A Princess's Sadness

by FellFour

Chapter 3 (Edited)

I've been laying around in my house in Ponyville for that long, not wanting to go outside. I couldn't believe she would do that to me, after all I have done for her. I cared for her, comforted her when she needed me and this is the thanks I get. It's nothing new to me, though. I have had people do this to me before. I would usually do what I would always do when they shut me out of their life; not care for them anymore. Twilight is different. She needs me and she knows it. That's why I've been receiving letters from her everyday for those three weeks. I would instantly throw them away, but why would I do that? Well, for starters, she basically said that she didn't want me in her life anymore, even though she said she "loved me way too much." Still...I think I could have done that more properly. I still call myself an idiot for ignoring her for that long. I've never done that before. It wasn't like me to do that to a person.
When I was with Ashley, no matter how many times she has said she didn't want me over at her house, I would still go over there because I knew she needed me to comfort her and that's why she loved me so much. With Twilight, however, I just...couldn't explain it at the time. It was weird. That has never happened to me before and, like I said, it wasn't like me to do that. I think something clicked in me. Something inside me just...turned off. I think it was me...caring. I stopped caring. I don't know what it was. I would definitely have to say that it was Blueblood pushing me over the edge because, on that day, my fuse went off. I cracked. All that pressure that's been inside me for all these years went away and all I had to do was beat the living hell out of him to make me feel better...and it actually did. I would usually feel bad afterwords for beating the crap out of somebody, but with Blueblood, I didn't care if he was hurt. I didn't care if he was whimpering or crying or anything of that nonsense. I felt satisfied. He has said things to me that just...ripped my heart out.

When I got home that day, I cried for the rest of the day, alone. I needed somepony to comfort me, but I didn't have Twilight or Luna or anypony. I was alone again. It was coming back to me. The suicidal thoughts. The thoughts of suicide actions were coming back, but a whole lot worse. I felt terrible and I was in a terrible state of mind. However, what really pushed me over the edge is what I got in the mail one day; a letter from Luna. Here's what the letter was:

Dear Chris,
By the time you read this, then Princess Twilight Sparkle will be in the Crystal Empire, taking a long vacation. You need to listen to me and Tia both. We sent you here to get away from what you were going through on your home plant and we are not going to sit here and let you ignore us any longer. If you do not comply, then we have no choice but to consult with you in person. You are better than this. Even Shining Armor and Princess Cadence says that you are a better person than this. Twilight cries out for your very name, Daniel. She loves you with her very heart and we know you do too. You care for her just as much as you did with Ashley. You need to stand up and be the man that you are. Do not let your heart crumple up and turn into stone. You need to go to Twilight and say your sorry for what you have done to her.

Sincerely and most definite love,
~Princess Luna.

"...Say your sorry? SAY YOUR SORRY?!" I screamed.

I was outraged. I knew that one day that I would get a letter that would make me reply to. Here is what I replied with:

Are you kidding me? I'M the one that needs to apologize? She's the one that needs to do the apologizing. She has said to me that she didn't want me in part of her life anymore! So, I'm only granting her wishes and I told her to not come crying to me, saying she's sorry for what she has said because I told her that it's over and that is going to stay that way. If you can't realize that I'm the one that is more hurt than she is, then I pity both you and Tia.
Until you can actually send me a decent message giving a more proper excuse to come back to Canterlot, we are DONE. Let me write that again, but two more times: WE'RE DONE AND WE'RE DONE.

Goodbye.
~Daniel Harrington
A.K.A: The one thing that actually cared for Twilight.

I finish writing the letter, walk outside and tell Ditzy to send this to Princess Luna. She then flew away. I then walk back inside and wait for her reply.

While I was waiting for Luna's reply, I decided to go shopping around the market, since I was running out of food and the fact that I had enough bits to spend. I walk to Ponyville and I get a few stares. Nothing special. Ponies were still getting used to me being here and I understood that. Usually, I would wave and that would make them smile, especially the mares that had the hots for me. Well, that's at least what I've heard from Roseluck. Yeah, we started talking and I was beginning to like her a little bit. No, I wasn't falling in love with her. She was just somepony that I could talk to in the mornings. We were neighbors at the time and I honestly loved the stories that she told me. They were pretty funny. To think that she was just some ordinary background pony, like I saw in the show back on Earth, and to actually meet her and find out that she's a lot more interesting than many people think. She's actually pretty cute too. She would give me winks every now and then, just to tell me hello if she didn't really want to talk or anything like that.

So, anyway, I make my way to town and I actually bump into Rarity. She didn't give me the usual wink that she always give me whenever she sees me. Oh no, she actually talked to me. That was a shock. She was usually too shy to talk to me, which is a surprise I know. Guys, you have to understand, I'm in Equestria and the ponies that you know from the show are not the same as the ones I know here. Rarity is a little shy when it came to talking to me, which is something I was confused about. I asked her why and...her answer kind of turned me on.

"Well, it's simple darling! You're way too cute, well for a different species that is. I wouldn't really mind you coming over and 'giving me some company', if you know what I mean."

...I know. She's more...slutty then she is in the show. Well, I wouldn't exactly say "slutty". I would say more..."lustful". She REALLY had the hots for me and...I swear, I gave the best reply I could offer to her. I had to whisper it in her ear.

"I'll come over some time to give you 'a massage'."

She blushed crimson red and told me that she would love that. I honestly would too. Have you seen her ass?

OH GOD, LET'S MOVE ON.

After talking with Rarity, I buy some apples, celery, and a few apple pies. It didn't cost me that much, believe or not. I get my stuff and make my way back to my place. It took me a while, but I finally get there and I see that my flag wasn't up yet. That's when I realized something: what if I went too far? What if I really did push Luna and Celestia over the edge? What if that WAS the reason why I had to go back?

"...Oh god...I need to get to Rarity's place and get that massage over with." I said to myself.

I know, I know! I really did realize that I went too far, but I wanted to have some fun before I had to go back to Canterlot. You know what I decided? I decided to go there...AT NIGHT. That was pretty clever of me to do, since Sweetie Belle is asleep and that fact that I can find a way to make girls moan very quietly, but make them feel like a queen and that's very hard to do. Thank Ashley for that.

That night was FUN. We did things that I never would have even thought of! First, a little oral. Then, the good old inner course! The oral is actually my favorite part. I don't why. I guess I get that from my dad, but I don't know...

So, the next morning, I had to explain to her that I had to go back to Canterlot so that I could see Twilight. She gave me her puppy eyes to stay a little longer and so that we can have "Morning Fun", which is something I've never done before. She said it was to fully wake up a stallion from last night and, holy shit, it sure woke me up.

It was mostly oral. I did the ABCs to her and gave me 'head'. Best. Morning. Ever. Before I left, I thought I would be a nice guy...and give her a nice kiss on the lips.

"...Thank you. I had a lot of fun last night, Daniel. I REALLY hope we get to do this again sometime because, my oh my, you are a machine, darling!" Rarity said, with lust.

"Yeah, I know I can be. This was actually a great morning too. Thanks a lot for that! It really woke me up." I said.

"Oh, it's no trouble at all. I know you needed it, since you are going to go see Twilight." Rarity said.

We then said our goodbyes and I left Rarity, feeling like the little queen of fashion that she is.

Ha, I still go it...

Dear Twilight,
I'm so sorry for what I did to you three weeks ago. I should have listened to you, but at the same time, you should have listened to me. I still care for you and...I think I might be in love with you. I can't get you off my mind and I still care for you severely. I want you to come down to Ponyville so that we can talk in private. This time, you can tell me everything that's going on. You need to tell me more because I'm a still a little bit confused as of why you are in deep sorrow. I hurt you and broke your heart, but you did the same, but worse. That's okay, though. That can be a part of the process of love and, as time goes on, that feeling will grow ever more strongly.

Like I said, come to Ponyville so that we can talk, but find the time to do so, like I also said to you before.

I love you, Twilight. Don't ever forget that.

~Daniel.

P.S: Don't worry. This has happened to me before, so don't think that you're the first one to do this to me and don't beat yourself up for what you did. It's okay. I forgive you.

I finish writing the letter to Twilight and then move on to the next one.

Dear Luna,
Please disregard of what I have said in that letter. I was in a very bad mental state. You're right, I need to be to change this, or else my heart will turn cold. Please forgive me for what I have said to you. It was terribly rude and I feel extremely guilty for it because, after all, you are the one that brought me to this world. The same goes to Tia.

I still won't be going to the castle, though. I want Twilight to come down to Ponyville and talk to me, so that you won't have to hear me in that horribly, angry state again.

Sincerely,

~Daniel.

Dear Celestia,
Now, before you read anymore of this, I just want to say that this letter has to be between you and me. I'm also going to be completely honest with you on this one, so prepare yourself.

I didn't appreciate the look that you gave me when I left the castle. You know just as well as I do that he deserved that beating. I won't be coming back to the castle until you realize that Blueblood's behavior is far worse than you think, because it is. I don't know if you were there to hear what he was saying, but he said some outrageous lies that involved you and Luna. He actually had the audacity to say, in front of my face, that you never cared for me nor did you want anything to do with me. He also said that Luna never cared for me either and that she was thinking about sending me back to Earth because 'I was such a stupid monkey that never learns.' Do you see where I'm going with this, Tia? I want you to, not only talk to him, but give him a proper punishment. Make him do the things that he despises, like actually being nice to a mare because I know that he never treated any of the mares that he dated right.

However, with the look you gave me, I don't blame you, though like I said, I didn't appreciate it. I was out of control and completely not the person that I was, but now you, Blueblood and the rest of the Royal Guards know not to get me to that point of anger. I have had problems with that in the past and I didn't want that coming back, but what he said caused it.

I'm now going to say things that you've probably heard before, but I'll also tell you things that come straight from my heart.

You are the most beautiful creature in Equestria, which isn't that much of a coincidence because I bet you get that from your mother's side of the family. Your hair is what defines you and what you do as the Goddess of the Sun. It's like the hair that I've always dreamed of a woman having and you made it come true. I'm not saying I'm in love with you or anything. However, at first, I thought I was, but despite your beauty and your enormous amount of kindness that you have for ponies and me, I don't think a relationship between us would ever work. I mean, think about it, I'm a human that won't live past one hundred years and you, as far as I know, have lived a lot longer than I have and will keep living for thousands of more years. So, basically, a mortal dating an immortal? No. That doesn't work. However, just saying, I think you would love to have me as your boyfriend. All I'm saying is; I'm pretty good at keeping relationships going for a pretty long time, I mean look at how long Ashley and I lasted. It was a really long time.
I don't think you know this, but I'm also pretty good when it comes to the bedroom. You've probably had pretty good stallions in bed, but I bet that I'm better. i may be getting cocky, but it's like I said before, I'm just being completely honest with you here and you know what they say; honesty is the best policy.

So, basically, I bet I could 'rock your world' and make you feel like the princess that you are because, honestly, I wouldn't really mind doing so and I probably wouldn't even try. Now I'm getting cocky. Let's move on.

In all seriousness, you are awesome at what you do and the same goes to Luna. You both are beautiful mares. Luna was really fun to talk to and we haven't really talked that much yet, so we should do that soon. I bet you would be a blast to talk with. Maybe later we could have a little fun, but I bet that won't happen.

So, anyway, I'll see you whenever you get Blueblood straightened out and I hope that I can talk to you and Luna both again because I really miss you both and I wouldn't even know what to do if I couldn't see you both ever again. I love you both with all of my heart and I guarantee that you and Luna do too. I mean, why else did you pick me, out of all the humans on Earth, to come to Equestria? I'm something special, aren't I?

Love,
~Daniel.
A.K.A: The very being that could possibly make you feel like a queen.

I had fun with the letter with Celestia. I hope that she'll at least get a laugh at that.

I put the letters into an envelope, tell Ditzy to take these to the castle in Canterlot and I watch her fly away. I then get very tired, even though it was only 8:00 P.M. Yeah, I had to think of what to say to the three of them. It's just a habit of mine. I especially had to think of the things that I wanted to say to Celestia because I had a lot to tell her.

Anyways, I get ready for bed by taking my shirt and jeans off. I take off my reading glasses and turn off the lights.

knock knock knock

"Oh Daniel! It's Rarity again! I have a special surprise for you! Open the door so that you can claim it..." Rarity said, with a lustful tone in her voice

...Eh, why not? A little fun with her again wouldn't be that much of a problem...

Haha.