I’m respecting your newfound intelligence, I’m going to let you decide, Spike. I can stop now, and we go on not ever doing this again, or we can continue to mate with each other, but it will have to be done in secret, and with caution. Just know one thing, Spike, no matter what you choose, I’ll always love you. You’ve been there for me through the hardest time in my life, you’ve comforted me, you’ve cheered me up, you’ve kept me from feeling utterly alone. I owe you so much, my good boy. So, what to do you want to do, Spike?”
I could see the gears turning in his head, for all his life, he had mostly done what others told him to do. Me, Shining Armor, mom, and dad, no one ever asked him what he wanted or needed, everyone else always told him what those things were. Now, he was given the choice. I’ll admit, I was scared, I’ve fully committed to being a degenerate at this point, to give myself to Spike and let him fuck me. But I will respect his decision. If all else fails, I’m sure Fluttershy wouldn’t mind letting me join her.
I took my eyes off Spike for a moment, and when I did, I felt his mouth gently snap close over my right breast. I squeaked in surprise and then looked down at him. I watched as he started licking my nipple and suckling from me as if he was my pup. The sensation was exciting, in all the two years since I taught Spike how to mate with me, I never had him lick my breasts before.
I mewled as he kept sucking and licking, his eyes were closed as it seemed he was enjoying the act. After a few moments he released my breast and said, “I’ve…I’ve always wanted to do that.”
I smiled at him and asked, “What else did you want to do?”
“Are…Are you sure?” Spike asked.
“Whatever you want.”
He looked as nervous as I felt, which helped ease my own nerves a little. “Um…can you…use your mouth on my thing?”
I gulped, and then looked down at his crotch. His member was already starting to come unsheathed, the thought that I might pleasure him with my mouth was exciting him. It seemed other things were awakened in Spike, possibly the idea of just having sex for pleasure rather than just to breed and make puppies. Truthfully, I’ve always had an urge to orally stimulate him, but I was afraid of how he would react to me putting my mouth anywhere near his genitals. Handling them was one thing, but I didn’t want him to think I was going to hurt him.
I guess I was taking a bit long with my answer because he quickly added, “Y-You know what, never mind! I-I don’t know I ask you to do that! I–!”
“Spike. I’ll do it.”
His rambling ceased, wow, so that’s what it’s like on the other side of that.
I crawled down lower until my head was aligned with his crotch, and there I started to see his balls swell, and his cock fully erect and twitching. My heart pounded in my chest, and my throat went dry. I’ve only ever seen other girls perform fellatio, or the more colloquial term, blowjob, on porn sites. Well, it wasn’t like Spike had anything to compare this to, so, it’s not like he could tell me I was doing a bad job.
With my resolve steeled, I opened my mouth and gave his shaft a slow, long lick. Spike shuddered and whimpered in delight, the foreign sensation of his cock licked was new to him, and I had every intention on letting him revel in it. After I licked it all the way to the top, I licked it some more, the sides, the tip, the back, I coated it all in my saliva. And then I brought it into my mouth.
I didn’t know what to expect as far as taste went, it was salty, definitely salty. But I didn’t dislike it as much as I thought. I began bobbing my head slowly up and down, I knew where his knot would form so I made sure not to go any lower than that. What was in my mouth was big enough without having a bulbous lump in my throat. I kept fellating my canine lover, filling the room with lewd slurping sounds. I managed to tuck my legs under me and got onto my knees. I spread my legs and worked my left hand under me and began playing with myself.
Spike continued to squirm and whimper and moan, the new sensations of a human girl’s mouth around hid dick driving him ever closer to release. I grew more excited, because I was the one giving him this pleasure, I was the one servicing him, not the other way around! This was more for Spike’s enjoyment than my own, but I was enjoying myself, nonetheless!
“T-Twilight…! I feel it coming! It’s going to come out!” he warned me.
I bobbed my head faster, working my tongue around his shaft even more! I watched as the knot began to form in front of me, letting me know he was close to cumming. I worked my fingers in out of my drenched pussy, driving myself closer to the edge! Finally, Spike let out a strange, pleasured howl as he came inside my mouth! I shoved my fingers up the knuckle and came along with him! I felt the rush of Spike’s cum pour into my mouth and slide down my throat, and I swallowed every last drop! The smell and the thickness was even stronger than when I ate it out of Fluttershy, of course it was, this was fresh, from the source, and it was even better because it was Spike’s cum, not some random dog(s).
A minute passed and both of our orgasms ended. I unwrapped my mouth from his still hardened cock, and gulped loudly, swallowing the last remnants of his seed and feeling its warmth in my stomach.
Spike looked up at me and said, “That…That was…wow! I didn’t know using your mouth could feel that good!”
“Even though you know I’m not going to get pregnant because of it?” I asked.
Spike tilted his head as he thought. “I mean, it is a little weird, I know that doing that in your mouth wouldn’t get you pregnant, but I still liked doing it. Is that bad?”
I couldn’t help but giggle as I leaned down and kissed him on his forehead. “No, Spike, it’s not bad. You’re just enjoying the act of mating rather than just doing it for breeding.”
“Huh…is that why you humans mate? Just because you want to, because it feels good?”
Wow, he really was thinking hard about this. “Well, not always. For humans, mating serves more than one purpose, and it depends on the person. But mostly, it’s an act done by two people who love and care about each other and want to express that love in a physical way. Sometimes the end result is making a baby, and sometimes it’s just to express and reaffirm that love. And yes, there are times when humans just want to mate for fun. H-How would you define our mating?”
Spike managed to sit up on his rear as he thought about it. “I like mating with you. It’s fun. I mean, I did find it weird that I never managed to get you pregnant with my puppies, but I still liked mating with you. And I know it made you happy, so, I didn’t mind. And I do love you, so, I guess it’s a combination. Mating is fun and I like mating with you. But I also feel happy and you’re happy when we do, so, I also mate with you because I love you.”
My heart swelled when he said those words, all these two years I thought he really didn’t like what we were doing. That he was just fucking me to please me. But deep down, he did it because he loved me, he cared about me that much. I reached out and picked up Spike by his armpits and hugged him against my body, I didn’t care that his dick was sandwiched between my breasts at that moment, I was just so happy to hear him say that. I felt Spike’s paws reach out and wrap around my neck as he hugged me back and nuzzled my cheek. I had no regrets now.
I released Spike and put him back down on the bed. I turned around and laid on my stomach, afterwards I grabbed the pillow and placed it under me, elevating my hips just enough to be off the bed. Fluttershy taught me this, now Spike could properly mount me. I opened my legs more and looked over my shoulder to him and said, “I’m ready, Spike.”
Spike was surprised, as he should be, this was the first time I’ve ever presented myself this way. I watched as Spike mounted me, pressing his paws against my back as he aimed his dick at my pussy. He looked at me with a little concern. I didn’t need him to talk to understand his hesitancy. Before, he would just shove himself inside of me and just fuck me in a very animalistic manner, now that he could think and feel, he must’ve been concerned about how I would feel if he started out like that.
“Spike, it’s okay, mate with me as you want to, I’m ready,” I assured him.
I saw him smile; his confidence restored. Spike jammed his length directly into me without any bit of warning, and of course, I moaned like a complete slut! God, I missed this! I was already cumming just from the insertion! Spike started his thrusts, oh man, oh God, I missed how savage he is! But there a difference this time, I could tell, the rhythm was different, he wasn’t just fucking me to breed me, he was fucking me and reveling in the sensation of it, he was taking in the full nuances of my vagina and how it felt!
I my tongue lolled out of my mouth as I felt him pounding against me, grunting and growling, unlike before, Spike used his claws. Digging into the skin of my hips to keep himself steady as he fucked me, and that little bit of pain just made it feel even better!
“OH YES! SPIKE! I MISSED THIS SO MUCH, I’VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH!” I screamed.
“Me, too! Twilight! I-I missed mating with you! But, oh, I never realized just how good you feel!” Spike exclaimed.
Spike fucked me even harder and faster than before, unlike before, he understood what I meant, and it further spurred him on! I could feel his knot forming inside of me! Yes! I wanted this! I missed this!
“Twilight! I’m going to shoot it out again!”
“Do it! Right in my pussy, fill me with your doggy cum and breed me like the bitch I am!” I cried.
Spike obliged me and hilted himself as deep as he could and howled as he cummed hard into me, harder than before! He twisted around and knotted me, and then came the full deluge, sending me into one orgasm after the other! I was squirting like a broken faucet! It was like molten lava was being poured down my fuck tunnel and pooling into my womb! It was incredible!
The orgasms soon passed, and Spike began pulling himself out of me. I squealed as he pulled harder and harder until he finally popped his knot out of my pussy, and I gave grunt of pleasure and relief from the sensation. I was panting hard, I wanted that so badly, and now I wanted more. I took a quick look to see if Spike was still hard, amazingly, he was.
“Spike, can you keep going?” I asked.
“Y-Yeah, I can,” he answered.
“Good.” I took the pillow out from under me. I couldn’t say I was lying flat, exactly, as my stomach was still a bit distended from the copious amount of jizz Spike poured into me. “Because there’s another hole I want you to play with.”
“Another hole?”
I reached back with both of my hands and spread my ass cheeks as I showed off my anus to him. “I want you to put in here, next, Spike.”
I couldn’t see his expression, but I assumed he was shocked. “Y-You want me to…to put in there?!”
I was a little worried by his tone. “Y-You don’t have to if you don’t want to!”
“No, no, I mean…I’ve always kinda wanted to. It’s hard to describe…”
I think I understand. “You want to assert your dominance over me, most dogs hump other dogs to show dominance over the other. Your instincts are probably urging to assert your dominance over me, because I’m your mate right now.”
“But I don’t…I mean, you’re…”
“Spike, when we’re in this bed and mating, you will always be the dominant one. Take this as a sign of how much I trust you,” I told him.
“O-Okay…b-but just when we mate, it feels weird otherwise,” Spike remarked.
“It’s a deal.”
With our boundaries agreed upon, Spike mounted me again. I kept my ass spread for him so that he could more easily insert himself. His dick was still slathered in his and my cum, so it should be lubricated enough. I guess we’re about to find out.
To his credit, Spike started out slow as this was just as new to him as it was to me. I felt the tip of his dick poke against my pucker, it was such a strange sensation, so alien, so foreign. I never played with my anus before, I’ve never put my fingers in there, or anything resembling something phallic in shape. So, this was going to take some getting used. But all the same I was getting a rush from it.
Spike pushed himself harder, and I managed to relax my anus, and when I did, he slipped into me. I let out an embarrassing squeak when he did. Now that his tip was in, he pushed more of himself into my ass. I let go of my rear and brought my arms back to the front as I gripped the bed sheets in front of me. I had to concentrate to keep my anus from clenching, I wanted Spike to get all of himself into me. The sensation of something going in instead of coming out was so strange, but not displeasing.
Finally, Spike managed to fully hilt himself inside of my asshole, widening my sphincter to new proportions. I breathed slowly and calmly, adjusting myself to the new feeling of having Spike’s penis in my butt. “S-Spike, are you okay?”
“Yeah, are you?”
“I-I think so. For now, d-do you think you can move slowly?” I asked.
“I’ll try.”
Spike retracted his hips, pulling his dick out with him. If his cock going in was strange, than having it leave me was even stranger. I felt empty without it, and I had to bite my lip to stop me from pleading with him to put it back in. Once Spike was halfway out, he thrust forward again, smacking my ass with his hips as his balls slapped against my pussy, sending a surge of pleasure going through me.
My faithful canine lover slowly started to fuck my ass, his speed gradually increasing as my hole became slickened by his precum and our combined left over cum that clung to his dick. After a few moments my anus started to adjust to his size, and he managed to start fucking me in earnest. The lewd sounds of his hips smacking against my ass, and the slapping of his balls against my pussy rang in my ear, combined with his guttural grunts and growls!
The foreign sensation of anal sex was more stimulating than I had first thought! I didn’t think I could derive pleasure from having my ass fucked, but it was just the opposite, I was!
“That’s it, Spike! You’re such a good boy! Fuck my ass, AAAAH – Don’t stop! Don’t stop! Make me cum with my ass!”
“I’ll make you mine! My mate! Mine!” Spike grunted.
I was giving into my own primal urges now, devolving into an animal whose only existence was to be dominated and fucked by this virile, well-endowed beast behind me!
“I AM YOURS, SPIKE! FUCK YES, KEEP GOING! MY PUSSY! MY ASS! MY MOUTH! THEY’RE YOURS TO FUCK, ALL DAY, ALL NIGHT, TODAY, TONIGHT, TOMORROW! WE’LL FUCK UNTIL WE CAN’T ANYMORE!”
Spike fucked me harder, it did start to hurt a little, but don’t care! I’m too blissed out to give a fuck about that right now! This was the best sex I’ve had with Spike in two years! I felt Spike’s dick begin to knot for the third time today, we never fucked more than once, getting to feel his knot inside me twice in one day, it was amazing! Spike released another howl of dominance as he shoved it all inside me and cummed just as hard he had in my pussy! I was sent over the edge as a surge of ecstasy jolted up my spine and hit me in the back of my brain like a semi-truck as I splashed more of my love juices onto Spike and the bed. Spike twisted around for the second time and fully knotted me and poured his hot cum into my anus!
The feeling of his cum flowing into my intestines was…was…I don’t even know how to describe it!
Again, a minute passed, and Spike began pulling himself out. Unfortunately, he didn’t come out as easily as he did my pussy. Every tug dragged me along with him. I’m not going to lie, it was hot, being dragged around by his dick, which was currently trapped in tight ass. But it was a problem now.
“Um…Twilight, I can’t pull out,” he said worriedly.
“I’m…aware,” I replied in a daze.
“Uh, w-what should we do?”
“Can’t do…anything about it…right now. We’ll…just need to wait…until you…soften up a little…and then try again…”
“O-Okay.” Spike backed up a little and pressed his butt against mine so that he could lie down. “Um, Twilight?”
“Yes…?”
“When I’m free…can we mate some more?”
I grinned and said, “As much as you want, until mom and dad come home. Fuck me as much as you want.”
We did fuck some more, so much more. We made up for lost time in those two days. I didn’t bother leaving the house, nor did I wear clothes. I walked around the house naked, that way I was ready for Spike whenever he was. The only time we weren’t fucking was when we ate and whenever we eventually did sleep.
I actually went around on my hands and knees, like a dog, which allowed Spike to casually molest me whenever the urge struck him. We fucked everywhere in the house. I was on my back when he fucked my pussy in the hallway downstairs. On the couch I gave him a blowjob. I let him fuck my ass again on the stairs. That time I let him pull me along with his dick and it was so degrading, I loved it!
Even when I went to the bathroom, I left the door open, and as gross it sounds, I we had sex on the toilet. And then we had sex in the tub. There wasn’t a moment of the day when I didn’t have Spike’s cum inside me or on me, he even asked me to give him a titjob, well not specifically, he asked me if he could put his cock between my breasts, and of course I said yes. My ass and pussy were gaping a lot, at some point I was worried that they wouldn’t go back to normal and that they would stay a gaping, sloppy mess. And in the back of my mind, I didn’t care.
It was Sunday night now, and after another vigorous fuck session, we cleaned up and went to bed. Spike no longer sleeps on the floor, now he sleeps in the bed with me. I told him we could still have sex when mom and dad came home, but that we’d have to be quiet when we did. He agreed to that. I slept naked, I wanted to feel Spike’s soft fur and warmth against my skin.
I was stupidly happy right now; I didn’t believe it was possible to be this happy.
“Twilight…?”
“Hmm?”
“I love you, and not just because we mated a lot.”
“I’m sure it helped, though,” I giggled.
“Maybe a little,” he admitted.
“Pervert.”
“Says the girl who had me drag her on the floor by her butthole while I was stuck inside of her,” he remarked.
“Touché.”
“Gesundheit.”
I rolled my eyes.
“Anyway, I know I can’t do things with you like a human can. I can’t have puppies with you, and I know you said that you’ll be in trouble if anyone finds out. So, will you make me promise?”
“Of course, what is it?”
“If you find someone, a human, that you like, I want you to be their mate.”
“Spike–”
“Listen,” Spike turned around and looked up at me with his emerald, green eyes, serious and determined. “I want you to be happy! I like mating with you, a whole lot! But I know you need to be happy with another human!”
Is he aware of his lifespan? I thought.
Dogs don’t tend to live longer than thirteen to fourteen years. And that’s when you take good care of them, and Twilight planned on taking very good care of Spike. But inevitably, time would catch up to Spike. Every year that passed by for me was seven for him. Eventually, he would die. At best, I would be in my thirties by then. If he was aware, was he saying this to make sure that I would have someone there to help me through that time? That the love I’d feel for the man or woman I end up with would be enough to offset the sadness of his absence in my life?
I held Spike closer and said, “If that’s what you want, then I will find another human who can make me happy. But just so you know, no matter who it is, they’ll never be able to replace you in my life. Ever.”
“I know, I just want you be happy,” said Spike.
“I am, and I will continue to be.”
I don’t know what the future holds for me, I have friends, and now I have a secret lover in the form of my faithful, loyal, and intelligent dog, Spike. Maybe I will find a human person who will click with me, who will make me feel loved and wanted like Spike does, but until then, I’ll keep him close, and cherish these moments, not just the intimate ones.
“I love you, Spike.”
“I love you, too, Twi.”
