First published
Poems about the hurtful memories and sufferings experienced through love.
A compilation of poems that describe the hurtful memories and sufferings experienced during the time when you loved someone.
Tagged other for characters because I want this story to be open ended and up to the reader as to which ponies it features/describes.
Written to overcome horrible writer's block, so I expect a lot of negative feedback.
A river of tears continue to flow in my eyes
Lamenting for the loss of our friendship
A flaw in my actions deserve this consequence
As I squealed our promise of forever
Yesterdays are brighter than tomorrow
As I've seen your smile every once and a while
But tomorrow will be discordant from our past
As your sweet smiles turned into a tearful looks
I conceded that it's my fault
For disintegrating the promise I've given to you
But why until now I condone the peccadillo
Of the sin I have never meant to incarcerate
Could you please bestow me another chance?
A providence to remedy my foible in our friendship
It may not bring back what we have in the past
But still, we can embark for the better amity
Can you please hearken to me just for the last time?
It may sound rude to you but what can I do?
I can't stand being too far away from you
But how can I be near to you when you are mad at me
A phoenix lament symbolizes sadness
Just the same of my tears flowing endlessness
I bound that I'm already regretting for those iniquity of mine
So please, I'm begging for your forbearance
Is it fate that made our roads be apart?
Or is it a choice made by each of us
I never intended it to happen
So please, try to listen on my explanation
But for you I think my pleading is not enough
For the damage I have given to you
What should I do just to forgive me?
Or I will just hold on to my hope, until the day you forgive me
A melancholy of my heart producing too much pain
It may be hard to endure but still I will try
Because resisting the pain is my only way
Of how much I'm willing to gain your forgiveness
Until when should I wait for your forgiveness?
If you only have anguish in your heart
I have exceeded too much effort just to reach you
But what can I do if you haven't tried to listen
It's been a year or so since she'd broken my heart
But why still I can feel the pain inside my heart
It's like thousands of knives wreaking havoc in it
Stabbing and killing my precious heart
Will it fade away as time passes by?
Or will it just stay in here clinging myself into my past?
But for any means, I just wanted to start a new life
Forgetting how painful my past is
Holding vaguely forever in my dreams
To have someone who will save me from sadness
But my dreams came to reality
As you enter my heart whole-heartedly
You taught me how to forget the past
To live again as whole as I was in the present
But I'm now afraid again
That you might not catch me when I fall
Yes, I'm falling in love with you as you take care of me
Wishing that you will fall in me also
How much effort should I exceed?
Just to reach and touch your heart
Maybe you only treat me as a friend
But I can't stand that we will just be friends forever
But please forgive me when you know
That your friend is deeply in love with you
Three years of friendship is not enough
For me and my broken heart
That's why I'm begging for you to feel my love
Even if you don't return it back
I won't be angry with you if you leave me
Whenever you know I had broken our rule
Not letting to fall in love with each other
But my heart keeps beating for you, telling me that I must fall in love
With you
I tried to forget you in the sense of leaving
But I can't bear the pain it gives my heart
That's why I talk to you again
Promising that I'll not do it again
Why do I keep ending up beside to you?
When I know that you will not love me
I know that you loved someone else
But I'll be here, still waiting for you
I might find myself so dumb stupid
Supporting you in your damn relationship
But deep inside of myself
It kills my heart every time I hear something happy about you and him
I support you and him for whatever reason
But I can't stand to see you in agony
I tried to pursue you to not love him anymore
But what can I do, if your heart never feels the betrayal
Is this just normal to feel that the one you loved needs your protection
For whatever pain in the world can she get?
I wish there will be a time that she will listen to me
Because all I want for her is to be happy
I've tried in all means to let go our memories
A good step to move on forward to life again
But I failed again to let her go
Because I can't stand whenever she felt sadness
Why do I also feel what she feels?
I hate this feeling very much
Because all I know is
This is the reason that's why I can't leave her
Seeing her in pain is like burning myself
That's why I want to make her happy by striking some jokes
I know she laugh, but still not enough
To throw the sadness in her heart
For two years I'm contented with what we have
Because all I want is her happiness
I don't care if she will never love me back
Because her smile is enough to complete my whole world
There will be a time that my love for you will last
And I hope that when it happens you will still be my best friend
Even after the those trials we've been through
I know we can still be a good friend
But before I let you go
I just wanted to give you a warm hug
Embracing every happy memory we have
And I also want to tell you that I've been your secret admirer for nearly 3
Years
Letting you go doesn't mean we'll forget the past
It will just finish those painful memories we have
But never damaging the precious memories we’ve been through
I love you and goodbye
As I walked in the midst of nowhere
While my heart is broken into pieces and empty with happiness
There is a mare who cheers me up
Forcing to mend the pain inside my heart
She became my strength, a blocker against the pain
A catalyst to heal my broken heart
She taught me how to be brave
To fight for someone who's important in my life
Then one day as I sat above the hill
A realization struck my mind and heart
That my heart beats no more to the one I loved
Freeing myself to the pain of my past
As a time passes by, I can feel my heart beats again
Over and over again to that lovely mare
The mare who taught me to fight, to let go and to love
To the mare who mend my broken heart
Tears pour down in my eyes
Every time I'm wishing to be loved back by the mare I loved
Then I ask myself how it feels loving someone afar
But, suddenly my tears just fell over and over again
My bitter tears turned into a sweetest smile
When I knew that she felt the same as mine
Now, both our hearts beat on the same purpose
To bloom the love between the two broken hearts
Why do I keep waiting?
For the one who don't love me
For the one responsible for all of my wasted tears
For the one whom always break my heart
Why do I keep crying?
For the one who tore me apart
For the one who treated me a trash
For the one who killed hope inside my heart
Why can't I love the one who loved me?
When she is always beside me when I'm down
When she always lend her shoulder for me to cry on
When she always show her affection to me
Why does she keep waiting in vain?
When she know I can't love her
When she know I only treated her as my friend
When she know I'm already in loved to someone
Why it can't be here I loved?
When I know that we will both be happy
When I know that we will not shed a single tear anymore
When I know that we will have an endless love
Why do we keep on a one sided love?
When we know we will not be happy
When we know that we will just be in vain
When we know we're just tearing ourselves apart
Every time I watched the starry sky
I'm always thinking about a lovely mare
The mare who captured my heart
Even if we are miles away apart
This mare did not failed to give me happiness
A joyous feeling of endlessness
That's why I can't stop loving her
That mare who captured my heart
Even if we don't see each other
I'll never give up my love for her
That may be torture to me forever
But she still the mare who captured my heart
Even if sadness come into my life
Striking hard like a lightning struck
I will never give up my feelings for her
Because I know she is the mare who captured my heart
Her face shines so brightly like a moon
It relieves the pain inside my heart
That makes me more in loved to her
Because she is the mare who captured my heart
It was midnight when I sat beside the calm sea
Watching the sky as it glitters above the sea
The moon on its whole phase struck my head
Just to remember the mare who ruined my life
I can see her smile that still blooms in my memories
Just like it is real and not a dream
But suddenly a stab of knife hits my heart
Remembering that mare who ruined my life
I can hear her voice like a music playing in my head
Trying to lessen the pain she'd gave me
But it only gives me a stab of knife in my heart
Remembering how she ruined my life
I can feel her soft hands on my cheeks
Trying to wife out the tears she'd gave me
Suddenly my heart felt a stab of knife again
To remember that she ruined my life
If I only knew early what she thinks
May be I can stop myself falling for her
If that's what the destiny want
I will just let my her ruin my heart.
I will never forget the days we once had
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
The feelings I have for you will never go
I wish I could take back that one regretful day
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
That I would once have to live through
The sight of you in someone else's arms
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
But for now, I'll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Everyday my love grows much stronger
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart