Hi I'm spike and I'm 20 this all started after my 18th birthday and this is the story I learned not one but two people I hold near and dear to my heart actually loves me like I love them so here it goes my story.
It was a warm afternoon in the town of ponyville I don't know why they call it that but it's the towns name so let me get back to what I was saying it was a warm autumn afternoon in ponyville the leaves doing their little dance across the roads and lawns and the smell of coockies from sugercube corner floating in the air.
I was walking to the carousel boutique for the best day of my lif a date with rarity or so I thought but it just turned out to be the worst day of my life.
I walked up to the window and knocked on the door and waited when no one answered I knocked again and said "rarity you home I came to pick you up for our date."
I stood there and waited for a couple of minutes I decided to go check on her so I picked up the key under the rock by her door and unlocked her door. I walked inside and everything was dark so I turned on the light and every thing looked fine everything was neat and proper looking except one thing there on the table was a note addressed to me.
This is what it said " dear spike , sorry I can't make it to our date thunder lane came over and asked me to marry him and I said yes! Please forgive me but I was dating him earlier and I still had had feelings for him I'm sorry again I didn't mean to hurt you and when I wait I mean we come back from our honeymoon please let me make it up to you and make a new outfit for you.
Sincerely,
Rarity
I couldn't believe what I just finished reading I don't remember much after that because I must have passed out but when I woke up I was filled with anger and sadness so locked the door and left to the library I was glad twilight wasn't home because I couldn't explain it to her. I got into bed still dressed and fell asleep and I had one of the worst nightmares of my life.
I was floating there waiting for something to happen. As I was waiting rarity's voice echoed from the distance the letter. As I'm floating rate begins to fill me and I start running to the sound and when I get there I become even angrier as I see thunderlane and rarity kissing and I just yelled and started sprinting at them but as I got closer they started getting farther away until I couldn't run anymore. I just collapsed and layer there thinking why and that's when they both walked up to me and started saying " The reason I'm not dating you is because you are not a real man like thunderlane here is he actually can take care of me unlike you"
Then thunderlane said " hey spike I'm sorry little buddy but she is right your puny unlike me I can take care of her in more ways than one." HAHAHAHA they were laughing louder and louder until I had to cover my ears. As I tried to run away I realized that my arms and legs were stuck to the floor from metal cuffs and chains.
Spike began spitting every cuss word at them that he knew but they still wouldn't stop laughing. All of a sudden the laughing stopped and stood there was celestia with rarity and thunderlane at the alter and celestia was saying I now pronounce you man and wife you may kiss the bride and after they kissed they looked at me and started laughing again louder and louder until I couldn't take it anymore and yelled at the top of my lungs.
That's when I woke up in a cold sweat and started crying and screaming about how she betrayed me!
That's when I woke up in a cold sweat and started crying and screaming and bout how SHE that witch that woman that are me work for something that wasn't even there.
I decided that yelling and crying weren't going to solve anything so I decided that I'm going to get something to eat and not just sit there and feel worthless.
I got up and changed into a pair of green and purple tennis shoes put a green shirt with purple flames climbing the from the bottom of the back of the shirt to the front all the way to the neck opening and finally a pair of purple shorts with green flames climbing up the shorts from the leg holes.
He then lock d the door and headed to sugercube corner when he got there he ordered a bakers dozen of cupcakes and he started to eat that's when rainbow dash walked in and started to look around to find her friend applejack but before she could find him she found a side looking spike sitting all alone.
So instead she decided to talk to me but what I didn't know then was she started having feelings for me after my 16 birthday when I grew to the size of a house because of the dragon blood running through my veins.
This is what she said "hey spike are you ok?"
"Oh hi sorry have been a little out of it today ever since I found out that rarity married this guy named thunderlane after all I did for her after everything I have done I mean I acted as her pincushion for crying out loud!" Said spike
"I know it's hard but you will have to accept that she moved on maybe you will find a girl that will be even better than her and be more loyal" said rainbow dash trying to be sincere.
Just then just then before spike could get another word out rarity and thunderlane walked into sugar cube corner.
Spike just sat there speechless. Thunderlane and rarity were supposed to be in manehatten on their honeymoon. They didn't specify on how long they were supposed to be away but maybe they had a very bad time but I still don't know to this day.
Rainbow dash was sitting there and didn't know what to do. She just sat there and when the time was right and she decided he had enough time to stop and think or whatever he was doing she started to snap her fingers and trying to get his attention the best way she could.
The next thing they both knew rarity and thunderlane sat next to them and were about to ask something when pinkie burst out of nowhere and was there with a notepad ready to take their order.
Rarity calmly responded "can I have a muffin with a Carmel maciato". Thunderlane asked for a coffee black with A chocolate doughnut. Rainbow dash asked for a water.
I just stared at them like every thing was about to die from a disease and it was their fault. The next thing I knew was sh started to say something to me but all I heard was a blanket of silence. I would have jumped across and tryed to rip thunderlane a throat out but something stopped me maybe my gentlemen side stopped me or maybe this place was filled with so many people that if i attacked someone even celestia couldn't help me.
As I saw rainbow dash talking I asked her to repeat what she said and she was asking if I wanted something pinkie was still waiting for my order. I wasn't hungry so I said "that's ok I'm not hungry". Rarity said "oh you must eat darling if you don't then you can't help me with you new suit".
Those words the words I never wanted to hear.
I flipped out I don't remember all I said but afterwards rarity was crying and rainbow was struggling to hold thunderlane back and pinkie to hold me back.
I had enough I had to leave before I did something else that was stupid I went to the castle and started packing some of my stuff and decided to go to cantorlot for a while.
On the way out I said goodbye to peewee and decided not to say goodbye just leave it would be to hard anyway. As I boarded the train I recalled the events leading to this very moment. The day I came to ponyville, when I had my growth spurt, the day rarity said yes to me taking her on a date and now at this moment.
I got in my seat and waited for the train to move and that's when I saw rainbow and applejack running for the train they must have been trying to find me but found my note instead and rainbow is running in her rainbow sneakers and applejack in her trademark boots and Stetson hat.
The train started to move and that's the last I saw of them for 2 years
2 years later
Spike was arriving at ponyville station his last two years were full of sadness,disparity,depression,anger and regret he wanted to have rarity love him but he got to attached for a girl he knew would never love him.
He is walking through town he wanted to say goodbye to every body before he left again he wanted to set things right.
First went to twilight a and she was a blubbering mess because he hadn't responded to her scrolls phone calls and when she went to cantorlot she couldn't even find him. But she was happy to have him back and that he would respond to her scrolls when he could.
Next was pinkie she was normal her and was very surprising and he bought a doughnut from her and said he was moving away but he would visit.
After her was fluttershy and she was crying like twilight because he always would help fluttershy with her animals and they became very close friends after that was applejack and she was hugging him with her strongest of hugs and at the Same time rainbow dash came down from the clouds and found spike being huged with applejack. She just went as fast as she could at tackled him and said she was so happy to have him back but he had to tell them the bad news about how he was moving away but would visit and send letters and visit.
He left two sad people back there but before he left the ran up to him and said they loved him they both did not just as friends but more and I said I love u to but I still have to go because I can't deal with a lot of these people in ponyville anymore they were the cause of my life turning out to be this way I'm sorry.
Final person was rarity he was going to the boutique when thunderlane stormed out saw spike and rushed back in because with spikes dragon blood he grew to be about 6'2 and 200 pounds of raw muscle.
When he walked into the boutique he heard rarity crying and thunderlane yelling so being overprotective he rushed in to find out what was wrong thunderlane was yelling at the doctor and rarity was crying as it turned out rarity was unable to fertilize the egg for a child so she could not have a kid and he had to tell rarity that he was moving now and sorry for all he did when he was younger or he would never and when he left she was crying harder than before and thunderlane was smiling because he though he won.
Spike was standing on the castle balcony looking out and this balcony was about as tall as a ten story building so it would be perfect for what he was about to do slowly he stepped onto the handrail right foot then left and he stood there for a moment thinking about every thing why did it have to be me and have me like this here and now please tell me why she did what she did give me a sign I shouldn't do this
The night was silent not a thing happening so he did it he jumped as he was falling he thought back to every thing is the beginning of his life all the way till now just befor he hit he said I'm sorry rainbow I'm sorry applejack I love you too.
He hit and after that all I can remember for two years is that and this white void they put me in has a wall cloth of the day hour minute second and year. After doing what I did I'm sorry I wish I could have done every thing different and this is spike signing off.