Persistent Depression
"Nobody loves you"
"Nobody cares for you"
"Why do you still try?"
"Are you trying to make a fool of yourself!?"
"Nobody loves you!"
These words ring in your head. Bone chilling, mind breaking, hopeless words said by the one you once called your guardian angle, your savior, the person that would always be by your side, the one that said 'I love you' every night before bed. The one you once called mom is now just a distant memory.
The floor you now sit on creaks underneath you, the sound of old rotting wood telling you to leave, but to where? You look around the room.
The dark purple paint on the wall is now peeling off, what is left of your furniture is now unusable, and the ceiling is caving in on itself. You would fix it but with no money or support that is a little difficult.
Its 11:46 at night, with no light around you, you can only smell and touch. The smell of the rain seeps into the walls and into your nose. You hate it, reminding you of the high points in life. When everything was great and everyone was happy. You are reminded of that time and hate it more than ever. Why was that point so happy anyway? Was is because mom wasn't hitting you? Was it from the smiles? Or how about that dad was alive.
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You are taken back, there is a man that does form a little grin on your face, and that was your father. He was always a caring man, one that always helped the family no matter what condition he was in. But it took that promise too far. Now he is gone.
Gone...
You could have done something, you could have told him to stop helping you and go to the hospital, you could have saved him! But it's all your fault. His death was on your hands, and you plan on returning to him with his own.
The cold feel of the barrel in your hands, the rough grooves around the handle, and the easy to move slide underneath the barrel. Inside, your new saving grace. The one to take you out of this world, the one to finally save you and help you spend time with your father again. Some parts have been warmed up by holding the cold metal for so long, remembering the times where things weren't so low.
*Click*
You had thought about this long and hard with the hours you have spent in this same position. Maybe there is a way to help you. What about friends? Some may know your pain, but none has experienced it. They may come up with some bullshit story they made on the spot to make you feel better.
Or at least, try to
No, you are not returning to them, you know they will just make it worse. There is no point to living now, only what lies beyond it.
*Click*
Well, this is it, my last breath I will take in this corrupted world. My guardian is now inside, and may god bring me a new light.
*Click*
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"Get him to the emergency~~~!"
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"Who is that~~~!"
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"WHAT is that?~~~!"
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*Beep*
*Beep*
*Beep*
"Turn that noise off dad, I'm trying to~."
You stop yourself and notice something. What you had just said didn't come out, you didn't hear yourself at all. All you hear is that obnoxious beeping.
You open your eyes slowly. It seems to be a much harder task for some reason. Like you have been asleep for longer than you should. The crust had developed on your eyes and you could feel them finally separating, and a small trail of saliva had dried up on your left cheek as you felt your skin being pulled there, and your nose had felt completely dry.
You rise up slowly with your eyes still adjusting to the light pouring from the window. You attempt to look around, but all you see is a very blurred white, you must have been asleep for some time if the light is like this to you. But once you start being able to see you look around the room. You remember this type of environment like the back of your hand. There is an HR monitor to your right, a little shorter than the standard HR monitor but none the less it was connected to your right wrist. You painfully turn your head to the left slowly to get a bigger picture, only this one was much smaller as a seconded bed was at your feet to compensate your height.
Was this hospital really so cheap as to give you two kid-sized beds and not one to fit you? These guys are just a bunch of con-artists.
You continue to turn and find the blood bag connected to you. On the bag it reads "Type- O-". Guess they did not know your blood type so they went with the blood that works for all. Again, these people are too lazy to just take a blood sample. You wonder how many others are being treated the same way in this place. You could set them up for a lawsuit.
Nah, you don't have enough to win that argument.
But something else catches your eye, it may just be the sun pulling a trick you, but you notice something. Something, furry...
and it's changing your bag of water to a new one.
"H-hello, nurse, is that you?" you mumble.
She drops the bag and looks at you, her eyes are now on yours, frozen from what you can tell. Her nose seems a little swollen as it seems much larger than anyone you have ever seen, and her eyes are much larger than any human. Your vision is still blurred, but you make out two other factors. The nurse is on all fours and had a very pink color to her skin, or as you thought before, fur.
You raise your arms and rub your eyes to get a good picture on to why your nurse looks like this, but its too late as she presses a button of some kind and runs out the door. She seemed to of been disturbed by something. Is it your hair? The stench of your breath? You may need to tell her that you haven't been able to clean up after yourself for some time. With no money at home, cleaning after yourself really wasn't a high priority.
You continue to sit there and now get a clear image on the situation you are in. Everything seems the same as to a normal hospital but is just a lot smaller, and there seems to be not images of humans, but of what looks like a small horse. Are you in a vet? Is what why the bed is so small? You look around even more and see a mirror on the other side of the room.
You slowly disconnect the tubes connecting to you and attempt to walk. The HR monitor flatlines, no doubt alerting the veterinarians in this place. You lean up, but your legs won't seem to respond. Instead, you flop out of bed and a very sharp pain runs to your chin, sending a rush of adrenaline in your body and forces your legs to start working. Did you just break your face? It sure did feel like it.
You limp to the mirror only to reveal something horrifying, your whole face beside your eyes are covered in bandages, and not the ones that you put on a little cut. There are so many of these long white pieces of fabric surrounding your face it seems like they are trying to cover some sort of injury an explosion might cause.
You stare at the bandages in fright of what might of happened to you, you just can't seem to remember at the moment. Did you get hit with a baseball bat? Punched at school? No, this injury seems a little over the top.
As you stare at yourself, a loud bang happens behind you, making jump almost ten feet in the air. Five horse-like creatures burst through the door wearing what seems like silver and gold plated armor, holding what seems to be spear-like weapons. No, not holding, the spears seem to be, floating? You look at all of them in a panic but make out some details about them, all of these equine type creatures have a the same hue of white for their coat, same height, the only difference is eye color. But they are all focused on you, making sure you don't move an inch without their permission.
A few terrifying seconds later and a new creature walks in, only this time much taller. It seems to have much more protected armor and has this weird rainbow style hair that moves on its own. A crown is topped on top of the taller equine and stands at a very formal position.
"Hello, my name is princess Celestia."
You could feel your skin go pale, did that horse just talk! It was in your language too! Now you are convinced you are going nuts. Then you remember again, you wake up with bandages around your head, it may not have been something involving your face, but your head. Yeah, that had to be it.
"Listen, we know thou is very perplexed on the situation thou is in, but we are here to assist."
You look at the thing in front of you. Well, as she stated, princess. You won't move a muscle as you are just to afraid to.
"We take it thou is frightened?" You look up at her large purple eyes and slowly nod 'yes'.
"Hmmph, they are here for insurance, as we are here to solve this conundrum onto how thou is here."
Again, you don't move. The shock is taking over, but you still stay awake. Who knows what might happen if you fall asleep again. You attempt to talk but forget about the wraps around your head.
"We now see the complication of this conference. Excuse us, doctor?"
A small brown horse walks into the room, but he isn't as big as a horse, he is just the size for a pony.
"Is it time for this, creature, to remove his wraps?"
The pony dressed up as a doctor couldn't stand still, his legs were shaking and pupils were as small as the point of a pen. Sweat was dripping down his brow as he hid behind the princess.
"W-well, he has been in bed for three months now. S-so I suppose so."
Three months!!! Where is your family! Why aren't any of them here! And why is every living creature you have met so far a talking equine!
"Well, thou has heard the nice doctor. May thou remove his bandages?"
The doctor hesitates, it seems that he does not want to get any closer to you as he is already close enough. Why, though? You were a nice guy.
But what if they didn't know...
It did not take you long, but the idea clicks. These things just don't know who you are, so they are reacting just as how every being in the universe reacted to a new species. Corner it and point very dangerous weapons at it. Well, while you are still in this land of crazy you might as well go with it.
The princess hovers the doctor over towards you with a tool to cut the wraps on your head. As he magically hovered towards you, you actually got to read the doctors name.
'Horse M.D'
Well, isn't that a little anticlimactic.
You reassure him that he is safe by holding you hand out for a shake. He quickly steps back with the horror of the outstretched hand, thinking this was a way of attack. You quickly pull back your arm and shake your head 'no' as if you were never going to harm him. You go ahead and just put your hands down and try to get this over with.
He approaches you with the tool somehow being connected to his right hoof. He slowly trots behind you, later starting the cut. You can feel him shaking as the tool is not even cutting a straight line, but after a few minutes of attempts, your face is free. You turn to face the doctor but he is already gone and behind the princess yet again.
Figures...
"Well, now thou is able to speak, could thou say thyself's name?"
You adjust your jaw, but a quick, sharp pain takes over again. Something is really wrong with you. You look towards the princess and motion to her if you can look in the mirror. She gives you a slight nod and lets you look at your face.
You look into the mirror to reveal another sight you won't forget, stitches were around your whole jaw trying to seal up some sort of large hole in the right side of your face. It seems to angle itself from the middle of your jaw and out your right cheek.
What happened to your face!? You can't remember anything that would cause it. Maybe a pole was forced there and it was just cut out. No, this hole just doesn't seem to fit something like that, there are other tiny holes surrounding it.
"Well, now that thou has seen thine face, may thou explain who thou is for us?"
You look back at the princess in order to answer her question, you really didn't want to disappoint her. You could tell if you did, six spears would enter your body.
"M-my n-n-name i-is~~~."
You try to speak but the pain takes over, it seems that the pain medication wore off recently. But you try again and ignore most of the pain.
"Anon, m-my name, is Anon."
The princess now gives you a little smile and orders the guards to holster their weapons, seeing as you can both speak their language and answer her questions.
"What are thou?"
You had never though this type of question would ever come about in your lifetime.
"I-I am a human."
This seems to turn some gears inside the princess as her eyes shoot open. Rumors have been heard of humans roaming the land, but none has ever been seen. So they have just turned into ideas in children books.
"He is not here to harm us." the princess stated as she tilts her head to the ground.
"How did I even get here?" You question to the princess. You do not know why, but it just looks like she is hiding something.
"Well, we were enjoying our day, when we were needed to, attend to you."
"What do you mean?" Celestia looks at you as if you should have known why.
"Thou appeared in the sanctuary of Ponyvilles town inhabitants, Derpy Hooves."
You couldn't remember anything, what does she mean by 'appeared'? Were you just put there or teleported? You had seen enough science fiction shows in your years to really believe anything could happen.
The princess waves her hoof out of the door, only to call what seems like another pony over.
And you had guessed correctly.
A very gray pony with blonde hair had slowly walked into the room and looked at you. Her yellowish orange eyes were enlarged as she saw you, her hair seemed to of been messy. From the information you had just discovered, that hair may have been caused by her first seeing you with a giant hole in your face. You could tell she was nervous not out of fright, but out of curiosity like she was hoping you were okay. The princess tells her that she is able to walk towards you and greet you properly. So she does as she was commanded, walking over very slowly.
"A-are you this pony I heard called Derpy by chance?" Her jaw is vibrating, but she nods 'yes'. She inches her way closer to you to look at the details she witnessed three months ago. Only a few inches away, she slowly raises her hoof to your face and gets closer every second.
"B-be careful, it still hurts." She flinches back, but nods again and goes even more carefully towards your face.
Her hoof glides across your face, touching the now smooth areas which were bleeding heavily before. The fur from her hoof tickles your jaw and causes you to chuckle a little, she does the same. Derpy is amazed by the tone of your face, you would only notice the scar if you really tried. These ponies sure do know how to hide even the most extreme injuries.
You hadn't noticed before but there was a very big difference with her and the rest of the crowd watching you, she seemed to have a lazy eye. One looked at the bottom of your jaw while the other looked straight at your eyes.
"Uhh, Derpy?" She looks at you and chuckles, forgetting that she has only just met you and is feeling every part of your face.
"Well, now that thou has met thine, savior, could thou answer more questions about thine-self?"
You look past Derpy's shoulders and look into the princess. You give her a nod and proceed with your game of 'Twenty questions'.
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2 months later
Ponyville had gotten used to your presence walking around in the street. It just seems to fast that they are already used to you. You had learned about the way the weather works, how the moon and sun worked, and just the basics to know about Equestria. You had also gotten a job (thanks to Derpy) as a postman delivering packages to companies in town that needed to be, well, delivered. You didn't like it, but it does get half of the bills paid. The other half were paid by Derpy.
You had moved in with her after you few weeks of spending time up in the castle being examined by the princesses and asked way too many questions. It seemed that you had gotten lucky up there, but all-in-all you survived and are now into a new life, or so it feels. Some sort of hole just seems to bed itself deeper in your heart, you don't know what it is, but you can feel it. The only time you really can't is when you are home with Derpy and her daughter, Dinky. You had never thought about getting close to Derpy before, or to anypony here really, but a feeling inside your gut also tells you to stay in this world and to stay with her.
You ignore the though and continue with your day of work. Your last delivery is over to the home of the party pony of the town, Pinkie Pie. She had needed two dozen cupcakes to be delivered to a party being held at the schoolhouse. Apparently three fillies had earned their cutie marks. Sometimes you wished you could have a cutie mark, but that would limit you on what you could do. Right now you could have any job that would hire you because you did not have a special talent that said otherwise. But it would also symbolize what you really want to do in life, and right now you have no idea.
You quickly go to pinkies and grab the cupcakes. It doesn't take more than five minutes to reach the schoolhouse, all of the young fillies and colts are out on the new playground that had just been installed.
"Anon, over here!" You look over to see Cheerilee, the teacher of the schoolhouse. She was monitoring the kids to make sure none of them got hurt.
"Here is your order of cupcakes, I also take it you already purchased them?" You were only kidding around with her. She takes the joke and gives you a short laugh, later hugging you with her free hoof and sending you on your way. After that last delivery, you head back to the office to check out. Now the best part of the day, going home.
The walk from the post office to Derpy's home was a long walk, but you made it there every time. Derpy had always arrived later than you. Maybe it was from her having more to deliver, her losing some packages, or just her losing her home. It has all happened before, but she has always made it back. During that time of her absence, you decide to relax for the half hour you have by yourself. There really is nothing to do as in this world there is no radio or TV, even though there is stuff like DJ sets and other stuff that require such technology as that. To make yourself not drop dead on the couch of boredom you go ahead and make dinner for Derpy and Dinky tonight.
You cook both a nice dinner involving mashed potatoes and a nice salad. It may not be a good combination of food, but both of them love it, so you don't argue about it.
Unlike yourself, you just make a salad bowl with chicken on top thanks to the griffins. You had always hated the town griffin Gilda, but she makes up for her bitchy attitude by selling you meat. You don't buy that much because it might scare Derpy on why you need so much. All you need is just enough to last three to four meals before getting more, and Derpy is fine with it.
You grab the sack of potatoes, there is only about five left, so you may need to run by the market tomorrow and grab some more. But in this moment, you look at the clock.
2:49
Hmph, it's almost time to get Dinky, might as well finish peeling, let them sit a bowl then go get her.
You finish peeling the potatoes and put them in a large bowl filled with a little water, put on your shoes yet again and walk towards the school. While walking, you see couples in the town park next to each other. Most of them are either playing in the lake or sitting on a bench sleeping on each other. It looks so nice to have someone care for you in that way, that no matter what they will always care for you, love you, and at night you could...
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You need to stop thinking like that, you have only been around Derpy for two months now if it were to happen it's just too soon, right? Sure you live in the same house and sleep only a room apart, and there was that night with thunderstorm where she crawled into your covers. But that was just because she was scared. But you also do cook dinner for them, keep them company, act like a father figure to Dinky.
You come back to remembering that thunderstorm, sure she ran into your room and threw herself under your covers, but she wasn't shaking like most would, she wrapped her hooves around your waist and fell asleep right then and there. You just took it as fright and brushed it off by combing her mane with your fingers.
Well, maybe it could work...
You come back from your daydream and noticed that you are now at the schoolyard. Dinky is playing on the swing with some friends. You wave your arm and she notices you right away, saying goodbye to all of her friends and quickly running towards you. Her short stubby legs run as fast as they could at you. It does give you a smile with her eagerly running at you ready to go home.
"Anon!" she squeaks
"Hello, my dear Dinky! I'm here to take you home."
"Hey, Anon. Do you think I can, you know, do that thing again?" You know exactly what she is talking about.
"Hmph, anything for you Dinky." Her face glows as you slowly pick her up and over your head so she can ride on your shoulders.
"Now mush!!" She commands and she points her hoof forward.
You listen to the little filly's command and start walking towards the house. On the way she tells you about the party they had today for the fillies that got their cutie marks. About how delicious the cupcakes were to everyone playing on the new playground. She was just talking nonstop and you listened to every word.
Once you are close to the house you try to motion Dinky to get off, but she has fallen sleep on your head, so you keep her on there the rest of the ride there.
When you open the door you see Derpy's saddlebag on the coat hanger, and Derpy herself, about to eat a wet, raw potato...
You catch her before she does and she quickly puts it back into the water causing a splash, then smiles at you like nothing happened.
"Well, I can see that you are hungry. Give me a few minutes to put your little brat to bed then I will fix dinner." She smiles at the sleeping filly on your head.
"No, let me take her, you go ahead and finish." She flys over carefully to not wake Dinky and picks her up, later going to her room.
You bet she just wanted to leave the awkward-filled room. But you don't mind, as long as you got to make them both food.
You had not really known how to make food before, but after a few lessons from some books at twilight's castle, you got the basics of it. I mean salads are easy, but other stuff like stir-fry, vegetable soup, vegetable style gumbo, that stuff you really needed help on. But after a few weeks, you learned how to make a really mean dish, and Derpy and Dinky love it. Derpy may love it more because she doesn't have to cook anymore or grab takeout for her and Dinky.
After a few hoof-steps down the very squeaky stairs, Derpy comes back to the kitchen and watches you cook, not waiting a single moment on anything around her. She stands up and places her hoofs on the counter to balance herself as she watches you mash potatoes. You notice at the corner of your eye her right hoof getting closer to your hand. You turn you head to look at her, but not enough to know you are watching. She has a small blush and a grin on her face, but she looks up and sees you watching her and quickly grabs your hand. It didn't seem intentional, but more of a want that even she did not know. You look down in shock as to what is happening, is Derpy trying to say something without really saying it? Or is it something else.
"A-Anon, can I say something to you?"
You are still stunned by the hoof-to-hand holding as she is not letting go. It takes you some time but the words make it through your head.
"Yeah, what is it?"
"Well, I just wanted to say thank you for all you have done."
You have heard this before from her, but for some reason this one felt different. Almost, emotional. Like someone is confessing to someone else, a secret being revealed. You prepare yourself for what's about to happen.
"For the last two months, you have been the biggest help to my family than any other stallion has been to me. I have gone the last six years with the only ponies living in this house being me and Dinky. Then you come along and change everything. You get her from school, make us food, and even keep both of us company. The way I met you might not have been the best way of meeting each other, but I believe that it may have just been destiny that made you pass out on my floor."
Well, that last part was a bit weird.
"When I first saw you, I had no idea what to do. It was the first time I had seen a creature like you, your jaw was all messed up. Like you had been bullied by someone, and that bully was way too rough. It had reminded me of my own life. My eyes had been the soul reason why I live alone. My old husband was treated like garbage from his old friends that he had left me, and my so called 'friends' had abandoned me. I was teased so much as a filly that I had to sit in the very back of the classroom just so I don't get papers thrown at me, or have kids make fun of me in class."
You start to feel a resemblance between both of you.
"But then you come into my life and treat me like I am a very normal pony. Like there is nothing wrong with me. I know I'm just thinking over the top here and it may just be me saving you that is making you treat me nicely, but..."
You use your other arm and put a finger in front of her mussel to quiet her. She seems surprised by this, but you now notice the tears that were forming in her eyes.
"I get where you are coming from Derpy, in the universe I was in I was also bullied a lot. Most of it happened in sixth grade, but past that it wasn't as bad. I was always made fun of from my shoes to how tall I was. All the kids telling me that I was a poor nobody, someone who was absolutely worthless and was wasting perfectly good food and air. I was pushed around, made fun of, even hit by others. The people that I called friends betrayed me by tripping me in the hallways, destroying my books, and even writing stuff like 'Anon is a freakshow!' on my backpack."
Derpy was now in full attention mode as she listened to every word you said. She wanted to remember this moment for the rest of her life, it felt like her heartstrings were being pulled just by the emotion in your voice. She had not had this feeling in a long time, and she is so happy that it is back.
"The last week of school was the breaking point, I was caught in a fight during my seconded class, minding my own business when two students throw me out of my chair and tear everything I have apart. They had punched my right ear and my chest so I couldn't talk or hear correctly. They had done that because the teacher had walked out of the classroom to get something, but she came back ten minutes later. No one tried to help me, they all just watched and took pictures. The laughs haunted me for days as I laid down in the hospital bed while the doctors fixed my right ear."
Bringing this topic up was very difficult for you. You had only talked about this to your dad, and bringing it up again can only make you think of him. Now you are thinking what 'would he say?'.
"I feel your pain Derpy, I can feel what you have been through. I don't treat you like a normal pony all because you saved my life, but because you have made it this far. You have a daughter who is as happy as ever, you stand strong even with your condition. You have a job that you enjoy. What pony in Equestria can say that!"
She smiles at your comment. You were right, she had not given up like most ponies would. She was always told to keep her chin up and her muzzle held high. You couldn't disagree with that statement at all even if you couldn't fully do it.
"And I don't believe your eyes to be something wrong with you, I see them as an image of who you are. You are different from all the other ponies, and that is why I treat you not as a normal pony, but as a family."
Those last words were the breaking point for Derpy, as she finally begun to breakdown and tears filled her large eyes. She jumps and hugs you as hard as she could. You couldn't help but to hug her back. You two stay in that position for a while, but the smell of mashed potatoes brings you back to reality. Derpy does not seem to let go, so you give her a kiss the top of her head, which seems to make her blush even more and look at your eyes. She loosens up a little, but it doesn't last long as she tackles you onto the floor and connects lips with yours. You have your eyes open in surprise for a few seconds but later close them to enjoy this moment and take in all the details.
Her lips are somewhat small, but her tongue is flat and wide, she attempts to part your lips to make her enter your mouth, but you play this like a game. Opening and closing your mouth to play with her tongue against yours so you could enter her mouth but she couldn't enter yours. She later gets annoyed by this and waits for you to open your mouth again. She is playing your game now and has a plan, waiting. You open your mouth and feel her tongue shoot itself inside, you can now feel the slimy texture enter you, and the taste of her fills your mouth. She seemed to have eaten a raw potato before you came in as you can taste in her mouth, but a hint a blueberry's and chocolate emerges from the depths. You can hear her moans of pleasure as they enter you. She has been wanting to do this for some time now.
What seems like forever finally ended with a long stream of saliva connecting the both of you. You look into each others eyes for a few seconds, but later have to get back up to finish dinner.
Derpy gets off of you and gets onto her hooves.
"I-I'm going to go wake up Dinky for dinner."
"When you come back down, it'll be done." She smiles and gives you a nod
Now that Derpy is gone to wake Dinky you think about all that has happened so far.
You wake up in a strange world filled with ponies that do the same as humans, the mare that had saved you from excessive bleeding from the face is now the mare you are living with, and now you have french kissed said mare. You can tell life is actually going uphill ever since you came to this world. Well not really 'came' to your own accord, but none the less this universe treating you a lot better.
That kiss, that may have been the thing you were looking for, that one small kiss. (Well, it really wasn't that small was it) But that moment lifted your spirits, the sadness that haunted you is now gone, the bruises are now forgotten, and you now have a partner that will be by your side. For once, you feel real happiness.
After a few minutes, Derpy returns back downstairs with Dinky slowly following. Dinky sure did have a great nap if she is still yawning and mumbling to herself. You can sadly relate to that.
You put the three plates on the table and start to enjoy your meal. Both you and Derpy keep eyeing each other and exchange giggles. You also may have played footsies, or in this world, hoofsies with Derpy once or twice. This may have happened to much at the table as even Dinky is getting the message.
"Are you two a couple or something?" Both you and Derpy look at Ditzy.
"What makes you think of that dear?" Derpy said in her motherly voice, but Ditzy in not convinced.
"The way both of you look at each other and do that annoying giggle. Also, the hoofs moving under the table!"
"Well..." Derpy looks are you, eyes half closed in a seductive way, wanting you to answer the question.
"Well, from what your mother is thinking right now, I guess we are." Dinky's eye light up.
"YAY! I now have a daddy!" Now that was a change of pace, from an annoyed filly to a joy-filled one in less than a second. You turn back to Derpy but she is already in tears yet again, the joy has taken over her. Soon it gets to you as well, you have changed the lives of two very lovely ponies that have only had each other for six years.
Dinky gets out of her chair and runs over towards you, hugging your leg. You lift her up so you are able to give her a proper hug. You also motion Derpy over to get into the hug. She listens and runs even faster that her daughter, giving you another death squeeze.
This is the start of your brand new life.
9:21 pm
Derpy comes back downstairs after putting Dinky to bed, then joins you onto a section of cuddling on the couch. As you stated to yourself before, there was no TV or radio in this world, so the only form of entertainment was found outside. But with it being almost ten at night the only places open were clubs and bars. No place for a mare as innocent as Derpy. So you just sit on the couch with her head on your chest and hooves warped around you.
It seems like you have been sitting there for only a few short moments, but really hours have past. I guess time flys when you are with someone you love.
"Hey, Derpy. I think it's time to go to bed." You look down, but she doesn't respond, she is already sound asleep. Guess that solves that question. You pick up the sleeping mare and head up to her room, you try not to wake anypony in the house from the creaky floorboard. So you walk very slowly and not make any loud noise.
The floor just doesn't seem to stop, almost every step you take just emits the sound of creaky wood, and almost every time that very annoying noise shows itself, Derpy gives off a little mumble. After a few close calls on waking the sleeping mare, you finally make it to the upstairs hallway. Up here is calmer than the stairs so you no longer need to worry about waking Derpy up. You walk into the dark hallway, first past Dinky's room. Her room door is not fully shut, so you balance Derpy on your right arm and your body and use your left arm to quietly close her door.
You continue to walk past your room, nothing special about that place, you see it every night. Same messy bed sheets, same wood, same curtains, same everything. You continue to Derpy's room. You had only been here a few times. One was getting medicine to her, the next was getting her hoof un-stuck from the bed. You do not know how but the sheets somehow just constricted around her leg and wouldn't let go. That was a very strange time. At least, you got to feel a lot of her hind leg.
You gently lay Derpy down on the bed, cover her up with her two blankets, kissed her nose, and begin to exit her room.
"Mmm, now where do you think you're going, big boy?" You freeze and look at Derpy, the moons light gives you a full image on what is happening. "I didn't kiss you just so I could sleep alone tonight."
She's right, how are you going to show that you love Derpy by sleeping in different beds. Well, you had wanted to do this from the start. You walk back to Derpy's bed and make sure to undress before you lay down.
"Ooh, I like the show."
You lay down on the bed, pulling covers over you and looking straight into her yellow eyes. Once you got comfortable, you continue to stare into her eyes, taking in every detail. A few little chuckles were exchanged from the two of you, but soon changed as you grab the back of her head and go in for another kiss. This one with more passion and less teasing.
Tongues were fighting to see who was the most dominant of them both. A war had raged inside both of your mouths, and it was at a tie with the both of you. That, or she was just going easy on you. The taste of muffins entered your mouth and the return of blueberry and chocolate taste. Derpy takes hold of the back of your head and tries to get as far into your mouth as possible. After thirty or so seconds, you grab her and make her lay on your body, not even breaking the kiss. This causes her to squeak a little in your mouth, but it gets her even closer to you.
The kiss is finally broken as both of you are in desperate need of air, the saliva trail is thick and long, showing the aftermath of a kiss that would never be forgotten.
"Please, I need this so bad," Derpy says in a very begging type voice. "I haven't had the loving touch of another stallion for six years now. Please, I NEED this!"
A thought entered your head. First, did she have any toys to play with herself? Surely she did. But seconded, if she did, do they still look the same after all the use they probably have gone through.
The covers are thrown onto the floor to not be in the way, and Derpy waist no time and takes off your underwear, leaving nothing but your bare skin. She seems to get a lot more gentle at this point, either to make sure nothing is harmed or to admire up her early birthday present that she has been asking for so long.
"Wow, I though it would actually be a lot smaller." She stares at your member, stunned. But you are as well.
"Come on, I know the stallions in this world are much bigger than me. I mean come on, they are HUGE!"
"But you are much bigger, in actually body size compared to them, so everything grows with you. But this, this just makes everything better." You had never seen Derpy act like this before with the months you have been with her. All of this lust has been built up for years and is now showing. It is a little shocking, but you could get used to it easily.
Derpy waist no time, gently putting her tongue on the bottom of your shaft and proceeding to go up towards your tip. The flatness of her tongue almost covers half of the width of your shaft, and the warmth sends shivers through your body. You could feel the fibers inside each inch of her tongue as she glided across you. The warm, bumpy, wet ridges made you close your eyes harder than you have ever done before. She reaches the top and circles your tip, sending more shocks of pleasure through your body. Derpy watches you and feels your shivers, knowing that she still has the magic touch.
Derpy then puts her lips around your member and goes down, leaving the outside of your dick covered in saliva. She continues to bob her head up and down, only reaching half of your shaft. She starts out slow but picks up the pace quite quickly.
"Hey, don't think that I get all of the attention, let me see that flank." She looks up at you, still keeping you in her mouth. But she complies, removing her hoof from her now heated mare-hood and wagging it in front of your face, making sure you get every detail of it. Her opening is already dripping, and her clit is so swollen it looks like it wants to pop. Her pheromones that she releases is making you even more aroused. You bring up your hand and enter two fingers inside of her, making Derpy bend her back to the new feeling inside of her. She had never experienced fingers before, so you give her a great first impression on why they are more useful.
While using your index and middle finger to play around inside her, you use your thumb to gently play with her clit. As soon as you touch it, she goes lower on you instantly, almost reaching the bottom of your now soaked shaft. You can feel the vibrations of her high pitched moans, and feel the quiver of muscles contracting inside her marehood. Just one little graze gave her a mini-orgasm. Now let's see what happens when you really play with it.
You take your thumb and just go around her clit, making Derpy thrust slightly. She is now rapidly dripping onto your hand and chest as the strong smell of her fluids clouds your nose. During this she is going down your whole length, making your own body thrust without command. Her tongue feels unreal and is only complemented by the grip of her lips. You can feel her circling your dick with her tongue and gently holding both of your balls, treating them like very fragile eggs.
You open your eyes for a moment from the heavenly feeling you are experiencing and see Derpy's wings straight up. You had "borrowed" a book from Twilight about pony anatomy, and for a pegasus, there were several very sensitive places on their wings. One was at the top of their wings where the nerve ended, and the other was the spot covered by the wings when they are not spread out. Knowing that the underpart of the wing was the only location you can really reach right now, you remove your other hand grasping Derpy's left cheek and slowly make your way up to her left side under her wing. You rub her left side right under the bone of her wing, sending another wave into Derpy as she pushes into your hand.
"Oh, Celestia! How are you so good at this!" Derpy says as she finally comes up for air. You don't speak a word, but rather push down on her clit, making a little bit of her cum shoot onto your face. Her legs tighten up around the sides of your head, now trapping you so you won't move an inch. "Oh, dear sweet Celestia I'm so close!" Derpy yells, but not enough to wake anypony.
"I am too, just a little...!" The words take a lot of effort to escape your lips as you are completely out of breath.
You can feel the buildup finally shoot out as several ropes of cum shoot out of you and goes inside Derpy's mouth, meanwhile, you are absolutely covered in six years of sexual buildup. It seems like a running water hose is right in front of your face, only this one has very warm water and it smells like muffins.
You lay there with Derpy still on top of you, riding out her orgasm. Legs are twitching, lungs are now getting air, and you attempt to clear your eyes from all of the mare-cum so you could see again. Once you clear the fluids you look straight into Derpy's mare-hood, her vagina is still squirting small amounts of cum in short little bursts and her clit is basically blinking at you.
"I-I really needed that." The words come out in a calming way. Like a weight was lifted from her, but you aren't buying it.
You lean up and grab Derpy by her waist, causing her to give a little squeak. You lift her up into the air and spinning her so that she could face you and look onto her face. It seems that a little bit of your cum missed as a little was still on her nose. She looks into your eyes as she sits on your lap and going in for a kiss.
This kiss sends you back to life, and it calls your use-to-be limp dick into attention and ready for orders. Derpy obviously feels it growing in between her butt cheeks, later breaking the kiss.
"Are you really getting hard already?!" You look into her eyes and give her a very seductive, devilish look. A shiver runs down her spine as she looks at you, knowing what's about to happen next. You lift her up again, causing her to squeak. You guide yourself making sure to hit the right hole. She helps out by using her numb legs to attempt to help, but it didn't really make any difference. After a few seconds, you slowly drop her.
A 'coo' exits her maw and your shaft slowly enters her mare-hood. The slick, moist entrance gives no effort on entering her, and it takes no time at all to be balls deep. Derpy hangs on tight around you, even biting down on your left shoulder, giving off loud muffled moans. You sit there, waiting for Derpy to loosen up a little so you were able to breathe, but she was also getting used to this feeling again.
After a few seconds, she finally lets up on the biting and speaks.
"Y-you, oh dear sweet Celestia this feels so good." You haven't even moved and she is already in a trance. Only a few seconds later she speaks again, "You c-can move now." You look back down at her waiting for something else. Derpy looks up at you as well, knowing what you want.
"Please~"
You smile and start moving your hips up and down, making Derpy bounce on your shaft and again tightening her grip around you and making her eyes forcefully close shut. The grooves inside her feel amazing, just waves that have frozen in time and are now rubbing against your sensitive head. Derpy even uses some muscles inside her mare-hood to add on to the already heavenly feeling.
"Oh dear sweet Celestia anon, you are so big!" You are not used to those words at all. After all of those anatomy books you had read, stallion dicks just seem to be much larger, or so it said.
Why the hell are you even thinking of books at a time like this anyway!? You are balls deep inside the sweetest, horniest mare in all of Equestria, its time to throw away the thought of dick sizes and make sure this mare only remembers yours.
You wrap your arms tighter around Derpy and proceed to make her bounce much faster. Her breathing increases and the moans and coos get louder as well. The aroma of her juices fills your nose with bliss, all the while your animalistic instincts are kicking in. You start to pick up the pace yet again, and can feel you are getting close.
"Derpy, oh god, I'm-"
"NO! Don't tell me, I want it to b-be a surprise."
You only go a few more pumps, making sure to give everything you got into her, making sure she won't walk the same for the next few weeks. But finally, what seemed like hours ago finally came as you shoot fast, hot strings of cum inside of Derpy. The molten metal feeling inside of her gives her an equally powerful orgasm, feeling as how her vagina muscles are contracting around your dick.
Load after load is launched inside the horny mare, seeming like all of the liquid in your body was just transferred to semen and goes all at once. Nothing can be said between you to, as your own body won't let you from the difficulty breathing. You just sit there still coming inside Derpy and holding her tight in your arms. But after a few more loads, you finally stop, leaning back onto the bed with Derpy following, she seemed to of passed out from her orgasm, and you do the same.
~Next morning~
You open your eyes slowly give a little grunt. The curtains on the wall block out most of the suns annoying light, but some still seep through onto your face. What you also see is a gray mare sleeping on you, looking like she has just had the best nights sleep in her life. After you move a little you remember that you are still inside of her. You give a few tugs to get out but are interrupted.
"You better not be trying to pull that out you big stallion you."
Her eyes are half open. You are not sure if it's just from waking up or to get you in the mood again, but right now you are expecting option two.
"We might be late for work." Derpy moves her hips around to get another feel of you, causing her to coo and you to give a short, quiet grunt.
"We can call off sick. Now, back to the fun." She looks up and you and leans up, not losing eye contact and starts to bounce again on your now rock hard dick.
God, you love this mare.