Trixie, the great and powerful. Huh, what a laugh. Here I am, in a meadow. Loneliness, sadness, anger, resentment. So many emotions fill my heart these days, it is hard to keep them all straight. I go from one place to the next, hoping to find something to eat and a warm place to sleep. The bits I had from my days as a traveling magician are long gone, and I haven’t had what could be called a decent meal in months.
Why… Why did those ponies resent me so much? None of the other towns that I performed in reacted that way. It wasn’t my fault those two stupid colts decided to bring an Ursa Minor into town. Yes I over-exaggerated a little, but that is just part of my show. Or was, anyway. Why couldn’t they see that it was just an act? Did they really believe that I’m as prideful as I acted? I guess they must have, seeing how they reacted to me. It was only those few mares though; the rest of the town didn’t seem to have a problem with me, or my character. The rest of the ponies actually seemed to enjoy it.
Oh, what does it matter now, anyways? Even if I had answers to any of those questions, it wouldn’t change anything. I am still homeless, jobless, and starving, all thanks to blubbering idiots from Ponyville. No town I go to will give me the time of day! They all think I was the one responsible for what happened in Ponyville.
So, here I am, in a meadow. What in the name of ponies am I even doing here? I am far from any town or possible shelter. I guess I can thank my horn for this. This isn’t the first time I went somewhere without knowing why. Funny, come to think of it, it was my horn that led me to Ponyville in the first place. Normally, my horn leads me to good fortune. So why did my horn lead me to Ponyville? Why has it led me here, to this meadow? Well, I’ll find out, one way or the other. Hopefully, it brought me here for a better reason than it did in Ponyville. Not that I have figured that one out yet.
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“The stars look lovely tonight. Don’t you think Moonie?”
I turn to my right and stare at the empty space beside me, with nothing but air and grass occupying that space.
“Yeah, they’re really bright tonight. Have you ever seen them like this?”
There was no response... but I heard one ever so clearly.
“Oh yeah! I remember that! Now that was a wonderful evening.”
Who am I kidding? I’m having a one-sided conversation with myself. All the while I’m expecting a missing body to answer me back... oh how I miss Moon Song. She was the brightest star in my sky, the center of my universe, my whole world! Guess I can’t blame her though, I mean, manticores are pretty rough on ponies.
I still can’t believe its been four months since she died... four months of staying strong in front of everypony else. I was not the only one who was emotionally shattered by her death though. I have spent so much time comforting her family, I may as well be a part of it! That was the plan after all; granted it was awhile longer off, but we were heading there all the same. But then came that… incident, and now everything is upside down. I’ve had to be strong for so many of the other ponies in my village, so I haven’t even had a chance to think about her as much as I want to. I can’t think about her, not now. The moment I start, I know I’ll be of no use to anypony, and where does that leave me?
I have nothing right now. My family chides me for not finding a job outside the village; I’m the only psychologist we have in town and ponies have been coming at about two a day for the past... three months or so.
Glimmering Shadow: a name I’ve made synonymous with comfort and strength. My talent is listening to the problems of others, empathizing with them, giving them advice or some words of comfort, and somehow they end up feeling better. How that got me a cutie mark, I’ll never know... but at least it has provided me with a job I know is useful and can bring in bits.
Quite a while ago, I thought it was the most useless talent a pony could be saddled with. I remember wishing my talent was something else, like maybe construction or baking, because our village has been in need of some renovations or a bakery. Moon thought that those were silly... and that my talent was useful, and in more ways than one.
Her…
This meadow was the place we first met. This was where we played together, grew together, and ultimately fell in love. I remember all the days we spent as foals, romping around and chasing the butterflies. We would even have fun with our imaginations, playing with ponies and objects that didn’t or would never exist. I remember when our families would get together and we would spend all day just catching fish in the small river that cuts through the village. I remember the nights we would sit alone together and just look at all the cold, dark sky filled with millions of bright, warm stars. We wouldn’t say anything, just revel in the silence, the sky, and each other’s company.
She was the one. She was my confidant; the only one who would hear me and listen to my problems. When you have a talent like mine, it’s hard not to feel forgotten at times. I’ve always poured out my heart when other ponies have come for my aid, though they probably wouldn’t extend the same kindness to me. Moon was the only one who truly put me first; she was the only one who always made sure I was fine before she asked for my help. It’s what made her so special... what makes her passing so hard for me.
I have nopony to talk to now. I can never really talk to my family and friends, who say they feel for my loss, but I doubt they truly mean it. All these years and nopony aside from her has given a flying feather as to what “The Comforter” may be going through! However, I know I can’t hold it against them; it’s not like I’ve been completely open to everypony that walks through my door. And I know they have good reason to worry about their own problems.
I’ve spoken to so many ponies I’m surprised they still have even more secrets than what I’ve already heard. How there is so much strife in our small village? I don’t honestly know. What I do know is that she was the one thing that kept me going. Without her, I’m afraid all this strife is going to get to me. I don’t want that to happen; I don’t want life to change me.
But as I stare up at the stars...our stars, I can’t help but feel the weight in my heart. Luna’s moon looks spectacular tonight, that was always her favorite thing to look at. And it very well should have been; the way she’d go on about it you would think she was the Princess herself. She wrote songs about it, did studies on it, always found a way to focus its beauty into everything and everypony she saw. She was truly the gem of our small village, and I doubt anypony else could ever fill the hole she left. Especially the hole I feel now, in my heart.
“I miss you Moon Song…dear Celestia, how I miss you!”
I can’t let it happen: I can’t let myself go. I have to stay strong for everypony else! We’re all in pieces over this and somepony has to pick them up... at the moment, it looks like that somepony is me. But then I have to ask myself: Who’s going to pick up my pieces? Before I can ponder more on this topic, I hear something coming down the road.
The noise surprises me. I’ve never heard it that much before, not here in the meadow anyway. There’s no mistaking it, it’s the sound of a cart. Nopony ever comes here; they’re all terrified of us. Even though most of our people who venture outside are with the esteemed Lunar Guard, the general populace still can’t help but shudder at the thought of us bat-ponies. The thought of our dark, leathery wings, strange ears, and sharp fangs sends chills down their spines. Despite the fact these are merely aesthetics to our appearance, they can’t help but fear us. That’s why my talent is so useless outside my village: nopony in their right mind would ever talk to a bat-pony. Finding work outside the Lunar Guard is rare; that’s why they hardly ever see us. So why is somepony actually coming this way?
We are far off the beaten path: you have to go miles out of your way just to reach the meadow, and that’s a few miles outside of our village. Nopony ever comes here.. not even our own kind! (They rarely find the opportunity to come back and visit aside from the holidays.) As the cart comes into view I can see the strange visitor: a unicorn with flashy garb. Perfect, just perfect.
I have no idea who this pony could possibly be, but one thing I do know for sure is this: I’m in no mood to be harassed by some arrogant, prejudiced, ‘Oh no, a bat pony!’ unicorn! From the look of her outfit and the quality of that cart, I’d guess she was originally from Canterlot. Definitely don’t want to run into her now. I’ve heard so many stories about how hard it is to make a living there, just from when I’ve talked to my brothers during Hearth’s Warming. Even though they made it into the Lunar Guard they still can’t seem to catch a break with the civilians. Hopefully she’ll just turn around and leave.
But…she does look rather tired, now that I think about it. And she is far off the beaten path. Why is she here anyway? What reason could a unicorn, possibly from Canterlot, have for coming out here to the “sticks?” I don’t know why she’s here, but now I can’t stop thinking about it! When I was younger I was always getting into trouble with Moon Song; we’d poke our muzzles into everything. Luckily, nopony really minds so much anymore since I started using my talent; in fact, now they like it when I get involved with their business.
I just can’t get rid of this curiosity! But have no idea why she’s here or what her intentions are. Maybe she’s one of those crazed ponies who go on killing-sprees or something!
“Really Glimmer... A serial killer?”
“Shut up, Moon Song! I’m thinking here! And you know how much I hate it when you use that name!” Am I really having this conversation with my dead fillyfriend? Out loud? Damn... I must be worse off than I originally thought.
“But that’s what makes it so fun!” she replied in a rather giddy manner.
“Fine then, two can play at that game…”
“You wouldn’t.”
“Yes I would." I replied in a sing-song tone.
“No you won’t!” she replied rather quickly.
“Okay, okay, geez. No need to get so worked up over a name... Moonie.”
I heard her mumbling a tad before she started up again. “Gah! Fine. But are you really that suspicious? You haven’t even met her.”
“She’s a unicorn from Canterlot. You’ve heard the stories, you know what they’re like.”
“Yeah, but have you ever met a unicorn; much less any pony at all?”
“No, but that’s not the point! I see a strange mare making her way towards our meadow and I don’t like it!”
“Oh, you shouldn’t have said ‘our.’ Now you have to let her come. I insist. Flap, flap, no talk back!”
“Now that’s not fair. You’re not even here any-” I throw my hoof over my mouth before I finish that horrible sentence.
“PAHAHAHA! Don’t worry about it Starshine, I don’t mind. I’m just asking you to find out more about her instead of jumping to these conclusions. Besides, if she really is a judgmental unicorn from Canterlot, shouldn’t you be the bigger pony and hear her out?”
Another reason why I miss Moon Song: she was always helping me to be a better friend and a kinder stallion. I wouldn’t have even gotten my cutie mark if she wasn’t there.
“Okay, okay. You got me. I’ll give her the benefit of a doubt before I make my final judgment. Happy now?” I couldn’t help but laugh through those last words.
“That’s all I needed to hear. Goodnight my Starshine, I love you.”
“Good night my Moonlight,” it’s been so long since I’ve said it, “I love you too.”
I don’t know what just happened; she sounded so real, almost like she was beside me the whole time. But I do know she’ll probably be back to haunt me if I don’t do as she asks. Even in death she knows how to push my buttons! The mystery mare is still a long ways off, but she’s definitely making her way towards the meadow. I fly up to the canopy of the treeline and hide myself. It doesn’t take that long for the mystery mare to finally stop and set up camp in the meadow.
Who are you, unicorn? Why are you here? Most importantly, why have you come to our meadow?