Life of a Nobody

by Xinrick

Nobody becomes a chick cause that's original (please don't hate me)

“Seriously, fuck Zeke.” I said to myself while actively attacking a test dummy.

“You mean you want to fuck him...her?” Jenny said appearing out of a DTN, Joy behind her.

“Zeke can take however long he wants, that's fine, but to actively be a cunt about it all is not right.” I said bluntly.

“Well what did you expect? You first off saying plain up that you're the man and Zeke is gonna be a woman for the rest of his life cause you say so? Kinda rude and arrogant of you.”

I took a deep breath. “And here I just wanted to openly vent to myself without someone being all ‘oh hey, you were an asshole while Zeke get’s a pass for actively being a douche’.” I rolled my eyes.

“Did you or did you not state you were the male full time, implying In order to even love/make love to Zeke he had to be a chick?”

“Never really implied anything.” I said honestly. “Me saying ‘I’m the guy’ was more like...setting ground rules to the new thing? Cause out of the three of us I haven’t done...literally anything as a woman like those two.”

“Well did you explain it that way to Zeke?” Jenny asked. “I know him well and from how we lived we often Interpret normal things with more selfish or vemeanings. Mainly cause that's how the people we spoke with have them. 'just force of habit.”

“He said ‘he likes to play with fire’, but when he actively gets burned because of it he blamed me for his own fuck up. There’s a difference between ‘teasing’, and active molestation as he did several times.” I frowned.

“Well…consider our role models growing up? Flirting and borderline rape were almost the same thing for them.”

“I would like to, but Zeke has actively shown he’s better than that.” I said bluntly. “How can I, one of his friends and now husband, believe Zeke is actively worse than what he’s displayed so far?”

“You forget, majority of the time you and Zeke spoke and interacted there was an event of significant, well, trouble. Zeke takes times of pressure and high stakes as, well, normal. Hell it took me nine weeks to stop waking up and immediately punching the others in bed.” Jen said as Joy nodded. “It's just how we were raised. Now things are calm and Zeke has no idea what to do with all the tranquility.”

“I’m pretty sure I’ve interacted with him several times when things were calm and not when things were bad.” I said honestly.

“Yes, but it never lasted long or was after a different major event. That rush and pressure was still in his system.”

“Uh...what?” I asked. “No seriously, in context that makes literally no sense how Zeke is an actively better person that understands basic social skills when under pressure, but when not under pressure that’s literally thrown out the window.” I said honestly.

“Think of it like soldiers with PTSD. They were normal before service, and after, witnessing those horrors their mind adjusted to the violent horrors as a normal. So when they return they can't process a non violent society. They don't act right or normal.We grew up knowing only violence.”

I took a deep breath. “Alright, but again...Zeke knows betters, I can point at Daybreak to show how much he knows better.” I said honestly.

“To Zeke it was no different that building an effective hideout. Hell I could have done just as well. To him daybreak was a base, we don't get attached to places because we know or expect it to not last long. It's why you don't see him shedding tears or moping about it.”

I rubbed my temples. “You know...I expected to just beat up a test dummy and vent to myself, not have people tell me ‘hey, your the one that fucked up’ for no reason.”

“Well you didn't know exactly. On the front you can't really notice it. Just try and remember Zeke processes stuff differently when it's been peaceful for too long. If it helps next time you see them give them some purpose. Something to drive them and bring out the Zeke we all love.”

“Well Eclipsa would probably have that settled.” I said honestly. “But…” I sighed out. “Still a little hung up on why he thought I would ever think Eclipsa and him were whores...like, what the fuck? That’s not right, and I never would.”

“Well he is both genders now, so maybe both male and female hormones are conflicting? I mean you don't see an angry pregnant woman being reasonable.”

“I mean...technically Eclipsa is pregnant and she was perfectly reasonable.” I said honestly.

“Yes but, a, she has been a woman long enough to adjust to those hormone changes, and B she is in early stages of her pregnancy. Give it time. She will have her moments.”

“Fine fine.” I said simply. “But I kinda doubt that given he’s Kingdom Hearts and that shouldn’t be a factor anymore.” I said honestly. “But he’s also been married long enough, he should know sex is a wonderful and sacred thing, not just quick flings that mean nothing.”

“He has also been on the 'inserting’ side of sex as long as you have. Now he'll have to be used to 'receiving’. And you don't want to at least meet him halfway so he has at least someone who knows what he will be going through or go through it with him...her...need a proper label for this.”

“He has both though, and he has most likely gotten used to the ‘receiving’ given what Unum did to him.” Ben said honestly. “But here’s a thing, I have only been a woman for...like, not that long. So even going half way will be weird for me and...honestly I’d rather not be apart of the running trend here.” I said nervously.

“Are just scared of pregnancy and childbirth?”

“Well I’m scared of having kids with Eclipsa and Zeke cause I’d rather not die.” I said honestly. “Cause when Spoiled and Kexez had a kid...well I nearly died because of it. So it’s a bit less than me getting pregnant with at least ten or so kids and more…I don’t want to hurt those I care about…”

“Well take it from a woman who has given birth… a lot. I got like a lot with Joy so far. Besides, you're an admin, king of nothingness. It's not like you can't heal yourself either or have like a million medics with you for it. But childbirth is… a painful but pride filled moment. If you ever want to feel pride in yourself about anything, having a child holds no higher honor.”

“It wasn’t because of some outside force, it was literally my own power not liking what happened.” I said. “

“Yes but Spoiled is evil and Kexez was an ass. I'm sure a wanted union would be fine.”

“Alright alright.” I said honestly. “But did you come here of your own volition or did someone ask you to come here?” I asked curiously, finding it a little odd that she suddenly just came here. “Oh, and did you meet Ashe?”

“Seriously, where the hell did you find a Behemoth lady?” Joy asked.

“Met Ashe, she's nice. Huge tits,and came of my own Volition. Heard what happened from your Luna who spent some time with Zeke and Eclipsa through the door. Time passes differently though. Like a day here is a few hours there.”

“Not surprised.” I said honestly. “Time is a weird thing.” I said honestly. “So...because I like driving segways off a cliff, do I have to actually...be both?”

“Sure. Besides, it's fun. I should know.” Jenny said, dropping her pants, to Ben's absolute horrors, revealing a three inch limp penis and golf ball sized testicals. Ben staired in horror for a while. “Already knocked up Sweetie.” She said, pulling them back up. “Plus the orgasms are so much better, seriously if anything the orgasms are worth it.”

I looked at Joy, who just blushed but shrugged. “Christ…” I muttered. “I’m...still certain I’ll be dragged off somewhere if I turn into both…” I sighed out before taking a deep breath. “This is...gonna be weird.” I said before using my powers to...make myself both genders.

I was now taller, felt arguably heavier in the pants… and saw as EIGHT tits grew from my chest to my lower belly. “Damn! Grandma Den said eight tits were rare!” Jenny said in surprise.

“Oh no…” I said, my voice having changed as well to...a pretty lovely voice. “I became both...and I became bigger in every way…” I covered my face in my fluffier hands...also yes, I did just become fluffier as well.

“Lol.” Jenn chuckled. “Your hair is lovely.” Jenny said.

Joy brought out a mirror big enough to help me see how I changed. My hair was longer, but not further than my shoulders. It felt a lot like Mom's hair… soft and silky. “So uh… gonna take motherhood lessons?” Joy asked. “I am positive your wives would be okay with it.”

“At the moment...I just want to get used to this…” I said while seeing my tits. “Christ...eight...how big are these things anyway!?” I asked, trying not to laugh at the absurdity of this.

“Taking a guess…” Jenny pondered. “Your top set of knockers are small D's and your middle set are C's, and the last two sets are large B cups… huh. Cool. Biggest on top, lowest on bottom.”

“They feel bigger than that though…” I said worriedly. “Rarity and Coco are gonna flip…”

“Dire wolf sizes are measured differently.” Jenny said, actually walking up and grabbing my third row left boob… why does this feel so good and embarrassing all at once?! “A Dire wolf C cup is more like a standard human D cup.”

“Oh so there about a size above?” I asked while blushing brightly. “Fuck me this is so weird…” I said before raising my hand and Thorns shooting out and crushing a camera Joy brought out of nowhere.

“Oh! Your tail is longer too!” Jenny informed me. Looking back, my tail was two feet long! Very fluffy, and while heavier, but also somehow easier to move.

“Literally everyone’s going to flip…” I muttered.

“If anything of this will make you know how Zeke is feeling now.” She said, releasing my boob from her grip, an after image feeling of sorts left on it still had me feeling it for a while. “Also I came to ask you something.”

“And...that would be?” I asked worriedly, not even knowing what I’m doing with my life anymore.

“I found out my… first dad is alive.”

“Want to go meet him?” I asked. “Also...I’m not gonna be like this when I tag along...too many questions will arise...that I don’t need at the moment.”

“No uh… Look I love him, really… but I know him too well. He's in hiding cause he can't stop being bad… doing bad. In his words it would be like 'I've lived long enough to be set in my ways.’” Jenny quoted. “So if you find him… and you can't capture him… can you… kill him?”

“I will my daughter.” I said gently. “I’m...still proud of you ya know?”

“Thanks… I just wish he wasn't so… stubborn. He's like you in a lot of ways but… you know… murderous.”

“It happens.” I said honestly. “Sometimes stubbornness can work out...other times...well weird shit happens.”

“Yeah. Also it seems like having both genders is gonna be the new norm for us. Eh, I don't mind. I mean, children don't care who or what their parents are, being both means you're both mother and father regardless.”

“True.” I said honestly. “But Eclipsa and Zeke are going to be so confused...and I’m pretty sure the writers are gonna get some serious flack for this.” I said worriedly, having a feeling fourth wall breaks are gonna be a bit more common cause of my marriage to Eclipsa.

“Well Eclipsa already does Vore pretty much but if there's an excuse for it that makes sense all they can do really is complain.”

“Alright.” I sighed out. “Well...time to face the music.” I sighed out. “God...this is gonna be so weird…” I muttered. “Oh, actually there’s one thing before hand I forgot...was there a new Council Member for Fair Game?” I asked, remembering sending it out to find the right person.

“After some talk we decided the best candidate was the only other magic card user here. Officer Dorlu.” Joy said. “He is already experienced with magic cards, trained you with them and already services the city very well.”

“To be honest I was still half expecting my council to be the somebody versions of the original Organization thirteen.” I said honestly.

“Well one out of thirteen isn't bad.” Joy laughed.

“True.” I said while looking around at the training area being big enough. “Alright…” I muttered while sending out a call for my family and my council members to meet here. “This is...going to be so weird…”

When they arrived there was a share of some laughs, but overall acceptance. They reassured me that they loved me as both genders or one. Now, it was time for actions to help me, adjust to this form a bit more. First was clothing. Rarity wanted to redo my entire outfit and...undergarments… Then a lesson on how my female body parts work from the dire wolf wives, Since I am a Dire Wolf. After that Luna was going to help me with Sensitivities… meaning things that is they rub me a certain way would trigger certain things to happen. Then Twilight was going to help me learn hygiene with these new parts. Then Rarity again was going to show me how to ‘accessorize’ which I am not going to enjoy… and lastly we were going to have a long talk about what I am ready for in terms of Sex, and what I would rather wait for a while to try out.

So...First up was Clothing. I had to be… naked for this for Rarity to get proper measurements of ALL my assets…. This is so freaky...

“God...this is so embarrassing…” I whined while trying and failing to cover myself. “I know you’ve seen me naked hundreds of times but...this feels different…” I said while my entire face was beat red. “Seriously...why?” I asked nervously.

“A simple fact darling is that most women either feel weak and exposed when naked or are not confident in their looks. For you it’s most likely the new body you are not used to and being nude with it around us. Honestly I like it, I’ve always wondered what it would be like to measure Den for a dress or bra, so this is pretty close to me knowing.” She said, a cloth measuring tape around my second set of knockers, a bit tight but not too much it squeezed them. “To be honest I wish I had your legs, slim legs are nice but I’ve always enjoyed how ladies with thicker thighs look. They really pop in the right dress.”

“I looked at myself in a mirror and...BBW Amazon is what came up at the moment…” I blushed at that. “Jeez...I’m glad all of you are so accepting...but good lord…” I said, still not believing how I looked.

“Well when you are not around for some loving we do entertain each other~” Rarity cooed, taking notes before moving to the lower set of my tits. “We’ve all learned to love not only you, but one another just as much as we love you. Just because we can only have children with you at the moment does not mean we make love to only you. I am sorry if it sounds offensive, but that’s how it is. I do wonder how this will change things in the future. I mean, Jenny and Sweetie are already having a kid separate from Joy. Oh I wonder how they will look?”

“Still a little surprised at that to be honest.” I said honestly.

“From what I heard it was spur of the moment when Jenny heard what Zeke was doing.” Rarity informed, taking her measurements then onto my lower breasts, the cloth measuring grazing the side and making me shiver from the light touch.  “And besides, Joy will love that child regardless he is the biological father or not. I remember Princess Cadence once said Gender and Blood mean nothing in the face of true unbiased love.”

“I know.” I nodded. “Also...is it me or did certain...parts get bigger?” I asked, not entirely sure if it was just because of my tits or something else that made my lower regions feel a little heavier.

“Why yes. From my own...experiences measuring your hips in the past, I’d say your hips and derriere are about an inch and a half wider than when you were just a male. I must say if it wasn’t a tad offset by your eight breasts, they’d make your figure pop in the right pants.”

“Maybe.” I said honestly while looking at my fluffy ass in the mirror. “Jeez...you can bounce bits off these…” I muttered.

“Don’t tempt Rune.” Rarity quipped, finishing up the last of her measurements on my breasts and now onto my legs. “Though to be fair we have all tried that at some point with each other. Unsurprisingly Celestia and Pinkie Pie bounce them the highest when they hit.”

“Not surprised.” I said honestly. “Seriously, asses bounce like nobody’s business.” I said. “Also...little concerned about...the fact I can lactate…” I blushed even brighter, Rarity seeing small little drops of milk coming from my new breasts.

“Oh that? It means you’re coming into heat.” She said simply, not measuring my tail. “Your Dire Wolf wives informed us that it’s part of their biology when going into a heat, a first sign before the rush. You’ve have about a week until it fully hits you. But this can work, as nursing young ones can reduce the force of it.”

“Oh no…” I muttered worriedly. “Yeah...that’s what I needed...an entire week of being an even bigger horn dog around you all…” I grumbled. “Both metaphorically and literally…”

“Relax Ben, Zecora is working on a potion so you don’t have to endure it THIS time. We do expect this means we can see you feel as we do when heat hits us.”

“I felt what you people go through in bed…” I said. “This is...gonna be so weird…” I sighed out. “But hey...I’m bigger and fluffier so...I’m even better at cuddles now.” I said. “And cuddles are always nice.” I said warmly, being a bit of a cuddlebug.

“With pillows like that on your torso expect a lot more to come~” Rarity cooed/ foretold. My measurements were finished and she placed me in a bathrobe and sat me in a chair. “Now then, time for fabrics!” She said happily.

“I just thought of...when I dry off after a bath I’m going to be a literally fluff ball…” I said honestly. “Like..even more so than normal.”

“Oh don’t be like that. We all have fluff issues once we exit the bath.” Rarity said, levitating a roll of fabric over to me. It was a simple white color. “This is called Cotton satin. Despite the name it is as soft as silk, durable, and perfect for some panties. What do you think?” Rarity asked, letting me feel it. It was… very soft… how come male clothes aren’t this soft?

“Why aren’t male clothes this soft, like what the fuck?” I pouted.

“It’s mostly for gender reasons. Males are meant to be hard and rugged and females are delicate and dainty, so we get softer clothes but they do have their downsides. For example, panties are soft and feel amazing, but they are thin, as are most all female clothes. Get wet and you see everything, and when it's cold out they are often so thin and even tight that the cold just goes right through you.” Rarity said, something clicking in her head. “Oh my.”

“Did you forget I still have my junk?” I asked. “And there could be the ‘make the fabric thicker’ solution ya know? Don’t need it to be paper thin.”

“Yes I was just thinking that! One moment. She said, running off to her closet before returning with a pair of my boxers. “Now then, this is male undergarments. Often looser for their genitals, and female panties are a bit tighter, often able to slip on and off with complete ease and no extra space for what is not between the legs. I am going to try and mix them, make enough room for your genitals while keeping that gentle hug feeling a females undergarments have.”

“That would be amazing.” I said with a smile. “Cause seriously...having this soft fabric down there would just be wonderful.”

“Exactly. I could revolutionize undergarments! I just need… one more measurement…”

I blushed a little. “Um...wouldn’t you...also need to take two other measurements as well?” I asked, thinking she might need to redo my dick measurements based on the new underwear she’s making. “But...oh dear, this is gonna be awkward…”

“Yes perhaps. I will need to measure the size of your testicals and your penis both limp and erect.”

“And then you need the...third new measurement…” I said nervously. “Uh...do I need to...lay back?” I asked, not sure about having my brand new vagina touched yet, and not entirely sure if my breasts will hinder those measurements.

“Standing would be best as it would help there. I am positive just me, heh, well, fondeling your testicals will give you you an erection, and I will try and avoid touching your vagina as much as possible.” She said, helping me up. “Are you ready?”

I stood up. “Ready as I’ll ever be.” I said. “And hey...it’ll help me get used to...certain things.” I said sheepishly, not entirely knowing how a female actually feels when aroused.

“Right.” Rarity said, getting to her knees and having me hold the robe back… God I did this a lot back when I was only a dude but this is just weird now… “Oh my!” Rarity said in surprise.

“What?” I asked worriedly. “Is something wrong?”

“Um, no. No not at all it's just… well I've seen you limp before love and… it has never hung this low before…” I took a look. Limp my… penis used to be average… I think… now it's like five inches without any blood flow to it.

“Jeez...what did he grow an extra half a foot?” I asked nervously, only wondering how it was when fully erect.

“Well, time to work.” Rarity measured my limp penis first, not touching it to keep it that way, then, she finally placed the measuring tape around my testicals. “Owe!” She yelped as my penis went hard immediately and I felt it… poke her. Looking down at went from six… to eleven… even the thickness was larger… “Oh...my…”

“Okay yeah that’s longer and thicker…” I muttered, remembering at full it was about a foot long and about two or three inches thick because of me being a Dire Wolf but...it was longer than that...not like another foot...but damn near a half a foot in length...and another inch in thickness. “Good lord...why the hell am I bigger as a chick?”

“Must be the hormones.” Rarity said. “I remember reading in a medical magazine a female with male genitals that produce testosterone have two possible effects.Either enhanced strength and physical prowess, or enhanced features. The male testosterone supercharging certain aspects in puberty, including the penis and testicals themselves. Several studies we're done on it, one even by Twilight, or at least a quick memo for a health magazine.”

“Right then...so uh...yeah I’m guessing...half a foot longer and...at least an inch thicker…” I guessed. “The others are going to be shocked by this…” I muttered. “Uh...to uh...change the subject a bit...what do you think of Ashe?” I asked curiously, hoping to help Rarity focus on work instead of...other things.

“She’s nice.” Rarity said, refocusing and went back to measuring my testies. That was quick though and now she was measuring my erect dick… “Looks like you won't be nutting anyone without a potion of stretching.” She said. “Stars this would wreck anyone unprepared.”

“S-sorry…” I said nervously. “But uh...what’s the average for a pony? I...don’t actually know if this is too big normally or what…”

“Oh. Well average if I recall is seven inches. Largest I've heard of is thirteen. Most mares can only take up to twelve. Though I hear earth ponies can take more, something to do with the soils and fertility and all that.”

I gently scratched the back of my neck nervously. “Oh...so uh...this is too big huh?” I asked nervously, not wanting to hurt the ones I cared about because of this.

“Thickness wise any mare who takes this is in for a shock. Lengthwise you could have them practically pole dancing on it. We are going to have to find a solution to that of course.”

“Sorry…” I said sheepishly. “Like...did my Dire Wolf wives even say what the average is? Cause...even for a Dire Wolf it feels a little big…”

“It depends really. I think your dire wolf wives, the larger ones can take this, but the smaller ones would have to shift to their feral forms to handle it's size. As for the rest of us… hmm… There must be some spells or something. I bet Twilight can figure it out.” Rarity said, wrapping the robe back on me, my erection still was poking out. “Oh… so, how long till… that, goes away?”

“Uh...no idea…” I said worriedly. “But uh...I have...an idea to help get it down…”

“Hmm… Well in any case I have an idea.” Rarity said.

“Uh...what’s your idea?” I asked, wondering what her idea would be before I said my silly idea.

“Well. About two years before we met, I had a customer come in from Trottingham. And she needed a special bra. Her breasts were massive, and only from milk! Since her first heat they never stopped producing it. She made a career out of it though, but maneuvering in them on her super swollen days was… difficult. So I made her a bra and managed to enchant the fabric to shrink her assets when worn. She went from a cup size that I believe has yet to be named to a C cup with that bra on, and when she took it off, they were normal sized again. I can do the same for your undergarments and bras...bra? I'll figure that out. But it won't take anything away. Just conceal the majority.”

“Oh yeah, Milky Way. I’m pretty sure she’s one of my many many wives.” I said honestly. “But...that would help...my idea to just get it to calm down was...well...I have breasts it can reach…” I blushed brightly. “Yeah...it’s a dumb idea…” I muttered, my idea being just give myself a titjob cause it could reach...god this is weird.

“Oh .. well at least masterbation will be something to experiment with then.” Rarity said. “I'll get started on the undergarments… if you do masterbation please do it in the toilet.” She said, rushing her sewing machine.

“I think I’d need to do it in a full bath to be honest...if another thing didn’t also get increased…” I muttered, fearing that I could ‘produce’ more than my male form.

“Well, if you do please clean the mess love.” Rarity said as she started making the garments.

the scene below is pure clop/fetish fuel, read at own will.(first attempt...please don’t hate me)

I sighed out. “Alright…” I said before going to the bathroom. “Good thing all the doors are big enough…” I muttered while entering the bathroom. “Christ...can’t believe I’m doing this…” I muttered while taking off my bathrobe. “Well...this will certainly be an experience…” I muttered before sitting down in the big bathtub and carefully moved my raging stiffy in between my fluffy breasts.

“Oh...wow…” I muttered, always loving a boobjob so my soft, fluffy breasts just touching my dick was a pleasant feeling as I gently started to put my hands on the pair of breasts my dick was mostly in between and started to rub it slowly. “Never...ever thought I’d...be doing this to myself…” I muttered, the sensations of grabbing my sensitive breasts and rubbing my hard cock was all around really good.

I saw my breasts leaking more milk given I was horny as fuck, and being the person with a lactation fetish...I decided to move a hand up and move one of my big breasts to my mouth...again, today is literally filled with firsts as I started to drink my own breast milk, moaning loudly as so many things just kept feeling amazing. ”Too many things...feel so good…” I mentally grunted as I kept up my self pleasure, going faster as my dick twitched more as I got closer and closer to that sweet release.

My moans and whimpers kept growing as I started to thrust my dire wolf cock between my tits, rubbing my sensitive breasts and enjoying my breast milk that it all just got too much, I let the tit that I was suckling on fall as I howled in pleasure, feeling myself cumming finally, and glad I closed my eyes cause I came quite a bit,the ropes of my seed shot out onto my head and the top of my tits...and it just kept cumming as my head was covered in my seed as well as down to my second row of breasts...damn...pretty sure that increased to. “O~kay…” I moaned softly, panting heavily at the wonderful time I had. “Well...better clean up…” I muttered as I...also tasted my own seed, which strangely enough tasted like a whole bunch of fruity flavors...not entirely sure why but I have a feeling it involved all my wives.

Clop scene ended, resume regular reading(god help me)

I turned on the shower as I waved a hand, a few towels appearing neatly folded where I could grab them when I was done showering. “Well...better get cleaned up.” I muttered while checking the dozens of shampoos and soaps Rarity and several others made sure was in all the bath’s.

Shampoo was already an issue when I got all this hair, but all this extra fluff is making me use up a bit over half a bottle to get it everywhere I can… I don’t know how to scrub right in this body either...

“Jeez...am I about to even ask to help bathe myself?” I muttered to myself, really hating how little I know here.

I ended up just making the water go full blast and just hosed it off. “Gonna learn hygiene later…” I muttered, having a bad feeling my fluff will be too much for some reason.

With what I could see hosed off, I dried off then put the bath robe back on. Heading out I saw Rarity and Coco at the sewing room.

“Hello.” I said to the two. “How are things going?”

“Rarity called me over when you left for the bathroom to masterbate.” That coming from Coco turned my face cherry red. Her voice is just so...innocent sounding for those words! “Came in when you seemed to cum if that howl was any indication and started helping her sew the bra while she did the Panties.”

“Your too innocent to say those words…” I said. “But...thanks Coco.”

“Come on. I’ve got the bra halfway done.” Walking up there I saw the bra was the same color blue as my fur, the upper cups seemed done while only four more needed to be made attached to the frame already finished. “Once it’s done Rarity will be enchanting the fabric, that’s why the cups are much smaller than your boobs. Your upper six will be in order, by standard cup sizes, D, C, B, then A which is the last two.”

“Alrighty then.” I said honestly. “You two would know a lot more about clothing than me...especially now.” I said with a little blush.

“Well it is quite the thing to be making a bra and boxer-pantie hybrid undergarments for our husband, that alone is a sentence I never thought I’d say, but it helps me figure out how to custom make fabrics much better.”

“There’s a lot of things people didn’t think would happen...like me being both for instance.” I said honestly. “Also...yeah cleaning up is a pain to deal with given all this fur…” I said while I was really fluffy from my shower.

“Yeah, I can already tell you didn’t clean right. No offence but dry semen has this stink and it’s kinda coming off you.” She said. “I’ll get Luna so she can bath you properly, and show you how.”

“Yeah...I mean, Twilight was going to teach me how to clean...but I was too nervous to actually ask for help…” I said nervously.

Coco chuckled. “Relax. To help you get used to it we are having a public bathroom made here. And I mean a BATH room. Giant pools of nice hot water and artificial waterfalls to wash the soap and such off. I saw the plans for it. Looks amazing.”

“I...kind of wanted to make a hot spring type place but never got around to it.” I said honestly. “Always wanted to go to a hot spring...must be nice.”

“It will be done later today so once it is, we can enjoy the waters. I’m sure we can also find a place to enjoy such things too.”

“True.” I nodded. “But...yeah I have a feeling I’m gonna smell like this for a bit...but uh...random question…” I blushed a little. “What do I...taste like?” I muttered, beyond embarrassed to ask such a thing.

“Oh… heheh.” Coco started to blush now. “Um, normally it’s kinda like a slimy salt candy, with a strong musky smell of course… and sometimes it’s kinda plain. Though Pinkie and Twin swear it tastes like vanilla. Then again they are always covering you in icing beforehand…”

“True...but uh...to me for some unknown reason...tasted like a massive cocktail of...all of you…” I said sheepishly.

“All of us?” Coco asked.

“I’m...not entirely sure how to say this…” I said nervously. “But...yeah, tasted like all...of you...I’m sure Rarity would...kind of understand what I’m trying to say because I’m being a pansy about it…” I sighed out.

“Hehe. Well at least you can always remember our taste when you are away~” She cooed, my tail wagging enough to make a light breeze.

“Done!” Rarity cried out from her sewing station.

“Uh...cool.” I said, my entire face was glowing red at this point. “Jeez...today is going to b a day…”

Rarity walked over to me, holding in both hands undergarments that looked like small boxers but were white, looked soft, only slightly thinner than normal boxers and looked like they were panties in the crotch area, and had a… moon print design. “Sorry, it was the only pattern of this fabric I thought would go well with your fur color. It’s a tad childish but we can work on that later.” She said. “Now for the spell.” Rarity said, her horn lighting up and magic covering the undergarments. A few seconds passed then it stopped. “And done! I made it a bit extra strength so while you won’t feel your penis and testicals with them on, they are still there and will make themselves known when you pull them down! That is the first time I have ever said that…”

“Today’s full of firsts.” I said honestly. “Thanks you two, they look great as usual.” I said honestly. “But...I might need help with the bra cause...never put one on…”

“Don’t worry love. We have time before it is ready. Coco how is it coming along?”

“Almost done. Just four more breast cups to go.” Coco replied.

“Excellent! So while Coco does that I will show you how to put one on, then we will help you with the new one.”

“Alright.” I nodded. “I just had to be one of the lucky ones with eight of these…” I sighed out.

“From what Den and your other Direwolf wives have told me it’s a sign of extreme fertility. A natural born Den Mother. Like, well, your mother. Actually surprised you are not around her height.”

“I probably still have room to grow...but I’m also surprised mom hasn’t appeared yet.” I said honestly. “Remember...this is day one on my ‘both genders’ experience.”

“Well she did say she can’t actually appear. Only through a statue of her… why not make one? That way we can see if it works!” Rarity thought.

“Oh yeah...that’s true…” I sighed out. “Well...might as well make one...but what material should I make it out of?” I asked. “I want to make it special...like mom.”

“Start off simple. Wood, then something more flexible and better later.” Rarity said, levitating over a large bra. “Now then, there are a few ways to actually put on a bra.”

“And...I have a feeling it depends on how it stays connected?’ I asked, knowing some are together by hooks, others straps and so on.

“Yes, and no.” She said. “This is a hooked bra. The most common type. It’s simple and sometimes if you have it in a rough fabric or a size too small, uncomfy, but this looks your exact size. Anywho. We will be starting with slipping it on first.” She said, helping me slide my arms in through the straps. “How’s that feel?”

“Soft.” I said, given the material of the bra was supposed to be soft and comfortable. “But uh...is there a problem with not wearing one of these?” I asked sheepishly.

“You’ll have them sagging down to your feet in your late twenties if not.” Rarity warned.

“Alright alright.” I said honestly. “I believe you.” I said while moving sure it stayed on my top tits. “Jeez, add in a special mesh to the bra Coco’s making and it might as well be a bulletproof vest.” I chuckled a little.

“Feels like that when you are first putting them on.” Rarity said. “Now, you’re going to want this frame under your breasts, so you will have to lift them up and slide this under, then place them inside to keep it there.”

“Alright…” I said while moving my breasts to help fit them into the bra cups better. “Like this?” I asked, hoping I was actually doing it right even though the cups were very supportive. “Proper support always feels nice…” I said honestly.

“Yes like that.” Rarity said, helping me move my arms to the back hooks. “Feel the hooks on the right and hoops they grab onto on the left?” She asked, motioning my fingers to them.

“Yes.” I said while getting my hands onto the hooks. “Now...should just be a simple hook right?” I said, trying to hook the bra so it can stay on me.

“Yes. Not too sharp but an old bra hook can scratch you.” She said, pulling my arms back a bit for the hooks and loops to meet. “Now this is the tricky part. Just hook them into the proper loops.”

“Alright…” I muttered while trying to put the proper hook in the proper loop. “Still don’t like trying to do things behind my back...annoying with aprons, annoying with this…” I muttered while managing to get the hook into the loop.

Four more hooks later it was done and I let go. The support was… nice, felt less heavy weight hanging on my chest. “Perfect!”

“Ah, that’s better.” I said honestly. “Feels nice to.”

“Yes, some women hate them and for good reasons, but for women like myself with a little extra baggage on the top it’s a lifesaver.” Rarity said, looking me over. “In fact, seeing you in this attire is quite… sexy. If you could… pose a bit?”

I blushed a little. “I’m...not entirely good with poses.” I said while striking a pose I hoped look nice and not silly. “I...hope my pose is okay…”

“Hehe. It’s a bit off. Try leaning forwards with your arms under your top breasts, oh! And stick your rear in the air, tail curled a bit...please?”

I gave Rarity a deadpan look. “Really?” I asked honestly with a knowing smile.

“I’m sorry and you have how many like that of us in your Assistant?” She countered.

“I know I know.” I said while doing the special pose she wanted, even though my face was beat red I gently put my arms around my top breasts to accentuate them, sticking out my fluffy butt and gently curling up my tail. “How’s this look?”

“Oooohh… Now I see why you like us doing that…” Rarity said, snow white fur turning cherry red. “I am going to enjoy making you langeree~” She said with a perverted smile I’d never seen on Rarity before… I am both happy and scared at once.

“Well...glad your happy about that...please don’t go overboard…” I said worriedly.

“Oh Ben, I’m only going as far as you made us go~” She foretold, making me a bit worried now...

“I am the scared…” I said worriedly.

“Done!” Coco said, walking over with my multi breast supporting bra It looked more like a shirt than a bra, save for the breast pockets. “This was the only design that would support your four sets of breasts.”

“Good enough I suppose.” I said. “Thank you Coco…” I said, even though I was still in that pose because I was too worried about what Rarity was saying.

“Oh, and Ben, that’s a pretty good pose. Though any lower and I’d call it…doggy style you’re after.” She made a pun, making Rarity chuckle.

I got up and pouted cutely. “How dare you.” I huffed. “Bad pun.”

“Couldn’t resist.” Coco said, helping me take off the bra Rarity helped me put on then helped me put the one she made on. “Now this one has the hooks on the left side and some velcro straps for extra measure. Rarity, if you’d please?”

“Yes of course.” She said, casting the enchantment then they helped me in. This was a lot easier to put on since was closed up from the side, and it worked. First off, I can see my toes again passed my breasts, and it felt like below my now magic boob shrinking bra it felt like I had a stomach again and not just boobs from neck to waist. “It’s perfect!” Rarity said. The colors was a plane black. “Now, we can work on your cloak.”

“Take three on the cloak.” I chuckled a little. “Jeez, here I thought I would only need the one…”

“Well aside from altering your cloak, then making you some extra pairs of bras and panties Coco and I will be busy for a bit. Days even. Til then I do have something you can wear… and sorry if it’s not to your liking.” Rarity said, coming back with… a long, pink night gowned. “I made them for your other Dire Wolf wives. This should fit since you are now taller and none of your old clothes will fit you at the moment love.”

I waved a hand and changed it’s color to a greyish blue. “There, better.” I said. “Even as a girl...still not a fan of pink.” I said honestly.

“Fair enough… though Pink would look good on you! Complement your darker colors so well.” She said as I slipped this on… it was thin, like tissue paper. But covered, and only went til just above my knees… this is like a skirt...so weird.

“Seriously, this needs to be a bit thicker...tissue paper thin is not good for anyone.” I said honestly.

“It’s meant for comfort and, well you can guess quick access to the lower areas. Something to keep you covered after sex so you aren’t just naked under the sheets.”

“I understand.” I said honestly. “But still…” I sighed out. “I’m just gonna have to get used to this huh?”

“At least till we make you better clothes.” Rarity said. “Now then, two of your Direwolf wives are waiting in the medical wing to give you an in depth introduction to your new biology.”

“Alright...time to go there.” I said. “Thanks.” I said while giving my two lovely seamstresses a hug before heading to the medical wing. “More weird things are gonna happen…I just know it…” I muttered while bringing out a block of wood and a knife while starting to carve a statue of mom while I walked to the medical center.

I got halfway done then made it to the area. This place was nice enough as a medical bay goes. I was met by Donna, the only blond dire wolf, not from hair dye either. She had boobs the size of… mine… damn… only she has six like normal. “Hi Ben.” Donna said, giving me a smiling wave and smile. “Love the night gown.” She said, pulling out her claw and trailing it down between my breasts. “Can’t wait to tear it up off you when you’re ready for it~”

“Well...this was all Rarity and Coco had on hand.” I said sheepishly. “But how are you doing today?”

“Looking into weather to bend you over with a dick of my own or a strap on.” God she’s as bad as Rune sometimes… but a literal degree in Dire wolf history and biology means she’s my teacher now...

I took a deep breath. “So...Rarity made mention about a few things…” I tried to start, not entirely sure where to start here given who this lady was.

“Right. Anything specific then? Mating habits, social circles, mating, Den making?”

“Well, Rarity made mention because I have...eight breasts I’m actually going to be a great Den mother...is that true?”

“Yes.” I was suddenly in a school desk and she stood in front of me, projectos on a tall chair displaying images on a white screen...how? “Now, in the past our race acted and still do, act much like ponies on Equiss, one or many males with a lot of females. Males protected and guarded territories while females and males would go out and catch prey.” She said, a cartoon picture comic strip of what she was saying flowing along as she talked. “But some females needed to stay to take care of and guard the young. We learned early on those born with eight breasts were not only the ones who birthed the largest litters, but also produced enough milk to feed their and many others young when they left for huntings. So, they were largely the Den mothers. However during our homeworld’s destructans many of them were killed with the young they cared for and guarded, and as such it was left to genetics to see if one would pop back up. Your mom, Den, became a Den mother mainly because she was vicious towards anything to the young and her breasts produced more than enough milk for several litters. So you’re the first ‘natural born’ Den Mother since our world was toxified.”

“Right then.” I said. “So...Rarity made mention that she was surprised I’m not as big as Den...will I keep growing or am I stuck at this height?”

“Yes!” She said, the images a picture now one of me and Mom standing side by side. Me as is now and an easy four feet smaller. “As you see Den is eleven feet tall, and you are seven. A Dire Wolf female that is a truly devoted Den mother in both humanoid and feral forms grow larger than even the males as a means of shielding their young. This does not happen though until you first give birth, their bodies producing an overflow of growing hormones to increase their size. It also allows them a form of control over their own breasts. By this I mean they can control how much milk to produce at a time. This is so they don’t harm them when needing to escape or when traversing harsh terrains.”

“Makes sense.” I said honestly. “Um...considering I have both...um...how does one part get affected by all this? Cause Rarity did measurements and...it’s a half a foot bigger already…”

“In your case we have no idea. There has never been a Dire wolf of our race like you on record so we have no clue. That’s something we will figure out when it happens. If it happens.”

“Mind taking an educated guess?” I asked nervously.

“Hmm… Either it grows even larger than it is now, of like the breasts you can give yourself boners on command… that would be cool in all honesty.”

I sighed out. “And Rarity was already talking about how I was too big for most of my wives.” I said honestly. “I don’t want to hurt my wives cause my dick can now count as a bludgeoning weapon.” I said honestly.

Donna laughed. “True, but that can be an easyfix you know.”

“Magic?” I asked. “On either me or my wives?”

“Well you made yourself a female, right? Can’t you just make your penis smaller by will?”

“No idea…” I sighed out. “I mean...from what Rarity said a foot is about the high end for ponies, and as far as I know a foot is kind of average for Dire Wolves.”

“Well if you learn to resize it at will, I’ve tested myself to handle fourteen inches long, and three wide… so when you do, wreck me.” She said, her nose against mine. “Now then!” She said, back to the whiteboard. “So anymore questions?”

“How many kids would I have if I...you know, got pregnant?” I asked honestly.

“On average a Dire wolf like myself can have up to ten puppies at once, but on record a Den mother like yourself as full size can have almost thirty at once and immediately conceive again after birth. In short, Ben, love, you’re a bigger baby factory than Eclipsa.”

“Christ…” I whined. “So...how much stronger am I than my normal male form?” I asked, having been told Den Mothers are stronger.

“Strength wise right now it’s not too much difference. No noticeable strength growths happen til after your first litter is born, then you can easily dig tunnels into mountain sides in your humanoid form and leap over our world's tallest mountain, MT. Evermore, easily twice your earths Mt. Everest, in nine leaps.”

“Well...that’s surprising.” I said honestly. “Well...hmm...there’s still so much I should ask…” I said, trying to think of something to ask. “I mean...am I attractive by Dire Wolf standards?” I asked sheepishly.

“Ben, love, if the males out in your kingdom were in front of you right now, you’d be getting raped, no question about it. To our race a Dire wolf like you is not only important to our Den culture, but also is a sign of fertility and prosperity. You’re borderline a fertility goddess.”

“Oh dear…” I muttered. “That’s...not good. I’d like not to get raped thank you very much.” I frowned.

“Oh relax, it’s just an exaggeration. Though many would beg you to bear their litters.” She added. “Anything else?”

“What’s special about Den Mother’s milk besides making as much as they want?” I asked curiously.

“Well for one it has healing properties the likes of which rival most healing potions.” She started. “When fed to young they grow faster, are stronger and their bones in our records and excavations are as strong as Adamantium and skin tough as Steel. That is, if they drink it even in adulthood, otherwise while they will be tough they’d be like the rest of us, strong, hard to kill, but still killable on the underbelly. This is key when it comes to a Den Mothers breast milk like yours.” She said, showing me her belly. “This is the thinnest, most easily harmed area on our race next to eyes and genitals. A cut deep enough here severes three arteries. We’d bleed out in seconds. ONe raised and continuing to drink Den Mothers milk has this area constantly reinforced, able to withstand normally deadly attacks.”

“Well...that’s...not good…” I said nervously. “That...makes me a little nervous on the belly rubs…” I said worriedly, now knowing that’s a dangerous spot and not wanting to do something that could hurt them that badly. “Well...that’s good to know...thought the breast milk was something from Cript but apparently not...okay personally, which of my wives or husbands would be the first one to knock me up?” I asked, wanting at least a little guess as to who before I fully go through with things.

“Most of the money is on Luna, your first Love, but Rune is planning on something. Also the money is tied on it being Zeke or Eclipsa.”

“I...wouldn’t be surprised if it would be those two.” I said honestly. “But I’m...still concerned about all of that...not to mention I have to be concerned about not hurting those two.”

“Oh, how so?”

“A combination of size and...our powers not entirely liking it in general.” I said honestly.

“Well the only way to see if it works is to, well, do it. Can’t live life having never tried anything. Can’t live life without a little hurt on you, or your loved ones.”

I looked down sadly. “I try not to have my loved ones get hurt…” I said, still remembering Diamond breaking my neck because I’m stubborn. “But...well Zeke’s going to laugh and Eclipsa...yeah Eclipsa’s just going to drag me to bed cause of how I look…” I said, having a good feeling Eclipsa would do that.

“Hope not… my money is on Luna…”

“Eclipsa doesn’t have a dick...but she might get one because Zeke decided to go down the middle and I decided to go down the middle as well…” I said. “But who knows until I actually go back to see them.”

“I guess. So! What do you want to know next. Any question is on the table.”

“Will I be a bigger cuddle bug than I already am?” I asked honestly. “And...how bad will my first heat be?”

“Given you have never had a heat before,being male before, and you are a natural born Den mother, your first heat will not hurt per say, rather your body will produce massive amounts of adrenaline and hormones basically making you a walking rape machine to anything with male parts. After that your next heats will be more manageable but even the slightest sight or allure of sex will be like resisting your own instincts to run from danger.”

“And...I also have male parts so shouldn’t I also be plowing my wives a bunch?” I asked. “Cause...it shouldn’t just be a one way street right?”

“Hmm...Given that you have both parts I see three outcomes. The first I told you, the second that if your own wives, us, are in any kind of heat also you’d also likely screw them on sight, and third you somehow literally screw yourself and impregnate yourself. Though how I have no idea.”

“Clones.” I said. “A lot of clones.”

“Possibly though in that case is that considered masterbating? Incest? And our self made infants… clones?”

“I don’t know...and I don’t want to know.” I sighed out. “So...I have a feeling I’ll be more of a cuddle bug then I already am?”

“Yes, you’re already a cuddler, but between hormones and if you’re like some of us where we like to hug solely to feel the pressure on our boobs, then yes. Yes you will. It all depends on you.”

“I like cuddles.” I said honestly. “So...yeah I might be a bigger cuddle bug. But let’s see...how many more people will try to join my herd because of this?” I asked honestly.

“Hard to tell really. That’s something for the future to see about.”

“Wonders.” I said. “So...anything else I should know about? Cause...not entirely sure on what to ask right now.”

“Yes. When you see your infants… you will instinctually try your damndest to feed them. Good luck with that.”

“Well...need to make sure the pups will be happy and healthy.” I said honestly. “Gonna be a little weird…”

“You’ll get used to it. Actually Derpy is gonna teach you that stuff.”

“Well...good to know.” I said honestly while pulling out my little totem and continuing to carve into it. “Anything else before I go see the next one?”

“Yes, and this one is a bit personal to talk about. It involved what Eclipsa does and your dislike of it.”

I sighed out. “I know...but why do you bring it up?” I asked curiously. “Want me to indulge her so she’s happy to share something she enjoys?”

“Actually I think I know why you dislike that but might find what she does enjoyable. Tell me, what do you know about Vore, or at least that’s basically what she does, in general?”

“From what I know about Vore is...literally eating someone whole, and...to some they think it would lead to very fast digestion which is just gross and weird…”

“Yes but how Eclipsa and her race in general seem to have literally evolved to do it is, from my research. Yes, I research fetishes. LONG before I met Rune.” She chuckled. “That is what we would call non-fatal, meaning if she had an anus they’d plop out there, but in this case she just swallows them and they stay there. One stomach of hers actually heals whoever is inside it, another just holds it, like storage, and the third does digest but they are built so they don’t digest someone when they swallow, they end up in either that they sit in til they are pulled out. It’s actually normal for them to swallow their own young for safety as her scales are about as hard as, well, bullet proof. While digesting someone for them is possible it takes a potion and is extremely taboo unless certain conditions are met by both parties.”

“Oh...well...that’s a thing.” I said honestly. “Interesting, didn’t know that.” I said, now kind of knowing why Eclipsa liked it.

“Yes. It’s their culture and way of life. It’s so intuned with their kind that anyone who doesn’t is looked at as… odd. Plane and simple. That aside, I believe you, given your dislike of the idea initially might have to do with mentality. In this, there are two kinds, prey and predator. Some have both, others stick to one. From what I hear Eclipsa HAS been swallowed before, a sister from Cript’s family from the world her mom came from moved into town, gave her the experience, so she can be both, but you I believe might be more suited for the predator mentality. Now tell me, what factors make people enjoy such actions casually or sexually?”

“I don’t know why people think a lot of things are sexual.” I said honestly. “Couldn’t really tell you to be honest...also there’s more of a…’personal experience’ part that makes me not like it besides my natural dislike of it.” I said, still hating that time Den did that.

“A common reason people get into Vore, in any form actually has to do with past experiences. Studies show those who actively seek this particular interest all have something in common. Aloneness. Feeling lost, alone, having lost others in the past, being swallowed or swallowing makes them feel that the person they are participating with will never leave them, filling that sense of solitude and abandonment they have had their whole lives. Another showed that it is related to non-fatal and it being considered relaxing. The breathing and heartbeat of the person you are in, or the feeling of holding someone inside them bring out more… primal feelings, for being inside it’s about a time before birth, when you were inside the womb and the world's problems were nonexistent, and for consuming it’s about a paternal feeling of carrying life within you.”

“Oh…” I muttered. “That’s...pretty special.” I said honestly. “I...didn’t expect it to be that important and special.”

“On the surface not many do, but when you get into the psychology of things you find everything has meaning.”

“Yeah.” I said honestly. “That makes sense.” I said honestly. “I...suppose that’s kind of how I see sex as a whole...a union of love...to show two people how much they care about each other.”

“Exactly, and in terms of Vore, there is no greater form of trust between two or more people then letting one swallow you alive in what should be a dangerous situation.”

“Makes sense…” I said. “Well...I suppose I should...at least give it a chance.”

“Now while there are those who treat Vore as nothing more than a sexual kink that let's them dominant another by consuming them whole the proper method to that with digestion has also its own meaning as there are also many ways to go about that, but since none of you will likely do that for fear of endangering loved ones you can all just stick to the standard.”

“Alrighty then.” I said honestly. “Uh...curious question...is Eclipsa even...big enough to fit all of me? Cause before I could say yes but I did just grow a foot taller and a few inches wider.”

“Yes. In a book I found on their species their Jaws unhinge to swallow this game up to three times the initial size of their mouths, their skin and flesh can stretch like a balloon and their stomachs and outer tails and such all do the same. She'd have no problem swallowing you or blowing you.”

“That’s...both cool and...a little terrifying.” I said nervously.

“If you want to test how you feel about it, given your race try being the predator first. Learn the safespells so you can stretch and not digest whoever you swallow, or in some cases shove in your boobs, ass, or womb, depends on preference, that actually includes those testies and dick mind you. But that's a whole other book of kink spells. However you want it, do it. But safeguard spells so they don't digest and can, ya know, breath in there. Also rubber spells. Not like the ones to prevent pregnancy, ones that make you stretchy and able to swallow them. Then either hack them up or let them pass through you till they pop out the rear. It's all about preference really.”

“I’m...still not entirely sure about all of this…” I said sheepishly. “Still just...feels a little gross ya know? Maybe it’s just me being a germaphobe or something.”

“So is sex. You think it's fun for us to clean out the excess jizz you blast in and on us? Nope, but we go along with it cause we love you, each other, and it's part of marriage.”

“Sorry.” I said sheepishly. “But...true.” I said honestly.

“Well, that covered everything I guess.” Donna said. The classroom set up vanishing as fast as it appeared.

“Sorry I haven’t been...well ‘more open’ to certain things you all might have wanted to do...just...a little nervous about it all I suppose.” I said sheepishly. “But thank you.”

“It's alright. The point is that now you are willing to try them. Everyone has different likes so as long as you at least experiment with them once or a few times to get a feel on if you like it or not, it's alright.”

“Alright.” I nodded. “So, who do I have to meet next?” I asked curiously, having a feeling I can go see either Twilight, Derpy or someone else at the moment.

“Luna. She's in the main bathroom. Same as Twilight, both figured they'd give you a dual lesson given the topics.”

“Makes sense...not to mention I need a bath if you haven’t noticed.” I said nervously.

“Noticed. And honestly, dry cum is not a nice smell.”

“Yeah…” I sighed out. “It’s really not...good thing the castle has some built in air fresheners just in case something like this happens.” I said, outside of my general area smelt clean and fresh while I still reeked.

I got up and headed for the bathrooms. It was next to the bedroom, a large place for us all but had communal showers… this is where I found Luna and Twilight...in a shower...naked...making out… and boner is back… thank you Rarity for this magic underwear.

“Uh…” I muttered. “Excuse me…” I muttered, so glad my underwear was magic or else my boner would hurt a bit.

“Om? Oh! Ben!” Twilight said, breaking their make out session. “We were waiting and got a little bored so…”

“No no, continue. I was enjoying the sight.” I chuckled a little.

Luna chuckled. “Maybe later. For now you smell like dry cum… why?”

“Um…” I blushed a little. “Well...jacking off with my new female body let me know a few things...like my breasts being pretty sensitive, soft and fluffy.”

“Hm.” Luna said with a grin, circling me. She then grabbed my gown from the straps, and yanked, the whole thing sliding down like butter she she wrapped her arms around me, one on my panties/boxers, the other groping a boob from the bra… oh god~ “I like this look. Can't wait to see you in your birthday suit.”

“You’d...be shocked.” I blushed brightly. “But...still thankful for her and Coco’s clothes…”

“I can tell, but for this lesson we need you bare and wet… and sadly I don't mean sexually.” Using her magic Luna teleported off my bra and pantie-boxers, and kept grabbing my boobs. “Wow. With tits like these and an ass like that you're giving my sister and I a run for our money~”

“I mean...I’m not even at full size yet.” I said nervously. “Cause Donna said...well after I have kids I’m going to be...about as big as Mom.” I said while my foot and a half long stiffy was still present.

“Woah...looks like we got our work cut out for us.” Twilight said. “Come on Luna, stop groping Ben and let's get to teaching them.”

“Please…” I muttered. “Even...though it feels nice…”

Luna lead me into the shower, the water felt...nice. Really nice, the trickles down my body over my tits felt… good~ “Lesson one, the most sensitive place on the female body that is immediately available, is the nipples.” Luna said. “They are super sensitive, pinch too hard and it’s the same as when they are pinched as a male. The only difference is that when touched gently, and lightly pinched, especially when your breasts have milk, it can feel amazing, and sometimes just tit play alone on some females can lead to orgasem without even touching the really fun area~” Luna said.

“I uh...kind of noticed when I…’tested’.” I said sheepishly. “These things are sensitive…”

“Yes, now onto some other things. For example,” Lune then hugged me, the pressure of our breasts against each other felt both hard, her softness against my newly acquired softness was… so amazing… and our tits rubbing was… well yeah. “When against skin, your hormones kick in, as now you feel the skin of another, you’ll immediately notice how much better the experience is.”

“I like hugs and cuddles already.” I said while hugging her happily. “This won’t help my cuddle bug tendencies...it’ll only make it worse.” I chuckled a little. “But it does feel nice.”

“Now~” Luna said, giving me a lick on my neck. A shiver went up my spine and tail as she began kissing it… is she hickeying me… woah~ She stopped. “Proper affection like that is always wanted,:” She said while smiling. “It really gets a girl turned on.” It was at that moment I felt something inside me was wet...not my skin… am I...horny there?

“Oh dear…” I muttered a little, my dick twitching as if to tell me ‘yes, your getting about as wet as a waterfall down here’. “This...is gonna need some...getting used to.”

“Now any graze or bump there can turn you on immediately, it’s a very sensitive area, even washing it sometimes can give you an orgasem. Washing it out after sex just makes your legs feel more like noodles than they could already after sex.”

“Wonderful…” I sighed out. “I mean, not surprising but still.”

“Oh yes you do not want to accidentally tear your vaginal skin.” Twilight spoke. “That can lead to infections and some really bad pains till the bleeding stops.”

I whimpered and closed my legs. “Listen, I’m already concerned about one thing down there…” I said worriedly. “I don’t need to be even more concerned about another thing at the moment…”

“It’s okay, it’s just a fact of having a vagina. So long as proper lubrication, natural or from a bottle is used then the only way to tear the skin their is if you’re masterbating with something sharp.” Twilight added. “Now, onto hygiene.” She said, Luna letting go of me so I could better face Twilight. “First up, it’s not too different from cleaning as a guy, but you now have the underside, top and depending on, nipples to scrub, and since you have a fluffier coat than most, some strong shampoo to penetrate to the skin under it all, and conditioner to keep it soft.”

“Can’t wait to run out of shampoo and soap a lot faster than normal.” I grumbled. “But I’m going to be so god damn fluffy when I dry off…”

“Yes, but now it’s onto the… lower area.” Twilight said. “If you’d please…?”

I grumbled while spreading my thick thighs apart. “Fine…” I muttered. “Jeez...could crush a watermelon with these…” I muttered.

“Um...mind moving the boys hanging there too?”

“Alright…” I said while gently moving the boys out of the way carefully to expose my female parts. “Jeez...this is embarrassing…” I muttered while blushing brightly.

“Alright.” She said, taking my free hand and looking at me. “Now, I am going to trace the area around your vagina. This is where you need to clean whenever you clean, the inside will clean itself naturally.” She said, slowly tracing my fingers around it… I learned two things, my vagina is as big as My whole hands length, and that area made me a waterfall down there. “Okay.” She said, letting go. “Just clean this area with soap that has no perfumes in it. Otherwise the perfume in the soap will give you a rash.”

“Well that sucks...too bad it’s a literal waterfall down there.” I grumbled while finding the right soap

“That is normal, the more you’re...well, horny, to be blunt, the wetter it gets. It’s the natural response, a sort of way of it telling you that you are ready to have it...inserted.” Twilight explained. “Now, let’s clean you up proper on your breasts then send you off back to Rarity to see if she has some proper clothes for you and to accessorize. Her idea, not mine.”

“It’s alright. But yeah it would be best to get cleaned up.” I said. “But also...not gonna like having to use like...four or five different soaps and shampoos…” I said, so used to only using two at most.

After that shower and some time drying, my fur felt amazing and was much more flurry. Luna and Twilight gave me a kiss then I headed back to Rarity.

When I arrived Coco was gone and Rarity had an array of things on a table, bracelets, earings, necklaces, purses...high heels… Oh my cloak! “Like it?” She asked. It was for my me when I have the magic undergarments on, the uh, breasts that are present enough, mainly my top two pairs, had holes so my cleavage was exposed, it seemed able to fit my figure to a T, and the pants were now a skirt, boots were still boots, but more feminine, and had a high heel design, and zippers placed in...erm, embarrassing areas but at closer inspection those were just for decoration...thank god...

“I love it...but can I...you know, not wear skirts and high heels? Both are nice for people like you who wear them on a semi regular basis but...no, high heels are impractical and look uncomfortable...and I’d rather not have a stiff breeze show things repeatedly.”

“Oh darling, you think I didn't plan for that? The skirt has a few support stitches to the back of your cloak to prevent that and your boots while they have high heels, are enchanted to changed into… blegh, cargo boots, for combat and running.”

“Hey, cargo boots work, they’re comfy, and I don’t have to relearn how to walk.” I said honestly. “I know you want me to be more feminine...but really? I’m pretty sure women can still be feminine and wear things that aren’t feminine.”

“Oh, darling. Don't let looks decide so easily.” She clapped, the attired shifting to armor reminiscent of a Dusk, almost like Keyblade armor. “Fashionable, functional, and honestly my best work so far.”

“Looks amazing.” I said in awe. “How did you do that?”

“Zeke's Rarity came over and gave me some instructions. Blueprint and a base armor to use. It was surprisingly easy.”

“I can imagine given it was you that made it.” I chuckled while gently leaning down and nuzzling Rarity happily. “Thanks Rarity, your the best.”

“Happy to be of service darling.” She said.

I looked at Rarity...and only looked down sadly as I remembered something. “I’m sorry...for never keeping my promises…”

“Pardon?”

“I promised so much for all of you...and yet I never actively acted on them.” I sighed out sadly. “Or...am I just being silly at the moment?”

“Well, if you really feel bad for it, make a list of these promises and then one by one act on them. Now, what shall you accessories with?” Rarity said, looking over the jewelry. “Hmm…”

I looked over all the jewelry. “Let’s not go overboard here.” I brought up.

“I know. Too much accessories are more tacky. Something simple… ah! Here! She said, showing me a pair of earrings. The design was a heart with the Nobody symbol within it. The colored were swapped. The Nobody was simple the heart color pink and the heart a metallic grey.

“That looks nice.” I said. “But uh...wouldn’t it hurt the first time since...I don’t actually have a hole in my ear?”

“Not to worry my darling.” She said, moving her fingers, showing that they were clip ons. “Thought ahead of that.”

“Cool.” I said with a little smile while looking around at the other jewelry. “Hmm...a good necklace would fit…” I said, not really being into fashion but knowing good earrings always needed a good necklace. “Has to be something here…”

Looking at the Necklaces I spotted one that was reminiscent of Sora’s crown necklace. It was smaller, held a gold outline with a silver inside, and the chains were chrome.

“Sure.” I said while picking up the necklace. “I like this one.” I said before checking to see if it was just a normal slip on or if it was a specific clip.

It was slip on, once I got it on and settled I looked at myself in a hand mirror, Rarity having clipped the clip on earrings just below the middle of my ears… why does this look so...good on me?

“This looks nice.” I said, before looking up a little and noticing I still had my crown I got so long ago from Celestia...even if it’s still crown and crooked to the right...it fit the look so much. “How do I look?”

“Fabulous! If I didn’t know better I’d say you looked like a punk rock popstar.”

“Not entirely sure if that string was still complimenting or not.” I said, knowing the first part was a compliment but then the punk rock popstar part was a little weird. “But thank you.” I said warmly.

“It was a compliment. Now, time for the final topic of the day… your sexual restrictions, for now, and what you want to start with and what we would like you to try with us. Okay?”

I sighed out. “Alright.” I said. “This is gonna be weird...surprised Rune isn’t here given the topic now…”

“She provided a...rather detailed list of activities and we immediately crossed out those we feel you would reject immediately given their nature and… such.” Rarity said. “Come now, Twilight, Luna, Celestia and I want to discuss this with you then inform the rest.”

“Alright.” I nodded. “Can’t wait for this to...just be a weird thing...also Donna said that...if my Dire Wolf people saw me like this...they would be begging me to have their kids.” I said sheepishly.

“Well to be honest love if I decided to have my own… set of parts I’d adore seeing you pregnant with our children. You aren’t the only one with a pregnancy fetish around here. Just wish it didn’t ruin my figure. Selfish, yes, but in my line of work it’s largely needed.”

“I’m not that pretty…” I said sheepishly, blushing brightly at this. “I’m just...me. I’m not some Goddess of Beauty that Donna was talking about…”

“No lady ever feels that way about their looks love, and those that do either take it like I do, or go too far and put themselves on a pedestal.” Rarity said. We were now in the Living Room, the girls and Rarity were on the couch and I sat between them all.

“So… What would you be willing to try first, off the top of your head?” Celestia started.

“Um…” I blushed a little. “I...did it with Gilda, Ashe and...some of the other wives that could handle it but…” I muttered. “Dom...and Sub...where I’m the Dom…?” I asked worriedly, my question and actions seeming to be very at odds with each other. “I’ll...try not to be too rough..”

“Well with a member like that it may have to wait til Twilight and I can work on a spell to… make that possible.” Celestia said. “But we mean things we can...do to you. For example… would you try… toys?”

“I mean...I was going to have to learn that anyways…” I said nervously.

“So, what would you want to try first?” Luna asked. “Simple dildos? Vibrators? Other… such toys?”

“Let’s...start simple I suppose.” I said. “No need to...go to fast with this stuff...I’m...now back to being a Virgin here.”

“Hehe. True.” Twilight started. “Alright… now, what about what Donna recently told us? You are… willing to try what Eclipsa does?”

“I want to...at least try with Eclipsa...just to know how it feels and be a little closer to them instead of...trying to distance myself.” I said honestly. “Even if...it’ll be a little weird.”

“Okay.” Twilight said with a nod. “And, what about some other things? Like...pregnancy? I’m not expecting you to be ready for that in a few days, none of us are, we just want to know… how would you handle that? We’d support and help you but it is something you might have to go through...depending on things maybe more than once.”

“Knowing my sex life maybe.” I joked. “But…” I put a hand on my stomach gently. “Not...not right now.” I said gently.

“It’s alright. We didn’t expect you to jump at the idea/fact anyway.” Rarity said. “Now, I have to ask if… if I make you some...sexual articles of clothing… would you wear them for us? We’d have some on too of course! It’s just… Something I think we’d all like to see.”

Steam started coming out of my head. “I mean...sure but...I doubt I’ll look good in it like all of you.” I said sheepishly.

“Now, onto something we all do and wondered if you’d be up for.” Celestia started. “As you know we all breastfeed, or have a milking machine to bottle feed the young… would you want yours… milked or feed them through nursing?”

“Fed through nursing.” I blurted out without thinking about it...only to realise what I said and pulled my hood up to cover my face. “I...uh...I didn’t….oh~...” I whimpered in embarrassment.

“Hm, looks like Donna was right about that Natural born Den Mother part.” Luna gave a chuckle and wrapped an arm around me. “It’s alright. There’s nothing wrong with wanting that. It’s actually a perfect way to bond with the young. We mainly bottle feed those teething. Teeth on nipples hurt… a lot…”

“I can imagine.” I said. “These things are really sensitive.”

“Would you mind learning some… sexy dances?” Twilight asked. “I mean, Rarity and I learned how to lap dance for you so… a little return courtesy would be nice…?”

“Um...well...I suppose?” I said nervously. “Would be...interesting...even though my thighs are thick as hell.”

“Would show you how to use those hips.” Luna said, making me blush harder. “What about...Roleplay?”

“That...depends.” I said. “While I’m not opposed to it I’d...still rather it not get out of hand like I keep fearing…” I said nervously. “But Roleplaying is fine.”

“You mean sheep and wolf?” Twilight asked.

“Well...that was a while ago.” I said honestly. “I...hope I didn’t go overboard back then.”

“Well, then why not reverse that role then~” Luna said. “I’m sure you’d look cute in white fluff.”

“Well I’m about as fluffy as one.” I said honestly.

“What about us...um...sampling you?” Rarity asked.

“You mean eat her out?” Luna asked, Rarity blushing, and slowly nodding.

“I was going to say you can start with the breastfeeding so I can...uh...get used to the feeling but...I mean...I’m scared you’ll get lost in how fluffy and big my ass is at this point.” I said nervously.

“It’s alright. Though we might just be admiring the view.” Celestia said with a cheeky smile.

“Now, about sleeping… actual sleep.” Rarity clarified. “Would you mind if we… used your extra cushions as pillows? You always do it with us and we’ve done it a few times with each other so… I was wondering how yours would feel being big...soft and fluffy.”

“I’m gonna miss doing that to you all.” I said honestly.

“You can still do it.” Celestia said. “It’s not like one of us can’t be your ‘body pillow’ or rather ’boobie pillow.” She said with a chuckle. “We can just take turns is all.”

“I mean...I also have clones that can still be...my male self so there’s that.” I said honestly. “But...I understand. But don’t be surprised if I’m more cuddly...cuddles are nice no matter what gender you are.”

“We won’t mind at all.” Luna said as everyone agreed. “Now...what about anal?”

“Not right now.” I said. “Gonna...need to get used to a lot of things...my ass can wait.”

“Alright. That does take some preparation beforehand anyway, otherwise it’s just a mess.” Luna added.

“What about… makeup?” Rarity asked. “While it would mostly be for show or special occasions for you, it’s still something that can enhance experiences. We did always love seeing all the lipstick markings we put on you.”

“I mean...maybe?” I asked nervously. “I won’t do it all the time, makeup looks fine on all of you but...it might ruin my fur.”

“I guess that is it for now.” Celestia said. “Till you are more comfortable with what we have and are going to try and are more confident in your new body, we will hold other other requests.”

“Who’s keeping Rune away from me at the moment?” I asked. “Cause I’m pretty sure Rune isn’t happy here.

“Donna and the other Rune from Zeke’s reflection. The things those two do are...hot, but also a tad worrying.” Twilight said. “Though I suppose she couldn’t resist. Not everyday someone with your litteral exact same list of fetishes comes along and is willing to do them all.”

“True.” I said honestly. “Now...the bigger part is when I go back to meet Eclipsa and Zeke...god those two will flip at this.”

“I imagine Eclipsa will kiss you and Zeke might not say anything, or just not have much to say? I don’t know. I can’t read that guy sometimes.” Twilight said. “I’ll have to ask his version of me what she sees in them.”

“I still don’t know Zeke...goes from being an actual decent person to...whatever the hell is happening.” I said honestly. “But...I hope Eclipsa’s doing some good for him at the moment...and I do have a feeling Eclipsa will do something along those lines.”

“I'm sure she is.” Luna said, taking my hand. “And I know you will too. Zeke needs both you and Eclipsa, and vise versa. You three just click.”

“Maybe...but me and Zeke aren’t really good with each other, given that me and Zeke are at two opposite sides of the spectrum here.”

“Not as much as you think.” Looking at the doorway, stood Unum, Pink floral Pj’s adorning her. “Sup. Was exploring your place before bed.”

“Hey Unum…” I said. “So...uh...as you can clearly see...I’m a thick amazon right now…”

“I noticed. also your Rune told mine, who told me while, well, not gonna say what she was doing when she told me.” She said. “You and Zeke have something in common. You both seem to doubt and hate yourselves for the dumbest reasons. Zeke learned to be silent about it and keeps it all bottled up, you express it. That alone makes you mentally healthier than him.”

“Mentally healthier? I kinda doubt that all things considered.” I said honestly.

“Think about it, by saying your issues out loud, at least you’re letting others know. Zeke keeps it all inside and can’t seem to let it out. He makes everyone truly believe he’s fine, when he’s not...she? Still think we should make up a word for this.”

“Either or.” I shrugged. “But I understand...we all have problems.”

“Yup. Oh and I passed the nursery when coming here. Derpy said if I see you to say she’s ready to give you some motherhood lessons. Mainly nursing, changing and washing the infants.” Unum said as she took her leave to explore more of the castle.

“I mean...I did learn how to change the infants with Cadence a while back but...not on the washing parts...and nursing is...gonna be interesting.” I said sheepishly.

“Well, you get along then. We will meet you in the bedroom.” Luna said, all but Rarity getting up and leaving.

“I hope you find being both genders is to your liking… and, I hope things go well between you and Zeke.” Rarity said, giving me a quick kiss on the cheek before taking her leave as well.

“Hopefully.” I said honestly. “But...might as well meet Derpy...oh and Unum...did Joy tell you about uh...yourself in the One Piece world?” I asked curiously, having a feeling he probably made mention to her...living skeleton.

“Yes...Core’s… She’s alive and whole now. I don’t know how Kexez did it...but he revived her. She and Core are together and happy now… Feels a little weird.” She admitted. “Well, can’t dwell on the past, no matter how much it hurt you.” She said, waving goodbye then leaving.

“Sorry…” I muttered before getting up and heading off to the Nursery. “Well...that could have gone better…” I muttered. “Let’s hope Derpy will be kind to me…” I muttered, wondering what Derpy will have in store for me here.

As I arrived most of the infants were all asleep already. Derpy had two in her arms, Karla, my first kid with Chrysalis. Changelings birth fast. And...Nancy… Oh boy. “Hey hun.” I said. “How are you doing today?”

“Good. All the little ones asleep, save for Karly and Nancy. I will be showing you how to bath and nurse them.”

“Can’t wait for Nancy to laugh…” I sighed out. “Or to bite me out of spite.” I frowned. “Even as a pup, she still kinda hates me.”

’Put your tits anywhere near my mouth and I will bite them off…’ Nancy growled in her baby babble, but my assistant app translated it for me.

“I was actually hoping you’d do this with Nancy, you two need to bond more as it’s unhealthy for an infant to harbor this much hate for a parent so young.” Derpy said.

’Oh F***.’

I looked at Nancy  with a saddened expression. “Were you...so content with death?” I asked her gently. “Never once...did you ever wish to have a better, happier life? That...this was your chance to be better than who you were?” I asked the pup.

’I did, and while I do plan on taking advantage of that I should be entitled to a grudge of my murderer. You also have my daughter as your maid, the best bank robber and sneak assassin in all Australia and Northern canada… as your maid… and...the other, having sexual relations with who should be her uncle, so pardon my lack of positivity.’

“Now here’s my counters to what you said...it’s fine to hold a grudge...but you literally gave me no choice in the matter so that’s kind of your fault. Your daughter, as far as I’ve seen, has been perfectly happy and content with her life as a maid with her new child, so her previous occupation means little to me if it means seeing her and her child smiling and living a life where they aren’t having to run every other minute...and Jenny...well Jenny grew male bits and knocked up one of her fellow herd mates so I think her dating her supposed ‘uncle’ means little at the moment.” I explained simply while gently taking Nancy from Derpy and cradling her in my big fluffy arms. “It’s fine to be mad...but when everyone’s already moved on...when people you care about are happy...should you be holding onto the past? Or looking forward and seeing a bright future you can live in?” I asked gently.

’I don’t even know what my future- what are you doing?’ She asked as I began unzipping my cloak.

“What do you think?” I asked honestly. “You’ve been in danger all your life...having to do so much just to make sure your family is safe…” I said while continuing to get one of my many breasts out to breastfeed her.

’Oh dear god no…’

“Listen, your going to be breastfed by me, and that’s final.” I said, finally getting one of my breasts out and even though Nancy was against this a lot her instincts told her she was safe in my arms, and that breastfeeding was very needed. “I know it’s weird...but please...you have to take that step towards a better future.” I said gently while raising her to my breast. “Just once...you don’t have to be mad...you don’t have to be defensive...you can let it out…” I said, hoping this will work and help her feel better instead of tense, defensive and angry.

’Mrfpf. Gah!’ Nancy made noises, trying to defy her instincts. Though finally she lost to them, gumbing my nipple and sucking til milk came out. I saw some tears, a little blush, before she began calming down and was nursing as a steady pace… and this was a weird feeling. I mean it was embarrassing, empowering, maternal, protective, bonding… so many others I can’t even begin to explain or comprehend all at once. One that stuck out though was...pride.

“She’s a fighter.” Derpy said, already feeding Karla, while she feeds on the love Derpy has for her while nursing, she can still digest the milk to make her chitten stronger as she grows. “How’s it feel?”

“I’m...proud.” I said gently. “But...I’m just...happy to have this little moment...to feel close...and help my daughter feel better.” I said lovingly. “Is...this what you all feel?”

“For me it makes me feel responsible. Like what I am doing it just right.” Derpy said, looking down to Karla. “I remember doing this with Dinky when she was just a newborn. Heh, I’m just glad she came out so good.”

I nodded gently. “I’m...glad I got to be with you all...share so many experiences…” I said, gently moving a little hair from Nancy’s face and just smiling in joy.

“Heh. So am I. Not many mares breastfeed their young these days. What was once common place became a bit of a topic in parental circles. While we breastfeed the kids and even drink each others milk as, well, food, something ponies have done since our earliest recorded years, these days it’s like a dying culture. Some still do it, but nowhere near the amount as before. Sometimes I wonder if we all had a reset button so we could all return to that simpler, less socially complicated time. Back when things were hard, but simple and you didn’t have to consider the many options to feed your young like there are now. Or even how to raise them.”

“True...but there should always be this...special connecting.” I said gently. “But...breastfeeding isn’t bad...it’s never been bad.”

“For most it’s also a worry on if they can properly feed them. If the mama isn’t healthy, their milk can’t keep their little ones healthy. Plus it can be hard to switch them off the teat and onto a bottle or soft foods. Dinky didn’t want soft food at all. Had to milk myself and make her sleep it and eventually I managed to get her off my milk when she was almost a year.”

“Well…” I shrugged gently. “It happens I suppose.”

“So, how often do you see yourself doing this?” Derpy asked, gently rubbing Karla’s back.

“I don’t know…” I said honestly. “As a Den Mother I’ll be doing this with all my kids...but as a Den Mother I don’t care about age...just like Mom, if my family wants to just enjoy it for a little bit...they can.”

“Well, as they say, a mother's job is never done.” Derpy said with a smile. She then took Karla off her teat, helpt her so she could pat her back, the Wire wolf/Changeling hybrid letting out a burp as I did the same with Nancy.

’Urp! … This changes nothing…’

“You know it does.” I said gently. “But...if you need help wondering where you’ll go in life...I’m here to help, as well as all your family.” I told her lovingly.

“Come on now, time for their bath and then put them to sleep.” Derpy said, the two of us getting up and to the connecting bathroom of the nursery. Here we placed them in small tubes just right for their small size. “It’s important that when washing a newborn or any baby to use special soap so it doesn’t sting them if it gets into their eyes, as well as making sure it’s safe and trusted. An off brand may look just the same but one ingredient can mean the difference from a happy bath and an allergic reaction of any kind.”

“I had a feeling.” I said honestly. “Also...I don’t know if all kids enjoy it, but bubble baths always was a little fun for me.”

“Depends on the child. Karla here likes them, Nancy there is a bit indifferent about it.” Nancy thankfully didn’t put up too much fuss, her small frame craving sleep so when the bath was over she was out like a light and wrapped in blankets. We placed them down gently in their cribs and turned the lights off. Small night lights lit up parts of the room. Part of me didn’t want to leave… part of me was begging...no, demanding I stay here but… I didn’t know what to do. I love my kids but this… this just feels like so much more… is this part of being a Den mother?

“I...need to be with them…” I muttered, wanting to make sure I kept them safe even when I knew they were safe right now.

I ended up curling up around Nancy’s Crib. It...still wasn’t right! I ended up lifting her, careful not to wake her up as laid with her on the floor, shifting to feral form. It was bigger than normal, and my...erm… breasts in this form were all still hanging. I kept her close to me, the small reborn child unconsciously cuddling up to me from within her blanket.

I smiled gently. “Better…” I muttered to myself as I cuddled up to my daughter and keeping her safe.

I felt something touch me. Immediately I looked towards it, growling, then stopping that when I saw it was Luna and Derpy standing next to me. “Derpy said you didn’t want to leave. So cute!” She said in a hushed squee. “Mind if we join you? I still want to use those pillows of yours… and in that form I should use them as blankets~”

I took a deep breath to relax. “Please...be careful next time.” I said, not wanting to feel territorial or aggressive at my own wives. “But...sure.”

Derpy and Luna took rest against me, leaning against my massive chest and curling up between my brests… it felt nice, not unwelcome or awkword at all for some reason. I curled up with the three of them all in my embrace, and drifted to sleep quickly, the sound of Nancy’s light small breathing in my ear all night, comforting me.

“Eherm!” Someone coughed, waking me up. Grogley I opened my eyes. I felt… like I was covered in… with something. Looking up, I saw it was Twilight who made the noise. “Heh… taking to it like a fish to water aren't you?”

Looking I saw… all the babies were around me, or on me, some already suckeling off me, and even off the still sleeping Derpy, though Luna was wide awake, eyes wide. “This is the most adorable and terrifying way I have ever woken up ever.” Luna commented.

“I...don’t have much of a problem with it.” I said gently. “As long as my children are happy.” I said gently and lovingly.

“As touching and heartwarming this is, your Council does need you at the moment Ben, some issues have come up and you need to be present.”

“But...my kids…” I said worriedly. “And...what about my clones? Aren’t they free to help?” I asked, my ears flat against my head as my instincts just wanted to be here and help my babies.

“Yes but they are all still male, for now anyway. We need to let your council and your people know about your new appearance and...gender? Anyway, it’s just something that needs to be seen, not told, and this is another part about being a parent, mother specifically… having to leave them when you really don’t want to. It hurts but otherwise they might never learn independence.”

I only looked a bit upset and whimpered a little. “Fine..” I said, knowing I had to deal with going against my instincts cause of so many other things. “God...it’s going to be so weird seeing everyone’s reactions about...this.”

“Hey, once it’s all out there you can shift all your clones and...huh, actually, that gives me an idea.” Twilight began thinking. “You head off and do your work, the others and I will make sure when you are back it will be a perfect solution to some issues we had last night.” Twilight said, helping me up as I shifted back into my humanoid form.

“Alright.” I nodded. “But...I’ll try to make time to work on my promises to you all…” I said to them as I headed off to my throne room to show the other council members my new form.

As I arrived there was an assortment of responses from my council. Dorlu, Dante and Speed of Sonic all laughed, others were confused. Grell was jealous of my curves… it was a thing. Once it all calmed down though it was time to address these issues that have come up.

“Okay so...any questions?” I asked once they stopped laughing.

“We've had our laughs.” Sonic said, still chuckling a bit. “In terms of the incident that lead to Dorlu replacing Trixie, border security measures have been drastically increased. We are also planning on issuing and acquiring special passports for all visitors and traveling residents. Each passport will have a tracking spell on them so we can see who is in the country and who is outside it.”

“Cool.” I said with a nod. “Gotta keep up security and all that.” I said honestly while my throne was thankfully resized to fit my...new body. “So...any questions about me right now?”

“We'd prefer to keep this business as usual.” Vergil spoke.

“There are some cultural issues arising with the Dire Wolves and Equins.” Dorlu spoke.

“And what would those cultural issues be?” I asked. “And I’ll get your proper opinions later, I’d rather not have my people fighting each other at the moment. So what are the cultural differences?”

“The equestrian weather factory is requesting permissions to tame the wild nature within the Dire Wolf territories,and their denials have the nearby pony towns and cities worried about their 'wild weather's’.”

“Oh yes, it’s back to the question of ‘Why are ponies scared of Nature’s most basic functions?’.” I rolled my eyes. “Seriously, never fully understood that...okay, are there any representatives I need to meet about both of their arguments?” I asked, having a feeling the ponies and dire wolves would send me someone to talk this out.

“Yes. Weather factory is sending Rainbow Dash and the Dire Wolves are sending Hunter Frost to argue. They will be here within the week.”

“Alright, so given you all might know why this started...are ponies actively trying to move into the Dire Wolf Territory? Or are they trying to do something else?” I asked curiously.

“It's part of the integration attempts between all the races. Since they are all United as one kingdom the only thing that truly divides them is their culture and species. So far there is a healthy grab bag of success and failure.” Dante said.

“Wonders.” I said. “Oh uh...just a random thing, how are the Monsters doing in New Manehattan? I presume King Papyrus is still doing his thing or did something happen?” I asked curiously.

“The monsters in New Manehattan are fine. In fact they seem to find a peaceful solution for the whole thing. Every race of creature we sent to live there have had no real issues. Just some litter and a few thefts, nothing of true concern.” Dorlu replied.

“Alrighty then.” I said honestly. “Good to know their doing good. Oh uh...Joy, have Asgore and Toriel ever visited?” I asked curiously. “I don’t know if they...got back together or are still split but are they still checking up on Chara, Frisk and Asriel?”

“Asgore is nice… I still have the burn marks from Toriel…” He grunted. “They are still divorced.”

“You’d think in a new world and some actual talking those two might have gotten back together.” I said honestly. “But whatever does it for them. So, anything else?” I asked curiously.

“Yes. There has been a string of murders in Vanhoover.” Kat said. “Forty six dead in three days. Same weapon… a Keyblade…”

“Any reports on who the culprit is?” I asked. “What Keyblade is it? Anything.” I growled, for some reason my Den Mother instincts kicking in as if my people are like my children.

“No leads. All we know is that it is a Starlight Keyblade.”

“Cause of course it is…” I grumbled. “How many people actually have a Starlight Keyblade?” I asked. “Let’s start narrowing it down.”

“Starlight Keyblades are given to all and every new student at the Keyblade wielders academy, and by the second year they all begin to discover their true Keyblade, unless the Starlight is their true Keyblade, so roughly  five to seven thousand total. WIthin the area these murders took place, it’s five hundred, and forty seven exactly.” Dorlu said. “The pool is too big and we have too few leads to filter it.”

“Was there any video cameras near the scene’s of the murders? Is there literally anything for us to go on besides having to look for one guy with one keyblade?” I asked. “Cause I will hunt this person down for hurting my children if I need to.” I growled...before blinking at realizing what I just said. “Uh...sorry...didn’t mean to say that.”

There was some smirks, some chuckles. “Sadly any cameras in the areas were found destroyed. Video showed nothing. All murders seem to have taken place between nine in the afternoon and one in the morning. No spells seems to have been used at all, so Keyblade DTL’s are not their means of transport, or normal equestrian magic.”

“Well...there’s a pattern at least.” I said. “What do the victims have in common?”

“Mixed couples. Griffin and pony, pony and Dire Wolf, Minotaur and Changeling. Seems like a terrorist trying to ignite a race war or someone with strong dislikes of mixed race couples.” Kat said.

“And how many of these people are there?” I asked. “And should I get Jenny in case she actually knows who this group is?”

“There are four groups that emerged after Equis united under one kingdom, rejecting the ideals of a united kingdom, and they became more active after the Dire Wolves appeared.” Dorlu said. “The Purest pony group, Lead by former tax agent Scrub Brush. The Griffon Purest group, lead by Grandpa Gruff. The Minotaur purists group, lead by Iron Will, and lastly the Zebra purest Group, lead by Widow Tree. All of their members seem to range from late tens to elders, so a rather large pool of members.”

“Bring those four here…now.” I growled. “I have plenty of words for them.”

“We can’t.” Dante said. “They fled world and realm before the security enhancements were made. We have no idea where they are hiding, speculation and possible realms and reflections yes, bot no exact location.”

I brought out my Lexicon and flipped a page. “Greater Commune, call Zeke.” I said, knowing if there’s one person that could know where people who have flew off the map it would be him. “He better fucking answer…” I growled.

There was a cloud above the book, an image there and OH GOD THEY'RE IN THE SHOWER- IS THAT HIS CELESTIA!?! “What the- Woah!” Zeke slipped, causing his Celestia to bury them in her rather larger body.

“Well aren’t you two having fun.” I said, my own anger and instincts not giving a single fuck about the situation there in. “Can I get some help here? Or are you to busy?”

“And just who are you?” Zeke asked, moving aside his Celestia’s large boob to view me.

“What matters more are people actively murdering my people because they’re all racist fucks.” I growled. “And we can get to that part later, I need help finding people and getting some god damn answers.”

“... Ben?” Zeke asked, eyes wide in realization. “You… look good.”

“Yes, thank you.” I said, glad he didn’t start laughing at the moment. “Now...about that help finding people? Your literally Kingdom Hearts, you probably know where everyone is at any time.”

“Through their hearts yes. Can’t see them in your realm though. Your Nothingness covers that track.”

“Glad that the four I’m looking for are not in my realm.” I said. “I’m looking for four people, Iron Will, Scrub Brush, Grandpa Gruff and Widow Tree, the leaders of four different terrorist organizations based on outdated and horrifically racist values.”

“Outdated huh? Hmm… Being in your realm for so long they must have absorbed some nothingness so I can use that to select them apart from others. Alright, give me a moment.” Zeke said, closing their eyes, then opening them, they were glowing blue.

“... hi.” His Celestia said with a small wave.

“Sorry to interrupt.” I said. “How are you doing today?”

“Was planning on some simple shower sex then light reading later…” She replied.

“Sorry...but you know, sometimes fun has to take a back seat when your people are being murdered for being happy.” I said honestly.

“I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t the first time…” She said, the shower water still hitting them both, Zeke’s eye glowing faded til they were normal.

“Got them. Each one is on a different reflection of Equestria. Unsurprisingly each reflection they are on has their preferred race already having overtaken the entirety of their world. Egotistical much?”

“Okay, good to know.” I said. “So then I can drag the four of them back here and…’ask politely’ who they are making murder innocent people.” I said, beyond furious that I would openly have a public execution for these assholes...but the more sensical part of my brain didn’t entirely think that was a good idea.

“Sure. Good luck though. Now, can I resume pounding this lovely sun goddesses ass?” That was...rather unlike Zeke...though I made a mental note of that to speak with Eclipsa about that.

“Sure.” I said. “Have fun you two.” I said while closing the book, having a good feeling my council will know where these fuckers are.

“I’ll contact Daybreak to help locate these specific reflections. If they value our trades and co-existence, then they will.” Dorlu said. “I’ll be back in an hour. Move onto the next issues all til I return.”

“So while that is being taken care of, there is one final issue.” Joy spoke up.

“Does it actually involve what I look like?” I asked honestly.

“No. In fact it relates more to the later topic sadly.” Luxu said.

“Oh dear…” I muttered. “Can’t wait to hear more about it.”

“In short majority had children. While many found care in families of the victims others are orphaned.” That… is a bit weird… kill the parents, not the kids? I mean, thank God the kids are alright but… it doesn't make sense for a terrorist perspective to leave the young alive.

“Okay...so someone’s openly caring about the kids.” I said.

“The orphanages are currently at max capacity and while the Dire Wolves are openly accepting to letting these young into their dens, many are counter arguing about the ethics involving their predatory nature and pony prey cultures. So far the whole thing is become in a political shitstorm, and all the while the kids are all cramped in places unfit to properly care for them, physically and phycology.”

“And...would it be wrong if I openly adopted all of them?” I asked.

“Sir, with all due respect while funds and space are no issue these children have severe mental issues after witnessing their parents killed in front of them, staying it was someone is a red hoodie and jeans and nothing more. While it would give them a home it won't fix their issues. Legally these kids can't be adopted til their mental health is cured first, otherwise they could murder the foster parents when under stress.” Cat said. “All we can do at the moment is renovate buildings to accommodate their needs and then we can discuss their housing and legal guardianship.”

“While that is true.” I said. “At the moment they need people to be there for them, show them everything’s going to be alright...be there for them.” I said, my council knowing full well it’s my Den Mother instincts kicking in. “All of them need a family...they won’t get better if they’re alone, even if their in an orphanage...” I said. “And this isn’t just because of my Den Mother instincts...I’ve been in their shoes as well. My parents were murdered...and I went downhill fast…”

“So what’s your move then?” Luxu asked. “All we can do in the end is advise, it’s your call in the end.”

I got up. “Like I said before, I’m going to adopt them. They shouldn’t feel helpless and abandoned, and I’m going to make damn well sure whoever did this to them pays dearly for hurting my children...god damn it I said it again didn’t I?” I groaned.

“Den mother Mentality meets leadership. You’re having issues keeping the two separated, or, perhaps it is natural?” Rogers said.

“Remember...this is day two of my entire thing so…” I said nervously. “But I’m gonna need to get used to this...finish up my totem of mom and maybe she’ll give me some advice.” I said hopefully. “But this will also suck because...this will basically be my public appearance as the new me.”

“Well, guess it’s a good thing when you aren’t pissed about something you naturally seem approachable.” Zuko said. “You have a natural caring look in that form, so it at least makes that factor an ace in your sleeve.”

“And I didn’t before suddenly?” I asked Zuko with a frown.

“You looked more...grumpy before.” Rogers admitted.

“Like an old dog who found out their owner got a puppy.” Kat added.

I pouted. “Whatever. But I’m gonna need an ass ton of money for all the orphanages to be properly renovated and funded to help out more children.” I said. “Also...it’s weird that people are arguing against children actually having a family and being happy...seriously, what the fuck happened?”

“I think it’s more about the differences in their races. Some seeing it as worrying, others seeing it as scary. Ponies are naturally prey, Dire Wolves are predators, seeing one of them around a child would sent primal worry into their minds, doesn’t matter how intelligent a species or race is, genetics enslave us all in some form or another.” Rogers said.

“And yet if I were to walk down there and openly adopt them all no one’s going to bat an eye.” I said. “And I doubt it has to do with me being the King and or Queen here.”

“Actually it does.” Zuko said. “You’re a known warrior, married to all this worlds royalty, and people both respect and fear you. No one would speak against you doing this, because of that respect and fear. It’s an edge when it comes to politics, but that edge can go dull very quick.”

“I barely understand politics…” I grumbled. “So because I have actively done things, people respect and fear me, but if I keep actively doing things to help people, like a proper king or queen should, people will stop caring?”

“More along the line of if you flaunt your title and power at them they won’t like or agree with it.” Zuko corrected. “The populus will always have opinions of their leaders, good and bad, both sides can swap opinions at the drop of a hat based on your actions. Perhaps a compromise to this can solve both your issue with and wants, and the people’s opinion on the matter.”

“And what would that be?” I asked, trying to be a smart leader here even though my Den Mother instincts were screaming at me to help the children.

“Your castle. The lower floors hold largely empty rooms, more than enough to hold every child yet to have a home. We can renovate them into a version of Celestia’s boarding school to house, heal, and allow you to directly oversee their health and happiness. The people will be appeased for now, and adoptions will be available to any child who is fully healed mentally.”

“That could work, and give us time to both resolve the issue of the children’s state of living and see into the Dire Wolves adoptions getting more approval from the masses.” Kat said.

“Alrighty then.” I nodded. “Well, time to send word to them so the children can be helped...and then soon I have to...show everyone I’m now a chick.” I said nervously.

“Slash dude.” Joy added.

“Yes.” I nodded. “God...everyone’s going to be so confused and concerned...but..” I sighed out. “I just hope I can solve this before it gets out of hand…”

I showed myself to the people… there was a lot of questions from reporters and such, but all I could answer was that it was part of my new Admin status… which can be considered true, though I left it at that as I didn’t want to go into full details.

I also announced the plan Zuko had and it seemed to agree with everyone.

“Thank you.” I called out to all the people, so glad people were actively agreeing with me.

With that done Nobodies and workers alike began remodeling the empty lower parts of the castle. WIth that done Joy pulled me to the side to offer some options. “So, are you going to fight tits swinging around like that?” He asked.

“Really?” I asked. “Rarity gave me a magically enchanted bra to keep it all from hanging out like that. But why do you ask?”

“It’s just, A, I came from your heart, so what you think and feel I do if I don’t tune it out… and B, fighting in a female body is going to be different than your male one. I don’t know this is already weird enough for me. I mean, we’re the same person but not, we treat each other like brothers but if you’re talking technical you’re my dad, now mom, Jenny is my niece this whole thing is just… hard to wrap my head around. Our family has always been… bizarre, but now it’s even weirder.”

“Has that stopped either of us at anytime during literally any of this?” I asked honestly. “But I understand...it is a bit weird.”

“We’re already rather...taboo, all things considered. It’s like those old tales about gods who had kids with their own siblings, sons with mothers, brothers and sisters, all that crap and somehow those kids mostly come out alright. Mostly… Yeash…”

“True, but at least we have a wonderful family here to support us through it all at least.” I said honestly.

“Yeah…”

“Joy?” Jenny’s voice called out.

“Meep! Hide me!” He said, rushing behind me.

“And...why are you hiding from Jenny?” I whispered curiously.

“She’s gone a bit… well she’s knocked up Apple Bloom, Sweetie Belle and Scootaloo now… in short I’m next…”

“Have you all tried talking to Jenny about this?” I asked worriedly.

“We did, we agreed that to be fair we would all have at least one kid by one another… I mean I look likes dude but I do actually have my own hole down there now. Decided to keep the male look but also have female parts… and well, I’ve SEEN what she can do with that thing now between her legs. It’s both hot and scary.”

“Ah.” I said. “Well...makes sense I suppose. But sooner or later your gonna have to go to her and suck it up...I’m gonna have to do that sooner or later.”

“I know… but A, you only saw hers limp… and B, when hard… well I’m jealous and she somehow uses it better… I’m beginning to ponder if she was somehow practicing before all this?”

“Joy?!” Jenny’s voice called out again.

I sighed out. “Oh dear…” I muttered. “Well...tell her you can’t do it right now okay? Can’t be a pansy about it now can you?”

“Can’t say no to it today either. Don’t ask.” Joy said, yelping as suddenly he was yaked by the tail. Turning around I saw Jenny- Nope! That’s my daughter, and that outfit is...is…. Nope! “Help me~” Joy whimpered as the stringy lingerie wearing Jenny literally carried him through a DTN… DId not need that image in my head...nope...not at all...

“What the actual hell…” I sighed out. “Oi vey.” I muttered. “Hope Dorlu finds something about those fuckers...cause if there’s one thing I’m not going to let stand is what these assholes are doing.” I growled to myself while thinking about who could have done it specifically.

I needed to relax. I headed back to the nursery where I spent time with the little ones. All my clones now also shared my new form so most of them were here overlooking the infants also, their mom's and such here also. I found Nancy, and in feral form began… licking her… not sure why.

’... Why are you licking me?’ Nancy asked.

“Um...maybe you needed a bath?” I asked nervously. “I don’t...actually know...it just...feels right I suppose.”

'You gave me a bath last night.’ She said. 'So, gossip among the mom's is that you will be trying this swallow thing or something? I have to ask… is this about that snake woman you just married?’

“Um...yeah just a bit.” I said nervously. “I want to...ya know, share something special with her.”

'Yes… nothing says romance like swallowing one another whole and alive then spitting them up like living vomit later… I know you are big enough in that form to pull it off easy but how would you even prevent them digesting? Potion? Spell? Extra strength antacids?”

“Well it’s a special thing about Naga’s.” I said honestly. “Eclipsa said it was a nice thing...and Donna explained more about it all so...for Eclipsa she has three stomachs, one filled with a healing fluid, the second being a...storage space, and the third actually being her stomach and...yes that part still sounds gross.” I explained.

'Well to each their own. If there is anything a Ventral can't do it's judge another's way of life, public and private.’

“And considering what Jenny is doing to Joy at the moment...yeah.” I said honestly. “But...glad to be here with all my kids…” I said gently with a warm smile.

'So what's your endgame in all of this?’

“What do you mean?” I asked curiously. “What endgame is there?”

'The point of your whole middle road of genders and typical parental roles. If you are both then you have to be a father and mother to all your kids. Sounds a lot harder than one or the other if you ask me.’

“It’s...better than me not being there to begin with…” I sighed out. “But right now...this is to maybe help me understand Zeke and Eclipsa a bit better...just want to make sure I’m doing things to make my family happy ya know?”

'Meh. So, any reason in particular you've begun to stick to me like glue since changing gender?’

“I’m a Den Mother, I care about my kids a lot.” I said. “And...maybe it also involves me...wanting to make sure you know that...you have a bright future ahead of you, a future where you can just...be happy with life.”

’I’d be happier if I was old enough to have a smoke after sex again….’

“You’ll do that when your older.” I said honestly. “But right now, you have your entire childhood to look forward to.”

I placed her under my neck, she struggled but gave up, the softness of my fur making her sleepy. I began to sleep also. Cuddling her as sleep took us.

I was in a large field. Grass everywhere. I was still in feral form, and nursing on me was five pups. Three had a dirty blond fur coat, two had…snake tails. I looked up, seeing sun blinded silhouettes of Zeke and Eclipsa, each holding kids also. I didn't speak, but was smiling as I felt their smiles too.

I woke up, Nancy still under my neck…”Were those…” I muttered, thinking about my quick little dream. “Those kids…” I muttered, feeling like...they were my pups...maybe...they were all three of ours? The pups were obviously apart of me, the dirty blonde was from Zeke cause he had the same color and the two naga’s were Eclipsa...they were so happy...we were all happy.

I kept thinking about that dream for a while. It just...stuck with me. The image engraving itself in my head… maybe I'm more like Eclipsa than I thought. Maybe I was never happy because I wasn't born as I was meant to be? Doesn’t really feel right cause I was perfectly fine being a guy, maybe it’s just all the hormones screwing with my head...but this is probably day three...I should mention this to those two next time I go there.

I gently pulled out my finished wood totem of mom and put it down. “Hey mom...it’s me.” I muttered gently. “I hope you can see me….wherever you are…”

I felt something touch my nose. Looking up, I saw her little totem was now looking like her...only tiny…. Like six inches tiny. “Hi Ben, my… the first true Den mother since… I'm so proud.” She said, tears in her eyes.

I teared up a little. “Hey mom...how you doing?” I asked gently, so happy to see and hear her again.

“Well at this point it's All a waiting game. Plenty of time, plenty...plenty of sex so can't complain much. So, what brought this change about?”

“Well...I married Zeke and Eclipsa on...pure accident and then was...kind of explained why Zeke was kind of being an insensitive jerk...and then I was suggested to be both genders like Zeke is at the moment...and well...this all happened.” I said honestly.

“Hmm… you're troubled.” Mom said, now taking a seat on my snout. “What's bothering you?”

“Well...a combination of things.” I said. “Like if I’m thinking the same way as Eclipsa...my job...and that dream I just had...so short and yet it won’t leave me anytime soon…” I sighed out. “One of my council members brought up how it might be a problem if I keep blending my den mother instincts with my actual job...I screwed up and said something that involved like like three times.”

“Honey,” she said, kissing my forehead. “It's natural. The Den Mother, like yourself, is considered born royalty. Like a queen bee. The best of the best of the den come from her, from you, it's natural to feel even those not born to you or your den are yours regardless. You are a king, an Admin, and now a Den Mother. In the end they are all the same thing, leaders, pillars that your domain, your den, relies on.”

“But at least four groups are actively murdering each other in some blind attempt for ‘purity’...so many orphaned children…” I teared up, thinking it was all my fault.

“Yes, children. Any mother worth their tits, especially a Den mother can't help but feel the overwhelming need to care for them, to feel responsible for their troubles. It's sad that we can not ever truly build or live in a perfect world. There is always some who suffer.”

“I know...I know…” I sighed out. “But...that random dream I had...I was in a lush green field with five pups...most likely all five of them were a combination of me, Zeke and Eclipsa...those two covered by the sun but...I could tell they were smiling...has that ever happened to you?”

“No… that is a Den Mother's true power. To see the young of hers that will be born. When is up to her, up to you. No others of our race aside from true Den Mother's like you can see that.”

“But...the question is...I have both sets so...would that still count if hey were mine from a different mother?” I asked curiously. “Donna didn’t know much about both given...this never happened before…”

“It's a possibility. Anything in this world is possible, so it's just as likely you are to see the young of those to be born from you but birthed by another.”

“Was still breastfeeding them though.” I chuckled a little. “This is all...just so new ya know?”

“Yes, new is often scary, but it can also be exciting. It's why I… did what I did that one time. Unbirthed you. Remember?”

“Yes, I remember…” I shuddered. “Why...did you do that again?”

“It's a way for us to be closer. I didn't conceive or birth you. I felt you might feel… distance if we didn't have a birth between us. Unbirth is the closest way for a mother and child to reconnect, for you are returning from where you first came from. Old surroundings and a sense of security and warmth not felt since before your birth return to you.”

“And then I was actually born from you after a while cause of the whole...well me getting my soul back to begin with.” I said, remembering that when I had to bring my light half back. “But...I understand…”

“I see you have your own worry with you.” She said, eyeing Nancy.

“Yeah...Nancy is a handful...but uh...why am I kinda clinging to her though?” I asked. “Sure I wanted to be a better parent so she could be raised right but…” I said, not fully sure about this. “Just a little curious…”

“It's normal. A pup that has a stubborn streak and a dislike of their mother is often the most watched. After all, if they grow up with that hate in them, they could turn on their den.”

“And that’s not something I want.” I said bluntly. “I want her to be raised right...happy and carefree.” I said. “Not raised like how she originally was...always scared someone would be there to take her in...or kill her.”

“Well, there is one way to fix a stubborn pup.”

“And what would that be?” I asked curiously. “Cause right now...she’s losing her fights with her instincts.”

“It's as hard on her, and it will be hardest on you.”

“I really hope it doesn’t involve something super bad…” I said worriedly.

“If she believes herself better off without her den… her family… show her what it is like without you all. Show her the fear and loneliness that not having your den with you can bring.”

“Wha...but…” I wasn’t sure if I should even be able to do that. “I...but...I can’t just leave her…”

“If she truly feels this way, you set her free and she won't return. If she can't handle it, she will return humbled, and likely injured. It's a hard thing to do, but it's the most effective.”

“She’s just a pup…” I said worriedly. “And she’s only stubborn to me, no one else...I don’t want her to feel abandoned by everyone again.”

“Then when those feelings surface again, her true desires will also reveal themselves.”

“Should I...warn her?” I asked worriedly. “I...she should know at least right?”

Mom shook her head. “If she knows it's a test, she won't take to the lesson or realization that she needs, and wants you.”

I teared up. “God..this is gonna suck…” I muttered. “Any...place I should put her?”

“The Forest of our people. She will see first hand how harsh and unfamiliar her new life is. She will realize she needs guidance. Plus, you can view from your Lexicon to watch her. You have that advantage over others.”

“I know...I know.” I sighed out. “God...I’m so sorry Nancy…” I teared up, really hating this and not wanting to to do this.

I opened a DTN, and carried her out into it. I placed her in the grass. As I was about to close the DTN… Nancy jumped back in, clutching my leg, crying. 'Please… please don't… I already lost one family…’

I teared up and nuzzled her. “You...have no idea how hard it was to do that…” I cried. “I’m sorry Nancy...I’ll always be here for you.”

'And I'll stop being a brat… I can't stand being alone…’

“I’m sorry...I’m so sorry.” I said while nuzzling her again, just wanting my baby girl to be okay. “But...your here now...I’m here for you my daughter.”

'thanks… dad...mom… this is already very confusing…’

“Either or is fine.” I said gently. “As long as you’re happy...I’m happy.” I said, hoping to never do that ever again even though she was literally gone for about five seconds.

'I'm pathetic huh?’

“You are not pathetic.” I said gently. “You’ve suffered through things...you lost your family once...the thought of losing your family again...I can understand not wanting that to happen again.” I said gently. “I should probably be called pathetic...this was literally the hardest thing I’ve done so far.”

’... It wasn't the first time…’

“The first time?” I asked worriedly. “What do you mean?”

'When I was little. Six or so, I had a family. We were poor, but happy. One day, some people broke into our home, and said they'd take the most valuable thing here… we had nothing of real value..  save for me, and my parents. Mom was...sold into prostitution, dad… killed and gutted for organs… and I was sold off into a… different kind of brothel… lost my virginity the same day I arrived. Abortion a year later… for my whole childhood, til I got older, and was sold again to an adults brothel… where I met Jenny's father five years later. They said I wasn't for sale… and he killed them, every last one. He helped me track down the scum who stole my parents from me… and killing them made me feel free for the first time ever.”

I could only hug the poor girl and nuzzle her again. “I’m….oh god I’m so sorry..” I said, not knowing she had such a shitty life.

’I guess my past kept me from enjoying this second chance. I never even gave this a real chance, believing nothing would change.’

“I mean...you had some rights to given...some of the obvious things.” I said nervously. “But right now...you have a new family...a family that loves you and won’t abandon you...alright?”

'Thank you...uh...dad...mom...Moddy?’

“Either or.” I said gently while nuzzling her again. “It’s all good now.”

'Er...um… I'm kinda hungry…’

“Oh, sure.” I said while unzipping my cloak and fixing my shirt and bra so she could drink my milk.

She latched on without argue or resistance. It felt nice, seeing her so… calm.

I could only smile at how calm she was, also happy she was just feeling better in general. “This is nice…”

Some others came and nursed. Including… ehehe…. Luna...

“And...what brings you here as well Luna?” I asked her honestly, not fully minding but just curious.

She popped off my teat with an audible smack of the lips, a drop of milk trailing down her lips. “I wanted to sample your new taps. You've done it with us enough that I had to try your vintage~”

“Okay okay.” I chuckled a little. “What do you think?”

“Sweet, thick like cream, warm, not hot, and has a faint vanilla aftertaste. All in all, an award winning brew.” She said, giving my boob a light slap, it's jiggle and bounce from the impact made me blush hard.

“Please don’t slap those.” I said nervously. “They’re sensitive.”

“You’ve slapped, squeezed and slept on ours. A little courtesy is in order.” She replied, a finger tracing around my tits… making my blush go redder.

“Fine fine..” I said. “So...did I miss anything?” I asked curiously.

“Twilight decided to move the infants to the bedroom, so we can all always be with them til they get older, and wants to convert the nursery into a little… baby factory~” Luna cooed. “Privacy, fun, and sex whenever we walk in. Sound fun?”

“Oh boy…” I said. “Can’t wait for that to be a whirlwind thing…” I said honestly. “So...how soon would that whole...renovating part be?”

“Dunno. Soon I hope. Oh, Zecora almost has that potion ready and Twilight wants to ask a favor of you.”

“Cool and I wonder what the favor is.” I said honestly, wondering what Twilight would ask for. “Can’t wait for my first heat to...not be terrible, and I presume Twilights with the orphans?”

“Her lab actually. She's still such a self learner.” Luna said, fondling the breast she was sucking from. “They're so soft yet so firm. No wonder the little ones all flock to you.”

“Yes yes I know.” I chuckled a little. “Glad you like them Luna.”

“I now understand how my sister was a lesbian for so many years. Of course being bisexual means more fun when it's present. Well, I guess you should go see Twilight right now.” Luna said, releasing my boob and picking up some kids, giving them all a big hug. “I will look after these little monsters. Rawr!” She said, the infant giggling at Luna.

I could only smile in joy as I got up and fixed my clothing. “Alright, thanks Luna.” I said, leaning over and kissing her cheek as I headed off to Twilights Lab.

On the way I wondered what Twilight wanted. She's never asked for anything before so this was going to be interesting. I arrived, her lab was very...sciency. She was in normal clothes though. Looking as pretty as ever. “Hello Ben.” Twilight said.

“Hey Twilight, how are you doing today?” I asked politely.

“I'm doing good. I wanted to bring up on something Donna said about this whole swallow and all that other stuff.” She explained.

“Did she have to tell literally everyone?” I frowned.

“Yes she did. Be glad I'm not Rune.” Twilight giggled. “You see, in your form that resembles humans, our race of ponies, etc, it's impossible to swallow another whole unless a spell to make you rubber or a spell to shrink the swallowed is available. But your feral form could easily pull that off.”

“Listen, it was going to at least be a one time thing with Eclipsa…” I frowned. “Just to know if I actually like it or not...not have it be something that I’ll be bugged about by basically everyone.” I sighed out.

“I know. But you can't lie, it's interesting, which is why I am offering you a practice trial.”

I pinched the bridge of my nose. “Sorry, but no. I wanted to at least do it once with someone that has actively tried suggesting it, I.E. Eclipsa, I don’t plan on doing it anymore than that. I know you find it interesting, and ‘practice’...but no. Also the only reason why it would work with Eclipsa is because of her Naga biology, so there’s that.”

“I know. And that's why I said practice.” She said, a flash of purple making me blink. When my vision cleared Twilight… Was like Eclipsa… a Naga. “I met with their Twilight and as it turns out transformation spells mixed with alteration spells makes me biology wise have the same inborn abilities as her.”

“Did I not just say no?” I asked honestly.. “But you look very pretty as a Naga Twilight...well you look pretty no matter what race you are but still.”

“Oh you are such a stubborn wolf.” She said, hand on her...hip?

“How am I stubborn when I literally gave you a good reason as to why I don’t want to?” I asked honestly. “Would you rather I have this ruined for me before Eclipsa gets a turn, or would you rather I have it be a pleasant surprise if I do enjoy it my first time?”

“Fine, but what about after. You seem sure you won't want to do it ever again.”

“I don’t know if it’ll be a one and done thing yet cause I haven’t experienced such a thing yet. Have you ever actually done this before?” I asked curiously. “Also, that’s why I said I don’t plan on it.”

“... once.” she said. That was surprising. “Spike once ate a titanium ring of my moms and it got stuck in his belly. I shrunk, cast some protective spells, and went in. No surgeon can break dragon scales. It was odd but… also kind of nice in there, in a squishy, slimy way. Kinda like being on another bizarre world. His heartbeat was, at that size, a thunder of sound and actually didn't worry me. Getting out was easy, a teleportation spell got me out without issue. Never did it since then, but this just brought up some old memories.”

“That is very interesting.” I said honestly. “But…” I sighed out, Twilight knowing full well I’m trying to find the right words to say so I don’t either hurt her, pussy out and just agree with her, or just going with the simple ‘no’. “I mean...I can bring up Eclipsa has had more experience with this...but I think it mostly boils down to I’d rather not have ‘practice’ ruin it all if that makes any sense.” I said honestly. “This is a brand new thing I’m willing to try, and Eclipsa brought it up, and given how she really wanted to do it, to her two new husbands...ugh, I’m just rambling at this point.” I sighed out, my ears flat against my head as I was just honestly upsetting myself at the moment.

“It's alright…” Twilight said, shifting back to her normal body. “I guess I expected this… was just hoping for a surprise for once… even with the threats and all, life has been getting… predictable.”

I was mentally screaming at how literally everyone I know constantly guilt trips me, curse you my big heart. “Is there...anything else you want to try?” I asked, Twilight hearing the sad whimper in my voice as I felt like crap for upsetting the ones I care about.

“Hmm… there's one thing I'd like to try with you… aside from what I just tried…”

“Literally anything so I can stop feeling like crap and being guilt tripped please.” I said. “You know I love you all till the ends of reality…” I sighed out.

“Okay… then can I place some...vibraters in you...analy…?”

“That...I can at least do.” I said. “But let’s...at least draw a line...nothing too overly big cause duh, and...let’s try not to play ‘how many vibrators can my amazonian wife/husband can fit in her ass’. Are those two things okay?” I asked honestly. “This is a first for me, don’t want it to get to outlandish scales.”

“Yeah. I just planned on using some egg vibrators, they aren't too big… and it will make that ass shake really well.”

I rolled my eyes. “Is my ass really that great?” I asked honestly. “I know you can probably bounce bits off of it but seriously.”

“That's an idea for later.” She said, hugging me. “And at least try and have fun with something you don't think you'll like. You never know what you might truly enjoy til you try it and embrace it.”

“I’ll give it a try.” I said. “Let’s all be glad I’m willing to try instead of saying ‘no’ a lot.” I said honestly while hugging her back. “Love you Twilight.”

“Love you two.” She said, grabbing my ass and squeezing my cheeks, making me jump, to which she managed to support me as she kept gripping my rear. “Huh, now I see why you like us in this pose~”

“Excuse me, super strength when?” I asked worriedly. “Cause seriously, I must weigh a ton here…”

“Yes but I still have some Naga strength from the spell. It will wear off in an hour, till then you are as light as a baby to me.”

“Ah...so...to the bedroom I suppose?” I asked sheepishly.

“Sure,” she leaned in close to my ear. “If you are up for it I got a strap on to use on you while those vibrators are inside your tail hole~” She whispered in a hot tone of voice.

“I’m still working through a lot of things...let’s not do two new things at the same time…” I said nervously. “I’m sorry, but...not fully used to it being there yet.” I said sheepishly, blushing like mad.

“Hmm...fine, but at least let me taste you down there.”

“That...I’ll allow.” I said sheepishly. “It’ll...be something...”

“Good~” She said, lightly biting my lower lip and pulling gently. “I’m looking forward to seeing you shutter~”

“Glad your happy Twilight.” I said lovingly.

I was panting heavy. Those vibrators long since came out and my new baby tunnel still soaked from orgasms. Twilight laid back proudly as I cuddled up to her. Female orgasems...are WAY better than male one...so...much...better… My ass is still shaking even. “Had fun?” Twilight asked, wrapped an arm around me.

“It was something...that’s for sure.” I panted while nuzzling Twilight happily. “But I had fun.” I said while hugging Twilight happily.

“Now you'll know how we feel after sex. Imagine when there's someone filling that hole~” She teased, poking my nose playfully.

“Jeez...your all going to abuse this new power aren't you?” I asked.

“As much as we can.” Twilight admitted. “So, how's afterglow feel?”

“Feels great.” I said. “But...let’s not go overboard alright?” I asked nervously.

“hehe. For now.” She said, kissing my forehead. “Now, what next~” she asked, embracing me in a tight hug, purposefully shoving my head between her knockers.

“That’s up to you cause...my first thought was dashed because of my size…” I blushed a little.

“Hmm.” She purred, petting me… dang it tail. “Well, how about if I figure out a spell we can all use, so we can screw properly, how about an old fashioned orgy?”

“That would be nice.” I said with a smile. “Got to make sure I’m still the head guy...being a woman is nice and all, but I’ve still got some small amount of pride in me being a guy darn it.”

“I believe as I was eating you out you did call yourself a 'thirsty doggy’ right before you orgasemed?”

“That doesn’t count, and I was literally experiencing my first female orgasm so shush.” I pouted.

Twilight gave a chuckle at my expenses. “Well you are a girl now also. Besides. Gender doesn't matter in the end anyway.”

“I know I know.” I said while nuzzling Twilight. “But...I should probably check on the orphan...make sure they’re all alright.”

“Hi.”Twilight and I jumped, Looking over and seeing Player floating just a foot from us away. “Took a while to find your realm.”

“Uh...hi.” I said sheepishly while using a big enough blanket to cover the two of us up. “So...why are you here?”

“To train you with code still. Also why are you covering up?”

“I mean...we’re both naked.” I frowned, which was true given the fun me and Twilight had. “But cool, someone actually wanting to train instead of wasting everyone’s time.” I said, still thankful about Ashe and the little tidbits I learned but seriously that entire thing was a waste of time.

“Oh? That? I don't have a gender so I typically look passed those things.” Player said. “Nudity, sex, male, female, all just parts of the physical.”

“Well...alright.” I said. “But I should...probably wash up and get dressed before going with you right?”

“If you want. Makes no difference to me. I'll be in your training room.” They said, leaving in a string of code.

“Well...that happened.” I said while getting up from the bed. “Good thing I learned how to wash up properly…” I muttered while grabbing my clothes. “Thanks Twilight.”

“No problem. Next time let's make it a three way~”

“Can’t wait.” I said before heading off to the showers to get cleaned up before my training.

Washing off felt great. Somehow a shower in this body just felt… better. “Don’t know why everything feels better...but eh...oh well.”

Once I was cleaned and clothed I headed to the training room where Player was. “Alright. Unlike Lord, I am going to try a different approach.”

“Actually being a teacher and teaching me how to do things instead of making me waste months doing literally jack all wondering what he wanted me to do?” I asked. “As you can clearly see I will never get past that fact.”

“I am going to pull what I like to call a Cript.”

“So three things..actually being trained, which he never did when I learned Humanity and Psychopath powers which might not matter at all anymore, have it handed to me, or I fight an unknown amount of enemies while using said ability to try and learn it...so which one?” I asked.

“I will implant the information into your mind. From there you can practice with it without issue. As for those, well Cript was training Eclipsa at the time so he did not have the free time then.”

“To train me with Code or to train me in Humanity and Psychopath that I’ve had for god knows how long?” I asked. “But sure, that sounds...a little annoying but hey if it means I won’t accidentally blow myself up cause of it than sure.” I said honestly.

“Alright. Now I do warn,” Player said, raising a hand up. “This will hurt.” A small beam of his code his me in the head… and my brain, skull and flesh was begging to tear open, pressure the likes of which the ocean depths held no candle too. Things I didn't even know existed, so much information sent into my brain. It was like I could see everything down to it's tiniest detail, and then some.

I hit the ground, clutching my head and screaming. Blood tears flowed from my eyes.

“Why does this always fucking happen?” I muttered in severe pain. “Seriously...fuck, can’t this shit ever be painless for once?” I groaned, wondering why practically everything like this always has to hurt like a bitch.

“No one ever said power or knowledge was painless.” Player said, my head suddenly felt better...normal. I looked around, and everything I saw had… numbers. So many number… but, I understood them all. Like seeing everything and everyone for their base foundation and structure… “So, you see it all now?”

“Jeez, am I a Master Builder from the Lego Movie now?” I asked honestly while making a rag and wiping the bloody tears from my eyes. “But yes, yes I do.”

“Good. You already crafted a cloth without thinking.”

“I mean, I’ve made random things with magic before.” I said honestly. “Seriously, original explanation of Code makes it sound like worse Magic.”

“While magic can do much, only code can transform an entire realm effortlessly. And keep it all stable, even if it what you are making has no sense.”

“Can’t wait to literally never use this ever.” I said honestly. “Cause when you have so many powers, you just forget you can do certain things.” I said honestly. “So, now I can actively use Code without having to remember at least eighty different things...now I just need to learn what the hell it’s used for.”

“Everything.” Player said. “Allow me to demonstrate.” They said, raising a hand and formed a small solar system, and enclosed it within a glass sphere. “A whole solar system, three planets teeming with life, all within this glass sphere.”

“Cool...and now I need to figure out what my specific brand of Code can do, cause that’s the general part.” I said honestly. “Cause you said I have a special thing with my Code that I have no idea about.”

“Yup. Now then, I will say the name of something, or someone, and you will be crafting it, or rather, spawning it in with code. Understood?”

“Sounds simple enough.” I said while getting up. “So...what first?”

“First. Toxins scrubber.”

“What kind?” I asked. “There’s plenty of them out there.”

Player smiled. “Smart. Do you see my head, see how there is a single line of code streaming through it that does not belong? That is the one I am imaging. See that through the code and spawn it.”

I looked at the code he was thinking of for a moment, before raising my hand and out appeared the specific type of toxin scrubber he wanted. “This it?”

Player nodded. “Next, a person…” They grinned. “Andrew Ryan.”

I looked at him for a moment. “But uh...he’s...kind of dead? Wouldn’t that cause some problems?” I asked nervously, remembering my first visit to Rapture with Jenny.

“You are an Admin. Death, life, they are just different displays and stages for which life exists. To you, they mean as much as a mosquito to a hurricane. It's easily changed, erased, or reworked.”

I looked a bit concerned. “But...death is a thing people can’t stop, even Admins right?”

“While admins can die, anything in your realm, within your reach here can be immortal if you wanted. With just a snap, all the misery of the world wiped out, evil people become the humblest and kindest people and for as much as they know, that is how they have always been. To be an admin is to be above the common death, pain and suffering from within a realm. Because yours will always be much worse.”

“Can I at least ask the person if they even want to come back or if they want to stay wherever the hell they are?” I asked honestly. “Cause just...bringing back a dead person can be pretty rude to those that wanted their rest.”

“Up to you. You can bring them back and they and all around them would have no memory of their death to begin with. If you want to do it that way, go on.”

I looked a bit concerned. “Well...I was there when he died...he said he had a long run so…” I said, Player knowing I’m still new and thinking reversing death to those that actively wished for their final rest to be disrespectful or worse.

“Then ask.” Player said, waving their hand as heavenly gates irradiating a calming light appeared. “Heaven, hell, any afterlife if under your domain as an admin. Everything and anything within your realm is yours to control, change, alter and master at the flick of your wrist. The powers of an admin are rivaled only by Deletes. And Belief.”

“Oh hey, something new.” I said honestly while looking at the gates. “But it sounds like ‘Belief’ is something new and special instead of what might come to mind.”

“Hm… mortals pray to God's. God's pray to Admins… so what do Admins pray to?”

“Ah, I can see how that might happen.” I said honestly. “Good to know...so just...walk up to the gates and knock?”

“Spin kick them down for all you care. What's the afterlife going to do to you?”

“Have people actively attack me?” I asked. “I’d rather not piss people off ya know.”

Player rolled their eyes. “No pride as an Admin I see. Well that might be a good thing at least.”

“You know, I’m not a person that actively believes he’s above everyone because he can do everything, that’s retarded and gets you people that can and will want to actively murder you.” I said honestly. “But people already want to actively murder me so what the fuck do I know.” I shrugged before walking over and just knocking on the golden gates. “Hello? Anybody home?”

“...You do know...nevermind, these aren’t the actual gates of heaven, just a quick thing I made to make a point.” Player said, snapping their fingers as the false gates vanished.

“Sorry, but personal experience has taught me, when someone who is very very strong makes you a door, it normally leads somewhere you have to go to.” I said honestly. “Happened with Cript, Lord, the old King of Nothingness...you get my point?”

“Fair enough. Next up, is something a bit more interesting. Create your own, original Nobody, something that is yet to exist or does not exist period within your realm.”

“Well...that would be a bit weird cause I don’t fully know all the Nobodies cause I’m pretty sure some are still hiding from me.” I frowned. “But...if you say so.” I said before turning to my imagination, which is bad to some extent, to try and come up with a thing that wasn’t just stupid.

I thought about all the Nobodies that existed, and started to think about all the things that didn’t exist...before something in my head clicked for a moment. “Wait a minute…” I muttered before thinking harder about it, Nothingness started to form as...something appeared. It was humanoid in shape, but it didn’t have any defining features other than Nothingness Thorns were wrapped around it’s entire body like mummy bandages. “Hmm…” I said while summoning a Dusk...only to see the thing shapeshift into the Dusk perfectly...then I swapped it with a Berserker, and it copied it as well. “Right...so I have made a new Nobody that hasn’t been made before.” I said while dismissing the Berserker and seeing it go back to its original form. “Now...what to name you…” I hummed. “Well...your a doppelganger...not sure to what extent at the moment so…” I tried to think of a name for this thing. “Why not Echo.” I said as the thing bowed at me.

“Good enough. Now, something a bit simpler.” Player said, leading me over to a window. Down below there was some of the city around the castle, and a noticeable empty slot of land. “Lookout passed your world’s edge. Can you see the edge of your world?”

“I mean, I’m already noticing the empty slot of land.” I frowned, looking around for the edge of the world.

I spotted it in the furthest distance, a literal towering wall of Nothingness thorns rising from the ground so far out there. “This is your realm, your world. Now, make it bigger.”

“Um…” I muttered. “If you say so…” I said while taking a deep breath, slowly trying to push the boundaries of the world outward. “This is gonna be a little rough…”

“Think of the landscape you want. Mountains? Deserts? Frozen forests, vast deep oceans? What divides them? Connects them, what lives there? Grows there, is there? It’s all up to you.”

“I know...but I already have problems with crap like that to begin with.” I said. “Took me a bit to even make a doppleganger for christ sakes.” I muttered while slowly making more space, thinking of doing this with one piece at a time as I slowly went in one direction, making a mountainous region, filling it with creatures that could both live on all elevations, to filling it with plant life natural to the area’s and even new plants that were able to survive the harsh upper regions because I let my mind drift on any finer details as I just envisioned the beautiful mountain range.

“Good. You have a decent hang of it.” Player said. “Now, something a but more… interesting.”

“Interesting?” I asked, half paying attention at this point to make sure nothing bad happens.

“Admins have a very different way of getting to know one another. Rather than speak, often times they read the others code, and it will tell them everything Important about them. Their ideals, their hopes, their goals, their memories, and their intentions.”

“Oh boy, can’t wait for that to have awkward connotations.” I said, given my current form it would be rather strange for others that wouldn’t normally have context. “Even if they can see my memories...it would still be a little weird.”

“I will be your example. Read my code, and see what kind of person I am.”

I looked at him, my eyes glowing a faint green as I looked at Players Code, wondering how the hell I’m going to learn so much from so little.

As I was looking, seeing his code, The world around me went dark. Suddenly I was in a darkly lit room, a computer screen as the primary source of light and the silhouette of a person working on it. I saw they were playing Undertale, pacifist run, the scene changing to them watching others on different route, AU comics, the game and it's world forming into a total obsession for them while the figure grew more and more hollow. The scene changed, the silhouette reading books on dark magics while also reading books about the brain. Then, them working on a chair. It was akin to an electric chair, strange symbols and handmade electronic parts mixing together in it's design. The chair was then finished, hooked up to their computer through many wires as they crafted from pixels an off color version of Frisk… players body… they opened Undertale, sat in the chair, then, turned it on. Their body twitches and spasms with the high voltage, the symbols glow as do the wires to the computer. Finally it stops, the silhouette limp as the pixel body on screen begins to move, then, starts the game.  

I was back in front of Player now, breathing heavy.

“Well...that was...something.” I said. “So...all of this...because Undertale?”

“I became what and who I am now because of my obsession. Lord found me, and I learned what I really dropped myself into.”

“That’s definitely something.” I said honestly. “Glad to know all of...that.”

“We all have our stories. Written or not. Now then, that is the important stuff. The rest is easy and will come as natural as breathing to you in short time.”

“Cool.” I said. “Now it’s mostly just practice.”

“Yes. Lord always wants others to learn the hardest way. Well, I'll be off. Good luck.” Player said, leaving in a wave of code.

“Cool…” I muttered. “Can’t wait…” I sighed out. “Shit...I’m gonna need to retry all the crap Agamemnon taught me in this new form...well...at least I know what I need to do for a change.” I rolled my eyes. “So...what next on my to do list…”