Chapter 1
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My eyes slowly open and I’m greeted by my bedroom ceiling. The dim light coming in from the window is courtesy of the new rays from Celestia’s sun. I yawn and turn over and I’m greeted by the upper chest of my companion.
My…lover Discord…
Memories of last night swirl around my head and I carefully inch up against his body. His chest steadily rises and falls and I realize that I’m staring at him. I’m watching his breathing the way a predator might watch its prey.
I’m a little embarrassed by that to be honest. He fell asleep in my bed with me in his arms; a true sign of trust and other emotions…and I’m watching him like a hawk. If I was a creature who survived by my ability to hunt then I could just…take him as he is.
Helpless and unaware. Asleep and unprotected. A subtle heat rises in my chest as I press myself against his body. The warmth from his body seeps into me and mixes with my own. I think about the couch last night and a single thought stretches over my mind.
I want him.
I was so unsure for most of last night. I was so nervous about us…I was scared at first…
But the way he looked at me when I suggested…that we…consummate out relationship let me know that I didn’t have to be. The way he asked if it was what I really wanted let me know that the possibility of...sex wouldn’t turn him into some hormonal beast. The way he carried me up to my bed let me know that he would be…as gentle…as I wanted. The way…the way he let me fall asleep in his arms…without us doing anything…
He let me know that I am in control of what happens to my body in our relationship. He’s going to wait for me for as long as he has to. I…I am in full control…that doesn’t happen often in my life…
That slowly rising warmth in my body starts to make sense. Well…I already knew what it was…I just understand exactly why I’m…aroused. Well…I knew it when it hit me…it just…makes more sense.
I try to sort out all the thoughts in my mind so I can stuff them into a corner. As much as I…want to…jump him…right here and now it just wouldn’t seem like what our first time might be.
Then again…last night was pretty spontaneous. I was so wrapped up in it I had completely ignored my tired muscles and just about passed out on top of him. I briefly imagine climbing onto him and…lining up our…parts…
I stare forward wide eyed for a bit and push the notion out. He’s asleep. I would have to wake him up first.
My face flushes abruptly as it sinks in exactly how much I want…our bodies to connect…in that way. I watch as he sleeps… as his chest heaves…more thoughts creep into my head. I slowly wrap one of my front legs around him and pull myself on top of his steady figure. I remind myself of how much he seemed to want me last night…I think about how much I wanted him…how much I want him now…
I want to laugh. How did I not catch how exhausted I was last night? I’m wide awake and I have…well…and itch…to scratch.
I smile and let my assertive mood take more hold over me. He’s Discord. How upset could he be if I woke him up for…well on the other hoof I know I might take it offensively if he just…
Then again…he is Discord…he does thrive on being spontaneous…and chances were that he would enjoy…this sudden…wake up call.
I think about it again and try to find another reason to justify my plan. I stop looking for one just as abruptly. I slowly start to sort the images in my head and decide that I should do…something…to make him more agreeable. I slowly climb up his body so that we’re face to face and just look at him. A sudden rush overtakes me as I think about how much control I have over him.
If he woke up and decided that he wanted to go back to sleep…I could…
I shake my head and pull it back. I shouldn’t be thinking about using ‘The Stare’ on him. That would add up to…well…something unpleasant…
Maybe sometime down the line…I’ll ask him about his…fantasies…and then ask how he might feel about…that kind of control. I nod to myself. I’ll only exert that kind of… dominance if I have his permission to do so.
I continue to look at him the way a hungry Timberwolf might look at anything it could catch. The rush is…intoxicating. Does Rarity feel this way when she subtly watches ponies who catch her eye? I guess I’m going to ask her about it later on…
Oh my…Rarity…she’s going to notice right away if I have sex with Discord. She’s going to want details no doubt. She’ll want every little ‘scandalous’ piece. I slowly get closer to the Draconequus and I start to wonder if I want to…make it a story that would make her…
I pause and consider that’s going through my head. I went from tiptoeing around the subject to wanting to get a story that would make Rarity sweat.
I guess that’s the power of arousal. I’m not like this normally. I wonder what Discord will think about …’horny’ Fluttershy.
I lower my face a bit closer to his and start breathing on him. His helpless sleeping form and the mindset of a predator sink deeper. I savor the moments and patiently wait.
The gears in my head stop as I ask myself: ‘exactly what am I going to do when he wakes up?’
Huh…I guess I should decide on something. I start to think about things Rarity said about her encounters with her own gentleman callers. It occurs to me how less anxious I am about sex this morning. I guess I’ve wanted this for longer than I realized. I look at the window and more of the sun’s light is stretching over Equestria. I look down at Discord and he’s still asleep.
I return to savoring my power over him. How often has he ever considered that he wasn’t in control over his world? To the best of my knowledge…it’s not a big number.
He slowly opens his eyes and it almost startles me. I manage to look down at him without flinching. He sinks a bit back into a pillow and stares back at me.
“Morning?” He asks with a small hint of uncertainty along with some degree of curiosity.
I inch closer to make up for the small gap increase he just caused and half whisper to him.
“Discord. Will you surrender to me?”
Surrender? Did I just say that? Oh my…he’s going to freak out. I almost jump again when he responds.
“And what pray tell would you do with your captive?”
He sounds like his usual confident self but there’s a subtle undertone. He’s off guard. I grin slightly as I back away a small bit. I lean my head to my left and pause for a moment before responding.
“Well…” I slowly say before lowering back down to him. “I’ll do whatever I want. And then we can do what we planned on doing last night.”
I loosen my grip on my assertive tone and regard him more seriously. “That is if you still want too.”
I can see it in his eyes that he calms down a bit. I grin slightly as I give myself a mental pat on the back for my performance. He speaks in a more confident and aware tone.
“Well I won’t say no.”
I turn the grin into what I hope is a more sultry smile. I meet his response with a short and simple…demand.
“Say it then. Say that you’ll surrender Discord.”
He grins at me and gives a short and direct answer.
“I surrender Fluttershy.”
“Good” I respond softly before carefully leaning in to kiss him. My mind jumps into an almost ‘auto-pilot’ like state and I slowly back away while dragging my body against his. He lifts his head so that he can watch me shrink back and now has a puzzled look.
“And what are you going to do exactly?” He asks with an uncertain tone that almost drives me over the edge. I keep my steady pace and offer a half whisper in response.
“Whatever I want.”
I inch back until I meet his waist, taking the blankets with me as I descend. I pause when my gaze meets his hardening organ. I think about how different it feels not compared to last night. I think about my recent urges and how much of a rush it is to be in control. I carefully touch Discord’s member with my hoof and slowly guide it upright in the same gentle motion. I stop thinking and just let my instinct take over. I look back at him as I slowly drag my tongue across his stiffening part. The sensation of power comes back. I decide how much pleasure he receives. I decide how he receives it. Judging by how still he is I think it’s safe to say that he understands his position. I slowly guide my tongue to the tip of his now fully erect cock and rest my mouth against it. I keep looking at his eyes and soak in how badly wants me to continue with what I’m implying is going to happen next.
I open my mouth just enough to take in his member and slowly take in just under half his length. He lets out a slight moan and I slowly bring myself back up. I don’t go far enough to let him out; just so that my lips meet the head. I steal another glance at him and see that he’s lying completely flat on the bed. He’s fully surrendered to me…
I start to suck and move my head again. The taste of his penis along with a obviously salty secretion coming from it make for an odd mix. It’s not exactly unpleasant but at the moment it’s not really a favorite either. Him blowing his top in my mouth is going to be a real mood killer if it happens before I’m used to the taste. I keep bobbing on him while gently sucking, occasionally looking back to see if he’s moved. He just lies there in my power. I notice that his claw sometimes grips the sheets and releases. I become aware of heavy breathing as continue my actions. I start to wonder how much he’s enjoying this. It’s my first time doing anything like this and he’s practically melting into my bed. I explore a bit and dare to sink further. I creep a bit past the halfway point and start sucking harder. I take in his moans and watch him grip the sheets again.
As much as I’m enjoying his reactions I think that this is going to feel repetitive for me after awhile. I want some physical pleasure for myself before this is over. I become very aware of how…wet my most personal region has gotten.
I slowly rise back up until he’s out of my mouth and his breathing starts to settle a tiny bit. I lie down next to him and speak with a small degree of authority.
“I see that you’re more than ready. You can have my body now.”
He slowly rises and moves over me. He starts to sink down and I gently grip his head between my hooves. I slowly make him look at me and I somehow maintain my tone.
“Not this time. You can return the favor next time. Right now I want you inside me. Make love to me Discord.”
I can tell that I’ve surprised him and I’m practically basking in this. He slowly re-positions himself so that our parts slightly make contact. I see more proof of his flexibility. His face is just over mine and his groin is lined up with my opening. A great deal of his back is bent like a big upside down ‘U’ to accommodate this. He slowly presses into me and I slowly wrap all my legs around him.
He completely buries himself inside me and takes my virginity; the only one I’m ever going to have. A sharp pain takes my senses. He slowly moves his paw under my back and holds me closer against him. We stay there for awhile until I start slowly moving his hips with my back legs. He takes my signal as intended and slowly begins to pull back then presses himself completely in me again. His motions continue at a slow pace and the dulling pain is replaces by pleasure. His breathing becomes heavy again and soft moans start to escape me. His careful thrusts take me away from the world and my body becomes like an inferno. My moans turn into sharp squeaks for some reason and…and…oh my…I nearly collapse as my first orgasm overtakes my body. My grip on him loosens and he stops moving. He just holds me.
Good thing too. I tightened right up around his organ as I came. It might have caused some unwanted friction. I gently kiss him and motion him to start again as I loosen up. I’m glad I waited this long to consummate our relationship; but darn it I also feel like I should have done this weeks ago.
He gradually picks up speed and the waves of pleasure get stronger. His claw hand inches under my back and slightly grips me as he gives me a particularly hungry thrust. I feel him ejaculate inside me in short bursts. The feeling of this happening is just so…incredible. It’s not as good as an orgasm but it’s up there. He relaxes his grip and falls to the bed beside me. I smile as I look at him and notice that we’re both trying to catch our breath. More of the sun’s rays had been seeping into the room and I never noticed things getting brighter.
I lie still for a moment then turn my body so that I can snuggle against him. I pause and a thought occurs. I gently use one of my hoofs to guide his line of vision towards me and ask him a simple question.
“Discord…you don’t have to answer right away…but someday…I’d like to…maybe reach a compromise…and do something that you’d… really like for you…so that you’ll let me…’Stare’ you…in bed…”
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