Written by: Anonymule
Accessible, a word Rarity knows very well, with her career as an elite fashion designer, she could have anything she wanted. Except her, she could never have her, the darling little angel in the woods, the one thing she wanted most of all, but could not have. It was not as if she was afraid to admit her feelings, she had come to terms with them long ago. It was because, it would not be right, she would ruin her.
Her angel in the woods was innocent, far too innocent. Rarity knew Fluttershy was kind, much too kind for her to have. It hurts Rarity to live like this, but it is for her own good. For she knew Fluttershy would say yes to her, even if she truly did not want to. This is what kept her away, knowing Fluttershy’s unconditional kindness. She would never do anything to hurt Fluttershy, it would be impossible for her to do so, as long as she stayed away.
She was still friends with Fluttershy, she would always be. She still made her weekly trip to the spa, even taking a train down every week from her home in central Canterlot, just to see her, but she knew she could not touch. Nopony ever said no to her, nopony but herself. Once she had once admitted her feelings, she had drunk a little too much wine at a party. Her mind clouded with alcohol, she made her move saying the words ‘I love you’ while holding Fluttershy close.
She even kissed her, but luckily, Fluttershy just wrote it off as a little drunken fun. It was close, much to close for Rarity to bear, after the incident at the party, she swore off alcohol, drinking it was much too risky for her. Therefore, the kiss would be enough; it would always be enough for her. It pains her to have to do this, but she had to. Because she knew, her little angel would never be accessible, not to her.