Yaaaawwnnnn…goddess that snuggle was awesome! Oh right gotta get focused today. We are going to help Celestia control Negative emotions because Celestia suffers PTSD (Positive Traumatic Stress Disorder) or Over-Positive dose. Point is, she’s too positive and when Negative emotions finally crack it is over the top hence Celestia burnt a dude alive for the love the sun.
What? Why are you looking at me that way? I read books, what? You thought Twilight was the only one to ever read a book ever? Well exuuuuuussseee me Mr./Mrs./Miss I search all my answers up on Google (Google in Equestria may as well be Twilight Sparkle)!
Look, I’m worried about her okay? Not as just a friend, boyfriend and soon to be husband to the Sun Goddess known as Celestia, but as Jason too, Celestia might lose control one day, like Luna did and if that day comes, I have to be prepared.
I look at Celestia snuggling in, still beautiful in sleeping in, and happy. I want her to be happy, she’s been through a lot through the years, she deserves every bit of happiness I give her and more. She exploded…twice, one at the hospital with my attacker and the noble behind it, the latter of him is not enough ashes for an urn to fill.
What if I do lose her…NO! NO! ABSOLUTELY NOT! Do not think about that! I will not submit to the thought of losing Celestia, is she goes down than I will go down with her. This thought is maddening me, maybe I’ll need therapy. I need somepony to talk to, somepony that knows Celestia and knows to how to keep Celestia calm and collected: Luna.
I need to talk to Luna, she knows Celestia better than anypony. If I want to share the future Celestia and I both want, I need to help her before she hurts somepony else or kills somepony else. Celestia will talk with somepony while I talk to Luna.
Knock Knock!
“Who’s there?” A slightly grumpy sounding Luna says through the door.
“It’s me Jason, I need to talk to you” I say through the door.
“Very well, come into our quarters” Luna says through the door.
If Celestia’s room was bright and sunny, Luna was the other side of the coin, the room was Midnight Blue with stars and the Moon over the walls. It had it’s own beauty in its own way.
“So, thou hath come to speak with us, pray tell, what is this matter about?” Luna asks me as I sit down.
“Celestia, I need to talk to you about Celestia” I reply to Luna’s question.
“In regards to?” Luna asks again.
“Her actions as of late, I’m worried about her, Princess. But I don’t know how to go about making sure such things don’t happen again.” I clarify my point.
“We art afraid that this has been a long time coming, Jason. What thou saw yesterday, was a suppressed rage, suppressed for a very long time.” Luna says honestly.
“Well, I want to understand Celestia, I want to know where she’s coming from, what things could have fueled her anger, stuff like that” I say to her.
“What thou must understand, is that both our own and Tia’s lives have been full of one bad thing after another. One could say our lives have had nothing but events that are attempting to drive the pair of us into insanity” Luna say to me.
I wonder what she could mean.
“Tia, she’s been strong for far too long. When we came back, we found no signs of insanity, no moral turmoil, we searched everywhere for any signs, history books and the like. We found old diaries of Tia’s, we didn’t want to invade mine sister’s privacy but it was for the better. We saw what happened in those diaries. Tia was distraught, so depressed that she kept to herself for a good century on mine own banishment.” Luna describes Celestia.
“So, Celestia basically lost it when I could have been murdered and found the perp of this whole thing?” I ask Luna.
“Thou must understand, Tia has almost lost everypony she has ever cared about and each and every day is a reminder of that fact. She has lost students to the darkness, separated themselves from Tia, few died trying to prove themselves worthy. Our parents, they disappeared when we were naught but a young teenager, mine own banishment and many more has been stabs to her heart, she’s holding on to thee like a foal a teddy bear that the foal refuses to ever let go, she often checks on us to make sure we do not descend into Darkness once more and Tia certainly saw Twilight Sparkle as a daughter she has never had, the three of us art closest to her now, her close close family like Mi Amore Cadenza, Shining Armor and Twilight Sparkle’s friends.” Luna explains what is in Celestia’s heart.
I paused for a bit to take it all in. Celestia has been through so much, I wonder what I could do to ease her pain, make her feel happy.
“Thy blunder hast been a blessing in disguise, we thought thou were just like other nobles, claiming purity when they are dirtier than the Earth Ponies they claim they are. Know this Jason Anderson, thou have captured Tia’s heart, thou and her are together not by a law now but by love, my only request is that thou make her happy, she has waited for her happiness for far too long, our turn can wait” Luna says to me.
“I was under the impression you disliked me, much less threatening me that you’ll kill me or something” I say to Luna.
“Never would we kill you, Jason. we had thought at first this was just going to make Tia’s life worse than it needed to be, we watched you and if you didn’t perform to standard as her husband, then we would act accordingly. Tia may care much for me, but she fails to realize how much care she gets in return, we care for her, thou care for her, Twilight Sparkle cares for her, Mi Amore Cadenza does too and a few others.” Luna replied to my assumption.
“I have one last question, is it possible for Celestia to fall into a Nightmare state? Or something that exists that could make her explode even worse” I ask Luna.
“Tia has said she exterminated all of the Nightmares after our banishment but it is possible some were missed, however for a Nightmare to truly possess somepony, thou would need a lot of pain and a lack of willpower, believe us, it would take a lot more to take Tia as it took me. As for anything that could make Tia explode, we don't know but it would have to be something she's kept secret in her heart for a long time.” Luna answers.
“I see, well thanks for talking with me and all” I say to end the whole conversation.
“Thou art most welcome, and if we were thee, we might endeavor to start planning the wedding that is happening in a month” Luna advises me.
“I shall” I say as I leave the room.
Only one month? Good Sunny Goddess I’m marrying, we actually got to go prepare that, like RIGHT NOW!