Forgiveness

by Mystic Shadow

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Rainbow Dash and Soarin are best friends. Or used to be. Soarin thinks about the time when Rainbow left to go to Ponyville and remembers all her letters she wrote to him whilst he ignored and carried on with his so called 'happy' life.

//HIATUS: Edited 10/1/17


As childhood friends, Rainbow Dash and Soarin spent nearly all their childhood together, sure they had Fleetfoot, Spitfire and Fluttershy but they could trust each other equally in anything...

Not really...

Ever since Rainbow moved away to Ponyville, hoping that he would someday see her again, Soarin never got the time to spill his feelings to her. He never replied to her letters. He never went to visit her. He wanted to forget her... to not break her heart. After all, his life is way better than love... right? You know, loyalty? His crushes friend's element...?

Cover art by neonspirit17
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Chapter 1

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THIS CHAPTER IS CURRENTLY IN EDITING SO IF IT LOOKS WEIRD, THATS BECAUSE I'M EDITING IT...

[Soarin's POV]

I... I get it now. I get what she was trying to say... how Rainbow left that day... the way she was acting... ugh... how stupid was I...?


Flashback


"Soarin!" a voice called, stopping a certain colt in his tracks.

Soarin turned around, raising an eyebrow. "Hmm?"

"Soarin! There you are!" Fleetfoot skidded to a stop in front of him, "Dashie wants to talk to you!" she giggled, Spitfire rolling her eyes at the pet name she gave for Dash.

"What for?" Soarin inquired, tilting his head.

Suddenly realising what she was doing, Fleetfoot only looked at Spitfire and bit her lip. "Uh..." Spitfire raised an eyebrow. "Maybe she should go to him in her own time..."

Soarin furrowed his eyebrows. "Um, what?"

"NOTHING!" Spitfire shouted, "Um, uh, yeah," Spitfire glanced at Fleetfoot,"like Fleet said, Dash wants to talk to you... I think...? UM yeah she does! Uh, yeah... Sweet Celestia, what am I saying?"

Soarin eyed her suspiciously before tilting his head at Fleetfoot. She only shrugged before adding a small smirk on her face.

Spitfire glared at Fleetfoot fiercely and grumbled something under her breathe. "Never mind. Shut up Soarin and lets go!"

"What? I didn't say any-"

"SHUT UP!"


"DASH!"

"AH!" Rainbow Dash yelped and looked behind her. "Oh! Hey Fleets! Spitfire! ... S-Soarin."

"Hi!" Fleetfoot chirped.

Dash furrowed her eyebrows at the mare before shaking her head. "Uhh, Soarin? Can we have a moment for a few seconds?"

"Um, sure...?"

As soon as he was gone, Rainbow whipped her head around to the two mares. "Why did you bring him?"

Fleetfoot frowned. "You're going to have to tell him at some point... and we're only trying to help!"

"Actually, it isn't helping and you dragged me into this." Spitfire mumbled before getting a rough shove from Fleetfoot.

"Not helping!"

Ignoring them, Rainbow cut in. "B-but... I have NO idea how to tell him! I was going to tell him! Just... just not yet..." she took in a deep breathe. "Do you think I really want to move away from Cloudsdale and leave?! Leave him?!"

Fleetfoot huffed and looked to the ground. "No..." she looked back up at Dash "Ponyville's a nice town, you'll make friends! Fluttershy is moving there too, right?! And if you want a... friend that is a colt, you always have Zephyr Breeze!"

Rainbow looked at her with disgust. "Fluttershy's brother? Are you KIDDING me?! You don't even know him! He has a massive crush on me and is the biggest flirt... it's SO annoying..."

Fleetfoot smirked. "You have a massive crush on Soarin!"

Rainbow glared at her and puffed out her cheeks. "Y-yeah well... it isn't obvious... is it...?!" she looked to Spitfire to see her roll her eyes and shake her head at her. "Good... wait... what if he doesn't care about me?! What if he doesn't care at all?!"

Spitfire snorted. "Stop imagining and thinking the worst, that will never happen."

"What will never happen?"

Eyes widening at the voice, Rainbow flinched so hard that she had managed to knock Fleetfoot over. "AH!" her eyes widened as she saw Soarin. "WHAT DID YOU HEAR?!" she shouted, glaring at him.

Soarin pretended to think. "Oh, just... all of it..." he smirked playfully.

"It was a joke." Fleetfoot quickly said.

Soarin quirked an eye brow. "I was kidding. I only heard Spitfire, I got bored,"

"Over 30 seconds?" Spitfire asked flatly.

Soarin flattened his brow, looking towards her. "I get bored easily, okay?"

Rainbow laughed nervously, rubbing a hoof behind her neck. "Uh... IhavetogonowBYE!" whilst she tried getting away, Fleetfoot huffed in frustration and stood on her tail.

"OW!" Rainbow looked back at Fleetfoot and glared.

"You're going to tell him."

"Tell me what?"

Dash gave a desperate look to Spitfire. She bit her lip and looked away whilst Soarin looked between them. She took a deep breathe. "I... I'm... GOING."

After Fleetfoot face palmed and Spitfire sighed, Rainbow nervously scampered away, leaving a dust trail in her path.

"Uh... what?"


Soarin hesitantly knocked on Rainbow's door. Spitfire had suggested that he should go and talk to her and he was worried something was seriously wrong. Fleetfoot was standing behind him, peering over his shoulder.

Soarin looked back at Fleetfoot in confusion. "Why are you here?"

Fleetfoot snorted and rolled her eyes, "Seriously? Do you think she lives on her own?" She waved her keys in his face. "I got this magical thing right here, ever heard of room mates? I could easily open that door if you would move your fat litt- big body!"

Soarin blinked in realisation, ignoring her last remark and stepping aside, "Heh, yeah, right. Okay. You, uh, just use those keys... to open... this door and..." he paused when he saw her looking at him weirdly. "W-what?"

Fleetfoot huffed and rolled her eyes, "Never mind. Move asi- never mind you already have... for the first time!" she snickered, tossing her keys to her other wing before selecting the right key. "Don't make too much sound, okay? I don't want to risk waking her up if shes sleeping," she shivered, "You don't wa-" her ears perked up. "Wait... do you hear that?"

Soarin remained silent and dragged his ear to the door. He could hear Dash and a stallions voice through the door. "Is she seeing somepony?"

Fleetfoot looked at him in confused. "Seriously?"

"... what?"

"Don't you see she clearly likes- argh, never mind..." Soarin raised an eyebrow. "No. She isn't seeing anypony," she paused, glancing towards him. "Yet."

Soarin quirked an eyebrow. "Oh... so she likes somepony?"

"Uh... yes."

"Who is it? I can help!" Soarin smiled.

Fleetfoot froze. She wasn't meant to tell him this much! "... I-it'd be better if she'd tell you..."

"Uh... alright...?
Flashback over

Ugh here I am, 6 years later, wondering about my old friend whilst I'm about to judge a competition. For young flyers. Great, I'm probably like younger than most of them! Jeeze even I could bang them out any-day!

Wait.

No.

That...

That isn't her... it can't be...

"Come on Soarin! Be on alert! Especially... with that... err... unicorn? What kind of wings are THEY?!"

"U-uh... sure... yeah..." I mumble, completely oblivious to what Spitfire had just said.

How could Spitfire and Misty not recognise her? She stands out so clearly... wait... she'd probably... hate me... to death... I never visited... I never cared... I never knew...

"AAHHHHHH!!"

"The mare? Ughr I saw this coming, C'MON GUYS!" Spitfire suddenly commanded, shooting down.

I sigh, concerned about this mare although Rainbow on the back of my mind.



I recovered from the fall, all I can remember is getting kicked in the face and a rainbow blurr... oh...


-3rd person-


Rainbow looked to the ground, looking back at the wonderbolts who had just congratulated her... Soarin. He... he was in the wonderbolts now? To her, it was obvious that Spitfire was in, though... Soarin promised her... he said... said... to think she believed he really hurt himself badly, so bad that he died...

"Rainbow...?"

"Hm? Oh hey Flutters..."

"Is... is..."

"Yeah. That's Soarin." mumbled Rainbow flatly.

"O-oh Rainbow! I-I'm so sorry..."

"You don't need to apologise Shy, it's HIS fault... he LIED to me. I can't... I can't..." cried Rainbow, looking to a side.

Fluttershy frowned, seeing her distressed, especially in a place like Cloudsdale, so open, Dash only ever shed a few tears when they were alone and when her parents died.

"Shhh, it's alright Dashie..." whispered Fluttershy, gently draping a wing over her.

"I-I just want to... to..."

"No pony's around... let it out..." mumbled Fluttershy gently, hugging her.


Soarin stared at the two, about to go get Rainbow to go talk to her when he stumbled across the two. He really let her down...

"I shouldn't even be able to be friends with her... I don't deserve it." mumbled Soarin, staring at the two friends intently, not taking his gaze off them.

Fluttershy suddenly flinched and looked behind her, her pegasi senses saying somepony was spying on them, instantly spotting Soarin and remaining silent.

Soarin's eyes widened as the two looked at each other and Fluttershy looked away nervously, going back to Rainbow.


"Oh dear..." sighed Fluttershy under her breathe.

"W-what?"

"E-err... n-nothing..."

"Umm okay..." sighed Dash, looking to a side and looking up to the sky.


Soarin looked at her for another few moments before making his way over to Spitfire as she raised an eyebrow at him.

"Soar? Where have you been?"

"Nowhere ma'am!"

"Soarin... we've been over this..."

"Sorry I'm used to my moth- y-you know..."

"Oh... right" mumbled Spitfire, feeling ashamed, deciding not to push him.

"Spitfire... did you... did you recognise anypony in there from... flight school...?"

"Flight school?!" scoffed Spitfire, rolling her eyes, "There are EXACTLY two ONLY ponies I miss from flight school that are Fluttershy and Rai- sorry..."

"N-no! It's uhm fine..."

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Rainbow glanced at Soarin who was sitting down on the other side of the room, talking to Fire Streak when Lightning came up to her.

"Hey, Dash..." whispered Lightning, nudging her in the side.

Rainbow looked back at him and tilted her head to a side, "What up?"

"... first of all, hey, Ihaventseenyouin6years, secondly, Soar wants to speak to you..."

Lightning looked back at Fire, doing a really obvious signal, Fire doing the same.

Rainbow rolled her eyes, knowing that the two had planned it and shook her head.

"I know your lying Lightning..."

"Oh come ON!" shouted Lightning, trudging away to the colts bathroom, a few seconds later, trudging back and dragging Fire with him.

Soarin looked at Fire, mortified as his eyes landed on Dash and averted his eyes quickly.

"HAIIII SORI!" shouted Fleetfoot, then whispering, "You should REALLY go give apologies to your marefriend for not keeping your promise, every time I went, she was just looking for YOU, you know."

"What? But you said..."

"It was a lie, I promised her... whoops I uh kinda spilled it, huh?"

"No kidding." grumbled Soarin, rolling his eyes.

"Anyway, go talk to her!" giggled Fleetfoot, the twins and her leaving the room, leaving them both alone.

"... hey..."

"Hey." said Rainbow flatly, looking downwards.

Soarin glanced back at the door before walking towards her and sitting down next to her.

"I..."

"Don't."

"What?"

"Don't apologise, you here can't make up for that."

"Wait! Dash! I can explain!" begged Soarin.

"NO, you can't! On that last day, I was BROKEN, I felt AWFUL I wanted to desperately fly back and go to you and give a proper bye, I told my self I'll forgive you as soon as you came but you never did! I really thought you had hurt your self like you promised me! Why... why did you never come back..."

It was true, Soarin never did come back... he was hooked in moping that one day he forgot what he was moping about and forgot all about her until he got into the wonderbolts... how was he meant to explain THAT?

"Why... couldn't you just visit me?" asked Soarin nervously.

"I couldn't! I wasn't aloud in Cloudsdale all because my parents didn't trust anypony at the school! I only ever went back when I moved back to find out you moved house and you obviously graduated or something!"

"I thought your parents said..."

"They said I wasn't aloud to move until I was 18 but NO! They... they just had to... die... when I didn't see you at the funeral... I thought you... died..."

That seemed to struck Soarin in the heart, Dash's parents were probably the kindest ponies he had ever met, really, the only family Dash had apart from friends, her parents weren't that rich either, they had barely enough to live. Of course, his parents helped until they moved. Soarin had probably moved out and lost connection for a few months when his mother was told the news.

"Dash... I'm willing to be friends again... I know you probably hate me as much as you hated Hoops but I can always make up for tha-"

Surprisingly, Soarin then felt some hooves wrapping around him. She was hugging him. She was really hugging him.

Dash felt kinda uncomfortable for a little since she hadn't hugged him in a LONG time but she knew he meant it and trusted him well.

"I'm willing to find out... Soar..."

Maybe he...

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Dash sighed as she flew home, he didn't even notice her that night.

"Probably more interested in fans than ME."

"Rainbow Dash?"

"Oh, yeah, what's up Shy?"

"... I... I saw you trying to get Soarin's attention at the gala..." she mumbled meekly.

"Yeah..."

"I... before I left... I talked to Soarin and... he really didn't notice you, honest... he said he'd rather hang out with you..."

"..."

"Oh! Your not mad at him, are you?!" asked Fluttershy, worried.

"No... ain't his fault..."

"How can he not notice me?" thought Dash, shaking her head at the thought.

"Oh... just wanted to let you know... bye Dashie!" smiled Fluttershy, hugging her tightly and flying to her cottage.

"Bye..."

Rainbow kicked off her dress and dumped it into her cupboard and sat on her bed, Soarin in her mind.

"After all these years... I wonder... after kissing him... if he still likes me... if he's thinking about me now..."

BANG BANG BANG

"AH! OOOF!"

Rainbow grumbled as she picked herself up and looked down from her bedroom window, seeing Soarin smirking slightly in his wonderbolt uniform. Soarin waited patiently, waiting for her to reply...

"Are you going to let me in?"

"No."

"Er..."

"I'm coming out."

Dash flew out of her window and looked at him curiously. What was he here for? Apologies? Probably not... Ki- Dash. Stop it. Just wait for him...

"Rain, loo-"

"Don't call me Rain."

Soarin nodded quickly, just remembering that her parents used to call her that and he hesitated before carrying on, "Sorry, I just..."

"KISS ALREADY!!!"

"WHAT?!"

The two fliers looked around rapidly, blushing madly, the two spotted Fleetfoot, Pinkie and Rarity giggling and the two glared at them.

"I told you'll they'll be mad..." mumbled Fluttershy, hiding behind her mane, popping up from the cloud.

"How... how are YOU TWO on clouds?!" asked Soarin, pointing at Pinkie and Rarity.

"Cuh! Darling, my thing might be fashion, but a lady could know a good spell or two from being friends with the princess!"

"What? What kinda spell makes you walk on clouds?" asked Soarin as Fleetfoot rolled her eyes.

"SHEESH Soar! Your more mindless than I thought! Cloud walking spell DUH! Oh and for us, pegasus sense and magic!" "

"What's... pegasus magic...?" asked Rarity, confused.

"Basically the same as pegasus sense!"

"Oh..."

"WELL?! TELL THE VIEWERS WHAT THAT IS THEN! DO YOU KNOW?!" shouted Pinkie, shaking the computer screen in front of her.

"Where did that come from...?"

"WHATEVER! JUST READ THIS SOARINDASH AWESOMENESS! "

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"Ugh I love my friends and all... they can just be... a bit personal..."

"The only reason Fleetfoot is my friend is because shes my team mate and I need to cope with her every session." grumbled Soarin.

"So, what are you doing here anyway?" asked Rainbow, making sure the others HAD actually went.

"Oh I wanted to apologise and ask if you wanted... to go out tomorrow... go to a restaurant, hang out, show you some tricks..."

"I err... yeah, sure..."

"What's up?" asked Soarin.

"Nothing..."

"Okay... around 10am tomorrow?"

"I can't make it then... got weather patrol at 9 till 11... 12 straight?"

"Sure, it's a date."


"Hey Dash, ready?"

Soarin looked around in her house, as he walked in seeing as the door was open, bumping into Rarity.

"HAHAHA! NO! NOOOOO! SHE'S NOT READY YET!" shouted Rarity, all sorts of things laying around Dash's house, a crashing coming from upstairs.

"SOARIN! GET ME OUT OF THIS DRESS!"

Soarin smirked as he looked upon her and couldn't hold back in a laugh.

"Oh come on! You look cute Dashie!"

"..."

Dash glared at him, it wasn't any glare, it was a glare clearly saying 'I'm going to KILL you the moment I get this dress off of me and your GOING to help me get this 'fancy marshmallow' out of my house.'

"..."

"Er..."

"OOH! ARE YOU CALLING RARITY A MARSHMALLOW?! COOL! I CLASS HER AS ONE AS WELL!" squealed Pinkie.

"EEEEEEEEEXXXXXXXXXXCUSSSSSSSEEEEEE MEEE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"UH OH! I'M OUT!"

"Well... can we just go...?" asked Rainbow, rolling her eyes.

"Uh... sure..."

"HAVE FUN!"

"... sure..."


"So... whats up in life?" asked Soarin.

"Saving the world... trying to get into the wonderbolts... fantasising about you... tube... being in this world..."

"What's youtube?" asked Soarin, looking at her confused.

"Something... Twilight... long story..."

"So... where do you want to go first?" asked Soarin.

"Well... I'm not really hungry at the moment... wanna just fly around town?"

"Sure." shrugged Soarin.

"So... what about you?" asked Dash, taking a moment to scan her home town.

"What?"

"You know... life..."

"Oh! Hard working though fun, joining the Wonderbolts is probably the best thing that happened to me..."

"Yeah... cool..." mumbled Rainbow, feeling crushed, not really knowing why.

"Well... apart from becoming friends with... Spitfire..."

"What...?"