Coming to Terms
Ventrilocest:
Forbidden feelings
COMING TO TERMS...
"Hey AJ?"
"Yeah?"
"I want to kiss you."
"I know, Mac."
"May I?" he begged with tearful eyes. "Please?"
Applejack held his face with her hooves and smiled. "Yeah, okay. Kissing doesn't count." She leaned in and pressed her lips against his and kissed him. She really kissed him, by her own volition. He wrapped his hooves around her and kissed her back.
"Even with tongue?" he asked. She smiled.
"Yeah," she chuckled. "Even with tongue," she replied, resuming the kiss. She hugged him as their tongues met and they continued the kiss. She felt her entire being melting against him into the passionate kiss. After a moment, his breath hitched and he stopped. She didn't expect him to break the kiss first, but he did.
She looked at him. He looked downward. That was when she felt it, a bulge emerging from his sheath increasing pressure against her marehood. If she remained there much longer, it would be inside her. She didn't let go of her hug. She braced herself to feel her brother's penis inside her vagina.
Part of her wanted to. Part of her wanted to give him this wish. He was a good pony and he deserved it. Even if she wouldn't enjoy it, she could do this for him. Even just this one time. She would let her brother fuck her.
Applejack felt his hooves push her away, off of his lap. She stood there on the floor and looked at him sitting there on the bed with his sprouting erection.
"It's late," he said, looking back at the floor. "You should go to bed."
Applejack felt a rush of regret wash over her, followed quickly by relief. Even when she wasn't thinking clearly, he still was. She lifted his chin with her hoof and looked him in the eyes.
"You're a good pony, Big Macintosh."
"I love you, AJ."
"I love you, too."
She leaned over and kissed him good night.
He kissed her back.
It was okay. Kissing didn't count.
~ Even with tongue. ~
Even though days had past since that night, it played out through the farmmare's head like a live action movie and everytime the mare felt things she felt ashamed to feel towards her brother; Attraction, longing, and even....lust. “Consarn it all it!” Applejack exclaimed as she missed her mark on the apple tree yet again due to her vivid memory distracting her.
“This is gettin' stupid! Why am Ah getting' so worked up over that night so much?!” The mare remarked aloud irritably.
“What night?” Big Mac's voice asked from behind her which caused the mare's mane to stand on end and her tail to slam between her hind legs as she blushed so hard her face could be mistaken for one the apples in their orchard at the moment.
“N-None of yer business!” Applejack stuttered out before she quickly trotted to another part of the orchard, leaned against a tree, placed a hoof on her chest, took a deep breath, and let it out slowly.
“There's no way he can know... As far as my brother knows, Ah'm okay with him kissin' me and nothin' more. If he found out Ah was havin' thoughts about-” The mare abruptly cut off her train of thought by shaking her head furiously. “No! I ain't havin' those thoughts at all!” The mare exclaimed aloud as if to convince herself otherwise.
“What thoughts?” Sugar Belle's voice came from to the left of her causing the mare's mane to once again stand on end.
“Can't a mare get two minuets to herself?!” Applejack snapped angrily before she stormed past the mare and back towards the apple family home much to the unicorn's confusion...
“Ah'll just feed the farm animals, that'll take my mind off things.” The mare reassured herself as she picked up a bucket from the barn and carried over to the pig stall.
“Take yer mind off what?” A familiar voice asked much to the mare's annoyance as she whirled around preparing to yell at whoever was behind her only to notice Applebloom looking at her.
“Celestia help me, Ah'm gonna die of a heart attack before the day's out at this rate...” Applejack remarked aloud under her breath before taking a deep breath and sighing it. “It's nothin' lil' sis.” Applejack replied as casually as she could before she turned about to resume feeding the pigs though Applebloom could tell something was eating at her big sister.
Considerin' yer jumpier than a junebug, Ah'd reckon it's a bit more than nothin'” The wise filly remarked.
Though it was tempting to confess her thoughts to her little sister knowing she was a trustworthy pony, she had no idea what had happened between her, Big Mac, and Sugar Belle. Besides, what would she think of her? There's no way she'd be able to wrap her head around her big sister role-playing having sex with her big brother, while pretty much having a threesome the night after with him. In fact, the only thing she didn't do with him was stick his cock inside her! Something she was more than willing to allow to happen later that night only to be denied due to the stallion's noble stature shining through.
“It's none of yer business but Ah appreciate the thought of tryin' to talk to me about it.” The farm mare replied hoping she wasn't sounding too rude with how she spoke while trying to strike a tone that said “ drop it!”.
The younger sibling seemed to pick up on this as she sighed and smiled. “Well, if ya won't talk to yer little sis about this, then Ah suggest findin' somepony ya are willin' to talk to cuz ya are lookin' like yer about to explode over thar.” Applebloom remarked with a half worried half joking expression. “Ah'm gonna go see how Big Mac and Sugar Belle are doin' see ya around sis!” she remarked before she walked off.
“Yeah, I'll be sure to do that.” Applejack replied absentmindedly as she resumed feeding the pigs. “Who in Equestria am Ah gonna talk to about this?! Wait, why am I frettin' so much about this? It's not like Ah want to bang my brother, right?” Applejack thought to herself only to have the image of her brother nearly penetrating her shoot to the front of her mind at which point she involuntarily clenched her vaginal muscles and felt herself get so wet in such a short time she could of swore her marehood was a leaky faucet at the moment.
Upon coming to the realization of what had just occurred, the mare's eyes shrunk to pinpricks as her calm expression became horrified.
“Whoa nelly... Ah'm in deeper than Granny Smith
is in the ground right now!”
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Applejack paced back and forth in the kitchen all morning trying to collect her thoughts. “It's nothin' Applejack. Yer just gettin' worked up over the experience is all! I mean, that was yer first time havin' a threesome after all...with yer brother...feelin' his rod slam into his wife's marehood...wishin' it was yer's he was plowin'... No! that's not what Ah'm wishin' at all!" The mare exclaimed in her thoughts dramatically as she suddenly stopped pacing and slammed her right hoof into the floor in frustration before she resumed pacing back and forth.
Just then, Sugar Belle walked into the kitchen looking upon the mare with a worried expression. "Applejack, are you okay?" She asked calmly though the concern for her friend was apparent in her voice.
Upon hearing this, the farmmare nearly whirled around and attempted to put on the best straight face she could muster. "Who me? Ah'm right as a daisy in a spring shower!" The mare boasted however her facial expression became scrunched momentarily due to knowing it was a lie, a subconscious habit she had tried to rid herself of over the years since their encounter with Discord but to little avail.
Sugar Belle's facial expression became even more concerned now as she walked up to the mare and placed a hoof on the mare's shoulder. "You're a terrible liar Applejack. You know this don't you?" She asked with a slight smirk much to the mare's dismay whom sighed heavily.
Applejack threw a passing glance around the room before looking at Sugar Belle. "Where's Big Mac?" She asked.
"Still working the orchard, why? Do you want to talk about something?" She asked curiously.
"Yes, no! I mean...kinda, i mean, gosh darn it! Why is this so hard?!" The mare began to say only to fall apart in her wording and slam a hoof once again into the floor in frustration.
"This is about the other night isn't it? Oh I'm so stupid! I should of never got you involved! Now you feel ashamed of yourself for doing what you did! I knew it was wrong of me to get you directly involved but I was so desperate to conceive a foal plus my hormone addled mind thought you'd like it!" Sugar Belle explained as she slammed her hoof against her forehead, clearly punishing herself for her actions the other night.
"That's just the problem! Ah did!" Applejack blurted out without thinking only to regret doing so the moment she had at which point Sugar Belle stopped punishing herself and looked at Applejack with a confused expression.
"What do you mean?" She asked still looking confused.
Applejack gave a loud gulping sound before she spoke. "May as well be out with it now since I nearly spelled it out for ya. I can't get that night out of my head! Everytime Ah tried tellin' myself it was nothin'; my perverted brain would thrust an image of us doin' it in my head and Ah'd get hot under the tail." The mare explained to the unicorn who was slowly putting the pieces together now.
"So you liked it?" The unicorn asked curiously, slowly but surely getting a clear picture now.
"Liked it? I loved it! But I feel like I shouldn't! It makes me feel dirty picturin' it and even more dirty when Ah get hot under the tail over it." The farmmare remarked as she hung her head low.
Sugar Belle then embraced the mare much to her surprise before she spoke. "Oh Applejack! That's nothing to be ashamed of!" Sugar Belle reassured her friend.
This caused Applejack to flash a confused expression. "Ah'm pretty sure it is." She replied.
Sugar Belle giggled upon hearing this. "There's nothing wrong with feeling attraction to another mare." Sugar Belle replied with a smile as she lifted Applejack's face up to meet hers.
Unfortunately for Applejack, Sugar Belle completely misread of who she was speaking of. Of course, she didn't make it clear either. "Uh...yeah, sure, Ah guess you're right." Applejack said slowly deciding to take advantage of her friend's misinterpretation of what who she was referring to.
It was then that Sugar Belle leaned forward and whispered the following into the mare's ear: "If you'd like, next time we are in bed together, I can make you scream with my tongue. I'm sure Big Mac would love to watch!" These words caused the mare's face to burn hotly but not for the reasons the unicorn thought, rather the thought that Big Mac would be able to watch her cum again was making her face burn.
"S-Sure but uh, maybe you could, uh, well let Big Mac do it?" Applejack asked hesitantly however regretted asking this the moment she had as the mare leaned back and looked at her with a perplexed look.
"Really? I thought you were against him touching you?" Sugar Belle asked with a mildly confused expression.
"I-I am but uh, as long as he ain't stickin' his dick in me, no harm, no foul right? Sides, Ah'm sure if ya let him eat me out while he rutted ya, he'd be hard a diamond the whole time!" Applejack exclaimed with a cheesy grin having cleverly dodged the bullet once again.
This caused Sugar Belle to blush slightly as a perverted smile to creep a crossed her face. "Mmm, you're right he would be." She mused aloud, the idea clearly making the mare aroused.
Just then, the stallion himself stepped into the room. "Whatcha' two talkin' about?" Big Mac asked curiously.
"Oh, just maretalk, right Applejack?" Sugar Belle replied with a wink to the farm mare as a subtle cue to agree.
"Oh, uh, yeah, just maretalk!" Applejack quickly spoke up.
Sugar Belle then walked past Applejack and whispered in her ear; "See you tonight..."
Upon hearing this, Applejack gave an audible gulp. "Ah really am in this deeper than granny smith is in the ground..." She thought to herself in a dreading tone.