Millions of stars glittered in the cloudless night sky. Infinitely twinkling in the far-off distance. The cool evening air caresses your face, your companion's violet hair gently flows, like silk, on the breeze. You gaze fondly into her amethyst pools, wondering what you did to deserve this beautiful creature, sitting next to you.
I would lie broken amongst the rocks. Dead!.
You think back to that fateful night, nine years ago. A night much like tonight, calm, peaceful, perfect. Your life had been shit, before you met her.
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Moving from job to job. Living off the streets when unemployment ran out. Family turning their backs on you, treating you like filth from the sewers, when you needed them the most. Today started out well enough, but like every other job you worked, that changed. Not for the better. A new position was opening and you and another were being considered for the spot. Only one candidate could fill the role. When called to the business owner’s office, you smile.
Life is finally looking up, for me.
Upon entering the room, you knew that wasn't the case. Your blue eyes fell onto the stern glare of your boss. Avoiding his gaze, you looked to your right, spotting Megan. Confusion gripped you as you stood motionless.
"Sit down Alex!"
Jarred from your stupor you quickly sat. The chair was cold and hard sapping your warmth.
"It has been brought to my attention that you have been breaking HR protocol."
"If it is about that kiss. I can assure you it was consensual from both sides."
"Fraternization between coworkers is frowned upon. Especially romantic trysts. It is well documented that these things effect the work ethics of those involved. Usually ending badly for the company and all of those involved. Had it been a small breach of contract, I could turn a blind eye. The evidence that has been presented to me though is far more nefarious and not tolerated in the private sector."
Your blood runs cold. His words sapping whatever strength you have left. Your boss’s accusing gaze forces you to scrunch down in your chair. You look to Megan your coworker, friend, maybe something more... Blue eyes glance at her, pleading. The red head faulters for an instant, lowering her face. The boss seeing her angst, takes this as a sign of extortion. Extortion by you, towards his witness.
"Alex, rape is not tolerated here and judging by Megan's demeanor, her fear is evident. Do you have anything to add?"
"Sir, I promise you that haven't raped anyone ever. Let alone Megan."
"Do you have any evidence to prove your innocence?"
"No, I don’t."
"With all the witness testimonies, I have no choice but to suspend you until this matter has been fully investigated. If, and that is a big if. I decide to reinstate you, you forfeit the right to the Lead Accountant Position."
"That's horse shit."
Your blood boils, eyes glaring at the redhead.
"Tell him Megan... Tell him it's not true."
Megan's green eyes pull away, facing the opposite direction.
"Ms. Fairweather you're free to go. I need to speak with Alex alone."
The young woman meekly stands up, avoiding your gaze and rushes out the door.
"Alex I need you to sign this document, stating that you are aware..."
"SHOVE IT OLD MAN! I HAVE GIVEN YOU TWO YEARS OF MY LIFE. IF I HAVEN'T PROVEN MYSELF TO YOU, THAT I DESERVE THE LEAD ACCOUTANT POSITION, OR THE RESOLVE OF MY INTEGRITY. YOU CAN TAKE THIS JOB AND SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASS."
Grasping the piece of paper in your right hand, you crumple the document. Throwing it onto the desk, you storm out of the office.
"I quit!"
The door slams behind you. Turning you stand face to face with Megan.
"I'm sorry Alex. I need the extra money for my son. Times have been tough."
"Tell some who cares. I hope it was worth it."
Your coworker who you thought of as friend, possibly more, had stabbed you in the back, lying to your boss. She claimed that you had made sexual advances towards her and when asked to stop, you pushed her on the ground and forced yourself onto her. Not long after, cops showed up at your door to ask a few questions. Within the week the accusations levied against you turn up, empty. Your mood didn't change with the news. The damage had been done. Rumors spread. Regardless of your innocence, you had no job and no income. Somehow your landlord heard about the lies. Instead of listening to the truth or giving you time to find another job, she kicked you out of your apartment.
"I don't give lodging to vagrants like you."
Instead of packing you turn, walking away from your home of two years. Your travels take you out of the town, into the countryside. The sky turned burnt orange as the sun dropped below the zenith. Stepping over the bridge, you glance, the wooden sign reading, Welcome to Providence land of new, beginnings.
"New beginnings. Pft! The fuck it is..."
Facing east from the sign you follow the rushing river. Gazing into the turbulent flow you are reminded of how much your life is like the raging waters. Turning from your negative thoughts you trudge on eastward bound. Time passes you by. The waning light diminishes, fading to a light purple then blue and finally to black. Night has come. You are led to the coast. at the cliff’s edge the ocean stretches out in front of you as far as the eye can see. The moon casts a milky white reflection over the calm, smooth surface. Standing at the precipice of the world you gaze off into the distance. You look down the sixty-foot drop. Sharp jagged rocks pierce the sky, jutting from the glassy surface below.
Why haven't I done this sooner? There is nothing for me here... anywhere...
The wind picks up. The cool breeze caresses your face as you teeter at the end of the world. One step closer to oblivion. Two … then three. Almost there. One more and fate will never shit on you again.
Do I want it to end like this?
You smile at the irony.
My life really is a sick joke. even after all that fate has put me through. I don't want to die.
Yours eyes water. Whether from the cold wind or your fear, you didn't know.
What does it matter. Just take the step.
Your right foot slides across the dew-covered grass. Off in the distance a boom of thunder stops you dead in your tracks. Followed by the blinding flash of lightning. Closing your eyes, you stumble backwards. The air escapes your lungs as you are knocked to the ground. you try to get up, but you can't. Something heavy stops you. Clearing the daze from your eyes, you spot the still form of a figure sprawled across your body.
Shouting at the clear night sky, you release your rage.
"What did I ever do to you? You have torn me down time and again. Leaving nothing to live for. So, when I decide to end it all you deny me that small curtesy. Then you add murder to the list of atrocities. Screw you fate... screw you."
The evening stars slowly disappear, blotted out by dark storm clouds. As if in answer to your challenge. Fat raindrops fell from the sky splattering on your face. Soon you were drenched from head to toe. Your jeans and blue hoodie clung to you like an extra skin. The wind picked up making the night even less bearable. The cool breeze chilled you to your bones. Snot began to drip from your nose eliciting a sneeze. Your whole body went numb. This process was sped up even faster with the dead weight on top of you, cutting off circulation.
"Really!"
Voice, hoarse from shouting, left you mute and miserable. Begrudgingly, you dropped your hands, defeated. Lying still, your senses awakened to the space around you. The rain fell like a roaring waterfall. Slowing down seconds later, to a trickle. Time stood still. Tiny droplets spattered into puddles with a gentle ringing sound. Rings cascaded out across the glassy surface. Giving life, to stagnant water. All around you the wind whistled through the grass like a call of a dove. Your eyes begin to close, anger subsiding. A serene calm overtakes you. Ever so slowly you breath. In and out... In and out. Your chest rises and falls with each new breath. You reached nirvana. That place where nothing else matters. The cold long forgotten, you are overcome with warmth. Then for the briefest instant, you felt something.
What was that?
Then it happened again. A pulse? Maybe a Heartbeat. You force your senses outward, focusing on the rhythmic thumping. A cloud of mist wafted on the air, caressing your cheek. Then it happened again and a third time. Your nose was tickled by the smell of peppermint. Your eyes shoot open, realizing.
This person is still alive.
Your fingers tingled, as blood rushed through your veins. Tiny pains erupted across you flesh like millions of pin pricks. Functionality restored, you slowly lift your hands. Gently you felt your way across the still form sprawled atop of you. Stopping once you touch something silky and smooth.
Hair?
Furthering your journey, you hit something soft and pliable. Your fingers begin to trace around the squishy mass, feeling the contour of the bones beneath.
A cheekbone?
The investigation continued across a cheek, up a pair of soft lips and ending with your finger going right up a nose. The movement was painful enough to wake the still figure.
"Snort! Ouch! What the hay Spike? How many times must I tell you not to wake me up by shoving your claws into my nose?"
A young feminine voice escaped from the pair of lips. The sound was music to your ears, reminding you of a flute.
"I don't know what you are talking about. My name isn't Spike, its Alex."
The heaviness covering you diminishes. The figure rises off your body. Her breath quickens, heartbeat racing. The young girl raises her head, soaked hair flopping down around her face. Your eyes adjusted the darkness, gaze into the shadowed face. The cloud cover opens for a brief instant, granting a ray of moonlight to pass, illuminating her delicate features. Glancing back at you is a pair of sparkling amethyst eyes. Her face, a pale cream color blanked with violet hair.
"Beautiful!"
"What?"
Realization dawns on you, as you recall what you just said. Your breath catches in your throat. You reflexively gag, choking on your tongue.
"Cough, cough, cough!"
"Are you all right?"
The frenetic sound of her voice made it seem like the girl was worried about you. Silently your head nods. Signaling you're fine. Free of the extra weight, you wearily back away from the girl. The woman’s face moved closer to you, examining.
"What are you?"
A thin finger waggled close to your nose. Her gaze leaves your face, eyes focusing on the finger.
"What is that? What in Celestia's name is going on?"
The sudden loudness of her voice causes you to flinch, eyes closing. The girl pauses, staring towards you.
"Eheheh... Sorry! Sometimes I lose myself and get carried away."
The girl rubs her head nervously, cheeks flushing. The action causes you the briefly drop your guard. You feel your own cheeks heat up, by the extreme display of cuteness. Your gaping jaw causes the girl to squirm and blush even more.
What the hell am I doing? I have already been fucked over by one woman today. This is two, too many. I won't travel down that rabbit hole again.
Lost in your thoughts you unconsciously turn your head away in disgust. Hurt by your sudden change, the girl’s expression saddens.
"I'm sorry if I have offended you in some way. I'm not very good at meeting new creatures."
Your right eyes blinks, focusing on her. Your head slowly turns towards her.
Fuck me... Fuck me sideways!
Your blue eyes lock with hers, rigid jaw slackens.
Silence!
"You did nothing wrong. I... I just have trust issues."
The girl's face turns hopeful. A slight smile creeps into her features, luring you in once again.
I'm so screwed.
Sigh!
"Is everything alright? You're not sick, are you?"
Her hand reaches for you. Your eyes close once again. You hold your breath. Nothing happens. Her soft warm hand presses against your forehead. Wearily you open your eyes. Her face is close. Close enough to kiss her delicate lips. Her breath tickles your cheek once again, your nose, assaulted by its sweet scent.
"You don't feel like you're burning up. Knowing very little of your species, I will take that as a good sign."
Your face heats up. The girl quickly pulls her hand away, surprised by the sudden temperature change. Her eyes focus back on you. Her cheeks flush, matching yours as she realized what she caused.
"Oh please forgive me. My curiosity got the better of me again."
Yep! So, screwed...
You nervously rub your head with your right hand.
"It's alright. It’s me who should apologize for acting strange."
The girl released a gentle snort followed by giggle.
Is she laughing?
The look of disbelief on your face caused her to laugh even harder.
"Really?"
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Snort! Giggle!"
"Oh that sounds all kinds, of genuine."
Your voice drips with sarcasm. The girl wipes away a tear with a flick or her right index finger.
"I really am. I promise."
"Uh huh!"
The girl calms down, giggling subsiding to small internal convulsions.
"How about we call truce and say that we are both eternally sorry for being weird."
Looking at her skeptically, you nod your head in agreement.
"I don't recall what you said your name is. Let's start over. I am Twilight Sparkle."
Twilight offers you her right hand. Staring at her hand you mirror he movement with your left.
"With introductions out of the way. What species are you?"
You stare at Twilight, wondering.
"Did you rattle your brain when you crashed into me?"
"I don’t think so. My cognitive and rational thinking, both seem to be working in acceptable parameters."
Your mouth hangs, agape like a cartoon character.
Yea, she fell off the crazy train…
The look of disbelief on your face, caused her demeanor to change. Brow furrowed; Twilight scoffed.
"I’m being serious."
You release a defeated sigh.
"Fine… Fine! I will play along."
Twilight’s mouth turned up, with a smile. Here amethyst eyes lit like a Christmas tree. Her excitement radiated off, infecting you. Your expression softened, almost matching hers.
"I am a human. Same as you."
You point your right index finger in her direction.
"Human? I’m not a human. I am a unicorn.
"You look human to me."
Twilight looked herself over, twisting her torso left then right, examining. The girl wiggled her fingers, testing their movement. She stood, ensconced in the moon’s silvery rays. She was dressed in a school uniform attire. A light blue blouse covered her chest, while her neck was adorned with a pink tie. A lite purple and pink, plaid skirt, encircled her slender waist, running down her smooth cream-colored legs, ending below her hips. Covering feet was a pair of brown leather dress shoes and a pair of fuchsia colored ankle socks. Twilight’s hands seemed to have a mind of there own as they explored her entire body. Embarrassed, you turn your head away.
Why am I getting excited about this? This isn’t good. Dear God, help me!
Twilight’s hands stop at her ample breasts, squeezing.
"Dear Celestia! What are these?"
You turn your head at her excited shout. A trickle of blood escapes you nose, running over you lips. The taste of iron assaults your tongue.
This is so hot! … I am so going to hell.
Twilight stops her body exam, glancing in your direction. Taking in your facial expression the girl blushes, falling to her knees.
"This is so embarrassing. I just molested myself in front of a stallion. Lost in my excitement, I didn’t realize that my actions were affecting you, that way."
"Oh! Um! Its fine… I have had worse views."
Your words held little comfort for the girl. Twilight’s cheeks flushed, harder. Seeing her discomfort, you quickly lighten the mood.
"You talk like me and act like me. We are the same. Human through and through."
Whether from your words or the smile plastered across your face, Twilight relaxed.
"Giggle! I have read about your kind in a book."
"A book?"
"Yes. I believe it was called Strange Fairy Tales! Firefly’s Guide to the World of Humans!"
You laugh at the absurdity of her statement.
"Fairy tale, right! Unicorns are the fairy tale. Don’t get me started on strange. Your name Twilight Sparkle is to only strange thing around here."
Twilight’s expression darkens. Her arms cross her chest as she pouts.
"I don’t see what is so funny. Twilight Sparkle is a perfectly fine name… and it’s not strange!"
Her pouting stance was so cute, you laugh even harder.
"It’s not that funny… What is wrong with my name?"
Snicker! Laugh!
"Nothing, nothing. Twilight is a fine name for an imaginary friend or a someone who sells their body for money."
"I can assure you I am as real as you are. I would never demean myself, like that. … I can’t say the same about Pinky Pie though…"
"That whole scene you did earlier, says otherwise."
"You’re a cruel human being."
Your laughter subsides. Using your hands, you dry your tears.
"I’m not cruel, just cynical. It comes with the territory… When life keeps you down… You know the old saying?"
Twilight’s expression, turns sad.
"I am sorry."
Your jaw, tightens.
"Don’t feel sorry for me. I don’t need your pity."
"That’s not what I meant."
"Save it! I hear those empty words all the time, by people who pretend to care."
Twilight flinched, from the implications of your words.
"That’s so sad…"
"Don’t pretend to care."
"I’m not."
"It doesn’t matter…"
"Are you sure?"
"I said it doesn’t matter!"
"Alright… If you say so."
The silence was so thick a saw couldn’t cut through. You glance at Twilight. The girl had her head turned from you. Her right arm stretched across her chest grasping her left arm. Her body rocked side to side, nervously.
I did it again. I am pushing her away, without giving her a chance. Sigh!
Hesitantly you reach out, tapping her should with your right hand. Twilight startled, jumps.
"Hey! Um! I’m sorry… I shouldn’t have snapped at you like that."
"No, it’s my fault I can be insensitive with other’s feelings."
You chuckle at the irony.
"What’s so funny."
"Nothing."
"Okaaay!"
"As you stated before, eternally sorry?"
Twilight nods her head.
More silence.
"So… let’s say that I believe you really are a unicorn. Hypothetically."
"It’s not hypothetically! I really am a unicorn!"
"Just humor me Twilight."
"Ugh! Fine."
"Good. Now, where was I?"
"Hypothetically!"
"Ah! Yes. So hypothetically I believe you are a unicorn. Tell me about yourself. How did you get here? Why are you here? Where are you from?"
"Are we still talking Hypotheticals?"
You nod your head.
"As I have said my name is Twilight Sparkle, I am not a human…"
You interrupt, clearing you throat.
"Ahem!"
"Really! Ugh! Hypothetically I am not a human, but a Unicorn. I was born, raised and taught in a world called Equestria. As to the how and why that is more theoretical rather than fact. I was conducting an experiment in my lab beneath the Treebrairy."
"Treebrary?"
"Yes, it is a tree that is a library. Now can I continue, or do you want to interrupt me some more!"
Please continue.
"As I was saying…"
Twilight paused, giving you the once over. When no words escaped you mouth, she continued.
"I was studying trans dimensional theory, when the spell I was casting had an irregularity. The spell went awry and exploded. Then I woke up here with a strange creature groping me."
You jaw drops with disbelief.
"I didn’t grope you! I was the one who was violated. You were the one who landed on top of me."
Twilight released a gentle melodious laugh, at your expense.
"You deserved that one."
"Heh! You say I am cruel."
Twilight giggled even more at your grumbling.
"It’s true!"
"Whatever you say Alex!"
Before you can get another word in edgewise, the sky rips open. More like a small tear in the fabric of reality. Twilight begins to fade. Her human form becoming more transparent, less human. Her body shrinks taking on a more horse like shape. You watch in awe as her creamy skin grows a coat of purple fur, replacing her cloths. A matching horn protrudes from her forehead. Her hair thins out into a mane, while a purple tail streaked with pink sprouts from her rear. Followed by a fuchsia star tattoo on her flanks.
"See I told you I was a unicorn! Times up though. It looks like my spell has expired. I am glad I met you Alex. I just wish we had more time…"
"Twilight!"
Unknowingly you reach out your right hand. Time seems to slowdown. Preventing you from reaching your goal. You stumble, grasping open air. With the last sparkling wisps of the strange girl you hear her speak.
"This is farewell."
Your throat tightens, then constricts as you choke back a sob.
Am I dreaming? Did that just happen?
The early morning sun crests over the horizon. Casting its warmth across the tranquil sea.
No, she was real…
Your eyes moisten as tears cascade down, reflecting the innocence of the new sunrise.
The sun burns brightly in the morning sky. Its rays dancing on the ocean waves. you don't know how much time has passed since Twilight's departure nor how long you stood at the edge of the world, gazing into the rippling waters. Looking down, the same rocky scene plays out. This time it’s different. you no longer have the urge to throw yourself onto those massive spikes, ending your life. Instead you are filled with a new longing. You had only known Twilight for a brief instance in time.
I want to see her again. I don't care, even if it is just for a minute. I have to live for that moment...
Head held high; you turn your back to the sun. Filled with new purpose, you head back to town. The first stop was your landlord. Composing yourself, you knock on the door. Minutes later she opened the door. Noticing it was you, she scowled.
"Are you here to return your keys and leave?"
Her bad attitude had you second guessing your choice.
I don't have anywhere to go. What if Twilight comes back? I must swallow my pride and take the abuse.
You inhale, taking a deep breath.
"Not exactly. I would like to talk to you. Tell you my side of the story. Please!"
The landlord looks you up and down with her beady old eyes. After what seemed like an eternity, she nods her head, with a grunt.
"Fine! I will hear what you have to say. If I don't like what I hear your ass is gone."
You bite your tongue, holding back the retort.
"Thank you. That is all I ask of you."
I hardly know Twilight. Why am I going through all of this harassment for her?
After an hour-long discussion, you managed to partially smooth things over with the landlord. She was still angry you quit your job and had no money for rent. Luckily, depending on how you looked at, you had a one-month deadline to find a source of income. With that headache out of the way you entered your apartment. The red light on your answering machine was blinking. Begrudgingly, you press the play button.
"You have, three unheard messages."
The first message that played was from a telemarketer trying to sell you a time share in Antarctica.
Maybe I should take him up on that offer. A frozen hell couldn't be any more unbearable than here! How will Twilight find me if she ever comes back?
The second message plays for you. You are surprised your boss is calling to offer your old position back, but only on a trial basis.
Fuck him! If I accept that shit, I'm admitting my guilt for something not true.
The final message plays. The voice that comes from the machine surprises you more than your ex-boss's crap job offer.
"Hi Alex! Its Megan... I know I am probably the last person you want to hear from right now. I just want to tell you that I told our boss the truth. I don't know if that will change anything... I understand if you don't want to stay friends with me... I'm sorry..."
"It’s a little late for that. Anything you say now means nothing to me. Go choke on a penny!"
Aggravated, by the audacity of the callers, you slam your hand down on the delete button. The cheap plastic piece pops off and clatters to the floor.
"Damn it! Something else that I must replace."
Sliding off your wet sneakers you make your way to the bedroom. You toss your keys on the nightstand next to the bed, heading into the shower.
Shower fist. Job hunting later.
Cleaned and dressed in a fresh set of cloths, you walk into the small living room, plopping down into the old green recliner. Looking to your left you spot your iPhone 6 on a dinner tray. Not wanting to be disturbed you left it in there last night. Out of habit you check your messages. There were five unheard messages listed, all from Megan. She was the only person you gave your cell number to. Everyone else was given the number to your landline phone. Pressing the button, you listen to the first message. It was more of the same drivel as before. you press the delete button, pausing on the last message. Hesitant, you press the play button.
"Alex! Its Megan again... I think I am in love with you... please call me back."
"What the fuck! The hell I will."
Quickly you press the delete button. Following it up, blocking Megan's number. With that out of the way you scour the net for jobs. Thinking about Twilight as you scroll through the listings. Hours had passed and you had several promising leads. Exhausted you stretch your aching muscles and glance at the time. 5:45 was displayed on the screen. Looking out the lone window in the room, you see that the sun was already setting. Dark orange rays filtered past you, casting shadows on the wall.
Nothing more I can do right now.
Sitting in the fading light your thoughts wander back to Twilight.
Last night had been an accident. She said so herself.
Her words echoed in your mind.
"I wish we had more time..."
All the sudden an unseen force compels you to go to the cliff. Pocketing your cell phone, you shoot out of your chair. Grabbing your still damp hoodie, you dash out the front door, leaving it ajar.
Adrenaline pumped through your veins as you rushed to your destination. The sky was crisp and clear. No clouds were in sight. The final rays of light faded beyond the horizon. The moon made its grand entrance in the star filled sky.
Will she really be there?
You reach the edge of the world, panting. The field of green grass spread out in front of you, empty. Your heart tightens in your chest, disappointment flooding your mind.
She's not here... maybe it was just a dream after all...
You turn to leave but stop. A loud boom and a blinding flash of light fill the night sky. Vision cleared; you face the ocean. Your heart skips a beat. There lying face down in the dirt is that girl.
"Twilight!"
As if on que Twilight picks herself off the ground. She stands, brushing herself off and spitting out dirt.
"Patoo! Patoo! I really need to work on my landings."
Twilight presentable, takes in her surroundings.
"I believe this is the place. At least I hope it is..."
Time stands still, as your eyes locked with Twilight's amethyst ones. Your heart hammered in your chest, trying to break free.
"I didn't know if you would be here, but I felt compelled to come."
"I didn't think I would either. The first time was because of a spell gone wrong. The other 156 tries sent me to crazy places. But I think I have the right coordinates... Now I just need to work on trajectory angles, and we are good."
There was so much that you wanted to say to her but didn't.
"Why did you come back, Twilight?"
Twilight looked at you, dejected.
"I thought you would be thrilled to see me, Alex."
You quickly change gears.
"It’s not that Twilight. I'm glad you’re here. All I did today was think about you. I don't mean to be rude. I was just curious about you reason. That's all."
Twilight releases a gentle giggle.
"You really are bad at saying, "hello."
"Guilty as charged."
You rub your head nervously, with your right hand.
"In any case. I enjoyed our time together and I want to learn more about your species... Especially, you..."
Twilight did the cute nervous pose again.
Oh, dear God in heaven, Is she gorgeous!
There was a brief pause. The world stood still except for the swishing grass caught in the evening wind. You reach your right hand out to her. Twilight sheepishly returns the gesture.
"I don't think my life is that exciting. For you Twilight, I will try."
Twilight nods her head.
"Thank you, Alex."
Gently, you pull Twilight along, urging her to follow you.
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That night and many others after, you learn all about Twilight's exciting life. From stopping Nightmare moon, saving Princess Luna and reuniting her with her sister Celestia. Crazy shenanigans with the Lord of Chaos, Discord. Dueling with the magician Trixie. Recreating an ancient spell, written by the Arch Mage, Starswirl. The countless times Twilight and her friends save Equestria for danger. The list went on and on. Before you knew it nine years had passed. Your life changed for the better. You found a good job. Moved out of your dump of an apartment and bought a cottage in the country, closer to the cliff where you met Twilight. Your existence had meaning. You had Twilight to thank for that.
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Here you sit with Twilight, under the stars. On the anniversary of that fated encounter. Clasping her hands in yours. You gaze longingly into her amethyst pools. Twilight starts to fidget, looking away.
Dear lord is she beautiful!
Twilight quickly glances in your direction; blushes then looks away again. Her cuteness is unbearable. Before you can stop yourself, you whisper the three simple words.
"I love you!"
"What?"
"I love you Twilight."
Twilight’s eyes widen in shock, cheeks flushing more. She removes her hands from yours, pulling away from you. A slight twinge of pain grips your heart. Your expression saddens.
"Twi, what’s wrong?"
Twilight fidgets, harder, trying not to meet you sharp gaze.
"Eh! Heh! What makes you think something is wrong?"
Twilight plays with her hair, unable to look at you.
"I know you Twilight. We have been friends for nine years."
"I am the Princess of Friendship after all…"
"You are just avoiding the subject, Twi. Please tell what is bothering you."
Twilight’s mood changed. Her nervous smile turns to annoyed.
"Nothing is bothering me!"
"You have been here for over an hour and not said one thing about a new spell or a book you have read. When you aren’t geeking out about something I know it’s serious."
"Can’t we just sit here? Sit here quietly under the stars enjoying each other’s company…"
"I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable. I just got caught up in the moment and… and my feelings for you came out."
Silence
"Twi, it’s alright if you don’t feel the same way about me."
"Its not that Alex… I… I… I…"
Twilight finally met your gaze. Her amethyst eyes staring into yours. She sniffed, eyes watering. Tears gently flowed down her delicate cheeks. Your heart aches for her. Longingly for Twilight, you embrace the woman you love. Holding her in your arms you pull her close. Twilight sobs uncontrollably into your chest.
"I am such an ass. We are supposed to be enjoying our ninth anniversary and I make you cry. I’m sorry Twi."
Twilight’s voice is muffled, as she responds.
"Alex, you have done nothing wrong… I am the one who is sorry… I should have ended this sooner…never have led you on… You deserve better."
"Twilight, what are you talking about?"
"Princess Celestia…"
Twilight’s shoulders shake, her sobs increasing.
"It’s alright Twi. Let it all out then you can tell me about what happened to Celestia."
Twilight looks up lips quivering.
"Your wrong Alex…"
"How so?"
"Celestia stepped down last night."
"You mean like she stepped the wrong way and fell or something?"
"No! She stepped done from being the ruler of Equestria."
"OH WOW! I’m sorry Twi. I know how much you looked up to her. This must be tough on you."
Twilight pauses, choosing her next words carefully.
"She chose me to be her successor. We had my coronation last night… I am no longer just the Princess of Friendship… I am the new ruler of Equestria…"
"That’s great news."
Twilight remains quiet.
"You, being the ruler of Equestria doesn’t change anything. Not between us… You will always be just Twilight to me."
"IT CHANGES EVERYTHING ALEX! DON’T YOU SEE?"
"See what?"
"You have your life here… and I have mine…"
You see the golden crown encrusted with a purple gemstone sitting atop her head. The weight of what it represents crushes your spirit. Your throat tightens. You are afraid of what comes next.
"What are you saying Twi? …"
You know deep in your heart what she means.
"I can’t do this anymore Alex! It hurts to much…"
She said it. You knew this is where the conversation was going. You frantically wrack your brain looking for the right thing to say.
"If it hurts that much leave."
"What?"
"Leave it all behind and be with me!"
Fresh tears stream down her face.
"I can’t do that, and neither can you."
"Twilight I would throw away my soul if it meant spending one more day with you."
"My life is not my own anymore Alex. I belong to my people now."
A hint of anger enters you voice.
"You have done more for the citizens of Equestria than anyone else ever could. You deserve to be happy".
"No matter how brief, I had my happiness."
"Cut the self-righteous bull shit and be selfish for once in your life, Twilight!"
"I thought you knew me better than that, Alex!"
"I do Twilight. I know you better than anyone else ever could."
"No! You just think you do. If you knew me as well as you say, you would never have asked me to be selfish. I must put the needs of my people first."
"Damn it, Twilight that’s just an excuse and you know it!"
You shout at her, waving your arms in frustration.
"It’s not just an excuse you pompous ass!"
Twilight shouts back.
"It is Twilight. When things get serious between us you make excuses and hide behind your subjects."
"Oh! Your one to talk. When ever something bad happens to you close yourself off and try to kill yourself. Even then you are afraid. You can’t even take that next step."
You flinch at the harshness of her words, but they don’t dissuade you.
"Your right!"
Twilight pauses, brows furrowed. She has never known you to back down from a fight and glares at you skeptically.
"I am? So, you admit defeat?"
"No!"
"Am I right or aren’t I?"
Twilight places her hands on her hips, annoyed.
"I don’t have time for games anymore!"
This is always how it turns out. She says one thing then you say another. An argument always ensues. A sparring match of words. That’s the way you and Twilight work. Your demeanor relaxes. Twilight lets her guard drop as well.
"Your right Twilight, I have alway been afraid. I have never been able to take that next step. Until I met you… I am a better man because of you. I agree this isn’t a game anymore. I want to change all of that."
Twilight’s expression changes. Her heart starts pounding in her chest. Her right hand grips her left arm, nails digging into her soft flesh. She remains silent. You step forward hands outstretched as you continue.
"I love you… I love you so much Twilight Sparkle, it hurts. My heart aches when we are apart and sings when we are together. I don’t care where we live. My world, your world or even somewhere in between. It doesn’t matter. I want to be with you now and always."
Twilight is floored by your confession. Unknowingly, she reaches her hand out to yours. Just as her fingertips touch yours, she pulls away.
"I can’t…"
Your heart aches as your eyes mist over.
"This… this… can’t be the end. Please Twi."
"I am so sorry… So very sorry…"
"Twi…"
"This is Farewell… Alex!"
Twilight, ashamed, cradles herself in her arms, weeping.
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The sun rises, cresting over the horizon, bringing forth a new day. Signaling an end, to your time with Twilight. Just like so many times before the spell diminishes. Whether by the nature of the spell or by Twilight’s choice you didn’t know. Slowly she starts to change. Little by little her alicorn features show through. You cry even harder, tears flowing like and endless stream. You should turn away. Leave. She broke your heart, but you are unable to. You love her to much. Your feet remain planted until the end. Then for the briefest instant Twilight hesitates. She looks around as if lost. She panics losing focus.
"Twilight!"
You shout her name. Twilight stops, turns at the sound of your voice. Her amethyst eyes focus on you. She reaches her left hand out to you, fingers outstretched. Her delicate lips move.
"Alex!"
You extend your arm mirroring her. Time seems to slow down. The seconds tic by one after the other. It feels like an eternity. You both shout with every cell of your being.
"Take my hand!"
Twilight shrinks, her hand now out of reach. Your fingers grasp the gem encrusted crown. There is a blinding flash of light. And she is gone. You are left alone, standing at the edge of the world with a golden crown in one hand and the sun on the horizon. The weight of the crown is unbearable. You grasp the cold metal tightly. You can feel the sharp edges bite into your flesh. Red warmth flows between your fingers. Raising your fist, you glare at the purple jewel. Anger boils forth.
"Damn you. This is all your fault!"
You yell at the crown but receive no response. You raise your arm, readying the throw. It comes down, but just as you try to release it, you can’t. Instead you pull it in. Pressed close to your heart. After all that you refuse to lose the last piece of her you have left. You gaze into the depths of the gemstone. Its color the same as Twilight’s eyes. Fresh tears escape your eyes, trickling down your cheeks and landing on the jewel.
"I love you Twilight! My sole is yours now and forever!"
There is slight color shift in the gem. Whether by your tears or the suns rays refracting off its faucets you don’t know.
The sky rips open dropping you into the royal library. You land with a crash, buried beneath a pile of books. Your Dragon assistant Spike who was tidying up the place jumps.
"Guah!"
He turns, facing the pile.
"Twilight?"
Spike calls out to you, worry plastered across his face. He is too far away for his words to reach you. The little dragon steps closer. Shuffling some books around Spike uncovers your face. His expression turns serious upon seeing you. You stare blankly at him, as an endless stream of tears runs down your cheeks.
"What in Celestia's name happened, Twilight?"
"A... l... e... x..."
"Who or what is Alex? Did something bad happen to you?"
Anger grips the little dragon. His need to protect you is strong.
"Where is this Alex? I'll show em. No one hurts you and gets away with."
Spike's mouth moves, but you are unable to comprehend his words through your uncontrollable sobs. You try to respond to the little dragon but all that exits your mouth is jargon.
"Twilight! Try to calm down. I can't understand you with all the crying."
Spikes words finally reach you but have the reverse effect. The tears increase, your shoulders shake uncontrollably. The small dragon's ego deflates.
"I'm sorry Twilight."
Spike, realizing he can't get through, gives up talking. Silently, his small arms wrap around your neck patting you gently on the back. This goes on for over an hour. Neither of you saying a word. sunlight peeks through the window casting shadows across the room. Spike’s calm demeanor and soothing voice help you to relax. Your chest heaves less. Sobs become manageable hiccups. Tears slow to a trickle. Spike uses the moment. He pulls away cradling your head in his clawed hands. He looks into your tired eyes.
"Do you feel any better?"
"No..."
You avert your eyes from his questioning gaze.
"Twilight?"
Spike gently turns your face back to him.
"Twilight. I am your closest friend in all Equestria. I can't help you if you shut me out."
"... You can't help me Spike… No one can..."
"If you would just tell me."
"Its... all my fault Spike."
"What is your fault?"
Spike is pushed aside as you pace back and forth, thinking.
"Maybe it’s not too late... I... I... can fix this... make it all better."
You try to cast the gateway spell that would make this pain all go away. Your horn takes on a purple glow as the ancient words leave your tongue. Your mane and tail rise on a gust of conjured wind. Papers and books take flight, circling around as you force your magic into the spell. Spike's feet start to slide across the smooth stone floor, towards the swirling vortex.
"Twilight! What are you doing? You're starting to scare me. Please stop."
"I can't Spike. I must go back."
"Back? Back, where?"
The little dragon's shout gets swallowed into the maelstrom. The pressure in the room builds up until your ears ring. You reach the end spell shouting the last few syllables. There is a thunderous boom followed by a blinding light. Everything comes crashing down. Spike lands next to you with a thud.
"Sweet Celestia, Twilight! What was that all about."
"I... I... don't understand... The spell should have worked... What did I do wrong?"
"Twilight get a grip! you're the ruler of Equestria! You can't afford to be twilighting anymore."
"That's it! How can I be so stupid?"
you feel around your head, but nothing is there.
"It’s gone..."
"Your crown?"
"It must have fallen off. Help me look for it Spike."
Frantic, you start to rush around the library, rummaging through the debris.
"It must be here. It just has to be."
"maybe you left it in your room."
You start to scrounge through another pile of books.
"No. I was wearing it the whole time.... Until..."
You stop in your tracks.
"Until what?"
You fall silent.
"What Twilight?"
A spark of recognition strikes. Clear as day. That final moment when he reaches out to you. You recall his hand missing yours and grasping your crown instead.
"No this can't be real... Its lost... lost forever... all of it..."
"You have other crowns Twilight. You can just replace it."
"That was the crown that contained my element of harmony."
"WHAT? What would ever possess you to be so careless with your element."
"I needed a strong power source to stabilize the world gate... That crown was the only one I had, so I used it as the focal point."
Spike begins to panic.
"This is bad! Really, really, bad!"
"I can't get back... I can't return without my crown."
"Twilight! The crown is lost, Celestia knows where and all you can think about is going back to some unknown world. Have you finally gone crazy?"
You face the little dragon, but your gaze passes right through him. Your heart feels heavy in your chest. breathing becomes a chore. Tears begin to well up threatening to break free. The tightness in your throat returns, as you choke back another sob.
"This is all wrong... all wrong! This can't... This can't be the... end..."
"What the Tartarus did this Alex do to you."
You turn to spike at the mention of that name.
"Alex!"
You mutter under your breath. The little bit of sanity you had left breaks. You release an ear-piercing wail, the like of which have never been heard before, in Equestria.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"
Your vision blurs as tears fall, anew. The excruciating pain in your heart intensifies. The is a burning in your core screaming for release. You can't hold it back any longer. The control you have over your magic breaks. You soul cries out releasing a raw torrent of magical energy. Beams of multifaceted light blasts out of your horn creating a hole in the ceiling. A ring of pure energy cascades out from you, shattering windows. Spike drops to the floor as a hail of glass rains done. Spike's scaly hide manages to protect him, but you are as lucky. Thousands of tiny shard bite into your flesh. Streams of red trickle forth, staining you fur red. Canterlot castle shakes, as the castle grounds splinter and break. Just as fast as it came the storm was over. Everything was quiet. The devastation wrought by your outburst will leave a last memory in your subjects.
"Twilight!"
You hear a voice call out to you, but It’s not the voice of the one you want to hear. You stare blankly at Spike. Your eyes slowly close. Magic depleted you drop to the floor, exhausted. Pools of red flow out from the many cuts you incurred. You open your mouth a final time, uttering what is in your heart.
The aftermath of your outcry shook Equestria to its core. Canterlot City was in shambles and the outlying towns were also a mess. Canterlot took brunt of the magical discharge. Several days had passed since the incident. Suffering from serious injuries you were quarantined to your bed chambers. Royal meetings and court proceedings were split up amongst your advisors and overseen by Spike himself. A week passed. Your wounds were healing, and you were breathing on your own, but for some reason the doctors were unable to figure out why you were still in a vegetative state. Magical scans showed no sign of brain trauma and your magic aura was at stable levels. Spike, worried, called your former student, Starlight Glimmer for a second opinion.
"I know you have a lot on your plate with running The School of Friendship and all. I thank Celestia that you're here though. I don't know what to do. Twilight just won’t wake up."
"It’s alright Spike. That’s what I have Sunburst and Trixie for. I know the school is in good hands. My husband will keep Trixie in line. Enough about me though. Fill me in on what happened and don't leave out any details."
Spike broke down the entire evening for Starlight. Starting from the initial crash into the library to the mental breakdown the lead to the damaged city.
"Where is Twilight right now Spike?"
"She is resting in her room."
Spike led the lite purple unicorn to your room. Starlight knocked firmly, announcing herself before entering. The gold embossed doors groaned on creaky hinges. The bed chamber was cast in shadows, giving off a gloomy vibe. Other than you shallow breathing, the room remained eerily quiet.
"It feels like death wormed over in here Spike!"
"What do you mean Starlight? No one died in here and you can see that Twilight is still alive."
"From the level of pain, I sense in here there really is no difference between the two."
"Starlight you lost me."
"From what you said and the aura present in the room. I believe I have deduced to root of the problem and if I am right, which I usually am then I will need an extra pair of hands."
"Why is it that I can never understand you, brainy types when you start speaking theory?"
"Just go fetch Sunset Shimmer for the other side of the mirror."
Spike saluted an affirmative before halting.
"Sunset Shimmer? What can she do that you can't?"
Starlight looked at Spike with a saddened stare.
"She is the only one that I know who can reach Twilight... and save her from herself..."
Spike freaked out at the last part.
"Herself? Do you mean to say that Twilight's coma is self-induced?"
Starlight, glaring at the dragon, spoke using her principal voice.
"No more questions Spike. Go and get Sunset."
"Yes ma'am!"
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Sunset Shimmer appeared within the day. Spike led the yellow-orange unicorn to where Starlight was examining you. Spike announced himself and Sunset before entering. Starlight's horn glowed a soft aqua color, as she examined you. Starlight ceased when the two entered.
"Thank you Spike. Your services here are done."
"Wait! Starlight!"
"Spike you have royal duties to attend to. We can handle the rest."
"But... but..."
Sunset was quick to intervene before there was a misunderstanding.
"Spike, the best thing you can do for Twilight right now is to make sure the kingdom stays running. We will take care of Twilight. So, don't worry."
Spike relaxed his guard a bit, nodding his agreement. Starlight watched the little dragon go. When the doors closed Starlight spoke.
"Good... He doesn't need to see what comes next."
"Spike filled me in on some of what happened. Why am I here Starlight? What do you plan do?"
"Its best that I do not say anything quite yet."
"Okay... That seems ominous..."
Starlight nods.
"For now, I need you to use your powers and read Twilight's mind. From there we can continue to phase two."
Sunset studied Starlight's determined expression. Not sensing any malice or ill intent she agreed.
"Alright! If you say so..."
Sunset walked over the edge of your bed, watching as your sides slowly rise and fall with your rhythmic breathing. Her eyes got misty, seeing you in this state.
"What happened Twilight? I must know..."
Sunset gently rested her front hooves upon yours. Her eyes went white, clouding over. Your minds were now one. Your memories still vibrant in your mind were on display. Sunset watched, reliving all the moments your shared with Alex. The good the bad and everything in between. Finally, everything ended. The final agonizing moment, where you broke the heart of the one you loved.
"ALEX!"
Sunset screamed, pulling back from the bed. She hit the floor cradling her chest. Tears poured forth, pooling on the titled surface. The raw power and emotion left Sunset in a wrecked state.
"Sunset! Sunset what happened?"
Starlight rushed to her friend's aid.
"Sunset calm down. You're safe now."
Starlight cradles the distraught unicorn, whispering soothing words.
"It’s alright Sunset. It’s alright."
Sunset's shoulders shake as she sobs.
********************
Over an hour passes before Sunset is in any shape to think straight.
"Sunset what is wrong with Twilight?"
"She has a distraught heart..."
"I gathered that much from Spike's retelling of the events."
"Wait! You knew?"
"I had a hunch."
"You knew and you sent me in there unprepared? What the hell Starlight?"
"I didn't want to taint the results by telling you beforehand."
"You didn't want me to be biased? Is that really your argument? I can tell you with a strong affirmative, that her soul is in agony!"
"To be fair, I didn't know it would be this bad."
"Oh well thank you Starlight! I always wanted the consolation prize of being thrown to the floor, crying like an out of control infant!"
Starlight rubbed her head nervously.
"Eh heh heh! I'm sorry..."
Sunset scoffed at the unicorn.
"Whatever!"
Starlight paused for a moment until Sunset cooled off.
"So, what do you think?"
"Think about what?"
Starlight signaled with her horn, to the bed where you lay.
"Twilight's coma!"
"Its self-induced. She lost her will to live."
Sunset bluntly stated.
"Damn! It’s worse than I thought."
Starlight wracked her brain, piecing together the possible outcomes of her plan. Sunset walked over, touching Starlight's shoulder. Her frantic thoughts assaulted Sunset like a ton of bricks.
"That's your big plan?"
Starlight blinks, questioningly. Realization dawns on her that Sunset used her empathy powers on her.
"It’s the only sure-fire plan that I have."
"Using my empathy magic to mind shock Twilight awake... Yup nothing can go wrong there!"
"Do you have a better way to reach her?"
Sunset cowered under Starlight's glare.
"N... no..."
"Good get into position and I will apply the magical force."
Sunset stood next to the bed, filled with uncertainty.
"R... ready."
"Good! Now on the count of three I will release my magic into you. Your job is to act as a conduit and sit still. Got it?"
Sunset nods.
"Three... two... one..."
Starlight poured her magic into Sunset. Electrical energy flowed through Sunset right into your mind.
Starlight focused her thoughts with Sunset's, melding their minds together.
"TWILIGHT WAKE UP!"
You release a blood curdling scream as the voices of your friends pierce your mind. The room goes silent. Several seconds feel like an eternity. Finally, you speak in a raspy voice.
"Wha... what? Spike... where am... I?"
Sunset stepped into view.
"Twi are how are you feeling?"
"Sun... set... Wh... why are... you... here?"
Starlight gently nudged Sunset aside.
"I can answer that but first we have to talk!"
Twilight glanced into Starlight's stern eyes. Sighed loudly and spoke.
"What's the point? ...."
"OH NO YOU DON'T! The Twilight I know never gives up."
"She died Starlight... Just let me do the same."
Sunset interjected.
"Like hell we will Twilight! You are going to try until you exhaust every solution. Even if that fails, we will be there every step of the way to help you move forward."
You are too exhausted, to argue.
"I hate you both..."
Starlight and Sunset both smiled, beaming.
"We know!"
********************
The days passed as your wounds healed. Little by little you were walking again, and before long you were secluded away in your lab testing new spells to help create a stable portal to the person your heart desired most in the cosmos. with the help of Starlight, Sunset and Spike you were allowed uninterrupted time to run your experiments. Each new trial sent you to a new place in Equestria but never to him, the man your soul cries out for.
"Urgh! Thirty first time is the charm!"
You grunt, gritting your teeth in frustration. Your horn glows brightly. A shifting portal opens. Without a second thought your charge head long into the shimmering gate. You land in in the middle of a busy Manehattan street.
"Grrraaaagggggghhhh!"
Your frustrated roar instills fear in your subjects, as they stop what they are doing, staring at you.
"Fancy meeting you her miss. The last time I saw you, you were hanging upside down in a tree at Sweet Apple Acres with your ass exposed for all to see!"
You turn, facing the pony who spoke. Your amethyst eyes glare menacingly at the lite blue stallion who spoke.
"What the Tartarus. Not you again."
The lite blue pegasus tilts his head furrowing his brow.
"What's with the attitude miss? I haven't done anything to you. You're the one who keeps appearing next to me without an invitation."
Your scowl softens as you turn your head ashamed.
"Sorry..."
What did you say miss? I can't hear you with all that fake crap you're spewing.
"Urgh! I said, I'm sorry! Alright?"
Annoyed at the pegasus you, quickly teleport back to Canterlot Castle.
********************
Days turn in nights. Nights into weeks. The months slip by as the seasons change. Before you realize, a full year has passed. You conducted thousands of tests. Each and every portal failing to return you to Alex. With every new portal you landed somewhere else in Equestria, only to be greeted by that same annoying blue pegasus. All option spent; you slump to the ground defeated.
Without my crown its impossible. I will never see you again… Tell you how much I love you… Alex…
********************
You sat on your throne staring down at your subjects. Looking unenthused as each one brought forth their problems. Most of the issues were minor complaints that had easy solutions, not needing royal intervention. Ever since you retuned to your throne you have been miserable, but functional. Under normal circumstances you can muster through the day. Today was different. It is the day of your anniversary. The day your soul was lost. Today you were extra miserable, and it showed on your face. Your mind wanders, thinking of happier times.
"Twilight! Are you here?"
Spike nudged your side signaling to the petitioner in front you with his green eyes. You clear your throat.
"Ahem! Sorry Spike…"
You turn, facing your subject. Your eyes go wide with anger at who you seen. Standing at the base of your throne is that annoying blue pegasus. With the entire room illuminated you noticed his mane and tail were a lite brown.
"What in the name of Celestia are you doing here!"
The pegasus ignores your outcry.
"So, this is what a life of lies and excuses get you. Huh Twilight?"
The Cheshire grin splayed across his smug face infuriates you even more.
"How dare address me so informally. You don’t even know me."
His smile broadens even wider, unphased by your wrathful stare.
"Oh, I know you better than you know yourself, Twi."
Your expression darkens as his insolence knows no bounds.
"Listen here you, pompous ass unless you have something important to say, I demand that you leave."
The pegasus’s smile vanishes. He waves around his right hoof in the air, feigning sadness.
"You haven’t even given me a chance to say my piece and you’re already throwing me out.
Grrargh! That’s because you have nothing to say!"
The stallion opens his mouth to speak, but you cut him off.
"Let me rephrase that you never have anything appropriate to say!"
"What? Everything I say is relative to each of our meetings."
"No, it’s not. Everything you say is crude and inappropriate."
"I can’t help it if you are the one who ends up in a provocative position."
Your eyes twitch. With each new word he spouts you blood boils even more.
Why does he irritate me so much?
He studies your face, smiling all the harder. His blue eyes gaze into your amethyst ones, piercing your soul. He chest heave with laughter.
"What is so funny?"
The laughter subsides.
"Oh Twi, you preach to me about inappropriate. I’m not the one who…"
The glint in his blue eyes and smug look on his face push you over the edge. Interrupting him, you shout using your Royal Voice.
"HOW IS MENTIONING ME HANGING FROM A TREE AND SHOWING OFF MY ASS, NOT INAAPPROPRIATE?"
He grins unphased. Little do you know you have stepped right into his trap.
"I never once brought up your… Ahem… Posterior."
"WHAT?"
"If you want to reduce our conversation to that level of lewd might it be better for us to speak in private?"
"GET OUT OF MY CASTLE! NOW!"
His ears drop a bit at your words. His expression saddens.
"Well if you insist… I guess you don’t want the gift I brought you either."
"Grraugh! Guards!"
Sever golden clad ponies’ step forth leveling spears at the pagsus. He shrugs
"Are you sure Twilight? Once I leave that’s it… You lose your chance at this important item… There is no going back… Ever!"
You flinch from his words. His intense piercing gaze haunts you to your core. Your temper simmers to a lower intensity. Your ears twitch betraying your curiosity. You open your mouth to speak. His smile returns knowingly.
"What important item can you offer me that I don’t already have?"
He smiles.
"The shiniest of shiny things."
"Sigh! Guards get him out of here and don’t make it pleasant."
The pegasus scoffs.
"Well shit Twi! Rude much."
You smile, victoriously.
"I guess I can sell this off to the cheapest pawn broker I can find."
Your eyes widen with shocked surprise at what he is holding up. You know it is the genuine thing. The amount of magic radiating from it is intense and familiar.
"STOP! Where is Celestia’s name did you get that?"
He shrugs, depositing your crown back into his pack.
"You told me to leave."
You ignore his jab.
"WHERE DID YOU GET MY CROWN?"
He steps back from your intense glare.
"It sort of fell from the sky while I was watching the morning sunset…"
His eyes take on a watery quality as is lost in another time as he speaks.
You think back to your final moments with Alex. The last time you saw your crown, it was grasped in his hand.
"How did my crown fall in front of you? The last time I laid eyes on my crown, it was with someone I care deeply for."
He flinches at your last statement but quickly recovers.
"You’re the magical one not me. I was hoping you could tell me."
Your anger diminishes completely, expression softens.
"I’m not sure myself, how my crown came to be in your possession… Sometimes magic can’t be explained."
"Well that’s to bad Twilight… I believe this is yours…"
Your guards lower their spears as the pegasus pulls the crown back out.
"Woah! Easy guys! I was just getting the crown out."
He sets the crown on the ground. You use telekinesis, lifting the magical artifact to you. The pegasus bows and turns to leave. You shout.
"Wait!"
He pauses.
"I suppose a reward is in order…"
He turns to face you.
"…"
"…"
"I know I am going to regret asking… But what can I offer you in return?"
His piercing blue eyes gaze into your soul. You turn away blushing.
"Marry me!"
Your eyes widen in horror. Spears level at the pegasus. Every creature is attendance gasp at the stallion’s direct insolence.
I knew I would regret this…
You gather your composure.
"I can’t grant you that impossible request."
"Why? Are you currently married?"
"No!"
"Then how is my request impossible?"
You stagger at his blatant disregard for decorum. Unable to stand by the sidelines any long Spike steps forward.
"Do you know to whom you speak!"
The pagasus’s expression hardens.
"Yes, I do. What business of yours is it, little lizard?"
"For starters I am not a lizard! I am a dragon. Twilight is…"
He interrupts Spike.
"Blah! Blah! Blah! Long title titles don’t mean shit to me. To me she is and will always be Twilight. Now if you don’t mind little dragon. This conversation is between me and her."
You faulter on your throne, unable to speak.
"As I was saying before being rudely interrupted. How is my request impossible?"
Your amethyst eyes stare blankly at the stallion.
"Twilight?"
You shake your head, clearing the daze.
"What?"
"Focus Twi! We were at impossible."
Spike growls beside you like a little dog.
"Impossible… right… Well you see…Um…"
You fidget in place.
Why in Celestia’s name am I acting like a filly in heat. Pull it together Twilight!
You stare at his intense gaze.
"We don’t even know each other…"
"Wrong Twilight! We know each other quite intimately."
He smiles waggling his eyebrows.
"You pompous ass!"
You glare intensifies.
"What’s he talking about Twilight?"
"Nothing Spike… He is just trying to irritate me again."
The pegasus clears his throat.
"Your write Twilight!"
You give him a confused expression.
"What are you playing at? … I don’t believe for one second that you would concede such an audacious request."
His smile irks you even more.
"You said that you didn’t know me. How could you say something like that bout me if we aren’t intimate?"
You shriek.
"What?"
"He has you there, Twilight."
Spike cowers under your glare.
"Quiet spike! Whose side are you one?"
He interrupts you, clearing his throat.
"Ahem! You can intimidate your dragon later Twi."
"You’re starting to annoy me!"
The pegasus brushes off your retort with a wave of his right wing.
"Now that that is over please tell me why my request is in fact impossible and this time give me a genuine answer and lot same lame excuse."
You glare.
"What answer can I possibly give you that that you will accept… It seems to be an unwinnable argument with you… And I don’t have time for any more games."
He lets out a laugh, which surprises you again.
"I don’t find this humorous at all. Why are you laughing? It’s not funny!"
"Oh, sweet Twilight the irony is funny."
You stare him down.
"I don’t see the irony in any of this!"
He laughs harder.
"Guards!"
You shout.
The guards poke him with there spears. He laughs becomes a full-on giggle as he clutches his chest.
"Your life dangles on the precipice of a very large cliff and all you can do is laugh?"
He falls to the ground in hysterics now. You scoff at his insanity.
"You really fell off the crazy train on your way, here didn’t you?
His laughter subsides.
"After all of this, you still don’t see the irony?"
"NO!"
"Ah Twilight! We had a conversation just like this about a year ago."
"Yep! You’re completely mental. There is no way that I wouldn’t remember a crazy conversation like this one."
"You said and I quote “I don’t have time for anymore games!”
"That doesn’t mean anything."
"It does Twilight!"
Hi blue eyes gaze into yours. The intensity causes to back up, guessing at what he is going to say next. Every creature freezes from the intense energy surrounding the room wondering what this crazy pony is going to say next. He continues to speak uninterrupted.
"It was a year ago on this night!"
Your mind is pulled bac to your final night with him.
A…l…e…x...
"You said those exact words before breaking my heart. You then accused me of never of never taking that last step. You were right. Only you ever called me out on my bull shit. I told you then… I will change. You then vanished… Leaving me with a crown and deep yearning. I stood on the cliff that morning Twilight, gazing into the sunrise. I had every intention to throw your crown into the raging waters of the ocean. But I couldn’t… Do you know why Twilight?"
You heart skips a beat in your chest. Your cheeks turn flush and your eyes turn damp. You are afraid to answer, not knowing how he will react.
"You… love…me…"
Your eyes shut as tears begin to trickle down.
"That’s right Twi I do… I love you Twilight Sparkle! My sole is yours now and forever!"
Your eyes shoot open not expecting his reaction. The guards move aside as they see you move. The tears freefall down your cheeks as you fling yourself down the steps into his waiting embrace.
"I love… I love… I love…"
The words gush out of your mouth uncontrollably. You sob happily in his chest. He gently raises your chin locking your amethyst pools with his.
"Silly princess I have been waiting ten years for you to say those words."
Your nose scrunches up questioningly.
"Why all the drama? Why not come sooner?"
"Twi why would I give in so easily. I proved myself to you on that cliff. This time it was your turn."
Your brow scrunches with realization.
"Wait a minute… that whole time I thought my spells weren’t working… They were working as intended. They brought me to you every time. You pretended not to know me. You watched me have a mental break down and worry myself crazy over you."
"It was rather funny to be honest."
"Your so cruel!"
"Semantics, Twilight! Besides you did have it coming."
"You arrogant ass! I HATE YOU!"
He smiles gently pulling close.
"That’s to bad Twi. I still love you now and always."
He presses his lips to yours. You let out a gasp of surprise.
"MHHHMMMM!"
You moan loudly. He pulls away.
"Maybe you don’t hate me as much as you say you do."
You blush turning you head, unable to look at his smiling face. He leans down next to you ear, whispering.
"By the way Twi, you do have a lovely ass!"
"Shut up!"
Your cheeks are a super-heated now. You slowly close your eyes, move in, pressing your body to his. Leaning in your lips quiver with longing. Alex mirrors you, not disappointing. Your mouths are pressed together. You are one. The passion is intense. Every creature in the room, watched in silence at the spectacle. Time comes to a standstill. For once you elated by this. Finally, you break for air gasping. The word yes escapes you lips before you can cage it.
"Yes!"
He looks at you quizzically.
"Yes what?"
"Yes, to everything!"
"Twi you know I hate riddles."
"You deserve it."
"Heh! And I’M the cruel one."
You chuckle at his grumbling.
"You have now and forever to work it out!"
Before Alex can say more you cut him off with a kiss.
Millions of stars glittered in the cloudless night sky. Infinitely twinkling in the far-off distance. The cool evening air caresses your face, your companion's violet hair gently flows, like silk, on the breeze. You gaze fondly into her amethyst pools, wondering what you did to deserve this beautiful creature, sitting next to you.
I would lie broken amongst the rocks. Dead!
You think back to that fateful night, nine years ago. A night much like tonight, calm, peaceful, perfect. Your life had been shit, before you met her.
********************
Moving from job to job. Living off the streets when unemployment ran out. Family turning their backs on you, treating you like filth from the sewers, when you needed them the most. Today started out well enough, but like every other job you worked, that changed. Not for the better. A new position was opening and you and another were being considered for the spot. Only one candidate could fill the role. When called to the business owner’s office, you smile.
Life is finally looking up, for me.
Upon entering the room, you knew that wasn't the case. Your blue eyes fell onto the stern glare of your boss. Avoiding his gaze, you looked to your right, spotting Megan. Confusion gripped you as you stood motionless.
"Sit down Alex!"
Jarred from your stupor you quickly sat. The chair was cold and hard sapping your warmth.
"It has been brought to my attention that you have been breaking HR protocol."
"If it is about that kiss. I can assure you it was consensual from both sides."
"Fraternization between coworkers is frowned upon. Especially romantic trysts. It is well documented that these things effect the work ethics of those involved. Usually ending badly for the company and all of those involved. Had it been a small breach of contract, I could turn a blind eye. The evidence that has been presented to me though is far more nefarious and not tolerated in the private sector."
Your blood runs cold. His words sapping whatever strength you have left. Your boss’s accusing gaze forces you to scrunch down in your chair. You look to Megan your coworker, friend, maybe something more... Blue eyes glance at her, pleading. The red head faulters for an instant, lowering her face. The boss seeing her angst, takes this as a sign of extortion. Extortion by you, towards his witness.
"Alex, rape is not tolerated here and judging by Megan's demeanor, her fear is evident. Do you have anything to add?"
"Sir, I promise you that I haven't raped anyone ever. Let alone Megan."
"Do you have any evidence to prove your innocence?"
"No, I don’t."
"With all the witness testimonies, I have no choice but to suspend you until this matter has been fully investigated. If, and that is a big if. I decide to reinstate you, you forfeit the right to the Lead Accountant Position."
"That's horse shit!"
Your blood boils, eyes glaring at the redhead.
"Tell him Megan... Tell him it's not true."
Megan's green eyes pull away, facing the opposite direction.
"Ms. Fairweather you're free to go. I need to speak with Alex alone."
The young woman meekly stands up, avoiding your gaze and rushes out the door.
"Alex, I need you to sign this document, stating that you are aware..."
"SHOVE IT OLD MAN! I HAVE GIVEN YOU TWO YEARS OF MY LIFE. IF I HAVEN'T PROVEN MYSELF TO YOU, THAT I DESERVE THE LEAD ACCOUTANT POSITION, OR THE RESOLVE OF MY INTEGRITY. YOU CAN TAKE THIS JOB AND SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASS!"
Grasping the piece of paper in your right hand, you crumple the document. Throwing it onto the desk, you storm out of the office.
"I quit!"
The door slams behind you. Turning you stand face to face with Megan.
"I'm sorry Alex. I need the extra money for my son. Times have been tough."
"Tell someone who cares. I hope it was worth it."
Your coworker who you thought of as friend, possibly more, had stabbed you in the back, lying to your boss. She claimed that you had made sexual advances towards her and when asked to stop, you pushed her on the ground and forced yourself onto her. Not long after, cops showed up at your door to ask a few questions. Within the week the accusations levied against you turn up, empty. Your mood didn't change with the news. The damage had been done. Rumors spread. Regardless of your innocence, you had no job and no income. Somehow your landlord heard about the lies. Instead of listening to the truth or giving you time to find another job, she kicked you out of your apartment.
"I don't give lodging to vagrants like you."
Instead of packing you turn, walking away from your home of two years. Your travels take you out of the town, into the countryside. The sky turned burnt orange as the sun dropped below the zenith. Stepping over the bridge, you glance, the wooden sign reading, Welcome to Providence land of new, beginnings.
"New beginnings. Pft! The fuck it is..."
Facing east from the sign you follow the rushing river. Gazing into the turbulent flow you are reminded of how much your life is like the raging waters. Turning from your negative thoughts you trudge on eastward bound. Time passes you by. The waning light diminishes, fading to a light purple then blue and finally to black. Night has come. You are led to the coast. at the cliff’s edge the ocean stretches out in front of you as far as the eye can see. The moon casts a milky white reflection over the calm, smooth surface. Standing at the precipice of the world you gaze off into the distance. You look down the sixty-foot drop. Sharp jagged rocks pierce the sky, jutting from the glassy surface below.
Why haven't I done this sooner? There is nothing for me here... anywhere...
The wind picks up. The cool breeze caresses your face as you teeter at the end of the world. One step closer to oblivion. Two … then three. Almost there. One more and fate will never shit on you again.
Do I want it to end like this?
You smile at the irony.
My life really is a sick joke. Even after all that fate has put me through. I don't want to die.
Yours eyes water. Whether from the cold wind or your fear, you didn't know.
What does it matter? Just take the step.
Your right foot slides across the dew-covered grass. Off in the distance a boom of thunder stops you dead in your tracks. Followed by the blinding flash of lightning. Closing your eyes, you stumble backwards. The air escapes your lungs as you are knocked to the ground. you try to get up, but you can't. Something heavy stops you. Clearing the daze from your eyes, you spot the still form of a figure sprawled across your body.
"What the fuck?"
"No, no, no, NO!"
Shouting at the clear night sky, you release your rage.
"What did I ever do to you? You have torn me down time and again. Leaving nothing to live for. So, when I decide to end it all you deny me that small curtesy. Then you add murder to the list of atrocities. Screw you fate... screw you!"
The evening stars slowly disappear, blotted out by dark storm clouds. As if in answer to your challenge. Fat raindrops fell from the sky splattering on your face. Soon you were drenched from head to toe. Your jeans and blue hoodie clung to you like an extra skin. The wind picked up making the night even less bearable. The cool breeze chilled you to your bones. Snot began to drip from your nose eliciting a sneeze. Your whole body went numb. This process was sped up even faster with the dead weight on top of you, cutting off circulation.
"Really?"
Voice, hoarse from shouting, left you mute and miserable. Begrudgingly, you dropped your hands, defeated. Lying still, your senses awakened to the space around you. The rain fell like a roaring waterfall. Slowing down seconds later, to a trickle. Time stood still. Tiny droplets spattered into puddles with a gentle ringing sound. Rings cascaded out across the glassy surface. Giving life, to stagnant water. All around you the wind whistled through the grass like a call of a dove. Your eyes begin to close, anger subsiding. A serene calm overtakes you. Ever so slowly you breath. In and out... In and out. Your chest rises and falls with each new breath. You reached nirvana. That place where nothing else matters. The cold long forgotten, you are overcome with warmth. Then for the briefest instant, you felt something.
What was that?
Then it happened again. A pulse? Maybe a Heartbeat. You force your senses outward, focusing on the rhythmic thumping. A cloud of mist wafted on the air, caressing your cheek. Then it happened again and a third time. Your nose was tickled by the smell of peppermint. Your eyes shoot open, realizing.
This person is still alive.
Your fingers tingled, as blood rushed through your veins. Tiny pains erupted across you flesh like millions of pin pricks. Functionality restored; you slowly lift your hands. Gently you felt your way across the still form sprawled atop of you. Stopping once you touch something silky and smooth.
Hair?
Furthering your journey, you hit something soft and pliable. Your fingers begin to trace around the squishy mass, feeling the contour of the bones beneath.
A cheekbone?
The investigation continued across a cheek, up a pair of soft lips and ending with your finger going right up a nose. The movement was painful enough to wake the still figure.
"Snort! Ouch! What the hay Spike? How many times must I tell you not to wake me up by shoving your claws into my nose?"
A young feminine voice escaped from the pair of lips. The sound was music to your ears, reminding you of a flute.
"I don't know what you are talking about. My name isn't Spike, it’s Alex."
The heaviness covering you diminishes. The figure rises off your body. Her breath quickens, heartbeat racing. The young girl raises her head, soaked hair flopping down around her face. Your eyes adjusted to the darkness, gaze into the shadowed face. The cloud cover opens for a brief instant, granting a ray of moonlight to pass, illuminating her delicate features. Glancing back at you is a pair of sparkling amethyst eyes. Her face, a pale cream color blanked with violet hair.
"Beautiful!"
"What?"
Realization dawns on you, as you recall what you just said. Your breath catches in your throat. You reflexively gag, choking on your tongue.
"Cough, cough, cough!"
"Are you all right?"
The frenetic sound of her voice made it seem like the girl was worried about you. Silently your head nods. Signaling you're fine. Free of the extra weight, you wearily back away from the girl. The woman’s face moved closer to you, examining.
"What are you?"
A thin finger waggled close to your nose. Her gaze leaves your face, eyes focusing on the finger.
"What is that? What in Celestia's name is going on?"
The sudden loudness of her voice causes you to flinch, eyes closing. The girl pauses, staring towards you.
"Eheheh... Sorry! Sometimes I lose myself and get carried away."
The girl rubs her head nervously, cheeks flushing. The action causes you the briefly drop your guard. You feel your own cheeks heat up, by the extreme display of cuteness. Your gaping jaw causes the girl to squirm and blush even more.
What the hell am I doing? I have already been fucked over by one woman today. This is two, too many. I won't travel down that rabbit hole again.
Lost in your thoughts you unconsciously turn your head away in disgust. Hurt by your sudden change, the girl’s expression saddens.
"I'm sorry if I have offended you in some way. I'm not very good at meeting new creatures."
Your eyes blink, focusing on her. Your head slowly turns towards her.
Fuck me... Fuck me sideways!
Your blue eyes lock with hers, rigid jaw slackens.
Silence!
"You did nothing wrong. I... I just have trust issues."
The girl's face turns hopeful. A slight smile creeps into her features, luring you in once again.
I'm so screwed.
Sigh.
"Is everything alright? You're not sick, are you?"
Her hand reaches for you. Your eyes close once again. You hold your breath. Nothing happens. Her soft warm hand presses against your forehead. Wearily you open your eyes. Her face is close. Close enough to kiss her delicate lips. Her breath tickles your cheek once again, your nose, assaulted by its sweet scent.
"You don't feel like you're burning up. Knowing very little of your species, I will take that as a good sign."
Your face heats up. The girl quickly pulls her hand away, surprised by the sudden temperature change. Her eyes focus back on you. Her cheeks flush, matching yours as she realized what she caused.
"Oh, please forgive me. My curiosity got the better of me again."
Yep! So, screwed...
You nervously rub your head with your right hand.
"It's alright. It’s me who should apologize for acting strange."
The girl released a gentle snort followed by giggle.
Is she laughing?
The look of disbelief on your face caused her to laugh even harder.
"Really?"
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Snort! Giggle!"
"Oh, that sounds all kinds, of genuine."
Your voice drips with sarcasm. The girl wipes away a tear with a flick or her right index finger.
"I really am. I promise."
"Uh huh!"
The girl calms down, giggling subsiding to small internal convulsions.
"How about we call truce and say that we are both eternally sorry for being weird?"
Looking at her skeptically, you nod your head in agreement.
"I don't recall what you said your name is. Let's start over. I am Twilight Sparkle."
Twilight offers you her right hand. Staring at her hand you mirror he movement with your left.
"Alex."
"With introductions out of the way. What species are you?"
You stare at Twilight, wondering.
"Did you rattle your brain when you crashed into me?"
"I don’t think so. My cognitive and rational thinking, both seem to be working in acceptable parameters."
Your mouth hangs, agape like a cartoon character.
Yea, she fell off the crazy train…
The look of disbelief on your face, caused her demeanor to change. Brow furrowed; Twilight scoffed.
"I’m being serious."
You release a defeated sigh.
"Fine… Fine! I will play along."
Twilight’s mouth turned up, with a smile. Here amethyst eyes lit like a Christmas tree. Her excitement radiated off, infecting you. Your expression softened, almost matching hers.
"I am a human. Same as you."
You point your right index finger in her direction.
"Human? I’m not a human. I am a unicorn.
"You look human to me."
Twilight looked herself over, twisting her torso left then right, examining. The girl wiggled her fingers, testing their movement. She stood, ensconced in the moon’s silvery rays. She was dressed in a school uniform attire. A light blue blouse covered her chest, while her neck was adorned with a pink tie. A lite purple and pink, plaid skirt, encircled her slender waist, running down her smooth cream-colored legs, ending below her hips. Covering feet was a pair of brown leather dress shoes and a pair of fuchsia colored ankle socks. Twilight’s hands seemed to have a mind of their own as they explored her entire body. Embarrassed, you turn your head away.
Why am I getting excited about this? This isn’t good. Dear God, help me!
Twilight’s hands stop at her ample breasts, squeezing.
"Dear Celestia! What are these?"
You turn your head at her excited shout. A trickle of blood escapes you nose, running over you lips. The taste of iron assaults your tongue.
This is so hot! … I am so going to hell.
Twilight stops her body exam, glancing in your direction. Taking in your facial expression the girl blushes, falling to her knees.
"This is so embarrassing. I just molested myself in front of a stallion. Lost in my excitement, I didn’t realize that my actions were affecting you, that way."
"Oh! Um! Its fine… I have had worse views."
Your words held little comfort for the girl. Twilight’s cheeks flushed, harder. Seeing her discomfort, you quickly lighten the mood.
"You talk like me and act like me. We are the same. Human through and through."
Whether from your words or the smile plastered across your face, Twilight relaxed.
"Giggle! I have read about your kind in a book."
"A book?"
"Yes. I believe it was called Strange Fairy Tales! Firefly’s Guide to the World of Humans!"
You laugh at the absurdity of her statement.
"Fairy tale, right! Unicorns are the fairy tale. Don’t get me started on strange. Your name Twilight Sparkle is the only strange thing around here."
Twilight’s expression darkens. Her arms cross her chest as she pouts.
"I don’t see what is so funny. Twilight Sparkle is a perfectly fine name… and it’s not strange!"
Her pouting stance was so cute, you laugh even harder.
"It’s not that funny… What is wrong with my name?"
Snicker! Laugh!
"Nothing, nothing. Twilight is a fine name for an imaginary friend or a someone who sells their body for money."
"I can assure you I am as real as you are. I would never demean myself, like that. … I can’t say the same about Pinky Pie though…"
"That whole scene you did earlier, says otherwise."
"You’re a cruel human being."
Your laughter subsides. Using your hands, you dry your tears.
"I’m not cruel, just cynical. It comes with the territory… When life keeps you down… You know the old saying?"
Twilight’s expression turns sad.
"I am sorry."
Your jaw, tightens.
"Don’t feel sorry for me. I don’t need your pity."
"That’s not what I meant."
"Save it! I hear those empty words all the time, by people who pretend to care."
Twilight flinched, from the implications of your words.
"That’s so sad…"
"Don’t pretend to care."
"I’m not."
"It doesn’t matter…"
"Are you sure?"
"I said it doesn’t matter!"
"Alright… If you say so."
The silence was so thick a saw couldn’t cut through. You glance at Twilight. The girl had her head turned from you. Her right arm stretched across her chest grasping her left arm. Her body rocked side to side, nervously.
I did it again. I am pushing her away, without giving her a chance. Sigh!
Hesitantly you reach out, tapping her should with your right hand. Twilight startled, jumps.
"Hey! Um! I’m sorry… I shouldn’t have snapped at you like that."
"No, it’s my fault I can be insensitive with other’s feelings."
You chuckle at the irony.
"What’s so funny?"
"Nothing."
"Okaaay!"
"As you stated before, eternally sorry?"
Twilight nods her head.
More silence.
"So… let’s say that I believe you really are a unicorn. Hypothetically."
"It’s not hypothetically! I really am a unicorn!"
"Just humor me Twilight."
"Ugh! Fine."
"Good. Now, where was I?"
"Hypothetically!"
"Ah! Yes. So hypothetically I believe you are a unicorn. Tell me about yourself. How did you get here? Why are you here? Where are you from?"
"Are we still talking Hypotheticals?"
You nod your head.
"As I have said my name is Twilight Sparkle, I am not a human…"
You interrupt, clearing you throat.
"Ahem!"
"Really? Ugh! Hypothetically I am not a human, but a Unicorn. I was born, raised and taught in a world called Equestria. As to the how and why that is more theoretical rather than fact. I was conducting an experiment in my lab beneath the Treebrary."
"Treebrary?"
"Yes, it is a tree that is a library. Now can I continue, or do you want to interrupt me some more?"
"Please continue."
"As I was saying…"
Twilight paused, giving you the once over. When no words escaped you mouth, she continued.
"I was studying trans dimensional theory, when the spell I was casting had an irregularity. The spell went awry and exploded. Then I woke up here with a strange creature groping me."
You jaw drops with disbelief.
"I didn’t grope you! I was the one who was violated. You were the one who landed on top of me."
Twilight released a gentle melodious laugh, at your expense.
"You deserved that one."
"Heh! You say I am cruel?"
Twilight giggled even more at your grumbling.
"It’s true!"
"Whatever you say Alex!"
Before you can get another word in edgewise, the sky rips open. More like a small tear in the fabric of reality. Twilight begins to fade. Her human form becoming more transparent, less human. Her body shrinks taking on a more horse like shape. You watch in awe as her creamy skin grows a coat of purple fur, replacing her cloths. A matching horn protrudes from her forehead. Her hair thins out into a mane, while a purple tail streaked with pink sprouts from her rear. Followed by a fuchsia star tattoo on her flanks.
"See I told you I was a unicorn! Times up though. It looks like my spell has expired. I am glad I met you Alex. I just wish we had more time…"
"Twilight!"
Unknowingly you reach out your right hand. Time seems to slowdown. Preventing you from reaching your goal. You stumble, grasping open air. With the last sparkling wisps of the strange girl you hear her speak.
"This is farewell."
Your throat tightens at the saddness in her voice, then constricts as you choke back a sob.
Am I dreaming? Did that just happen?
The early morning sun crests over the horizon. Casting its warmth across the tranquil sea.
No, she was real…
Your eyes moisten as tears cascade down, reflecting the innocence of the new sunrise.
********************
The sun burns brightly in the morning sky. Its rays dancing on the ocean waves. you don't know how much time has passed since Twilight's departure nor how long you stood at the edge of the world, gazing into the rippling waters. Looking down, the same rocky scene plays out. This time it’s different. you no longer have the urge to throw yourself onto those massive spikes, ending your life. Instead you are filled with a new longing. You had only known Twilight for a brief instance in time but there was someting about her...
I want to see her again. I don't care, even if it is just for a minute. I have to live for that moment...
Head held high; you turn your back to the sun. Filled with new purpose, you head back to town. The first stop was your landlord. Composing yourself, you knock on the door. Minutes later she answers. Noticing it was you, she scowled.
"Are you here to return your keys and leave?"
Her bad attitude had you second guessing your choice.
I don't have anywhere to go. What if Twilight comes back? I must swallow my pride and take the abuse.
You inhale, taking a deep breath.
"Not exactly. I would like to talk to you. So please hear me out berfore you pass judgment."
The landlord looks you up and down with her beady old eyes. After what seemed like an eternity, she nods her head, with a grunt.
"Fine! I will hear what you have to say. If I don't like what I hear your ass is gone."
You bite your tongue, holding back the retort.
"Thank you. That is all I ask of you."
I hardly know Twilight. Why am I going through all of this harassment for her?
After an hour-long discussion, you managed to partially smooth things over with the landlord. She was still angry you quit your job and had no money for rent. Luckily, depending on how you looked at it, you had a one-month deadline to find a source of income. With that headache out of the way you entered your apartment. The red light on your answering machine was blinking. Begrudgingly, you press the play button.
"You have, three unheard messages."
The first message that played was from a telemarketer trying to sell you a time share in Antarctica.
Maybe I should take him up on that offer. A frozen hell couldn't be any more unbearable than here! How will Twilight find me if she ever comes back?
The second message plays for you. You are surprised your boss is calling to offer your old position back, but only on a trial basis.
Fuck him! If I accept that shit, I'm admitting my guilt for something I didn’t do.
The final message plays. The voice that comes from the machine surprises you more than your ex-boss's crap job offer.
"Hi Alex! Its Megan... I know I am probably the last person you want to hear from right now. I just want to tell you that I told our boss the truth. I don't know if that will change anything... I understand if you don't want to stay friends with me... I'm sorry..."
"It’s a little late for that. Anything you say now means nothing to me. Go choke on a penny!"
Aggravated, by the audacity of the callers, you slam your hand down on the delete button. The cheap plastic piece pops off and clatters to the floor.
"Damn it! Something else that I must replace."
Sliding off your wet sneakers you make your way to the bedroom. You toss your keys on the nightstand next to the bed. After the evening you had you weren't very tired and decide to get ready for the day.
Shower fist. Job hunting later.
Cleaned and dressed in a fresh set of cloths, you walk into the small living room, plopping down into the old green recliner. Looking to your left you spot your iPhone 6 on a dinner tray. Not wanting to be disturbed you left it in there last night. Out of habit you check your messages. There were five unheard messages listed, all from Megan. She was the only person you gave your cell number to. Everyone else was given the number to your landline phone. Pressing the button, you listen to the first message. It was more of the same drivel as before. you press the delete button, pausing on the last message. Hesitant, you press the play button.
"Alex! Its Megan again... I think I am in love with you... please call me back."
"What the fuck? The hell I will."
Quickly you press the delete button, then proceed to block Megan's number. With that rotten experience out of the way, you scour the net for jobs. Thinking about Twilight as you scroll through the listings. Hours had passed and you had several promising leads. Exhausted you stretch your aching muscles and glance at the time. 5:45 pm was displayed on the screen. Looking out the lone window in the room, you see that the sun was already setting. Dark orange rays filtered past you, casting shadows on the wall.
Nothing more I can do right now.
Sitting in the fading light your thoughts wander back to Twilight.
Last night had been an accident. She said so herself.
Her words echoed in your mind.
"I wish we had more time..."
All the sudden an unseen force compels you to go to the cliff. Pocketing your cell phone, you shoot out of your chair. Grabbing your still damp hoodie, you dash out the front door, leaving it ajar.
Adrenaline pumped through your veins as you rushed to your destination. The sky was crisp and clear. No clouds were in sight. The final rays of light faded beyond the horizon. The moon made its grand entrance in the star filled sky.
Will she really be there?
You reach the edge of the world, panting. The field of green grass spread out in front of you, empty. Your heart tightens in your chest, disappointment flooding your mind.
She's not here... maybe it was just a dream after all...
You turn to leave but stop. A loud boom and a blinding flash of light fill the night sky. Vision cleared; you face the ocean. Your heart skips a beat. There lying face down in the dirt is that girl.
"Twilight!"
As if on que Twilight picks herself off the ground. She stands, brushing herself off and spitting out dirt.
"Patoo! Patoo! I really need to work on my landings."
Twilight presentable, takes in her surroundings.
"I believe this is the place. At least I hope it is..."
Time stands still, as your eyes locked with Twilight's amethyst ones. Your heart hammered in your chest, trying to break free.
"I didn't know if you would be here, but I felt compelled to come."
"I didn't think I would either. The first time was because of a spell gone wrong. The other 156 tries sent me to crazy places. But I think I have the right coordinates... Now I just need to work on trajectory angles, and we are good."
There was so much that you wanted to say to her but didn't.
"Why did you come back, Twilight?"
Twilight looked at you, dejected.
"I thought you would be thrilled to see me, Alex."
You quickly change gears.
"It’s not that Twilight. I'm glad you’re here. All I did today was think about you. I don't mean to be rude. I was just curious about your reason. That's all."
Twilight releases a gentle giggle.
"You really are bad at saying, "hello."
"Guilty as charged."
You rub your head nervously, with your right hand.
"In any case. I enjoyed our time together and I want to learn more about your species... Especially, you..."
Twilight did the cute nervous pose again.
Oh, dear God in heaven, Is she gorgeous!
There was a brief pause. The world stood still except for the swishing grass caught in the evening wind. You reach your right hand out to her. Twilight sheepishly returns the gesture. So many emotions floated in your head. All you wanted to do was tell her how you are feeling. Thinking back to past events you hold back your words. You have been down this path before and you got burned, badly.
Twilight cocks her head quizzically at your hesitant expression.
“Is something wrong… you seem nervous?”
“No… Um… Nothing is wrong I was just thinking.”
“Thinking about?”
"I don't think my life is that exciting.”
“Please, indulge me.”
“For you Twilight, I will try."
Twilight nods her head.
"Thank you, Alex."
Gently, you pull Twilight along, urging her to follow you.
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That night and many others after, you learn all about Twilight's exciting life. From stopping Nightmare moon, saving Princess Luna and reuniting her with her sister Celestia. Crazy shenanigans with the Lord of Chaos, Discord. Dueling with the magician Trixie. Chasing Sunset Shimmer through the mirror. Recreating an ancient spell, written by the Arch Mage, Starswirl. The countless times Twilight and her friends save Equestria from danger. The list went on and on. Before you knew it nine years had passed. Your life changed for the better. You found a good job. Moved out of your dump of an apartment and bought a cottage in the country, closer to the cliff where you met Twilight. Your existence had meaning. You had Twilight to thank for that.
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Here you sit with Twilight, under the stars. On the anniversary of that fated encounter. Clasping her hands in yours. You gaze longingly into her eyes. You think back to all the times you spent with her. From the happy and the sad. Over the years you have come to truly love the young woman in front of you. Her gentle smile always warms you heart and the way she gets excited about learning new things makes you love her even more. Twilight glancing at your smiling face starts to fidget and looks away.
Dear lord is she beautiful!
Twilight quickly glances in your direction; blushes then looks away again. Her cuteness is unbearable. Before you can stop yourself, you whisper the three simple words.
"I love you!"
"What?"
"I love you Twilight."
Twilight’s eyes widen in shock, cheeks flushing more. She removes her hands from yours, pulling away from you. A slight twinge of pain grips your heart. Your expression saddens.
"Twi, what’s wrong?"
Twilight fidgets, harder, trying not to meet you sharp gaze.
"Eh! Heh! What makes you think something is wrong?"
Twilight plays with her hair, unable to look at you.
"I know you Twilight. We have been friends for nine years."
"I am the Princess of Friendship after all…"
"You are just avoiding the subject, Twi. Please tell me what is bothering you."
Twilight’s mood changed. Her nervous smile turns to annoyed.
"Nothing is bothering me!"
"You have been here for over an hour and not said one thing about a new spell or a book you have read. When you aren’t geeking out about something I know it’s serious."
"Can’t we just sit here? Sit here quietly under the stars enjoying each other’s company…"
"I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable. I just got caught up in the moment and… and my feelings for you came out."
Silence...
"Twi, it’s alright if you don’t feel the same way about me."
"It’s not that Alex… I… I… I…"
Twilight finally met your gaze. Her amethyst eyes staring into yours. She sniffed, eyes watering. Tears gently flowed down her delicate cheeks. Your heart aches for her. Longingly for Twilight, you embrace the woman you love. Holding her in your arms you pull her close. Twilight sobs uncontrollably into your chest.
"I am such an ass. We are supposed to be enjoying our ninth anniversary and I make you cry. I’m sorry Twi."
Twilight’s voice is muffled, as she responds.
"Alex, you have done nothing wrong… I am the one who is sorry… I should have ended this sooner…never have led you on… You deserve better."
"Twilight, what are you talking about?"
"Princess Celestia…"
Twilight’s shoulders shake, her sobs increasing.
"It’s alright Twi. Let it all out then you can tell me about what happened to Celestia."
Twilight looks up lips quivering.
"You're wrong Alex…"
"How so?"
"Celestia stepped down last night."
"You mean like she stepped the wrong way and fell or something?"
"No! She stepped done from being the ruler of Equestria."
"OH WOW! I’m sorry Twi. I know how much you looked up to her. This must be tough on you."
Twilight pauses, choosing her next words carefully.
"She chose me to be her successor. We had my coronation last night… I am no longer just the Princess of Friendship… I am the new ruler of Equestria…"
"That’s great news."
Twilight remains quiet.
"You, being the ruler of Equestria doesn’t change anything. Not between us… You will always be just Twilight to me."
"IT CHANGES EVERYTHING ALEX! DON’T YOU SEE?"
"See what?"
"You have your life here… and I have mine…"
You see the golden crown encrusted with a purple gemstone sitting atop her head. The weight of what it represents crushes your spirit. Your throat tightens. You are afraid of what comes next.
"What are you saying Twi? …"
You know deep in your heart what she means.
"I can’t do this anymore Alex! It hurts to much…"
She said it. You knew this is where the conversation was going. You frantically wrack your brain looking for the right thing to say.
"If it hurts that much, leave."
"What?"
"Leave it all behind and be with me!"
Fresh tears stream down her face.
"I can’t do that, and neither can you."
"Twilight I would throw away my soul if it meant spending one more day with you."
"My life is not my own anymore Alex. I belong to my people now."
A hint of anger enters you voice.
"You have done more for the citizens of Equestria than anyone else ever could. You deserve to be happy."
"No matter how brief, I had my happiness."
"Cut the self-righteous bull shit and be selfish for once in your life, Twilight!"
"I thought you knew me better than that, Alex!"
"I do Twilight. I know you better than anyone else ever could."
"No! You just think you do. If you knew me as well as you say, you would never have asked me to be selfish. I must put the needs of my people first."
"Damn it, Twilight that’s just an excuse and you know it!"
You shout at her, waving your arms in frustration.
"It’s not just an excuse you pompous ass!"
Twilight shouts back.
"It is Twilight. When things get serious between us you make excuses and hide behind your subjects."
"Oh! You’re one to talk. Whenever something bad happens, you close yourself off and try to kill yourself. Even then you are afraid. You can’t even take that next step."
You flinch at the harshness of her words, but they don’t dissuade you.
"You’re right!"
Twilight pauses, brows furrowed. She has never known you to back down from a fight and glares at you skeptically.
"I am? So, you admit defeat?"
"No!"
"Am I right, or aren’t I?"
Twilight places her hands on her hips, annoyed.
"I don’t have time for games anymore!"
This is always how it turns out. She says one thing then you say another. An argument always ensues. A sparring match of words. That’s the way you and Twilight work. Your demeanor relaxes. Twilight lets her guard drop as well.
"Your right Twilight, I have always been afraid. I have never been able to take that next step. Until I met you… I am a better man because of you. I agree this isn’t a game anymore. I want to change all of that."
Twilight’s expression changes. Her heart starts pounding in her chest. Her right hand grips her left arm, nails digging into her soft flesh. She remains silent. You step forward hands outstretched as you continue.
"I love you… I love you so much Twilight Sparkle, it hurts. My heart aches when we are apart and sings when we are together. I don’t care where we live. My world, your world or even somewhere in between. It doesn’t matter. I want to be with you now and always."
Twilight is floored by your confession. Unknowingly, she reaches her hand out to yours. Just as her fingertips touch yours, she pulls away.
"I can’t…"
Your heart aches as your eyes mist over.
"This… this… can’t be the end. Please Twi."
"I am so sorry… So very sorry…"
"Twi…"
"This is Farewell… Alex!"
Twilight, ashamed, cradles herself in her arms, weeping.
The sun rises, cresting over the horizon, bringing forth a new day. Signaling an end, to your time with Twilight. Just like so many times before the spell diminishes. Whether by the nature of the spell or by Twilight’s choice you didn’t know. Slowly she starts to change. Little by little her alicorn features show through. You cry even harder, tears flowing like and endless stream. You should turn away. Leave. She broke your heart, but you are unable to. You love her too much. Your feet remain planted until the end. Then for the briefest instant Twilight hesitates. She looks around as if lost. She panics losing focus.
"Twilight!"
You shout her name. Twilight stops, turns at the sound of your voice. Her amethyst eyes focus on you. She reaches her left hand out to you, fingers outstretched. Her delicate lips move.
"Alex!"
You extend your arm mirroring her. Time seems to slow down. The seconds tic by one after the other. It feels like an eternity. You both shout with every cell of your being.
"Take my hand!"
Twilight shrinks, her hand now out of reach. Your fingers grasp the gem encrusted crown. There is a blinding flash of light. And she is gone. You are left alone, standing at the edge of the world with a golden crown in one hand and the sun on the horizon. The weight of the crown is unbearable. You grasp the cold metal tightly. You can feel the sharp edges bite into your flesh. Red warmth flows between your fingers. Raising your fist, you glare at the purple jewel. Anger boils forth.
"Damn you. This is all your fault!"
You yell at the crown, receiving no response. You raise your arm, readying the throw. It comes down, but just as you try to release it, you can’t. Instead you pull it in. Pressed close to your heart. After all that you refuse to lose the last piece of her you have left. You gaze into the depths of the gemstone. Its color the same as Twilight’s eyes. Fresh tears escape your eyes, trickling down your cheeks and landing on the jewel.
"I love you Twilight! My soul is yours now and forever!"
There is slight color shift in the gem. Whether by your tears or the sun’s rays refracting off its faucets you don’t know.
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Twilight’s Perspective
The sky rips open dropping you into the royal library. You land with a crash, buried beneath a pile of books. Your Dragon assistant Spike who was tidying up the place jumps.
"Guah!"
He turns, facing the pile.
"Twilight?"
Spike calls out to you, worry plastered across his face. He is too far away for his words to reach you. The little dragon steps closer. Shuffling some books around Spike uncovers your face. His expression turns serious upon seeing you. You stare blankly at him, as an endless stream of tears runs down your cheeks.
"What in Celestia's name happened, Twilight?"
"A... l... e... x..."
"Who or what is Alex? Did something bad happen to you?"
Anger grips the little dragon. His need to protect you is strong.
"Where is this Alex? I'll show em. No one hurts you and gets away."
Spike's mouth moves, but you are unable to comprehend his words through your uncontrollable sobs. You try to respond to the little dragon but all that exits your mouth is jargon.
"Twilight! Try to calm down. I can't understand you with all the crying."
Spike's words finally reach you but have the reverse effect. The tears increase, your shoulders shake uncontrollably. The small dragon's ego deflates.
"I'm sorry Twilight."
Spike, realizing he can't get through, gives up talking. Silently, his small arms wrap around your neck patting you gently on the back. This goes on for over an hour. Neither of you saying a word. sunlight peeks through the window casting shadows across the room. Spike’s calm demeanor and soothing voice help you to relax. Your chest heaves less. Sobs become manageable hiccups. Tears slow to a trickle. Spike uses the moment. He pulls away cradling your head in his clawed hands. He looks into your tired eyes.
"Do you feel any better?"
"No..."
You avert your eyes from his questioning gaze.
"Twilight?"
Spike gently turns your face back to him.
"Twilight. I am your closest friend in all Equestria. I can't help you if you shut me out."
"... You can't help me Spike… No one can..."
"If you would just tell me."
"It’s... all my fault Spike."
"What is your fault?"
Spike is pushed aside as you pace back and forth, thinking.
"Maybe it’s not too late... I... I... can fix this... make it all better."
You try to cast the gateway spell that would make this pain all go away. Your horn takes on a purple glow as the ancient words leave your tongue. Your mane and tail rise on a gust of conjured wind. Papers and books take flight, circling around as you force your magic into the spell. Spike's feet start to slide across the smooth stone floor, towards the swirling vortex.
"Twilight! What are you doing? You're starting to scare me. Please stop."
"I can't Spike. I must go back."
"Back? Back, where?"
The little dragon's shout gets swallowed into the maelstrom. The pressure in the room builds up until your ears ring. You reach the end of the spell shouting the last few syllables. There is a thunderous boom followed by a blinding light. Everything comes crashing down. Spike lands next to you with a thud.
"Sweet Celestia, Twilight! What was that all about."
"I... I... don't understand... The spell should have worked... What did I do wrong?"
"Twilight get a grip! you're the ruler of Equestria! You can't afford to be twilighting anymore."
"That's it! How can I be so stupid?"
you feel around your head, but nothing is there.
"It’s gone..."
"Your crown?"
"It must have fallen off. Help me look for it Spike."
Frantic, you start to rush around the library, rummaging through the debris.
"It must be here. It just has to be."
"maybe you left it in your room."
You start to scrounge through another pile of books.
"No. I was wearing it the whole time.... Until..."
You stop in your tracks.
"Until what?"
You fall silent.
"What Twilight?"
A spark of recognition strikes. Clear as day. That final moment when he reaches out to you. You recall his hand missing yours and grasping your crown instead.
"No this can't be real... Its lost... lost forever... all of it..."
"You have other crowns Twilight. You can just replace it."
"That was the crown that contained my element of harmony."
"WHAT? What would ever possess you to be so careless with your element."
"I needed a strong power source to stabilize the world gate... To see him... That crown was the only one I had, so I used it as the focal point."
Spike begins to panic.
"This is bad! Really, really, bad!"
"I can't get back... I can't return without my crown!"
"Twilight! The crown is lost, Celestia knows where and all you can think about is going back to some unknown world to see someone. HAVE YOU FINALLY GONE CRAZY?"
You face the little dragon, but your gaze passes right through him. Your heart feels heavy in your chest. breathing becomes a chore. Tears begin to well up threatening to break free. The tightness in your throat returns, as you choke back another sob.
"This is all wrong... all wrong! This can't... This can't be the... end..."
"What the Tartarus did this Alex do to you?"
You turn to spike at the mention of that name.
"Alex!"
You mutter under your breath. The little bit of sanity you had left breaks. You release an ear-piercing wail, the likes of which have never been heard before, in Equestria.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"
Your vision blurs as tears fall, anew. The excruciating pain in your heart intensifies. There is a burning in your core screaming for release. You can't hold it back any longer. The control you have over your magic breaks. Your soul cries out releasing a raw torrent of magical energy. Beams of multifaceted light blast out of your horn creating a hole in the ceiling. A ring of pure energy cascades out from you, shattering windows. Spike drops to the floor as a hail of glass rains down. Spike's scaly hide manages to protect him, but you’re not as lucky. Thousands of tiny shard bite into your flesh. Streams of red trickle forth, staining your fur red. Canterlot castle shakes, as the castle grounds splinter and break. Just as fast as it came the storm was over. Everything was quiet. The devastation wrought by your outburst will leave a lasting memory in your subjects.
"Twilight!"
You hear a voice call out to you, but It’s not the voice of the one you want to hear. You stare blankly at Spike. Your eyes slowly close. Magic depleted you drop to the floor, exhausted. Pools of red flow out from the many cuts you incurred. You open your mouth a final time, uttering what is in your heart.
"I love you! Alex..."
End Twilight’s Perspective
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The aftermath of Twilight’s outcry shook Equestria to its core. Canterlot City was in shambles and the outlying towns were also a mess. Canterlot took the brunt of the magical discharge. Several days had passed since the incident. Suffering from serious injuries Twilight was quarantined to her bed chambers. Royal meetings and court proceedings were split up amongst the advisors and overseen by Spike himself. A week passed. The bleeding gashes and broken bones caused by the glass and debris were healing, and the Princess was breathing on her own, but for some reason the doctors were unable to figure out why Twilight was still in a vegetative state. Magical scans showed no sign of brain trauma and her magic aura was at stable levels. Spike, worried, called Twilight’s former student, Starlight Glimmer for a second opinion.
"I know you have a lot on your plate with running The School of Friendship and all. I thank Celestia that you're here though. I don't know what to do. Twilight just won’t wake up."
"It’s alright Spike. That’s what I have Sunburst and Trixie for. I know the school is in good hands. My husband will keep Trixie in line. Enough about me though. Fill me in on what happened and don't leave out any details."
Spike broke down the entire evening for Starlight. Starting from the initial crash into the library to the mental breakdown that lead to the damaged city.
"Where is Twilight right now Spike?"
"She is resting in her room."
Spike led the lite purple unicorn to the royal chambers. Starlight knocked firmly, announcing herself before entering. The gold embossed doors groaned on creaky hinges. The bed chamber was cast in shadows, giving off a gloomy vibe. Other than Twilight’s shallow breathing, the room remained eerily quiet.
"It feels like death wormed over in here Spike!"
"What do you mean Starlight? No one died in here and you can see that Twilight is still alive."
"From the level of pain, I sense in here there really is no difference between the two."
"Starlight, you lost me."
"From what you said and the aura present in the room. I believe I have deduced to root of the problem and if I am right, which I usually am then I will need an extra pair of hands."
"Why is it that I can never understand you, brainy types when you start speaking theory?"
"Just go fetch Sunset Shimmer for the other side of the mirror."
Spike saluted an affirmative before halting.
"Sunset Shimmer? What can she do that you can't?"
Starlight looked at Spike with a saddened stare.
"She is the only one that I know who can reach Twilight... and save her from herself..."
Spike freaked out at the last part.
"Herself? Do you mean to say that Twilight's coma is self-induced?"
Starlight, glaring at the dragon, spoke using her principal voice.
"No more questions Spike. Go and get Sunset."
"Yes ma'am!"
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Sunset Shimmer appeared within the day. Spike led the yellow-orange unicorn to where Starlight was examining Twilight. Spike announced himself and Sunset before entering. Starlight's horn glowed a soft aqua color, as she examined the unconscious alicorn. Starlight ceased when the two entered.
"Thank you Spike. Your services here are done."
"Wait! Starlight!"
"Spike you have royal duties to attend to. We can handle the rest."
"But... but..."
Sunset was quick to intervene before there was a misunderstanding.
"Spike, the best thing you can do for Twilight right now is to make sure the kingdom stays running. We will take care of her. So, don't worry."
Spike relaxed his guard a bit, nodding his agreement. Starlight watched the little dragon go. When the doors closed Starlight spoke.
"Good... He doesn't need to see what comes next."
"Spike filled me in on some of what happened. Why am I here Starlight? What do you plan do?"
"Its best that I do not say anything quite yet."
"Okay... That seems ominous..."
Starlight nods.
"For now, I need you to use your powers and read Twilight's mind. From there we can continue to phase two."
Sunset studied Starlight's determined expression. Not sensing any malice or ill intent she agreed.
"Alright! If you say so..."
Sunset walked over the edge of the bed, watching as Twilight’s sides slowly rise and fall with her rhythmic breathing. The unicorn’s eyes got misty, seeing her friend in such a state.
"What happened Twilight? I must know..."
Sunset gently rested her front hooves upon the princess’s. Her eyes went white, clouding over. Their minds became one. Twilight’s memories still vibrant in her mind were on display. Sunset watched, reliving all the moments Twilight shared with Alex. The good the bad and everything in between. Finally, everything ended. The final agonizing moment, where Twilight broke the heart of the one she loved.
"ALEX!"
Sunset screamed, pulling back from the bed. She hit the floor cradling her chest. Tears poured forth, pooling on the titled surface. The raw power and emotion left Sunset in a wrecked state.
"Sunset! Sunset what happened?"
Starlight rushed to her friend's aid.
"Sunset calm down. You're safe now."
Starlight cradles the distraught unicorn, whispering soothing words.
"It’s alright Sunset. It’s alright."
Sunset's shoulders shake as she sobs.
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Over an hour passes before Sunset is in any shape to think straight.
"Sunset what is wrong with Twilight?"
"She has a distraught heart..."
"I gathered that much from Spike's retelling of the events."
"Wait! You knew?"
"I had a hunch."
"You knew and you sent me in there unprepared? What the hell, Starlight?"
"I didn't want to taint the results by telling you beforehand."
"You didn't want me to be biased? Is that really your argument? I can tell you with a strong affirmative, that her soul is in agony!"
"To be fair, I didn't know it would be this bad."
"Oh well thank you Starlight! I always wanted the consolation prize of being thrown to the floor, crying like an out of control infant!"
Starlight rubbed her head nervously.
"Eh heh heh! I'm sorry..."
Sunset scoffed at the unicorn.
"Whatever!"
Starlight paused for a moment until Sunset cooled off.
"So, what do you think?"
"Think about what?"
Starlight signaled with her horn, to the bed where Twilight lay.
"Twilight's coma!"
"It’s self-induced. She lost her will to live."
Sunset bluntly stated.
"Damn! It’s worse than I thought."
Starlight wracked her brain, piecing together the possible outcomes of her plan. Sunset walked over, touching Starlight's shoulder. Her frantic thoughts assaulted Sunset like a ton of bricks.
"That's your big plan?"
Starlight blinks, questioningly. Realization dawns on her that Sunset used her empathy powers on her.
"It’s the only sure-fire plan that I have."
"Using my empathy magic to mind shock Twilight awake... Yup nothing can go wrong there!"
"Do you have a better way to reach her?"
Sunset cowered under Starlight's glare.
"N... no..."
"Good. Get into position and I will apply the magical force."
Sunset stood next to the bed, filled with uncertainty.
"R... ready."
"Good! Now on the count of three I will release my magic into you. Your job is to act as a conduit and sit still. Got it?"
Sunset nods.
"Three... two... one..."
Starlight poured her magic into Sunset. Electrical energy flowed through Sunset right into Twilight’s mind.
Starlight focused her thoughts with Sunset's, melding their minds together.
"TWILIGHT WAKE UP!"
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Twilight’s Perspective
You release a blood curdling scream as the voices of your friends pierce your mind. The room goes silent. Several seconds feel like an eternity. Finally, you speak in a raspy voice.
"Wha... what? Spike... where am... I?"
Sunset stepped into view.
"Twi how are you feeling?"
"Sun... set... Wh... why are... you... here?"
Starlight gently nudged Sunset aside.
"I can answer that but first we have to talk!"
Twilight glanced into Starlight's stern eyes. Sighed loudly and spoke.
"What's the point? ...."
"OH NO YOU DON'T! The Twilight I know never gives up."
"She died Starlight... Just let me do the same."
Sunset interjected.
"Like hell we will, Twilight! You are going to try until you exhaust every solution. Even if that fails, we will be there every step of the way to help you move forward."
You are too exhausted, to argue.
"I hate you both..."
Starlight and Sunset both smiled, beaming.
"We know!"
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The days passed as your wounds healed. Little by little you were walking again, and before long you were secluded away in your lab testing new spells to help create a stable portal to the person your heart desired most in the cosmos. with the help of Starlight, Sunset and Spike you were allowed uninterrupted time to run your experiments. Each new trial sent you to a new place in Equestria but never to him, the man your soul cries out for.
"Urgh! Thirty first time is the charm!"
You grunt, gritting your teeth in frustration. Your horn glows brightly. A shifting portal opens. Without a second thought your charge head long into the shimmering gate. You land in in the middle of a busy Manehattan street.
"Grrraaaagggggghhhh!"
Your frustrated roar instills fear in your subjects, as they stop what they are doing, staring at you.
"Fancy meeting you here miss. The last time I saw you, you were hanging upside down in a tree at Sweet Apple Acres with your ass exposed for all to see!"
You turn, facing the pony who spoke. Your amethyst eyes glare menacingly at the lite blue stallion who spoke.
"What the Tartarus? Not you again."
The light blue pegasus tilts his head furrowing his brow.
"What's with the attitude miss? I haven't done anything to you. You're the one who keeps appearing next to me without an invitation."
Your scowl softens as you turn your head; ashamed.
"Sorry..."
What did you say miss? I can't hear you with all that fake crap you're spewing.
"Urgh! I said, I'm sorry! Alright?"
Annoyed at the pegasus you, quickly teleport back to Canterlot Castle.
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Days turn in nights. Nights into weeks. The months slip by as the seasons change. Before you realize, a full year has passed. You conducted thousands of tests. Each and every portal failing to return you to Alex. With every new portal you landed somewhere else in Equestria, only to be greeted by that same annoying blue pegasus. All options spent; you slump to the ground defeated.
Without my crown it’s impossible. I will never see you again… Tell you how much I love you… Alex…
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You sat on your throne staring down at your subjects. Looking unenthused as each one brought forth their problems. Most of the issues were minor complaints that had easy solutions, not needing royal intervention. Ever since you retuned to your throne you have been miserable, but functional. Under normal circumstances you can muster through the day. Today was different. It is the day of your anniversary. The day your soul was lost. Today you were extra miserable, and it showed on your face. Your mind wanders, thinking of happier times.
"Twilight! Are you here?"
Spike nudged your side signaling to the petitioner in front you with his green eyes. You clear your throat.
"Ahem! Sorry Spike…"
You turn, facing your subject. Your eyes go wide with anger at who you seen. Standing at the base of your throne is that annoying blue pegasus. With the entire room illuminated you noticed his mane and tail were a lite brown.
"What in the name of Celestia are you doing here!"
The pegasus ignores your outcry.
"So, this is what a life of lies and excuses get you. Huh, Twilight?"
The Cheshire grin splayed across his smug face infuriates you even more.
"How dare address me so informally? You don’t even know me."
His smile broadens even wider, unphased by your wrathful stare.
"Oh, I know you better than you know yourself, Twi."
Your expression darkens as his insolence knows no bounds.
"Listen here you, pompous ass unless you have something important to say, I demand that you leave."
The pegasus’s smile vanishes. He waves around his right hoof in the air, feigning sadness.
"You haven’t even given me a chance to say my piece and you’re already throwing me out.”
“Grrargh! That’s because you have nothing to say!"
The stallion opens his mouth to speak, but you cut him off.
"Let me rephrase that you never have anything appropriate to say!"
"What? Everything I say is relative to each of our meetings."
"No, it’s not. Everything you say is crude and inappropriate."
"I can’t help it if you are the one who ends up in a provocative position."
Your eyes twitch. With each new word he spouts you blood boils even more.
Why does he irritate me so much?
He studies your face, smiling all the harder. His blue eyes gaze into your amethyst ones, piercing your soul. His chest heave with laughter.
"What is so funny?"
The laughter subsides.
"Oh Twi, you preach to me about inappropriate. I’m not the one who…"
The glint in his blue eyes and smug look on his face push you over the edge. Interrupting him, you shout using your Royal Voice.
"HOW IS MENTIONING ME HANGING FROM A TREE AND SHOWING OFF MY ASS, NOT INAAPPROPRIATE?"
He grins unphased. Little do you know you have stepped right into his trap.
"I never once brought up your… Ahem… Posterior."
"WHAT?"
"If you want to reduce our conversation to that level of lewd might it be better for us to speak in private?"
"GET OUT OF MY CASTLE! NOW!"
His ears drop a bit at your words. His expression saddens.
"Well if you insist… I guess you don’t want the gift I brought you either."
"Grraugh! Guards!"
Several golden clad ponies’ step forth leveling spears at the pegsus. He shrugs.
"Are you sure Twilight? Once I leave that’s it… You lose your chance at this important item… There is no going back… Ever!"
You flinch from his words. His intense piercing gaze haunts you to your core. Your temper simmers to a lower intensity. Your ears twitch betraying your curiosity. You open your mouth to speak. His smile returns knowingly.
"What important item can you offer me that I don’t already have?"
He smiles.
"The shiniest of shiny things."
"Sigh! Guards get him out of here and don’t make it pleasant."
The pegasus scoffs.
"Well shit Twi! Rude much."
You smile, victoriously.
"I guess I can sell this off to the cheapest pawn broker I can find."
Your eyes widen with shocked surprise at what he is holding up. You know it is the genuine thing. The amount of magic radiating from it is intense and familiar.
"STOP! Where is Celestia’s name did you get that?"
He shrugs, depositing your crown back into his pack.
"You told me to leave."
You ignore his jab.
"WHERE DID YOU GET MY CROWN?"
He steps back from your intense glare.
"It sort of fell from the sky while I was watching the morning sunrise…"
His eyes take on a watery quality as if lost in another time as he speaks.
You think back to your final moments with Alex. The last time you saw your crown, it was grasped in his hand.
"How did my crown fall in front of you? The last time I laid eyes on my crown, it was with someone I care deeply for."
He flinches at your last statement but quickly recovers.
"You’re the magical one not me. I was hoping you could tell me."
Your anger diminishes completely, expression softens.
"I’m not sure myself, how my crown came to be in your possession… Sometimes magic can’t be explained."
"Well that’s too bad Twilight… I believe this is yours…"
Your guards lower their spears as the pegasus pulls the crown back out.
"Woah! Easy guys! I was just getting the crown out."
He sets the crown on the ground. You use telekinesis, lifting the magical artifact to you. The pegasus bows and turns to leave. You shout.
"Wait!"
He pauses.
"I suppose a reward is in order…"
He turns to face you.
"…"
"…"
"I know I am going to regret asking… But what can I offer you in return?"
His piercing blue eyes gaze into your soul. You turn away blushing.
"Marry me!"
Your eyes widen in horror. Spears level at the pegasus. Every creature in attendance gasps at the stallion’s direct insolence.
I knew I would regret this…
You gather your composure.
"I can’t grant you that impossible request."
"Why? Are you currently married?"
"No!"
"Is there someone else in your life?
You reply without hesitation.
"Yes!
The pegasus stares at you, unbelieving.
"Bullshit!"
Your brows furrow.
"What do you mean, bullshit? I'm not lying!"
Your irritation begins to bleed forth once again.
"Then bring this person forth so I can meet them."
You scoff.
"I can't do that."
"If you're not married and have no significant other. How is my request impossible?"
You stagger at his blatant disregard for decorum. Your agitation does not go unoticed. Unable to stand by the sidelines any long Spike steps forward.
"Do you know to whom you speak?"
The pagasus’s expression hardens.
"Yes, I do. What business of yours is it, little lizard?"
"For starters I am not a lizard! I am a dragon. Twilight is…"
He interrupts Spike.
"Blah! Blah! Blah! Long titles don’t mean shit to me. To me, she is and will always be Twilight. Now if you don’t mind little dragon. This conversation is between me and her."
You faulter on your throne, unable to speak. Something about the pegasus...
"As I was saying before being rudely interrupted. How is my request impossible?"
Your amethyst eyes stare blankly at the stallion.
"Twilight?"
You shake your head, clearing the daze.
"What?"
"Focus Twi! We were at impossible."
Spike growls beside you like a little dog.
"Impossible… right… Well you see…Um…"
You fidget in place.
Why in Celestia’s name am I acting like a filly in heat? Pull it together, Twilight!
You stare at his intense gaze.
"We don’t even know each other…"
"Wrong Twilight! We know each other quite intimately."
Your face contorts with anger.
He smiles waggling his eyebrows.
"You pompous ass!"
Your glare intensifies.
"What’s he talking about Twilight?"
"Nothing Spike… He is just trying to irritate me again."
The pegasus clears his throat.
"You’re right Twilight!"
You give him a confused expression.
"What are you playing at? … I don’t believe for one second that you would concede such an audacious request."
His smile irks you even more.
"You said that you didn’t know me. How could you make an assumption like that about me if we aren’t intimate?"
You shriek.
"What?"
"He has you there, Twilight."
Spike cowers under your glare.
"Quiet spike! Whose side are you on?"
He interrupts you, clearing his throat.
"Ahem! You can intimidate your dragon later, Twi."
"You’re starting to annoy me!"
The pegasus brushes off your retort with a wave of his right wing.
"Now that that is over please tell me why my request is in fact impossible and this time give me a genuine answer and not some lame excuse."
You glare.
"What answer can I possibly give you that you will accept? … It seems to be an unwinnable argument with you… And I don’t have time for any more games."
He lets out a laugh, which surprises you again.
"I don’t find this humorous at all. Why are you laughing? It’s not funny!"
"Oh, sweet Twilight the irony is funny."
You stare him down.
"I don’t see the irony in any of this!"
He laughs harder.
"Guards!"
You shout.
The guards poke him with their spears. His laugh becomes a full-on giggle as he clutches his chest.
"Your life dangles on the precipice of a very large cliff and all you can do is laugh?"
He falls to the ground in hysterics now. You scoff at his insanity.
"You really fell off the crazy train on your way, here didn’t you?”
His laughter subsides.
"After all of this, you still don’t see the irony?"
"NO!"
"Ah Twilight! We had a conversation just like this about a year ago."
"Yep! You’re completely mental. There is no way that I wouldn’t remember a crazy conversation like this one."
"You said and I quote “I don’t have time for any more games!”
"That doesn’t mean anything."
"It does, Twilight!"
His blue eyes gaze into yours. The intensity causes you to back up, guessing at what he is going to say next. Every creature freezes from the intense energy surrounding the room wondering what this crazy pony is going to say next. He continues to speak uninterrupted.
"It was a year ago on this night!"
Your mind is pulled back to your final night with him.
A…l…e…x...
"You said those exact words before breaking my heart. You then accused me of never taking that last step. You were right. Only you ever called me out on my bull shit. I told you then… I will change. You then vanished… Leaving me with a crown and deep yearning. I stood on the cliff that morning Twilight, gazing into the sunrise. I had every intention to throw your crown into the raging waters of the ocean. But I couldn’t… Do you know why Twilight?"
You heart skips a beat in your chest. Your cheeks turn flush and your eyes turn damp. You are afraid to answer, not knowing how he will react.
"You… love…me…"
Your eyes shut as tears begin to trickle down.
"That’s right Twi I do… I love you Twilight Sparkle! My sole is yours now and forever!"
Your eyes shoot open not expecting his reaction. The guards move aside as they see you move. The tears freefall down your cheeks as you fling yourself down the steps into his waiting embrace.
"I love… I love… I love…"
The words gush out of your mouth uncontrollably. You sob happily in his chest. He gently raises your chin locking your amethyst pools with his.
"Silly princess, I have been waiting ten years for you to say those words."
Your nose scrunches up questioningly.
"Why all the drama? Why not come sooner?"
"Twi why would I give in so easily? I proved myself to you on that cliff. This time it was your turn."
Your brow furrows with realization.
"Wait a minute… that whole time I thought my spells weren’t working… They were working as intended. They brought me to you every time. You pretended not to know me. You watched me have a mental break down and worry myself crazy over you."
"Seeing you in such a panicked state broke my heart immensely.”
“Why didn’t you tell me it was you?”
“I Tried to. Many times in fact, but you were so frenetic to leave I lost hope that you would stop to listen. When I did get you to speak with me you screamed in my face. I figured I would let you simmer down a bit before I made my way to Canterlot and speak with you properly. Besides seeing you worked up during our last meeting in Manehatten was rather funny.”
"You’re so cruel!"
"Semantics, Twilight! Besides you did have it coming."
"You arrogant ass! I HATE YOU!"
He smiles gently pulling you close.
"That’s too bad Twi. I still love you now and always."
He presses his lips to yours. You let out a gasp of surprise.
"MHHHMMMM!"
You moan loudly. He pulls away.
"Maybe you don’t hate me as much as you say you do."
You blush turning your head, unable to look at his smiling face. He leans down next to you ear, whispering.
"By the way Twi, you do have a lovely ass!"
"Shut up!"
Your cheeks are a super-heated now. You slowly close your eyes, move in, pressing your body to his. Leaning in your lips quiver with longing. Alex mirrors you, not disappointing. Your mouths are pressed together. You are one. The passion is intense. Every creature in the room, watched in silence at the spectacle. Time comes to a standstill. For once you're elated by this. Finally, you break for air gasping. The word yes escapes you lips before you can cage it.
"Yes!"
He looks at you quizzically.
"Yes what?"
"Yes, to everything!"
"Twi you know I hate riddles."
"You deserve it."
"Heh! And I’M the cruel one."
You chuckle at his grumbling.
"You have now and forever to work it out!"
Before Alex can say more you cut him off with another kiss.
