Everyone already knows I rejected Fluttershy's friendship, upsetting her. It was only three days ago...and they know. No one is happy with me, everyone is more angry than usual. Hurting someone that nice...it's made me even more of a hated bleep. All day people have shoved me in corridors. All day I've felt even more isolated than ever. It's now last lesson, my phone vibrates, notifying me that I've got a message. It's been vibrating all day, I haven't checked yet. I enter my password and scroll through. It's all the same! Hatred...people saying I should kill myself...I close it, trying to swallow back bile. It'll be OK.
"So today class we'll be learning about the Sanctuary of Life." our teacher says (it's a Religious Studies Lesson). "This means all life has value."
"Shimmer's doesn't." someone retorts .
"Yeah, she's a monster." someone adds.
"She should just kill herself." another voice states. At once voices agree. The only ones who don't are the teacher and Twilight's friends. Still, they stay silent. You know what. Fine. I'm done. I pick up my bag, a descion made. If everyone will finally be happy...fine. I leave the classroom, shocked silence behind me.
Once I'm outside I run. I keep going, even though school is far behind me. The quicker I arrive the quicker...I can leave. My face is marked with tears, spilling. I no longer have the energy to care. I'll be gone soon, then I won't have to hide my pain. The cool wind blows through my hair, pulling it back. I fight on. I can do this. It's for everyone else's good. Where am I going, you ask? This is it.
I'm on an old, abandoned block of flats. Noone lives here, I often sit up here to be alone. Now I walk to the edge, looking down on the ally below.