How could you?

by Easy breezey


Captain for a day!! A.K.A:The day I'll barely survive *_* pt:1(Reminiscing my loved one)

"Dashie?!" I exclaimed aloud.
"Yeah it's me Soarin." She said to me sadly,looking away. Then she sighed and faced me "Look Soarin,I'm sorry about what happened-" She said but I cut her off by placing a finger on her lips. I sighed and grabbed the plate of pancake and proceed to cut some strawberries and got some chocolate chips,whip cream,and maple syrup.

I placed the strawberries and chocolate chips on top with some whipped cream and drizzled the maple syrup like a pro!
I herd Dash clap slowly impressed by my work "You know Soarin you can work at Sugarcube Corner." She said giggling.
I laughed and shook my head glancing at the clock which read "7:50"

Wait...

"7:50!!"

"Shit! I'M LATE!!!!" I yelled quickly grabbing a container and place the pancake inside slightly ruining it but I didn't care.

I kissed Dash's cheek like old times rushed to my room and grabbed my uniform and my water bottles,one filled with apple juice,water,and a protein shake and shoved all of in my bag and I sighed "No homemade lunch for me then." I mumbled "Bye Dash!" I yelled running out of door,grabbed my car keys and bolted out the door to get in my car.

As I got in my car, I quickly got in and started it. Quickly driving away.
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"Shit! Shit! Shit! I grumbled driving away, 15 minutes later, I reached Cloudesdale and 15 more minutes I reached the headquarters which is around 8:10.
'Spitfire's gonna have my head!' I internally yelled at myself.
'No shit Sherlock!' My inner voice scolded me.
'Screw you brain!!' I fought with the voice in head.
'Fuck you. Well I hope you survive.' My brain said before abandoning me
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Once I reached my assigned parking space,I grabbed my stuff and I quickly ran towards my office in top speed looking left and right in hopes to not be seen by Spitfire.
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And by hook or by crook, or simply dumb luck, I made it in my office. I closed the door, panting. I wiped some sweat from my brow.
"Wow, I *huff* made *huff* it!" I panted to myself. And I grabbed my bottle with the water and drank it greedily.
I sat down on my chair and I realized I'm not in uniform....well I am but semi. I sighed I grabbed the uniform I packed and went in the bathroom and changed and in around 5 minutes I stepped out of the bathroom and place my clothes in the locker I have in the corner of my office. Fleetfoot then barged in yelling "GOOD MORNING SOARIN!!!" As she entered my office.
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I groaned and rubbed my temples "What is it Fleet?" I asked in annoyance.
"Sheesh, someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed today." She said sarcastically.
"Fuck you Fleet." I groaned and grabbed my breakfast and my spare fork for these kinds of emergencies.
"Well you're grumpy today." She said with a smirk.
"I haven't gotten the chance to eat breakfast today and my dead wife saw me mess up breakfast,which is just simply pancakes. So yeah I'm great!" I said sarcastically,plunging my fork in the pancake and brought it in my mouth and I can say I outdid myself.

I hummed in approval of the flavors which was heavenly.
"Can I have some?" Fleetfoot begged me and I laughed and told her to grab a plate and a fork.
With a squeal she dashed out of the room and grabbed a plate and a fork from the cafeteria.
I continued to eat in silence, still thinking about Dash and 'what-if's'.
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I didn't even hear her come in,since I was preoccupied with my thoughts of Dash.
I just unconsciously stared at my breakfast.
'What if I didn't cheat on her, would she still kill herself?' I thought to myself
'Of course she wouldn't dummy!' My inner voice scoffed at me
'Yeah I guess...you're right.' I said internally to myself
'Of course I'm right!' It scoffed again.
"I'm so so so sorry Dash. I'm sorry I failed you." I mumbled to myself letting a few tears drip down my cheek and landing on my table as I clenched my fork tightly.
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Then I felt a hand on my shoulder.....
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I whipped my head back to see Fleetfoot looking at me with a sad smile as she rubbed her hand up and down my back,effectively calming me in a way......But it also reminded me how Rainbow Dash would calm me down after a stressful or emotional day,making me shudder suddenly when I looked up to see not Fleetfoot's face,but Dash's.

"Rainbow?" I whispered softly as I caressed her cheek, Rainbow held my hand and gave me a soft smile and I leaned in for a kiss but she stopped me.
"Soarin!! What are you doing?!" She yelled at me and gave a slap. And it kinda stung....
"What the hell! Rainbow what was that for?!" I asked in anger.
"SOARIN,I'M NOT RAINBOW DASH !!!" Fleetfoot yelled at me. And slowly I could see,instead of a cyan blue skin, I see an artic blue one and instead of of that rainbow hair that I love so much, I see a white one and instead of seeing Rainbow's calming face, I see Fleetfoot's concerned face.
"What is wrong with you Soarin?" She asked me in concern.
"Fleet,I am so so so sorry." I said burying my face in embarrassment.
"It's ok Soarin." She said with a soft smile,then she frowned "I understand the pain you're going thru." She whispered,tears slightly forming at the edge of her eyes,but she quickly wiped it away.
"Soo can I have some pancake to?" She asked "I haven't had breakfast too sooo.." She said waving her fork in the air.
I chuckled and pushed the container towards her signaling for her to get some,and with a smile she grabbed what she wanted and sat down at the opposite side from me as we both ate our breakfast in silence, Fleetfoot probably thinking about her dead husband and kids,while I was thinking about her, yes I think about Dash a lot. Sue me I love her!
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"So Spitfire told me to tell you that she's gonna be absent to have a check-up on the baby." Fleetfoot said,breaking the silence.
I dropped my fork in surprise.
"WHAT?!"