I don't know why I'm bothering to write in this journal right now. After all, you're sitting right next to me as I write this. But it's what you want and so it's what I'll do. You'll get your answer and you'll see how I feel. Right here, right now.
I love you. I want you to stay. I want to raise this child with you, have a family, the opinions of others be damned. Stay and I promise I'll provide for you as best I can.
Rain's notes: You're sweet. Truly, you are. But as I said, all I wanted was an answer and to know how you feel. When the child is born I ask that you act as father, but no more. Until That time, please, feel free to do as you have been doing. I look forward to any magic you might develop in the near future. . . my love.
. . . . .Why do emotions have to be so confusing.